stupid leech boy

hey i noticed your vibe was off for .5 seconds, was it something i did?

up at 1 AM inventing new ways to want and want and want and want and

They hate when you serve self-isolating, self-sabotaging, anxious daughter

all the roads lead back to the loneliness ive felt ever since i was a child

Having the "I wanna go home" feeling when youre already home is the worst feeling ever

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

please don't be mean to me bc i can be meaner and i hate being mean

being self-aware doesn’t stop the spiral, it just means i get to watch it happen and hate myself for it.

I don't have a morning routine. I wake up on straight survival mode.