Hello little lamb, welcome to my page. You may call me Ing, Wolf or whatever pet name you want (it's your funeral).
[ Caution this blog contains talks of violence, paraphilic content, injury to self or others, murder, gore, possessive/obsessive behaviour, abuse, derogatory terms used for pleasure, piss, kink content, sadomasochism etc - interact at your own risk, or delight. ]
[ my first blog was terminated ]
Open for more.
About me.
I'm 21 years old and go by They/them, I prefer non-gendered terms but I'm okay with masculine terminology too. Do not use feminine terms or I'll ignore you. [ I am agender ]
I have ASPD and use this blog to talk about what I want, including paraphillic content. I don't experience empathy, guilt or regret. I have long hair, tattoos [I am currently saving for some larger pieces and it is taking far too long for my liking] and piercings. IRL i'm touch adverse - I'd much prefer to touch you with my boot than my fingers, Lamb. [at least at first]
I like devotion & obsession, I have no time for lack luster devotees.
Treat me like a God and I'll make you feel saved
I'm asexual and aromantic spectrum, but don't mind sex aside from being penetrated - which I despise.
I am single, try if you want. (I swing both ways).
I prefer to be a dom but can sub if someone beats me in a fight.
Here are a list of some of the kinks and paraphilias that may be featured in my blog [ more may be added as time passes ] .
Cannibalism / necrophilia [ not severe it mostly ties into killing ].
Language / pet names [ Calling people pet names in another language ]
Pet play / Primal play.
Ownership / marking / branding / burning.
Sadism / punishing
Combat / fighting / beating / torture.
Rape / consentual non consent / dubious consent.
Medical malpractice / surgery.
Power imbalances / abuse of power.
Abuse / manipulation / corruption.
Extreme degradation / some praise.
Piss.
I accept Anonymous asks and welcome them.
🐇, ☣️, 💢, 🐕🪽, 🐑, 🫀, 👁️, 🩰,🧩, 🦷
To become a tagged Anonymous Lamb you will need to send 2-3 asks with the same tag.
[Hint - The crazier & more obsessed you sound the more I'll like you.]
[ Do be sure to note that personal asks / small talk will now take longer to respond to, as I do not want to flood my page with messages about my day. You may ask me questions but if I believe it won’t spark interesting dialogue that is relevant to my blog I will take longer to answer Lamb. ]
I accept direct messages, I do not send nudes so do not ask. Do not send unsolicited nude photographs - If you want to send nudes to me you may, but only after I have accepted your offer.
I am also quite curt and can be a dry texter, I don't typically reach out first, so be warned that if you do not reach out, we may fizzle. I will respond to you though.
If my blog is ever terminated [ likely ] you will be able to find my new blog with the #Wrongful Paraposting tag.
#Wrongful Paraposting - Original posts depicting paraphilic content.
#The Black Sheep - Original Posts not related to paraphilia.
#The Wolf's Mind - Asks and content related to ASPD or personal content.
#Wrongful reblog - Reblogs of content not made by me.
#In the Wolf's Image - Reblogs that remind me of myself physically.
#The Wolf's Skin - Photos of me.
#Little Lamb Letters - Answered asks.
#The Wolf & The Lamb - Asks or replies from/to mutuals.
[ Note - please do not purchase Tumblr premium for me. My blog will likely get terminated. It is a waste. Save your money. ]
DNI - This blog contains graphic content so I ask that bodily minors do not interact with my blog. If I have interacted with your blog and you are a minor please let me know. Also do not follow this blog if your are, transphobic, homophobic, zionist, bigoted, or a facist.
This blog is for 18+ individuals only. I block freely even if you aren't a minor (and so should you Lamb.)
It is important to note that I am anti-contact for any paraphilias that are unable to be done with consent from adults who are sane and safe. I am not anti-contact for sadism and many other paraphilias that are able to be done in a way that is enjoyable and consentual for all parties.
If you are uncomfortable with my content I urge you to block my blog rather than report it.
