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she talks more about it in killer b, and has some relevant dialogue about this in crying b and her interrogation questions, too...

to her, friendship should be beneficial for both sides. shed buy things for her friends, and in return, theyd do what she wants them to.

so, if they stopped doing that, if their friendship wasnt 'comfortable' for her anymore, she'd dump them.

based on the visuals in it's not my fault, i think muus friendgroup was initially much larger than just the 3 girls we most often see. but, as time went on, their friendship wasnt beneficial for muu anymore. maybe they didnt notice when she wanted them to do something. not putting your desires into words does that.

people stopped giving her honey :( theyre bits and pieces now :( when someones friendship wasnt comfortable for muu anymore, they became an outcast. you can see here, based on the hairstyle, that the girl theyre bullying here is the same one as the one that didnt have any honey.

ive already seen people, not just on here, saying that it doesnt make sense that muus friends turned on her so easily after they were so loyal to her for so long. personally, i think it makes perfect sense ! if they were at constant risk of being cast out for not understanding muu, theyd jump at any chance to take her down. especially since most of them were cast out already.

plus - muu herself points this out herself in inmf and crying be - some of it was probably due to jealousy. she was at least somewhat aware that people were envious of her... honestly, i think shes just be using that as an excuse so that she doesnt have to think more about her actions. i still think it holds some truth, though

auhh .. because she was always given what she wanted without even having to ask for it, she never learned how to communicate her needs. for the same reason, she never learned how to consider other peoples feelings. i dont think thats an excuse - even if she never told her friends to bully rei, or anyone at all, she never told them to stop. we can see her cornering the honey-less girl in inmf with them in an earlier screenshot. its curious that she doesnt see that as bullying... i suppose its just because its verbal, its not physical like pouring water over someones head

also ! this isnt all that related, but i find this really fun <3 the person who did something wrong, es/us, should apologise first..! so, when es does apologise, she apologises, too..!! not just to us, to haruka, but to rei, too... makes me wonder if she would have apologised to rei, if rei apologised first...

ok im about done here i think . one last thing that i like is that a lot of the lyrics in pain can be read as directed towards rei And us/es !! aughhh ... i hope this made sense lol.

anyway ! forgive muu please (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) nothing good can come out of punishing her. we'd be punishing her for the pure sake of hurting her (more than we've already hurt her by , um . gestures vaguely at haruka) .. im sorry that reis dead, she didnt deserve it, but shes already dead. punishing muu wont bring her back ...