I Want to Dream More

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Part 1

"Hey cutie~"

"Hey Jiminie~"

"Did something happen to Yoongi?"

"I don't know, why? What did that dork do?"

"He was just strangely extra quite today, it's so odd to see him like that, after the fan meeting, he just went straight to the our car, and kept his eyes closed the whole time till we arrived to his house"

"I'll go check on him"

"Araso~ be careful though with that grandpa"

You giggled as you closed the call, every time someone called Yoongi grandpa you couldn't stop yourself from giggling since you loved the facts that others could also see that there are times where he honestly did sometimes remind you of your own grandpa.

You got out of your couch to get dressed. You wore a cute short skirt and a sleeveless shirt. Trying to get ready faster since you felt worried about him. Recalling on what happened yesterday, Yoongi seriously have been acting strange lately, you even noticed on how lately he only left the house either for a BTS schedule or to go bighit. Although Yoongi always used to tell you everything, this time he didn't. It even felts as if he didn't know why he acted like this. He was lost.

You quickly thought of plans for what you should do with him. The first thing came to your mind is to take him somewhere beautiful, empty and relaxing. You took some blankets, some beers and a pillow and set them at the back of your car. After making sure you got everything from your house you headed for his.

As you arrived, you quickly typed Yoongi's house passcode and ran to his room. "Opppppppaaaaaa~" Yoongi looked at you puzzled when you opened his closet and took out two hoodies. "Can you please move that ass of yours out of the bed?"

"What are you doing?"

"Surprise!" You shouted cutely

"I'm not going anywhere Y/N"

"Oh come onnn Oppa~" you nagged while going to his side, taking him by his left arm and pulled him to leave the bed. "Just tell me first where we're going" "no, now come on" with a pout on your face, Yoongi eventually gave up and stood. With one hand holding the hoodies and the other busy holding Yoongi's hand so he won't run away, you passed through the living room and about to reach for the door. "Don't you think I need q mask or to change" "nah~" "hoping you won't get me in trouble this time." You laughed when you remembered the last time you took Yoongi out, you got him in trouble since you guys when to a cafe without him covering himself, it was sweet though on how Yoongi didn't care that people noticed him cuz you were broken that time and needed someone to cheer you up. That someone could only be Yoongi as he kept annoying and teasing you and saying how your ex was the ugliest person he have ever seen. At that moment you really thanked God for giving you Yoongi in your life. Without him you didn't know what you would have done. It could be treble

As you arrived to the car, again you made sure you had everything. It was 11:12pm so you were sure that not many people will be driving near the area you wanted to go. You buckled your seat, turned the radio and started driving on the streets of Seoul.

It took approximately 1 hour to reach that place. It was in a small hill, you and Yoongi once discovered it when you both decided to discover places in Korea, and that place was the most relaxing and beautiful place you ever seen. You could see Seoul, stars and there were many flowers around that place. You could say that around only 15 people, mostly couples, who knew a place like that existed. You opened the door of your car, closed the engine and told Yoongi to get up. You took your blankets and set them near the car on the floor. Took out Yoongi's hoodie and wore it while giving the other for Yoongi to wear since he had sleeveless shirt too on him. With a raised eyebrow "you won't feel cold wearing that skirt" "if I knew the weather is going to be chilling I won't have wrote it" "pabo"

"Yaaah"

The Yoongi you knew was finally coming back, you smiled thinking of how cute he always was when he worried about you. Making sure you have arranged everything you went to lay down next to Yoongi, putting your head on his stomach.

Yoongi kept his eyes on the stars. His right hand playing with your soft hair, bring you goosebumps on your skin. It have been 15 mins now and none of you guys talked which was really usually for both of you. It seemed like Yoongi didn't want to talk but you had to know what was wrong with him, you poked Yoongi on the side of his stomach, him looking at you now. "Why did we come here?"

"What's wrong Yoongi? Lately you're really strange, I even got a call from jiminie asking what was wrong with you"

"It's nothing Y/N"

"Come on, remember how we promised to tell each other everything? Yeah you’re just breaking that promise now"

I'm just tried, I'm having a hard time writing songs and idk my mind is not thinking these days, can we please just sleep here tonight without talking, I'm really tried."

"Yoongi.."

"Y/N please."

Your heart sank at that moment. You felt useless to him. It hurt more than you expected one day. You took your head off Yoongi's stomach and lied to the side with your back facing him. It had been so quiet. As mins passed you regretted wearing skirt, you covered your face with the palm of Yoongi's huge hoodie to keep you a bit warm but it still was very cold. You thought of sleeping inside the car but you didn't want to leave Yoongi sleep here alone so you just laid there cold until you drifted to sleep.

 Yoongi pov:

 You hated yourself even more. It's been a while since you noticed how you changed. Something inside me wanted to be close to Y/N but I kept trying to stop it. I fucked up yesterday and I'm not letting it happen again today. I'm so glad Y/N took me here tbh, I've been wanting to tell her that I wanted to come here few days ago but there’s something inside me that stops me.

