tbh it really has just occurred to me that I actually KNOW the answers to all my problems I just literally can't seem to find it in me to accept that because the answers mean facing my fears and accepting myself and working hard and trying again and having difficult conversations and trying again and studying and being honest with myself and trying again and again and again and reading and writing and making art no matter how shitty I feel it is and taking off my mask (not as in covid mask) and listening to my body and pushing the boundaries of my comfort zone and trying again and being HONEST and trying again and again and trying again
and here I am kidding myself that I don't know the answers to stuff when I DO I just won't accept that they are difficult answers with difficult messy hard work,,,, there's those lyrics in so what "you dont have all the answers but you can start the fight" and GOD its so right I HAVE the foundations I KNOW what to do and the rest will come I just need to be honest with myself and know that the answers aren't what I want to hear but listen to them anyway.



















