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Opening Commissions for a bit.
Only 3 slots for now.
If you want samples of my writing, check out my Ao3 account. In terms of professional credentials, I also wrote the official DLC campaign for the 100% Orange Juice - Waruda Prison Break pack. I don't open comms too often, so if you're wanting a story written, hit me up. I specialise in 100% OJ content, plus Touhou I guess, but enquire for other things or original settings.
Two new chapter updates (which I lumped together into one post because posting on social media somehow takes more energy than writing thousands of words).
Art by Riloyoy
First, we have Perfect Recipe Chapter 23, where Saki sits Reika down after rescuing her from a certain car-chucking, stealth enabled child, and finally reveals her nature as an altered human. It definitely doesn't lead to Reika developing any more weird conspiracy theories. Definitely. Story link:
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Art by @kinoglossia
And in chapter 12 of Girls and [X], we rejoin Aya Shameimaru, who wonders what to do when your new assistant doesn't want to be there and, in fact, hates the living shit out of you, but is too principled to not turn up to work in the morning. Bread is consumed.
Story link:
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Perfect Recipe Chapter 22
The Perfect Recipe update spree continues, and we actually go back to the plot this time. Reika has gotten herself into hot water with a familiar face, and they're just a little bit above her weight class.
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Perfect Recipe Chapters 20 and 21
It's been a little while since I updated Perfect Recipe, mostly because I was doing NaNoWriMo and then a little bit of background work and then cooling off so my brain doesn't dribble out of my ears. But we now have Perfect Recipe Chapter 20, wherein Reika is ensnared by the mystery of the disappearing croissant!
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And, because you can't have a Perfect Recipe chapter without a Cuddle Puddle chaser, we have chapter 21, where Sham asks one of the great questions of our time and, unfortunately, receives an answer.
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Sorry for going quiet over the past couple months, October was kind of an accident but I didn't write any fanfic in November because I was doing NaNoWriMo!
I managed a full 50k of Mao being a tiny lesbian gremlin and I am super jazzed about it. Got some behind the scenes stuff coming up in December and I'll need a little time to cool off from WriMo, but I'm intending to get some fic done soon.
someone: hey I noticed this thing you did in your writing!
me, kicking my feet up flirtatiously: oh??? do you want to hear my thoughts on why I did that? do you want a play-by-play of the language choices in every related sentence? do you want an exhaustive breakdown of The Themes???
I find there is a 50/50 chance of this situation being:
a) Wow, I'm really glad you noticed that! I spent ages considering the implications and how it ties into the themes. Please let me talk to you for three hours straight about my thought process.
or
b) Erm... that thing... yeah... that was definitely a deliberate thing... I absolutely meant for that thing to be there honest
Not sure where to put this, but I recently decided to transcribe the entire unhinged yandere rant from Adachi and Shimamura after rereading the series, so here's 1.5k words of a likeable if emotionally unstable character in a mostly fluffy slice of life romcom doing a double backflip off the deep end.
 âAdachi, slow down ââ
âI donât want you having fun without me! Or holding hands with some other girl â just me! I want you to be with me! I wanted to take you to a festival myself! I wanted to be there while you were smiling and having fun! Thatâs what I wanted! My head hurts so much because
Iâve been thinking about you nonstop and losing my mind and⌠I was waiting for you to call! Why donât you ever call me or start a conversation? Why does it always have to be me? Donât you⌠donât you care about me even a little? Nothing? Not even a bit? Just friends? Just regular friends? I donât want to be regular friends â just one step above that! Thatâs all I want⌠Shimamura, what do you want me to do? Well? Shimamura, are you listening? Really listen. How do you feel when you hear my voice? Do you feel something? I want you to feel something, anything, even just comfort. Thatâs what I want. Is that so wrong, Shimamura?! Because itâs you! Youâre the one I want! I donât want anyone else or need anyone else â I only need you! Is it really so selfish to want one measly step? Just one! I donât care about anyone else â I donât want them around â so why do you? Just come find me and be with me and stay with me and donât leave! I donât want anyone being with you except me. I want to be there with you, so just let me!
