i havent showered since tuesday. im always hungry but have no real appetite when theres a plate of food in front of me. im staying up all night on my phone and sleeping in till late afternoon. im always ready to lie down in bed. i dont have any responsibilities rn but im not even doing anything i like. im literally locked in my room rotting.

nvm.. not eating and not showering and not getting out of bed cant cause a real fever

half a meal ystd half a meal today doing nothing w my days and actively regressing

oh ok just a bit (very) disappointed

how do u even hang urself....

i cant say that i genuinely made a detailed plan to kms b4 chem board exam so since i knew i was gonna die i just gave up on studying the days b4. but i gained hope after.. my results wont show that tho

im actually underweight now...

1kg less and id actually be considered underweight by this calculator.. and im aware i shouldnt actually want that. but still

idek if im backtracking cuz im weak n sensitive or this is a good thing