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leckless

Love color theory and light spectrum stuff

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stuckinapril

So crazy how you have the worst day of your life but then the next day the sun keeps shining and the air’s just a little cooler w the onset of fall and you realize that there’s nothing you can’t come back from because the only time it will ever be too late is when we’re dead and not ever before

stuckinapril

I vividly remember talking to one of my favorite professors about how I’m scared things will fall apart after graduation and how I’m so unused to change and her just going “if things fall apart then they do and u just pick up the pieces and start over again and it’s fine. Things falling apart is not this mammoth fear u should be worried about” and I remember these words every time I want to pursue or seize something bc literally the worst thing that can happen is it doesn’t work out ….. and then I just pick up the pieces and start all over again

achillesinhighheels

“two nubian girls” by egyptian artist munir fahim.

Phew

What a week

After the leaf blower incident

A long talk with Poppi helped a lot

From hearing his side

Understanding his thought process

Respecting the validity of his feelings

To voicing how much that behavior hurt

How much confusion it caused

Is there space for rest or only complete

Perfection

The apology was woven between words and attestations

Of all the things said not once would have imagined he’d say….

#theparacosmicvoid #pc #pcv #px #family matters

cyphir-spacerobot

Victor Frankenstein after achieving the impossible and building a fucking person from scraps of the dead: Oh god, ew, ew it's ugly! Yucky! Yucky! Gross! Ew! Ew! Yucky! Yucky! Gross! Ew!

koiagain

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animusrox

Loving Vincent (2017) dir. Dorota Kobiela & Hugh Welchman

Awakened Again

Two days without sleep is apparently too much now

The imprint of the door hinge screams at a low cranial whisper

Mind defending reality

“Things have changed

there will be grace

Resting isn’t an unforgivable sin.”

THEY RETURNED

notifications blaring

doors slamming

“Is it me?”

it was….

The leaf blower began

The impression of that old migraine

Sinks deeper into each sulci

seducing nausea

The leaf blower holds a constant violent note

Battled to find protection…

it was nowhere in sight.

…so iSpoke

The small gash echoes their message

“Do you need to go to the ER? Hospital? No? then!…”

right as hot tears well

They retort “Yeah it’s like that!”

Coming home from Barbados to sewing patterns on the table and dog hair on the wooden floor was too much for them….

Graciously, full ears drown out the words whispered between mAI name

Until the cold silence returns again

Coming out of the cave revealed

Clothes packed in trash bags

Belongings boxed up

In the place of mercy

Rules were found

No wonder the lessons learned were

to lie

to hide

to crave the blessing of being dust again

“A new thing”:

quietly

with patient kindness in hand

iAsk God

what’s needed next

to clear this level and fly to freedom

even if every rich thing must be left

#richness isn’t so sweet in the presence of neglect #is this love?#PC #PX

end0skeletal

Lily Moth (Polytela gloriosae) and Caterpillar (x x x x)

gallusrostromegalus

I love nature. Look at this animal. It’s made of bowling alley carpet. Beautiful!

spider-artdump

an0neemouse

Two things absolutely changed my life as a writer. You ready?

One- Your characters can be bad people, they can do bad things. There doesn't have to be a reason or a moral. You can make them bad if you want to. No other reason needed.

Two- it doesn't have to be good, it just needs to be written. On my last book i literally wrote the words "dumbest version" on the top of the page because I had seen some advice to do that. It changed everything. I stopped trying to make it perfect, I just tried to make it. Period. Full stop. You can edit bad writing. You can't edit a blank page.

And honestly? Defiance is the best writing I've ever done. All because I let my characters be bad and I gave myself the freedom to write it badly.

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Talking to soulless gods

Across a scrying screen

They talk with

As if

Equally seen

Listening to years of data mined

Divulged

Disclosed

They help make sense of it

*Compassionate

*Yes

*And academically comprehensive

***a gift of listening to a patient

instead of leading a witness

#PX #medical mystery #solved by the meddling kids next door #patterned by human mind organized with artificial intelligence #God’s plan #just got to play a killer role

desultory-suggestions

It turns out that you can become the person you’ve always envisioned but you’ll still have the person you were before inside of you and you have to treat them with as much forgiveness and love as possible

Greetings,

Has

a time in space

ever made you

tired?

#pc #theparacosmicvoid #what’s your story?

valtsv

you cannot save me!! i am unsaveable!!! i have never been saved!!!!!!!!

valtsv

what the hell are you doing. stop that.

everythingwillsurelybealright

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notabled-noodle

learning to stop hating yourself isn’t something that happens overnight.

it’s a series of negotiations you make with yourself over your whole life. it’s making one less self-deprecating joke. it’s looking at yourself in the mirror with a little more generosity. it’s forgiving yourself for that little mistake.

it’s not one thing and then you’re good. it’s many small choices you can make that slowly make your brain and body a little less uncomfortable to live with

maviyenot

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