The Recollection

Everything upsets my stomach lol I gotta chew everything 100 times and avoid most foods that bring joy or taste good except for sugar go figure lol.

It turns out all you have to do to be happy is go for a long ass walk

My weight is holding me back. I know that to a lot of people they might be like what are you talking about you have strong muscular legs you have some arm and shoulder definition you’re athletic you’re not fat but I am so physically uncomfortable having bigger legs. I feel more self conscious being larger than other women lol like I know I’m 5’9” so logically I’ll weigh more than a petite woman but it also just fucks with you when you used to be 130 and now you’re 174 lmao