Liam

so idk about yall, but I'm ready for the gloomy autumn time of the year! hit me over the head with a pumpkin and shove a bone up my ass, its time for halloween <3

I wanna go back to when it was socially acceptable to rock up to the grocery store on inline skates

someone better start dating me soon, because this fall I need to be railed from behind, while we watch Gravity Falls and listen to the rain and stuff our faces with sweets

I started playing palia again, since I abandoned it shortly after it launched (as seems to be a theme for a lot of the stuff I play) and I'm so lost and confused with a bunch of the new features? But its also just really fun and I'm slowly getting the hang of it again, even if I have to reread a lot of the lore xD Also Hodari my man my darling I missed you <3

not to be horny on main, but ugh, women <333 like I thought I was gay for such a long time, but now I have a preference for women cause how could I not??? I mean have you looked at them??? have you seen how absolutely sweet they are to each other? like as a trans guy that didn't get to experience actual girlhood as a kid/teen, seeing women support each other makes me wanna detransition for a few hours just so I can be a part of that for a moment. anyway appreciate the women in your life alright?

I reached the level of "I love suffering", that has me nearly collapsing and throwing up in the forest, because I'm running at the hottest time of the day

I can't satisfy my nerdy scientific biology student need to experiment on people, because its unfortunately illegal, thus the character in my fanfiction has to do it for me

Being trans has gotten so...insignificant to me? In a way? I pass perfectly well, I've been on T for over 7 years, I am chill enough with my body to see it as male despite not having had operations and I just...genuinely forget that I'm trans sometimes, because its so irrelevant in my day to day life. The only moments where I think about it and remember, are when I'm looking for a partner, or when I adjust my behavior around women, because I'm now perceived as a cis guy and thus (understandably) as a threat by them and have to make sure that I try my best to make them comfortable, which I didn't have to do pre-transition. But really thats it? And its not a negative thing, that being trans is so normal to me now, that I forget about it, it just feels kinda weird for the lack of a better word. Because for years it was the cause of so much suffering and was present and important in so many situations and I had to at least kinda fight a little bit for my transition goals, but now its just...there? Odd, yet encouraging!

I have sucessfully read all the fdom eva stratt fanfics on ao3. the next logical step is to write my own, right? ....right?

I need more Ryland Grace x Eva Stratt fanfictions where she doms the shit out of him, cus that man is an absolute subby bottom if I've ever seen one

the sun. thats it. just oh my god pulling up the blinds and being bathed in warm sunlight? going outside and feeling like the sky is giving you a bloody hug? I love being alive