👑VJX💎

My wife has mentally tortured me for 7 years, she has cheated, convinced me she didn't, left me at my pops funeral, soon after I got hell embarrassed as I found out about all of the cheating and shit talking. I still took her back, I've waited for change, I have gotten therapists for myself, I am on anti depressants, yet she won't go to one anger management class, not one therapist to figure out why the fuck she threatens to kill my animals all of the time. I love her, but she can't love me.

I am a moron, I already know, let me get this off my chest, alright cunt?

Anyway, if I did happen to have an accident, and don't make it. The police will find this. They will know how they failed me, Every time I called them for help from Maxine and took me instead, when my "best friend" raped me last year and they literally said there's nothing they can do about it, and let HIM get and AVO against me on the 1st of December all because someone I have never met let alone had a conversation with, found out what he had done and threatened him about it. They failed me when they found out what my brother and I were going through when I was 13 but still did nothing. I was never nurtured, I have never been told it was going to be okay and it actually was. My other so called best friend of 10 years got some drugs and entitlement inside her and forgot the word loyalty..... My mum doesn't contact me, neither does anyone else I love... Not playing a victim, I have a lot to be grateful for too. But sometimes that invisible sense of anything isn't enough to keep you going.

I chose to stay with the woman who ruined my life as a result, I may or may not end it because how tf do I come back from this? More therapy? More medication? More people gaining my trust and then fucking me over?

No no. Fuck that. If I somehow ended up biting the bullet, bye cunts. No humble goodbyes, I hope I move on into a better life but if I don't, I'll haunt the fuck outta ya.