Hello..!

Ughhhh I'm so fucking stagnant and bored, maybe i should try bangs out again, and u could do with a new hair color.. Maybe a piercing aswell, but that means i have to leave my house and God knows I'd rather d13 than go outside.

I wish it was socially acceptable for me to speak without a filter, just like the rest of yall. But unfortunately I've got self control ...

Is this next chapter called healing or avoiding...? I don't want to be seen or heard of anymore. I don't want/need your validation, i don't want /need you to see or understand me anymore or whatever it is that you are offering me, just leave me the heck alone.

You're easier to forget than to remember.

I know life is kicking your ass right now ho, but go brush you teeth and a take a shower, your body didn't ask to be here either . And if no one else will be kind to you or the body you have, then do it/ be it for yourself. You deserve that little atleast.

I hope i meet you when you're , kind again..