dvmonsx:
Fuck Toni missing Wade is seeping into me and making me sad. There is literally NO other Wade for her. I’m not sure if any other Wade will have the same chemistry. My first mistake was listening to songs that remind her of him. I fucked up BIG TIME. Then went through the ship tag b/c for some reason I thought bringing up all the feels all over again was a good idea. I just fucked both of us over lmao. Now we both miss Wade. I mean honestly who is going to look at her the way he does? Care about her the way no one ever has? Who’s going to make her laugh so hard she snorts? Who is going to chase away her demons? Who else is going to understand the crazy in her? The side of her that is afraid? That side of her that combats sadness with anger? And as for Tony…. HE MISSES HIS BEST FRIEND DAMNIT. Who the hell is supposed to talk to him when he’s drunk and no one else will because no one understands him the way Wade does? Hm? WHO!? And what is going to happen when Tony wants to blow shit up and doesn’t have Wade around to enjoy it with him? NO ONE IS GOING TO GO OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE AND BLOW SHIT UP WITH TONY OTHER THAN WADE. Whos gonna pester Tony while he works? Or stop him from burning down the house in his half assed attempts to cook and convince him to just order takeout? Who’s gonna help him put out the Christmas tree when he accidentally sets it on fire? Who’s gonna accidentally HELP him set the Christmas tree on fire? I CANT TAKE MY FEELINGS SOMEONE HELP ME. Please I beg you, take my feelings away.
