Positive Vibes💜

Oof it’s been a long time tumblr. I forget this exists unless I want to read fanfiction. I’m 26 now obviously still chronically ill and disabled but a lot better than I was before. I’m still tired constantly, bladder is still messed up and my knee subluxes constantly but I found a career with dog grooming (not a great choice with osteoporosis and arthritis but it be like that) I got 10 tattoos now and facial piercings living my scene kid dreams and just trying to find happiness in life. I went off my antidepressants the middle of 2023 and I’m still doing fairly okay with some bad days here and there. Just focusing on saving money and figuring out how I’ll ever love out of my parents house with this economy 🥲 while simultaneously spending all my money on concerts and 10 pets

I keep trying to be active but it’s hard lately. Two days ago we had to put my 2 year old dog down. She had a seizure disorder that ended up actually being a brain tumor. Two days ago she had a total of 11 seizures and paces the house and you could tell she couldn’t see or recognize us. It was really traumatic and she was so young and so full of life and all of a sudden she’s gone. We’re all handling it badly but I hope we all heal soon.