DAY DREAMING

It's funny, I would've noticed him in high school but he never would've liked my way. He'd have been to busy chasing those stuck up bitches who he considered out of his league to even see me.

Anyone miss something they never had, I miss being able to call my dad cause I never could but it'd be nice to call him and say daddy I need something and have him come to my rescue. Never gonna happen never happened.

Sitting here in a room fill off people falling apart and no one notices . Tears pouring down my face and no one sees. Did that mean no one really sees me or an i that God at pretending. So tired ready for it all to end.

Is there someone who'd actually miss your presence not just what you do for them or provide them with but just the fact you're missing from their life, sadly I can't think of anyone.

The thoughts are really strong tonight. I can't quit thinking of ways of ending it all. But I have to keep telling myself that tomorrow will be here soon. But do I really wanna see another tomorrow?

2 nights in a row i been sick and he's left me in tears. I'm so tired of this but I've put so many years in that death is the only option. If only I could close my eyes and not have to wake up again

Anyone else just wanna go to sleep and not wake up