Who even is she? I donât know her. I donât want you to turn into someone I donât know! I want to know everything about you; I donât want you to keep anything from me. I hate not knowing because it hurts! It hurts so much, Shimamura⌠Iâd ask you to hang out, but I wanted to take you to a festival. I wanted to go with you, but you went with her! Are you hanging out with her? Where are you right now? Are you with her, Shimamura? Shimamura, are you listening? Itâs like Iâve been talking to a brick wall this whole time. Normally you talk a lot more. Why? Whatâs different? Am I different? Yeah, I must be. I can tell. But I want to know⌠I want to know about you so bad, itâs messing me up. I donât want to be apart from you⌠I want to be with you all the time⌠I donât care where we are as long as weâre together⌠But I havenât seen you and I miss you but if we met up right now I think Iâd cry⌠Iâm already crying⌠I keep wondering who she is and what she is to you⌠Are you still listening? Would you rather be with her than with me? Am I not good enough? What part of me isnât good enough? Iâll work on it, so just tell me⌠Iâll fix it, I swear, so please just tell me⌠I want to know⌠Youâre really special to me, you know that? Even if someone else was exactly like you in every way â but theyâre not, so it doesnât matter! Just forget all that! It has to be you! I want us to get along, but itâs just⌠I want to talk about more than just this, but I canât stop thinking about it⌠I mean, you were smiling! I donât want you smiling at anyone who isnât me! It sucks, you know? Donât you ever feel like that? Have you ever had a crush? Do you have feelings for someone? Or anyone at all? Do you know what love is? Sometimes I get scared, wondering why you stay with me. I mean, weâre friends, arenât we? I think weâre at least friends. Do you think weâre friends? Does it⌠Hhhnn⌠Shimamura, say something. Let me hear your voice. Talk about me⌠I want you to understand me better than⌠better than anyone. I want to know you, and I want you to know me. I want you to be my number one, and I want to be yours⌠but⌠whenever something bad happens, I feel like Iâm gonna break down⌠because it never feels like⌠I donât know⌠like you cherish me? âCherishâ is a weird word, but⌠but I want you to cherish me! I want to be cherished! Donât treat me the same as everyone else â just a tiny bit special is all! Do you ever even think about me? We havenât seen each other all summer, but⌠have you thought about me at least once? Because Iâve been thinking about you the whole time! Just you! Nothing but you! So I want you to⌠think about me, too⌠Not that weâre the same⌠I know Iâm different⌠but I still keep hoping⌠I try to stop it, but⌠even when you⌠betray me like this⌠I still want to talk to you on the phone⌠But now look at how itâs turned out⌠and thereâs nothing I can do⌠I donât know what to do, Shimamura. Shimamura? The callâs still connected, right?
Weâre still connected? But youâre so far away, and I miss you. I want to see you in person, and see you smile⌠I want you to stroke my hair and tell me itâll be okay⌠Where are you right now? Where? Are you with someone? Is it her? Who is she? I keep asking you â is it that big of a secret? Are you close with her? Closer than me and you? I donât want that! I donât want anyone to be closer than me! I donât want that⌠Tell me Iâm wrong! I need to hear it! Because I think about you all the time! Is that not enough? Not good enough? If you need more than this, then what do I have to do? I donât know the answer! I keep thinking about it, but I only ever screw up, so just tell me what you want me to be and Iâll try my best, I promise. Truth is, I donât really care about the other girl. The real problem is that I miss you and I need to make a change, Shimamura. I get that, really⌠Hey, Shimamura, what are you thinking right now? Am I being weird? Acting crazy? Tell me about you. Talk to me. Chase me. Iâm the one who always has to do the work! Me, me, me! This is what happens when the friendship is a one-way street! Iâm falling apart, so I need you to meet me in the middle. Do you hate me now? You donât hate me, do you? Please donât hate me. I donât want that. I donât want you to hate me. I want â I want you to love me. Someone please love me⌠but I want it to be you⌠Do you hate me? Like my mom does? Are you going to stop talking to me now? Pretend Iâm invisible? What do you want me to say? How do I get you to notice me? Grow wings and fly? Jump up and down? Hold your hand? Even if I tried, nothing ever seems to work⌠so what was I supposed to do all this time? How do I make it so nobody⌠Shimamura, please, I want to hear your voice⌠Say something⌠Reassure me⌠I just donât want you to smile at anyone else. Smile at me! ME! My head hurts⌠and my stomach hurts⌠Iâve been agonising over this for so long â why didnât you ever call me? Why didnât you tell me? I want to know⌠I want to know about you⌠My feelings are all jumbled up now and I keep talking in circles, but I canât help it. I mean, youâre all I ever think about, Shimamura⌠Youâre all Iâve ever cared about and youâre all I ever will care about. I cherish you⌠I want to cherish you. I canât not cherish you⌠so please just notice that I exist, okay?! I need you to notice me, Shimamura⌠I donât want you thinking about other girls. I donât want that⌠Are you going to hang out with her again? Where will you go with her? Downtown? To somewhere Iâve already been with you?! Donât do that! Donât replace me! Donât replace our memories together! Will it be any different if you go with her? Will you see different things? No, no, NO! I donât want that either! You have to be with me, and we have to share the same things⌠Feel the same things⌠Youâre acting so weird! No, I know. Iâm the one being weird.