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i loved your page for a minute now, but i’ve been a bit of a silent follower as of late. though i’ve been afraid to interact, i think my foolishness has gotten the better of me
so, wolf— how do you feel about bunnies who are to smart and to curious for their own good? the kind that poke and prod and pushing until they get the answers they want?
i look forward to hearing from you!
I am a little late. I do enjoy a silent follower, but I perfer when my devotees make themselves known.
Bunnies and prey who are little too smart and curious are all the more fun to break - and it comes to me, my prey tends to break quickly.
For my prey their time is ticking, and time tends to be on my side.
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i have kind of an uncomfortable question (i think)
but do you think, like in your experience, that somebody with ASPD could like truly feel love for somebody. I'm only asking because this guy that I've been hanging out with has it (medically diagnosed) and i kind of really like him and it seems like he kind of likes me but idk if he's maybe just mirroring me.
sorry if that was a lot, but I'd really appreciate an answer, thank you in advance!
I am not sure if I could truly feel that sort of love for someone. Though I am also on the aromantic spectrum, so that impacts my feelings for others.
There are people [a select few] that I care about. A lot of my desire and affection is deeply rooted in selfishness, getting ahead of others, or receiving something from someone.
I have about three people currently who I am mostly comfortable with, and I feel affection for all three of them. To different degrees.
It is very likely he is mirroring you, but he also might not be. I do not know him, so I can not truly know.
i'm ace as well, but i'm also a smut writer. i won't bother you with the details, but i think i became a smut writer and reader because i needed to reframe sex to be a form of art instead of a form of violence. i've made my peace with that.
you're making me think i might have been wrong. half wrong, at least. sex can be violence and art at the same time, because violence can be art. your writing proves it. how interesting is that? an hour scrolling through your thoughts and i'm all rewired. no wonder people crawl to worship you.
apologies for the ask after ask after ask. i fear you're putting my mind to work.
- 🦷
To me, violence and sex are innately connected. That brutality is comfortable for me. I struggle to express sex, desire and connection with others without it.
Do not apologise for using my inbox. It is a waste of time for all of us. Just write your letters and I will reply.
Devoting one's self to me is as natural as breathing. I should be your only option.
i feel so delusional seeing you reply to my ask while mentioning that you still have others to reply. it makes me feel special, chosen even. i know it likely means nothing and that this is very parasocial of me but i cant help it. i have your notifications on and it excites me seeing you pop up.
i’d be honoured to have my skin permanently scarred by you. i almost want to do it in your honour, is that pathetic for me to say? - ☣️
I do enjoy parasociality. It has its place on my page. I want my devotees sick on me. My attention should be an addiction that fuels you.
You shouldn't be able to live or breathe without me. After all, you exist because I allow it.
You are pathetic. However, that is not necessarily a bad thing. It is welcome here.
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I have been away, I have been away, and in my absence I have neglected to worship you. To even acknowledge the many thoughts of you in my head. There are quite often too many thoughts for me to sort them out properly. Quite sorry. I wouldn’t abandon my benevolent wolf without warning, I assure. Your words are blessings I sear into my skin; the creation of red lines of prayer as ink spreads from the sentence. Hoping for a more consistent relationship with reality so as to return to my haunting, I hope you are well. Forever your evansecent follower - 🐈
I am well, котенок. You are forgiven for now, missed worship can be fixed.
Work hard to please me, котенок. I do not want or need half-hearted devotees.
