I let a ton of very important relationships on here die and I regret it every day. I had some personal stuff go south that had been taking over my life and isolating me from my other friends on here for a while, even before everything blew up. I really miss everyone from when I used to be active and it hurts thinking I might not be able to reconnect with anyone. I scrolled through my asks and I had so many kind and loving messages from people and I just dissapeared on everyone.... I just want to figure out how to reach out and reconnect with all my friends and supporters on here, especially from the Portal fandom hay-days.
I was also absent for the rise of discord and never learned how to use it. I was told that’s where everyone hangs out now—I don’t know where to find everyone though, and am not quite sure how navigating the app works besides just having my profile on there, and the ettiquette is all foreign to me, so it’s really daunting. I’m afraid I’ll mess up and everyone will hate me, especially since I left everyone for so long :(