But I canât help it⌠I canât get you out of my head⌠Youâre always there, Shimamura⌠Shimamura⌠Shima...mura⌠Hhhnn...nnn...hic⌠Shimamura⌠Shimamura⌠Hhh...ghhck...nng⌠Shimamura? I want⌠Shimamura⌠Shimamura⌠Shimamura⌠All I want is you⌠Thatâs all I want⌠so please⌠Iâm begging you, Shimamura⌠Please, just⌠ShimamuraâŚâ
(I actually had to add a paragraph spacers there because of Tumblr's formatting rules, but originally it was a full rant, uninterrupted by paragraphs)
Whoops, ended up taking an unplanned social media break because I was writing private requests for friends. Also I slipped into reading mode and ended up shotgunning 30+ books in roughly two and a half weeks

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purge of 2002? of 2012? what ARE those?
Oh, how quickly the past is forgotten.Â
They are part of the reason A03 is a thing now. Not the whole reason, but part of it.Â
The Great Purges of 2002 and 2012 are when ff.net got a wild hair up their ass about THINK OF THE CHILDREN and nuked any fic posted on there that was explicit. Thousands upon thousands of nc-17 smutfics were lost.
Itâs what led to the creation of alternate hosting sites for smutty ficâŚAdultFanfiction was the one I went toâŚbut thousands of fics would never be recovered.Â
Shit like the Great Purges and the Strikethrough of Livejournal eventually led to fans banding together to create A03, which I would have absolutely KILLED for when I was 15.
Back up ao3 was created by fans?
ItâsâŚright on the main page.Â
I love this because I will bet you that persefv has read that bit we are all so inundated with hyperbole and advertising that says that the consumer is somehow in charge of whatever product they are shilling that we all just assumed this was another sales tactic.
But weâre not even⌠selling anythingâŚÂ *quiet sobs*
No ads. No subscriptions. No data selling.
We are the definition of âwhat it says on the tin.â
Is there any way to spread this info?Â
THE OTW WAS CREATED BY FANS SO WEâD HAVE AN ARCHIVE THAT WASNâT SUBJECT TO CORPORATE REVIEW.Â
Nonprofit, so that nobody could ever say, âthis isnât making enough money; itâs getting shut down.â (See: Geocities, Quizilla, Figment, G+.) With lawyers involved and a firm awareness of the legalities of fanfic, so nobody would decide âweâve gotten a nasty letter from a megacorporation with lawyers, so weâre hiding because we canât afford to face a lawsuit. (Jedi Hurtaholics, Trevizoâs Millennium site.) With teams, so that an argument between co-mods didnât result in the destruction of a whole archive. (Gryffindor Tower, Detention.)
AO3 IS OUR SITE.
It is by fans, for fans. Fans do all the coding. All the legal paperwork. All the abuse/tos violation complaints. Fans make all the choices about policies. Fans decide how to run the fundraisers. Fans write the blog posts. All the volunteer staff are fans; all the people who train them are fans. Fans wrangle all the tags.Â
(And the other OTW projects, too. Fans manage the entries at Fanlore. Fans run the Open Doors project. Fans publish Transformative Works and Cultures.)
EVERYONE WORKING FOR THE OTW LOVES FANDOM. Wants it to survive. Wants it to be awesome for everyone.
(Knows that it canât be awesome for everyone; some approaches to fandom just clash hard. But they strive to minimize those clashes as much as possible, because they love fandom.)Â
AO3 is not some company that decided, âweâll make a site for fanfic and thenâŚâ I donât know what people are thinking is the reason. Money? Data harvesting? Tax shelter? Amusement and pity?
Nope; AO3 was fans saying, âLivejournal sucks; weâre tired of this fucked-up ârebuild every three yearsâ garbage; WE NEED TO OWN THE DAMN SERVERS.â
Thatâs the âof our ownâ part of the name. OTW isnât a âthemâ running the site âfor us.â Itâs âusâ making places for âusâ to share what we love with others of âus.âÂ
This this this.
I was there for all of that shit, and AO3 is a godsend. If you enjoy or create fanworks, support AO3, donate if you can, and remember why itâs there in the first place!!
Fandom history really does get lost quickly. For current 20-something fans, AO3 has always been there.
Ahhhhhhhhhh... Had some health issues over the last few days that have stopped me from being able to really focus on anything. ;.; I hate losing writing time like that... Hopefully nothing like that crops up during NaNoWriMo
Gwatch: Mobile Suit Gundam '79 Ep 3
Time for episode three. Warning, spoilers within!
Story Post: Girls & [X] Chapter 11
Art by @kinoglossia
Just a short lil chapter trying out the whole 'oilfire' dynamic people are talking about for myself.
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I feel like it might be fun to do an oilfire story since folks have been talking about it right now, but I'm way behind on newhus and people's impressions of Sanae don't quite match mine from what I can see
Gwatch: Mobile Suit Gundam 0079 Ep 2
Time for Episode 2. After a high-octane first episode, EP 2 has some minor administrative stuff to take care of in regards to laying out the situation the protagonists will be in. As before, be wary of spoilers.