Do you have a best friend/someone you can go to and talk about anything? Did you at any point?
I have some close friends throughout life but after my last long relationship Iβve distanced from a lot of people due to shame and protecting my ex at the time and am now reconnecting with themβ¦ π₯Ί
Theyβve been my friends since I was a kid so theyβre still very special to me.β£οΈtheyβre like chosen family. Just wish they live closer but life is life. They help remind me to see my worth.
I ended up moving out of the state from where some of my closest buddies were due to personal reasons but we still talk sometimes when we have a chance, yeah I can tell them just about anything, but we all work n stuff so we get busy ya know.. π« n since Iβve been back in AZ I havenβt really made new friends irl or gone out much yet even tho Iβve been back for yearsss I just working and doing online stuff cuz ngl my last relationship was really isolating and controlling n so much more so Iβm still tryna feel normal again n Iβm still just tryna heal from a bunch of shit n regain confidence and work on my anxiety n trust issues so that I can try to make new friends out here too ππ« β€οΈβπ©Ή I hope u have a great day ππͺ