Acne is inevitably a public affliction and in its gnarliest forms can breed shame and low-self-esteem as well as inflamed face nodes. When itβs angry enough, you canβt really hide it. At best, you can turn a red lump into a brown one, and fool people from far away. It makes you feel uglyβI should stop using second-person. It makes me feel ugly. It makes me feel like Iβm dirty and I need to be scrubbed raw to be clean again.
Hatred breeds violence, self-hatred no less so. If the thing that makes you hate yourself is on your surface, it makes sense to try to scrub your surface away. βItβs like using sandpaper on your face,β one dermatologist said of the St. Ives scrub, in an interview with New York magazine, and I can say from experience it feels that way, too. βIf it hurts, it must be workingβ: my longtime approach to acne treatment.
Iβd buy the highest possible concentration of benzoyl peroxide or salicylic acid and heap it on my blemishes, taking comfort in the burn. Iβd leave the shower with my skin red and stinging from a fresh St. Ives assault and refuse to moisturize afterward, hoping the zits would crumble into dust and I could rebuild my desert face from the ground up. Then of course, thereβs the old classic of popping, squeezing, scratching and picking at zits, willing to draw my own blood so long as I can remove the invaders.
This self-harming form of warfare is common, Chiu says: βFrom teenagers to adults, acne is an incredibly frustrating issue, and almost everyoneβs first impulse to scrub, pick, and overdry the skin. Β This then can cause even more irritation, or even worse scarring and discoloration, which feeds into a cycle of worsening acne. Overdrying and irritating the skin sometimes confuses the oil glands and paradoxically makes them more active. β
But the skincare industry itself perpetuates this practice through some of these products that promise purity through violence. Biore pore strips are essentially pieces of paper that you glue to your face and then rip off, yanking out your blackheads (and often taking your hair along with it). One of the slogans on the companyβs product page is βDonβt be dirtyββfeeding right into my old insecurity. Commercials for rough exfoliating scrubs tend to have a woman with already perfect-skin extolling the βdeep-cleanβ and splashing her face with pure blue water. In this old St. Ives commercial I found on YouTube they just drop the bottle into some water, which is weird, and a girl says, βweβre not talking some deep spiritual cleansingβbut almost.β
Elsewhere, you can find people claiming the pore strips made their pores larger, or irritated their skin. The subreddit r/SkincareAddiction holds particular vitriol for the St. Ives scrub, which some dermatologists say is so abrasive that it can cause small tears in the skin. The subreddit rejoiced in the announcement of Browning and Basileβs lawsuit, as Slate recently reported. Itβs hard to find actual studies on the efficacy of specific products, but certainly St. Ives Apricot Scrub and its ilk perpetuate this idea that the best way to get the skin you want is to destroy the skin you have. They facilitate the worst impulses of the frustrated acne-sufferer declaring war on their skin.
The marketing of skincare products preys on vulnerability, even if not intentionally, promising that this new product is the one thing that will finally work, that your zits will be gone in time for prom, that your wrinkles will be less noticeable in four weeks. Without a lot of good information out there, itβs no wonder if I and others put our faith in these promises, and overdo it, thinking if it hurts, it must be working.
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