"And She Did Drama That's A Bad Look"

They need to invent anneyeliner that doesnt make me look fucking stupid

"its not a love song" dont fucking care didnt ask cant hear you

I need to do coke so bad

The enormity of my desire does not disgust me it! It fills me with such a fervor that can only be contained by human connection (mind meld on insane topics) or being electrocuted!!!

Would you believe me if i told you I'm writing this stone cold sober, I have five shooters of Buchanan's pineapple whisky in my purse right now that are untouched by my hands

Maybe I just need a Mulholland drive type situation without the cosmic horror surrealsit elements

I essentially want it to feel like we are strangers who have bonded together at the bar for reasons on interests, fear, infatuation, nothing in particular, at any rate we are in a bar three drinks deep they are playing songs we don't think are in our language (they are), we are sitting on a leather couch its as humid as humanly possible we are mere centimeters aways from being in each others laps, we discuss the French not French Italian film I've been trying to watch for three days, I give you the expanded history, the movie details, my thoughts, options, how this relates to me and my life i ask you questions, we have another drink (we don't what it even is), I'm pulling out hyper glossy physical photos of the starring actors out of my purse, we are deep into it, dual hypnosis, the night ends don't know why or how, you sit at the same bar hoping im around, i sit at the other end wishing and hoping for the same thing cause we are the same wavelength of this niche topic and no one has ever understood it better and I respect and love you so much for it, I like every Instagram post you post for the rest of time cause we are now interlinked forever

I guess like if i wrote out all the stuff i think about to like just get my options and thoughts out and like i found it id be like this chick is crazy i love her when's the next post? And i haven't quiet found that for myself yet so I guess it's more of posting to fill that desire until i can find it and in my ideal form that would be a niche super glossy paged magazine I find at one specific store in my town and they keep it in stock for me as I'm so devout. Yet that just doesn't happen anymore really, so what's the next best option?