im not sure how much more of this I can take. truly. everything just loops back to ending it all.

I could just take all the pills in my house and make everyone's lives so much better

The urge to sh everytime in in stress or just anytime something annoyed me

everyday is a struggle of “i shouldn’t have woken up”

Where’s the ‘log out’ button in real life? I’m so sick of myself.

I'm not a person I'm a problem, a problem that needs to be gone and disappear

i don’t know why i keep saying “i wish i was dead” when i have the power to make it happen.

I don’t see myself ever recovering from this.

i hope i kill myself when i have the next opportunity

I keep having fantasies about my suicide

get me the fuck off this planet, i dont want to be here anymore

my mom and her friend talking ab how glad they are that i didn’t die last year and being so happy and talking ab how much better we’re all doing as IF i didn’t probably have a small overdose yesterday and was breaking down and still wanna die and think about my attempt all day everyday... ya i’m doing so much better.