Silence is Petty, Bitter's Not Pretty - Silence is Petty, Bitter's Not Pretty by Ever | 02:51 ———————————————————————

Words deep under the skin imprints there Leaves more time for thinking Leaves more time for being human I know it's cruel

But there's nothing more to being human Than paying your way through it all No time for melancholol thoughts Tell me how does it hurt Do we have more time Are we doing this right

Tell me how does it hurt Do we have more time Are we doing this right May the night sky subside May the sunset arise All set for another day To keep the words at bay

Cause silence is petty And being bitter's not pretty It's just waisting time Time that we don't have

Tell me how does it hurt Do we have more time Are we doing this right

SOUR MILK - Silence is Petty, Bitter's Not Pretty by Ever | 03:28 ———————————————————————————————

Nothing more than sour milk and nothing's ever tasted so good It's not what causes a domestic It's not what naturally could Possibly just too sweet for each other Once the sweetness rubs off It's just torture It's just torture

Mow

Bodies// - Bodies// by Ever | 03:28 ———————————————————————

Bodies// (Acoustic) - Bodies// by Ever | 02:06 ———————————————————————

Evanesce - Archive by Ever | 04:17 —————————————————

I seem to sleep through the night now Lost dreams seem to signify The terrors are there all the time now maybe If I light incense I can clear my head We can dance in the mist basking in the feeling of when We used to feel something Now we're settling And we shouldn't have to settle for this no

I can't wait to go Just so I can feel something I want you to know With you I was feeling something

I seem to sleep through the day now Lost dreams seem to signify I've a cluttered mind Relieved for it to catch fire Empty all the mess with those fumes instead

We can dance in the smoke choking on the feeling of when We used to be applauded Now we're settling And we shouldn't have to settle for this no

So stop me when I'm feeling doubt But you'd be stepping in all the time So won't you put a knife in this now I'll be honest I've been waiting for a while

I was too selfish couldn't find my way out I think that I have been stuck here most my life Just promise you'll be happy now I know I loved you even though you think I lied

We used to feel something but we shouldn't have to settle for this no

Oopsie Daisy - Archive by Ever | 04:30 ———————————————————

Find me in the depths of a cave where I can be distanced from All that you've said and done Sad to say the words well they bounce too and from Every corner of my brain

Every little thing that they say to you Every time they try to convince you I can feel the shame running through my blood And its a real shame yours doesn’t taste of true love

Now I can nitpick at what I've said for days Struggle so much it keeps me awake But I've never really been one to sleep at night Yet again I've never really been one to fight it

Oopsie Daisy there’s nothing left of me I’ve been picking at my brain forgetting you not so effortlessly

Oopsie Daisy there’s nothing left of me I’ve been picking at my brain and now there’s nothing left to see

Nothing left to see Nothing left to see There’s nothing left of me Nothing left to see

Nothing left to see Nothing left to see I've been picking at my brain and now there's Nothing left to see

I can see that this might be tiresome in defiance of what’s to be

Every little thing that I say to you Every time I try to convince you I can see the shame running through your blood Like the shame on your face if they say it's true love Now I can face the ache that goes on for days Struggle so much it pulls me away No matter how hard I hold on tight You're never really been on to fight it

Oopsie Daisy there’s nothing left of me I’ve been picking at my brain forgetting you not so effortlessly

Oopsie Daisy there’s nothing left of me I’ve been picking at my brain and now there’s nothing left to see

Nothing left to see Nothing left to see There’s nothing left of me Nothing left to see

Burning Out - Archive by Ever | 03:16 ------------------------------------------

I can see how this hurts and I don't mind the motivation behind it I can show you the hurt and I don't mind you feeling bad to have caused it

There's nothing left in me I'm running on empty and I've figured out how to keep burning on when I'm burning out There's nothing left in me I'm running on empty but I've figured out how to keep burning on when I'm burning out

How to keep burning on when I'm burning out

Late night with tired eyes no single need for talking I'm wrapped up in these little conversations I could leave but where would the sense in that be I'm too done to care about what's going on the floor beneath me

There's nothing left in me I'm running on empty and I've figured out how to keep burning on when I'm burning out There's nothing left in me I'm running on empty but I've figured out how to keep burning on when I'm burning out

N.I.T.M.F.A - Archive by Ever | 03:45 ------------------------------------------

Not sure if in-between All in or never to be seen I can be every shade But never graced grey Never know where to go Or which place to call home Everywhere has me feeling low

‘Cause everything everything in this room Puts me in that ‘anything’ kind of mood The kind where I just don’t want to do anything

‘Cause everything everything in this room Puts me in that ‘anything’ kind of mood The kind where I just don’t want to do anything

Just take me somewhere to go To places you know I belong Let’s go Take control Let’s go Take control Just take me somewhere to go To places you know I belong Let’s go Take control Let’s go Take control

Just between you and me The devils got a hit out on somebody And we all can believe it’s a hit out on me I’ve got nowhere to go No place to call home Everywhere has me feeling low

‘Cause everything everything in this room Puts me in that ‘anything’ kind of mood The kind where I just don’t want to do anything

‘Cause everything everything in this room Puts me in that ‘anything’ kind of mood The kind where I just don’t want to do anything

If you follow me on Instagram then you might have seen all the clues/puzzle pieces I've been posting, well the final piece has been revealed! Below is what I wrote on the post of the last piece. https://www.instagram.com/thisisever/ 

The lovely people at The Unsigned Guide will be playing my latest track with CUB - Bittersweet - on their Amazing Radio show 9pm tonight! ✨ 

We’re already a week into September but better late than never!

The main thing to happen is that I’ve moved house. Goodbye Isle of Wight, and Hello Salisbury! I have been a bit quiet because of this, but moving house is stressful and I’ve changed my office around probably 10 times already and It’s still not right! 🙈 I’m really hoping that this move will open up more opportunities to perform live, as there’s no pesky ferry in the way now! So keep an eye out for more mainland dates.

I have played some amazing shows this summer since moving, including The Railway Inn, V-dub Island, and Ventnor Fringe, where I got to support the AMAZING Stealing Sheep! (and yes, after moving off of the Island, most gigs were actually on the Island....)

That was such an amazing experience, and every gig this summer has been so wonderful, I wish I had played more!

The final bit of news this month is a new release 😱 I collaborated with the super talented producer CUB, and our song ‘Bittersweet’ will be released at the end of September! I really enjoyed working on this song, and can’t wait to play it at my next gig. I’m going to do a post closer to the release to talk more about the song and the lyrics, to give you more of an insight into it and what’s going on inside my brain ✨

That’s about it for news! I’m really hoping to have a music video to share with you soon, as well as more music and a few live dates.