#helpsomone

Everyone goes through loss right? Then there's me, I lost someone that I could get back but nobody is helping me.. My info is going to stay a secret this entire story. Well the person that I lost was my sister, Skyler. She was my best friend and like any big sister I would do anything for her, I swear the only thing bad I did to her was pushing her off the bed to get my spot. Ugh I sometime's do think its my fault, but its not! I know who's fault it is but I wont say just yet. Anywho Skyler was the best lil sis a person could have, eventually our parents separated and well I went with my dad and she went with her mom, we were half sisters. I didn't realize till I was like 7 or 8 that my sister wasn't coming back to see me. I was depressed, well I still am, who wouldn't? Every time I get in touch with her, BAM, her mom takes away the contact! I miss her so much.. Well I may just be complaining but seriously who wouldn't? I feel so depressed, is anyone out there? is anyone here to help me? Help.. I need you. .-.