The Lady Boss

"I will always love you. Always. Until there's nothing left of me." Sending biggest and best wishes to you @senlinyuwrites as you get ready across the ocean for the pre-launch today!! We are all there for you in spirit and dedicating this piece to you and your masterpiece.

“I learned that just beneath the surface there’s another world, and still different worlds as you dig deeper. I knew it as a kid, but I couldn’t find the proof. It was just a feeling. There is goodness in blue skies and flowers, but another force - a wild pain and decay - also accompanies everything.”

“Greetings You may receive this letter or you may not The courage may betray me and I would destroy the letter after writing it Its arrival isn’t as much important, as its writting My fate is crazy. You believe very well that my fate is of a crazy. So please, don’t blame me for a fate that I can not change. Our relationship was a game of fatality which on we had no authority. No weak creature can change a destiny that has a strong line, a very strong one. I miss you. I miss you so strongly. I seem to be involved in you more than I thought. But I will not bow down and I will not ask you to return because I am well aware that you are finished with me It is strange that my current test is you, You were always next to me, Standing by and encouraging me with a strong chest. You were always with me, Helping in my life tests. God, How can you be my test? Hurtful is you to be the test. I used to be strong with you. Taking refuge in you, to make the most powerful man out of me. But I did not create any power in you as you did with me, And I am not proud of this. How bad it is, that our relationship would be like this; You encourage me so I can disappoint you. Making me strong and getting weaker. Protecting me so I can attack you. Pardoning me so I can be more severe. I do not know how you managed to tolerate my personality throughout all that period. I am not bad, not bad at all, but I become bad with you. I do not know why and I did not understand the reason. I miss you deeply. I miss the safety you envelopped me in, in spite of my damned traits. I miss you, I miss you very much. Much more than I expected, and what you can imagine. I’m afraid that I have lost you. I am afraid that you forgive me and burn me with a forgiveness which I can not bare holding. Our relationship was purest than to be soiled by the mood of a sick man like me. I will not ask you to return to man who leaves you, and gets back to leave again. But your absence is bitter, my sugar cane, How is your absence can be for a man addicted to sugar.”

A story in four parts: