I (think I) hate myself

The way I look it's so fucking disgusting I should just die

my body is the worst most uncomfortable place ive ever lived in

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly

"Are you good in bed?" No, I can't sleep.

i forgot Most people are not always in the state of cowering in the corner like a scared dog. y’all just be doing stuff

I'm shy at first and then im like donkey from shrek

there are places in the world today that are experiencing 40°C for the first time in recorded history. of course there's no way to know whether chucking billionaires into volcanos will appease the sun god but i feel we're doing the scientific method a disservice if we don't at least try

I hope I'm online when it happens. I want to see a sudden flood of crab rave memes right after refreshing my dash, and in the middle of it all, the Castiel news meme. That's how I want to learn of it; not through anything solemn or serious, but via overwhelming silly celebration.

En Anglais, on ne dit pas “quatre vingt dix neuf”, on dit “ninety nine” qu'on pourrait traduire comme “Hurr durr, regardez mois, j'ai un système de numérotation fonctionnel” et je crois que c'est magnifique.

Thanks for being nice to me I’ll remember you forever

the amount of damage I did to myself thinking I wasn’t going to live past like 23…

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

i think everyone hates me actually