I took my eyes of the stars and looked at the figure that lay next to me, I looked up and down, noticed how she had goosebumps all over her legs. Without thinking, I putted my arm under her head and slowly pulled her so she can face me. Quickly she wrapped her hands around me and set one of the legs between my legs. "It's cold" she said quietly, with her eyes still closed I looked closely at her face. Smelled her sweet scent. Closing  my eyes quickly as I noticed how fast my heart was beating.

“Fuck”  I cursed under my breath. “No way.”

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Hey! I got so happy when I saw many people liking my first fanfic, I want to thank everyone who read it and loved it! <3 

I’m sorry if there’s any mistakes or if you dont like this part but these days I’m getting sick so I wanted to write it as fast as I could since I knew I wont be able to think when I’m sick and I didn’t want to make you guys wait.

Hope all of you have a wonderful day~

Part 2

You and Yoongi were best friends, you guys were like a package. Where ever he went, you were there. Where ever you went, he was there. At hard times,  always helping each other. This has been like that for about 2 years now. You guys slept over each other’s house, everything was so comfortable with him but you always kept a friend zone.

Today was different.

He called you at 22:30 and asked you to come over and talk about anything. This was normal. It always happens at least every week. You as usual went without caring if you looked great or bad. You had your blue with red stripes shorts pajamas, pink over-sized shirt , and yellow converse high. He also was your neighborhood so you didn’t have to drive or walk for too long.  

You opened his door without waiting for him to open since you knew his password. “I’m here” yoongi shouted from his room. You went upstairs and into his room where he was lying on his bed with his over-sized  white shirt and black shorts. You took the beer from his hand drank one sip and sat next to him.

“What’s wrong” you asked, “nothing, got bored.” He replied. “wanna play a game or watch a movie?” you asked – “Nope, lets just lie and talk about anything”

And you did what he answered. You just lied there with him on your left side, talked and laughed until there was nothing else to say. It’s already became 00:04, you guys aren’t drank, just lying there in silence for around 5 minutes now.

00:05. You now turned your face to face him but he was already watching you.

00:06 your heart suddenly started beating fast so you looked away from him.

      “weh?” yoongi asked you.

        “its weird just looking at each eyes”

      “turn” but you didn’t “turn” you had too. Or he’ll force you

“keep your eyes on mine”

“what are you doing yoongi” you  acted laughing

“lets do this for about 4 mins only” he said in a serious tone

“Yoongi…” you had no choice, you tired to keep your eyes  at his but you couldn’t.. you felt as he’ll know what you feel towards him..

00:08 2 minutes passed. You couldn’t do this so you turned your face from him.

He suddenly griped you left arm with his right hand and went top of you. This was the first time he acted like this. He has slept other girls but you never done it with guys or with him, you were still a virgin and he knows it.

“why do you always turn away when ever I stare at you? He said. You’re heart was just beating so fast, you didn’t know what to do. “Yoongi…”

“Look at me.”

You did now.

00:10. Done. Now you looked away from him but he was still staring at yours and on top of you.

“Yoongi..” He started slowing bring his face closer to yours, your lips barely touching his.

“Yoongi….” Now. He done it. His lip touched yours so gently. Sucking the upper part then the lower part.

“Fuck.. ” he suddenly pulled off and went back to where he was leaning before. Hands over his face.  You wanted him to be honest.  You wanted him to complete but you were too shy to ask him.

00:12 “sorry” he broke the silence. You had to do something to let him know that you actually liked it.

00:13 “Yoongi….” You broke the silence now. You turned to look at him. He didn’t response. “Yoongi…”

00:14 “I want to do it with you..” now he turned and looked at you.

“We can’t”

“Why”

“We just can’t..” they were something behind those words but you never fingered out. You and yoongi lied there in silence for god know how long. Both of you fallen asleep.

***

You were woken by the smell of food filled the house. It was 8:00am. You went to the bathroom, smiled when you found a new toothbrush since yoongi  threw your old one when he was mad from you that you ate his chicken. You brushed your teeth, combed your hair, washed your face and went downstairs to find yoongi making breakfast.

“how long were you gonna sleep, sleepy head”

“Yoongi, you know I love your bed more than you” you joked  “ahh, the food smells so good”

“I smell better” he said with a smirk.

 He made your favorite breakfast, some eggs with tomatoes and ramen.  

“So..”

“what”

“Busy today?”

“Having a fan meeting at 4, why”

“just asking”…”Yoongi…?”

“yeah” he answered without looking at you

“yesterday… why couldn’t-“ “hows the food” yoongi interrupted you, there was something he was hiding. You need to find out what it is.

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Hey, it’s my first time writing fanfics, i wrote this long time ago and thought about sharing it today, sorry for any mistakes, Hope you enjoy it!! planning on doing this as a series, any questions please ask me :) 

Thank you for reading~