My Reality Life

Okay I get it, you have your crap I have mine! Seriously just leave me alone I get sick of your constant nagging.. "Blah blah" I understand but you gotta know I focus on other things other than you jeez .-. Can't wait till im out of school so I can go to college somewhere far far away from home. Like a different state, or country. I should go to at least Hawaii or Paris for College there's nothing for me in this place, not with a place this small.. Im just gonna tune u all out with my music till then.. ugh too many years.-.

Everyone goes through loss right? Then there's me, I lost someone that I could get back but nobody is helping me.. My info is going to stay a secret this entire story. Well the person that I lost was my sister, Skyler. She was my best friend and like any big sister I would do anything for her, I swear the only thing bad I did to her was pushing her off the bed to get my spot. Ugh I sometime's do think its my fault, but its not! I know who's fault it is but I wont say just yet. Anywho Skyler was the best lil sis a person could have, eventually our parents separated and well I went with my dad and she went with her mom, we were half sisters. I didn't realize till I was like 7 or 8 that my sister wasn't coming back to see me. I was depressed, well I still am, who wouldn't? Every time I get in touch with her, BAM, her mom takes away the contact! I miss her so much.. Well I may just be complaining but seriously who wouldn't? I feel so depressed, is anyone out there? is anyone here to help me? Help.. I need you. .-.