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waow I haven't thought about Alena in YEARS

Here's some doodles of her just cause lol

as for the prompts:

alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?

Alena probably handles being alone relatively okay, if it's not for too long. She's not the type of person to dwell on thoughts or anything, but she tends to get stir-crazy easier because of her extraversion.

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

See this is a hard one because I know that I've explored this idea with Alena before, but it was either verbally with a friend, or in some chat messages that have been deleted since then. Or they're just impossible to dig up for me because it's been that long.

I know for a fact one of her lowest moments is the reason she has so many scars and a robotic arm. She was mauled by a monster, and had to have emergency surgery to save her. I'd imagine she went non-verbal, and the experience just sucked all the willpower out of her for a while.

She usually loves working out, lifting weights, hiking and so on, but she could barely bother with getting out of bed after that, much less do any sort of physical therapy. And the fact that she felt so helpless and weak made her feel even worse, since she likes to think of herself as capable and independent.

There's a difference between Alena pre-attack and post-attack - she was a lot more careless before, she had some of that teenage bravado, and the idea that because she's young she's invincible.

alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?

betrayal: Has your OC ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust? Has your OC ever betrayed someone who trusted them?

bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?

failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?

future: What's the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it's a possibility?

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?

hate: What does your OC hate? Why? How do they act towards the object of their hatred?

heartbreak: Have they ever had a relationship that ended badly? Experienced some other kind of heartbreak? What happened?

hide: What does your OC hide? Why do they hide it?

hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?

mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?

midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?

mistake: What's the worst mistake your OC ever made? What led to them making it? Have they been able to fix it? How have they moved on?

monster: Is your OC monstrous in any way? Is there something that makes them monstrous? Are they aware of their own monstrosity? Do they accept it or reject it?

nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?

skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?

torture: Has your OC ever been tortured? Would your OC ever torture someone else?

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