i keep hitting the point of like "oh no i need to get the FUCK out of this house" and i do not love that im going to spend all of my money doing so but . i think i need it . 2 months before the semester starts . god willing accommodations go through and i can live alone for the first time ever and if i have a roommate hopefully i have a kind one . i am tired and sad and honestly graduation felt like a nightmare in terms of my family dynamic and it's only gotten worse from there in the few days that have passed . but it's happening . i have to start figuring out what i need to take with me . i don't trust family to not throw shit away out of anger or whatever. gotta start packing things i care about
so i am freshly 28 (is 3 weeks fresh? maybe not produce fresh . time fresh), i took a very long time to earn multiple degrees, and i am finally attempting to leave my toxic household . maybe i will learn how to smile in photos . i still do not know how to drive . i am still in love . my cat stepson loves me . i am so horribly, deeply depressed, but i can see the image in the block of clay . i don't think i could ever be valedictorian or anything lol but next time i graduate i want it to be with honors . but if (when) i graduate next time i hope it feels different and well-earned and i hope i feel proud
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