I (think I) hate myself

the amount of damage I did to myself thinking I wasn’t going to live past like 23…

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

i think everyone hates me actually

i find it funny that i have followers like are you aware im a loser

You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself

I'm so sick of myself and I don't understand how anybody can stand me

I keep living with this constant fear that I’m not doing enough, that I'm not enough and that I’m not good at anything

Yearning for what you can never have is beginner level. Real yearners know the good shit is what you could freely have if you allowed yourself to, but never will.

Reblog to give mutuals a break from whatever they're been going through

and just like that, I’m back in the same place I fought so hard to get out of

i have been informed by literally every french speaker on earth that “une pipe” is slang for blowjob

i wonder what it's like to have a quiet mind