Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers//non-negotiable, positivity is cool
From @ashblooddragons but Tumblr won't let me switch which blog is asking
I'd just like to address how flattered I am that you actually sent me an ask, let alone that you count me as a favourite follower! 🥹
Keep in mind, I never shared a pic of mine here. Too much of a scaredy cat.
5. My Eyebrows & Eyelashes
I was always complimented for them, and I was always asked if I do anything in particular to them, and I don't. So, I was just hit with the realisation that I never wanna do anything to them, and they're nice the way they are.
I wasn't told anything about them, but I like their shape. Cupid's bow and everything. However, I do have something against their colour, because they're pale for some reason - no, it's not iron deficiency. The makeup I choose is always just lip liner that shows a healthy colour, and lipstick in the same shade. Overlining Cupid's bow often looks good on other people, but it just never looked good on mine. I love them, and how they curve when I smile.
They're not honey brown like my mother's or my brother's, but they're just this shade of brown that just pops when they catch a sunray on during an autumn sunset. It took me a lot of time to love them actually, but then I realised my glasses take their beauty away from them... And I've been looking forward to one day taking my glasses off, so that I can just... See them.
2. The way I try to understand
It's a great blessing to be compassionate, and to at least try to be compassionate. Empathy is a blessing. Kindness is a blessing. And as someone who likes to feel raw emotion - to connect to people, as human beings with colourful souls, and to life around me, I would've hated life if I wasn't empathetic... That came after long years of therapy, though 😂😂 (Not that long... Just two and a half years)
It doesn't stop at empathy, but I think I always just like to learn. I understand I don't know everything, but I know I'd like to know more. It's why I like reading, and why I like reading especially fics, because then I can also talk to the author about my analysis of the characters and what I predict would happen.
I totally hope I don't annoy anyone with that.
I think I'd like to be my friend if I were someone else. And I didn't come to this realisation until after the healing process in therapy, and all... And actually until I saw bits and pieces of me in my friends - my best friends, my girls, my loves - as if looking into the mirror, and I love them with everything in me, so I realised I liked those parts of me that they reflected, because they were parts of them, also.
Sooo... I think I have a nice personality. I get delulu a lot, though! I'm an Enneagram 4w5 + 9w8 (my therapist told me I have both personality patterns equally), and an ENFP. So, it's the concoction for this crazy wild person...
I might be a little lazy, though. Only because I lose social energy very quickly, so it's why I don't frequently post or keep up with friendships. I just get so tired. Not OF anyone. But just generally tired, like an old woman in her 90's is tired of life.
Sooo... I introduce to you, world, the one I call...
The dreamer, the poet, the madwoman... Emzie. 💃🏻🫰🏻✨
