burning bridges

no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, i don't care. i'm fine" and "i don't know how much more i can take"

“i wanna do this with you” A LOVE LANGUAGE

anyway I wanna kiss I wanna make out I want to feel hands all over me for hours

in this new year I want you to be alright. I hope you move out. I hope you have enough money to feel safe. I hope you abandon shame and forgive yourself. I hope you get enough sleep and some good news. I hope you laugh a lot and the heaviness of the world eases a bit. I wish you to be alright.

sorry I didn't mean to start tearing up as soon as I start trying to talk about my feelings, my bad

as a girl who is literally just a girl i am always yearning. always longing always missing always wearing my heart on my sleeve. always feeling like my heart is on the verge of exploding. the sight of the sun makes me cry. anyway

tired and needy and i want to be held

(girl who’s been suppressing her feelings ever since she hit the age of 12) I just think you should be in touch with your feelings more

i am a perfectly nonchalant person. except on days where i crave love. then i choke up and go insane and begin howling at the moon

me and the girls we. think about how we crave love so much our whole being aches with it

i cancel plans to spend time with me

google search how to cough up the ball of grief that's been stuck in your stomach since birth

they should make it easier

what?

Everything. All of it

[shaking myself by the shoulders] i will get better. i will continue. i have no goddamn choice

i love tumblr because of the close-knit community of girls who have never gotten over anything ever not even a little