TheFearofTheDamnedArchive

Personal midnight rant

There's a theme in it I find interesting because it's a mentality I had negatively that I twisted to a positive aspect I thought I was "nothing" and nothing had a negative connotation in my mind. I'm not particularly religious but if you asked me if I worshipped something I'd say the concept of nothing m because it's this inconceivable thing to us. That you end up assigning it morality where there is none and making it a purpose and thereby something. To believe in nothing gave it purpose and therefore a reason to be which is something I thought I lacked. The "worship" of this concept has become a way to mirror myself and what I need or feel at the time.

Would you read a book about a god of chaos who gets kicked out of his home dimension into a sentient dimension of magic slowly turns into a god of rebellion and minorly a god of paths. Who teams up in equivalent modern times to fight against environmental draining and severing magic realms with a trans guy who was illegally experimented on and turned chimera. All while building a family of outcasts that may not last the tests of time. But whose love ultimately changes a historical landscape?

I just got asked if this book is kid friendly. I mean there's no sex. Because I refuse to write it. There's limited cussing. But I'm also not a good judge if what that would be cause I read The Portrait of Dorian Gray at like 10. Plus a lot of questionable topics for a child. It wasn't.

So I really badly want maps, diagrams, just like illustrations for this book. I've been looking at possible styles for ages. I found an artist I love. That I showed the work of to some of the people beta reading stuff. They agreed that the style was how they imagined it in their heads.

Hello and welcome to the absolute beginning.