alternative realities.

After a month, I drew again. The process was really tough, I couldn't draw anything, and I felt hopeless about everything I did. I felt like, I lost a part of me, the passion for making creative thing about my thoughts. I couldn't do anything, like, seriously, I was hella depressed for like two weeks in this month. I was drawing too, but those drawings were so unnatural, like, I felt really bad about them. So, like I said, I couldn't draw, I did other things to not be sad about it, until this weekend. I wanted to make something really overwhelming, glommy, and SAD. I'm not always sad and an overthinker, but I think this is the most impressive feeling, what a person can feel. In my opinion sadness is not depression, but you can feel sadness during this 'numb depression', so If you think this is drawings is rather a depressed drawing, that's okay, I won't be hysterical. I wanted to give so much emotions to this drawings, everything I felt in that moment. I hope you'll like it, because I think it became good, better than those bad drawings, what I made!