I'm just a little bit angry, sorry
Beyond tired of watching my abuser, r*pst, and stalker continue to do the same stuff to the person he is currently dating that he fully groomed, and I can't speak about any of what I went through because the one time my friends tried to support me in speaking about what happened, he literally lied about everything, tried to say everything HE did to ME was actually what I did to him, then tried to sue me? And then his friends harassed and stalked me and my friends for years after that. He ruined my favorite hobby and has made it near impossible for me to write my fucking fanfic about toby anymore because I'm still healing from the trauma. I've tried to speak out so many times about what happened as carefully as I can for the safety of my family and friends. This person sexualizes childlike aesthetics and characters, s*x*lly abused his partners, uses his friends and followers for money then drops people whenever he wants to, shit talks all of this friends behind their backs, and will force people to drop any friends and family who see right through his bullshit. I'm so fucking tired of being too terrified to speak about it but I literally can't do anything because no one cares about an abuser unless they do it to more than one person. But if people listened to the first victim, there wouldn't be more. If you were wondering at any point in the last four years where I have been, I've been struggling with watching him continue to be a "content creator" after he ruined my life then acted like it was nothing and kept living. Fuck him, and fuck anyone who supports him. This is the same asshole who wrote WDHTD, if you're in the sally face fandom. I'm fucking over it. i know too much to be this pissed off and in hiding.
