My inner thoughts are chaos.

“It’s nearly been a year and I can confidently say fuck you for hurting me. Fuck you for making me think I was nothing for nearly an entire year, I am so much better than you now.”

“Let it hurt. Let it bleed. Let it heal. And let it go.”

“As long as your body is healthy and under control and death is distant, try to save your soul; when death is imminent what can you do?”

“Extraordinary people survive under the most terrible circumstances and they become more extraordinary because of it.”

“I wish you’d find the exit out of my head.”

“Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It’s not something you learn in school. But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven’t learned anything.”

“Breathe. It’s okay. You’re going to be okay. Just breathe. Breathe, and remind yourself of all the times in the past you felt this scared. All of the times you felt this anxious and this overwhelmed. All of the times you felt this level of pain. And remind yourself how each time, you made it through. Life has thrown so much at you, and despite how difficult things have been, you’ve survived. Breathe and trust that you can survive this too. Trust that this struggle is part of the process. And trust that as long as you don’t give up and keep pushing forward, no matter how hopeless things seem, you will make it.”