the pain left behind
it has been a month since the day you left me
yet i still feel the pain you left behind
i never knew it would be this painful
i never knew it would be this hard to let go
it hurts like an arrow pierced through my heartÂ
no matter how much times i try
with all my might
with all of my strength
i still fail to pull out the arrow fast.
the sharp pain, the blood drips down, and the scars embedded to surface of the skin of my heart
all of it is because of your sins and mistakes.
i want to get over you already
because you already did
i want to be happyÂ
just like how you did
i want to find someone who will love me
like you find someone else that quickly.
it was never my choice to let go yet you don’t want me to stay
you chose to leave me and to love another
it was your choice to waste the memories made when we were together
but in the end everything falls on my shoulder because i chose to trust you
it was my choice to be with you
because i haved love you
