* SOUL / WANDERING.

4x08.   god complex !

( as requested by the lovely @zalemoonshadow )

❝You aren’t looking so hot.❞ 

❝Maybe you should sit down.❞

❝I think I need to sit down.❞

❝Just take it easy today.❞

❝No – no. We’re going home, right now.❞

❝Can we leave?❞

❝You just threw up 3 times, you’re not fine!❞

❝I’m fine. I think I’m done now.❞

❝Just let me take care of you. Why are you so stubborn?❞

❝We’re going to the pharmacy and then we’re going home.❞

❝My stomach isn’t feeling so great.❞

❝I think my stomach is trying to digest itself.❞

❝I think I just need some sleep.❞

❝Will you stay with me tonight?❞

❝I don’t want to get you sick.❞

❝You’re gonna get me sick!❞

❝Holy shit, you’re burning up.❞

❝I can’t stop sweating.❞

❝I can’t stop shivering.❞

❝Are you ever not sick?❞ 

❝How the hell are you still conscious right now? Your temp is almost 104.❞

❝Urgent care or ER? Those are your two options. We’re not staying here.❞

❝Do you want some tea?❞

❝I made you some tea.❞

❝I’m losing my voice.❞

❝I couldn’t get any sleep last night, I can’t breathe out of my nose.❞

❝Oh my god, you sound like Roz from Monsters Inc!❞

❝Bathroom. Now.❞

❝Bed. Now.❞

‘ want me to stay? ’

‘ we’re almost home. ’

‘ you should be in bed. ’

‘ we can share it.’

‘ stay there. i’m coming to get you. ’

‘ shh, shh. you were dreaming. ’ 

‘ grab my hand. ’

‘ i’m just going to pick you up. ’

‘ everything okay? ’

‘ i won’t leave you behind. ’

‘ don’t worry. better out than in. ’

‘ who did that to you? ’ 

‘ sit down and rest. ’

‘ sweetie, i would never think that. ’

‘ come lay down in my lap. ’

‘ i know you think you’re all alone out there, but you’re not. ’

‘ call me when you get home. ’

‘ we should change those bandages. ’

‘ you’re safe here. ’

‘ honey… ’

‘ of course we love you. ’

‘ wait here. i’ll go run a bath for you. ’

‘ take my bed for tonight. ’

‘ i promise. ’ 

‘ you’re always welcome here. ’

‘ don’t talk like that. ’

‘ bad dream? ’

‘ talk to me. ’  

‘ it’s okay to cry. ’

‘ you need to be more careful.’

‘ we should hug this out. ’

‘ i worry about you. ’

‘ can i hold your hand? ’ 

‘ because i care about you. ’

‘ it made me think of you. ’ 

‘ take care of yourself. ’

‘ put your seatbelt on. ’ 

‘ where did you go? ’ 

‘ i didn’t mean to worry you. ’

‘ i made breakfast. ’

‘ sing something for me? ’

‘ open it and find out. ’

‘ how long have you been like this? ’

‘ you look nice. ’

‘ here, take my jacket. ’

‘ close your eyes and try to get some rest. ’

‘ focus on my voice. ’ 

‘ i meant every word. ’

‘ i was here all night. ’

‘ look both ways before you cross. ’

‘ you don’t have to talk. ’ 

‘ this is your favorite, right? ’

‘ you’ll feel better in the morning. ’

‘ you have a nice laugh. ’

‘ here, take my jacket. ’

‘ you could stay here. with me. ’

dark matter is a novel by blake crouch. tw: self-harm and suicidal ideation.

‘ how does that feel? ’  

‘ you should eat something. ’ 

‘ is everything okay? ’ 

‘ you have cuts all over your face. ’ 

‘ we’ll go someplace safe. ’

‘ you’re in no condition – ’

‘ there’s a car following us. ’ 

‘ you’re burning up, __. ’ 

‘ i can’t sleep. ’ 

‘ we’re all real proud of you. ’

‘ don’t touch me! ’  

‘ i should take you to the ER. ’

‘ you’ll be right here? ’

‘ i hope you’ll be more comfortable here. ’

‘ what does your gut tell you? ’ 

‘ let me take you to the hospital. ’

‘ stay with me. ’

‘ i told you. we’re a family. ’ 

‘ keep your voice down. ’

‘ what about me? ’ 

‘ last night, you asked me how we fix this. ’ 

‘ turn around. ’ 

‘ i don’t need you doing something heroic. ’

‘ you’ve been following me? ’ 

‘ by the way, this is going to stay locked. ’ 

‘ they carried you in here a little while ago. ’

‘ i’m scared too. ’ 

‘ just fucking do it. ’

‘ can’t you see it’s me? can’t you tell? ’

‘ you don’t look fine. ’ 

‘ bullshit. ’ 

‘ is something wrong, and you’re not telling me? ’ 

‘ so how serious is it? ’ 

‘ what’s in the bag? ’

‘ i just need you to listen for a minute. ’  

‘ __, are you having any thoughts of hurting yourself? ’ 

‘ you don’t get to – ’ 

‘ i really miss you. ’

‘ my phone’s dead, so i borrowed one off this woman on the train. ’ 

‘ because i didn’t sign up for this shit. ’ 

‘ i know. i just didn’t want to wake you. ’

‘ i’m not suicidal. ’  

‘ you live with your choices and learn. ’ 

‘ i feel like i’m caught in a nightmare and i can’t wake myself up. ’

‘ go to hell. ’