Thirteenia's artistic comeback

I really suck at posting and acctualy being here.

The truth is, I’m just using this page when I’m depressed, anxious or lost in general. Nothing has a meaning to me right now and I feel like I don’t have myself under control anymore. 

I miss being hyped about something, wanting to draw or to sculpt, to move or to stay. I hate this moments, but I really need to start enjoying them in any way. 

I’m nostalgic about a lot of stuff, I miss photosessions, and concerts, and my will to create. I just want to go to Germany and get lost in Bavaria’s woods. 

I miss my workroom at home, where I would come up with new ideas on a daily basis, make something new, fix something old, and be proud on myself.

I miss being in nature, with animals. I miss my late dog, and I just want to cry all day. I miss being alive in any sense.

// Photo and edit by me.

Summer is here. My most depressing season of the year. It is too hot to live, too hot for art. My friends aren’t around, the academy is closed, my boyfriend is in another town. What more should I say?

Started my own tarot deck design... My homemade sage bundle, cristal from the Island of Brač and the skull is a souvenir from Prague.

I’m a sculptor but I love graphic art and painting as well. Actually, I have been doing so much different stuff, like metal patches, fantasy and gothic photoshoots and makeups then I kinda got lost in everything and in the end I just stuck to sculpting and drawing. I usually do not post my art cause I don't feel good about it. But I should definitely start posting it here.

// Photo and edit by me.

// Photo and edit by me.

// Edit by me.

Here I am. Stretching my boobs and trying to be a greek mythology mermaid for the celebration of the half new year. Yes, you read it correctly. Celebration of the HALF new year in costume. Such a touristic move can just my town make it happen. Ridiculous totally, but still fun.