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if you can't love you, he can't love you.

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“I am a different person to different people. Annoying to one. Talented to another. Quiet to a few. Unknown to a lot. But who am I, to me?”
— Unknown
“The woman you are becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things. Choose her over everything.”
— Unknown
Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980; February 17th, 1970
Text ID: I don't feel guilt at being unsociable, though I may sometimes regret it because my loneliness is painful. But when I move into the world, it feels like a moral fall—like seeking love in a whorehouse.
“I owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with what I didn’t deserve.”
— Unknown

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the thing about having boundaries is respecting yourself while trying to let people know that you just want to have the space and peace that you need. no one told me that having boundaries is just like having your ups and downs too. they keep on trying to win and lose you over and over and over until you're back to where it all began.
School didn't teach us how much the world would give us pain.
Blythe Baird, from If My Body Could Speak; “Eat”
[Text ID: “I am trying to stop doing / things that don’t make any sense. Body, / forgive me. I am trying. I am trying. I am still trying.]
Isn't it weird that we keep healing from the same trauma? How could healing suck this much?
When did it start fading?
Most people remembers their childhood and it seems that I can't. When did it starts fading? When I gained the knowledge that other people don't hit their kid? Or is it when I learned that people should treat others with care and love and be genuinely kind? Or is it just I choose to forget about it? Am I the only one?

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What is Love?
All of my friends have relationships that they cherished very much that I almost starting to puke whenever they smiled so dearly while talking about their significant other. But it got me thinking, what is love really? Maybe I don't know because I never entered into a relationship yet. Don't get me wrong there were almosts but that's it. I never get into a real relationship because I didn't know what to feel or to look out for??? If that make any sense. But it always got me thinking what is love really?
Is it only those days when you're feeling happy? Or sad? Or feeling anything? Or is it combined feelings? All the happiness, sadness, anger, fear, surprise, disgust, confusion, pain, relief, excitement, boredom, and contentment, all combined, is it love? I mean you cannot love someone just because you're happy, right?
So, for you, what is love?
My Almost
When Taylor Swift said, "wanting was enough, for me, it was enough", I remember those days that we never thought of anything. We had our own kind of fun. We never cared what others thought of us. Or maybe that's what I thought because you we're never mine to start with. You weren't really mine for me to lose. But wanting and spending time with you was enough for me. I did not need any reciprocation of your feelings, just your time and attention. Just you. But I guess, I was wrong.
Traumas and dramas
The thing with trauma is that - it never gets better. One day, you may think that you can do it and let it go, but it will definitely haunt you the next day. It's true that people live with it that sometimes it activates and became the reason why people get their walls so high up that nobody can hurt them the way that person did it. People never realize how hard it is to live your life with a trauma you cannot let go. It fucks your mind and soul. People who lives with trauma knows that they need to let it go. They know that this is not the way they should live but, hell, there's nothing they can do about it. It lives with them. Scared that it will happen again.
When I was still a kid, I thought love and life would be easy. I thought I'll be this kind of woman who will do whatever she damn likes. A woman who knows what to do. A woman who got it all together. Well, it's funny to think that didn't exactly happened. My younger self would be disappointed. But I want her to know that life isn't like that. It's full of challanges. Situations that are not with our control. In short, life just happens.
Falling in love and being in love is messy as it supposed to be. You can't be in love without facing the saddest parts, the funny parts, the messy parts, the angry parts, the annoying parts, and lastly, the better parts. You can't totally say that you love someone without loving all their parts.

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It won't be the same. We both changed for the best. He is not the person I once knew but I'm happy to loved him then.
There was a time that all I care about was to be near him. My world revolves around him and I watched myself crumble before him. But that was before and now—me finding a new love—was the hardest thing to do. Showing vulnerability isn't something I do often nowadays. Is there any chance I'll let my walls down?