Its been a very long time wolf, alot has gone on and as much as i wish to speak about it i dont wish to bore you with a little dogs sadness. I’ve missed yoy greatly and opening tumblr to see you again reminded me how much i missed being outside your den waiting for you to appear. I hope you have done well wolf, i wish to appear close to your den more often once again -🐕🪽
I too was gone, perhaps for a little too long. Welcome back, you know my page will be here.
i am distraught that you think me complacent but who am i to disagree? any label you give me, i will wear like a scarlet letter on my chest, or perhaps—more permanently—a brand seared into my skin. i think i understand now that patience is a virtue—except when it comes to you. no, you want me indulgent, ravenous. you want me to surrender and bask in the sins of greed and gluttony. you want me to endure a hunger as sharp as the teeth of a rotary saw, lacerating me from the inside out. i understand my mistake and accept my penance. the thought of your divine punishment fills me simultaneously with dread and delight. yes, i do believe that the frosty bite of your shunning would bring me to tears. i imagine myself waiting at the threshold of our domains once again, pacing, restless and anxious, my skin itching and aching for your gaze, your touch. as the snow of your shun falls upon me, the cold enveloping me instead of your hands, my jackrabbiting heart would begin to slow as a pool of icy dread wells in the pit of my stomach, freezing me from the inside out. would my tears fall like the snow? crystalline rivers rolling down my cheeks? or would they be as ugly as the sin i’ve committed? rampant and raucous? a heartbroken howl for your attention? a wailing yawp, animalistic in its desperation? but. *but* after succumbing to the hypothermia of your disregard, if and when you finally do gaze upon me… *God*, your very gaze would set me alight. your touch would be searing, nearly unbearably so but i would bare myself to you nonetheless. as my constricted blood and nerve vessels thaw, a delicious pain would devour me. starting as tingling pin-pricks, the pressure would only worsen and worsen until it becomes excruciating. still, i would welcome it. pathetic in my rejoice, i would pant and whine like a dog, a mutt left in the cold, its frostbitten tail a blur as it wags when its merciful master returns. yes, your attention again would taste like the sweetest, *hottest* ambrosia and i would *indulge*. greedy and insatiable, i would welcome your violence just as your gentleness so long as it is your hand that delivers it, and with each hit or stroke i would whine for more, more, more. perhaps this would amuse you: the second i opened my eyes, i sought your response. jetlagged and with an exhaustion that is bone deep (my flight last night was dreadful and my sleep minimal), i fear my words may not be entirely coherent (putting it mildly perhaps?) but i couldn’t wait another moment to speak to you. i often describe my letters and ramblings but i couldn’t think of a more apt description for this one—i fear its length may be gratuitous and its contents almost manic. (in my haste, i have not even checked my spelling or grammar—pathetic? perhaps.) overjoyed to hear from you, and anxiously anticipating your next reply,
- 🐇
My intentions were not to leave this ask wasting away in my inbox, but as I thought about replying, I was too busy with work and life to give it the attention it deserves. Little Lamb, did you think I was ignoring you? I do wonder how it made you feel.
Perhaps I've accidentally punished you. I do wonder what is worse than receiving punishment intentionally or accidentally.
I enjoy the letters contents, your manic thoughts – or, as you put it, ramblings are enjoyable. Do not worry, I did not forget about you. Nor, am I mad at you. I was just purely busy.
My attention being described as a hot ambrosia is fitting. However fleeting it may be, it should be cherished.
Do write again. I assure you my next response will not be so delayed.
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i'm wondering if iron and rust is all you are. is there more to you than blood and bone? or rather — do you find interest in things that are not carnal and real? what are your thoughts on ghosts and spectres? tentacles? werewolves and vampires? do your fantasies stay close to reality or do they stray off to enchanted places when reality becomes too boring a muse? can reality become too boring if you view it through eyes like yours?
- 🦷
Iron and rust is not all I am.
I find interest in mundane things too. I often do art in my free time. I also enjoy collecting scents, perfumes, and colognes.
When it comes to ghosts and spectres I do not have any strong opinions, though my Mother leans very superstitious. I enjoy werewolves and vampires. My best friend enjoys vampires quite a lot. If I was to be either a werewolf or a vampire I would likely be a vampire.
I have no strong opinions on tentacles, they are merely sentient ropes. They would be useful.
My fantasies are a mesh between reality fantasy - it is hard to categorise my thoughts, at least as it pertains to sex and carnal desires.
When it comes to fantasies and long term goals I stray away from fantastical ideas and set achievable expectations for myself.