Meth'd Up Skitzuation

I deserve someone who actually gives a fuck about me because I’ve spent my entire life making other people happy when all they did was leave.

Here’s the thing I’m sorry I drank and smoked and did those drugs after I promised I wouldn’t I’m so fucking sorry But I had to survive And I shouldn’t need to apologize

I used to love getting drunk. Then I tried drugs.

Fuck, can you remember your first hit? Remember what it was like? How it felt. Of course you do. Because every time you get high you’re trying to get to that same exact feeling. Truth be told, you can’t. So stop trying. The most more you try the harder it gets, the less you feel, until you just tell yourself “fuck it, I just need something”

I hit rock bottom and then the floor collapsed

There is nothing like that first rush. The moment you go from “Good” to “I’ve never felt so fucking alive”