#first book

༺Love is the worst drug༻

Warnings/ english isn’t my first language, some chapters contain smut, violence, and drug use. Please read the warnings.

Pairing/ Fezco O’neill x Elizabeth Jacobs.

Masterlist ❤︎︎

Elizabeth Jacobs (my character) has a complicated life. Little by little, she gets to know Fezco O'Neill better, and something sparks between them.

This is a fanfic about Elizabeth Jacobs (Nate's sister, a character of mine) and Fezco O'Neill. It has a total of 14 chapters (yes it’s complete), which are 2.5-3K words each. I hope you like it, and if you do, please like it; that motivates me to continue ❤︎︎

- 1st, PILOT.

- 2nd, DADDY ISSUES.

- 3rd, THE LAKE.

- 4th, THE CARNIVAL.

- 5th, LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON.

- 6th, HALLOWEEN.

- 7th, LIES.

- 8th, PROM NIGHT.

- 9th, NEW YEAR.

- 10th, THE TRUTH.

- 11th, DOUBLE LIFE.

- 12th, CONSEQUENCES.

- 13th, SHOWTIME.

- 14th, ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

SUMMARY- so basically... you (an architecture student who just wanted an energy drink) accidentally swaps notebooks with a hooded stranger at a convenience store at 2am. turns out the guy is a global icon and he is deadass terrified of a security breach. now you’re stuck texting on an encrypted app while he’s on his 2019 world tour. he’s cold, he’s clinical, and he treats you like a literal criminal.

GENRE- jjk x reader (fem), text and written, slow burn (and i mean SLOW. he literally doesn’t like her for a long time lol.), strangers to something?, idol au/2019 era-to now.), heavy angst, architecture student reader.

WARNINGS- strong language/ cursing (jk has a mouth on him😭), heavy making out, 2am tension, and jungkook being a literal menace.

RATING- 16+

A/N - so, this is officially my first book/fic ever, so please be nice to me lol. if the pacing is weird or i leave a typo, just know i’m trying my best out here. it’s definitely not gonna be perfect, but this jk angst was literally rotting my brain and i had to get it out. honestly I’ve had the beginning of this story written atleast since summer 2025 but was always scared of posting it and i’m still figuring out my style, so i’m basically learning as i go! anyway, i hope you guys actually like it. let me know what u think in the comments! <3

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CHAPTER 1 - THE 2AM TRADE

CHAPTER 2 - STALKER?

CHAPTER 3 - YOU AWAKE?

CHAPTER 4 - 14 DAYS

Our book Until Death Taps You on the Shoulder book is out now! Despite this book being written in the magic realism genre it contains a lot of my and my sister's experience during this war, something we saw  with our own eyes, some events we took part in. At first it felt like a need to speak about it with the world and then it turned into a story. 

It blends my and my sister characters, some of them you've already seen here on my blog, like these two beans:

(Love them :D)

Raises topics of asexuality, feminism, queerness, friendship, family values, empathy, love, death and of course... war in Ukraine through the perspective of two Ukrainian 14 y.o. girls. It is also heavily connected to the Ukrainian and Slavic culture and mythology.

Not agitating you to buy it, but.. it will be a great support for me and my sis if you do. I'm also very grateful to the Riverfolk Books, a small indie publisher who believed in us.

Presenting the current litter of my first gay (mlm) gothic mystery book, Hooktown. This visual fancast is just for fun. In the future, when I’m closer to publishing, I’d love to bring the world to life with real art, either by hiring an artist or by illustrating the characters myself.

Hey everybody! I wrote a book! It comes out on September 17th 2024.

It’s a magical realism thriller anthology of four short stories and five poems! Each stand alone short story is set in a different season. Each story says something different about the human condition.

In “Dottie’s Final Day,” a reaper comes to Dottie Lyre in her garden. What does an elderly mother choose to do on her last day alive?

“The Door,” appears suddenly and disappears just as fast. What’s on the other side? Why won’t the door sit still? Jane’s going to find out.

Please share this with anyone you think might be interested! You can preorder the e-book on Amazon now for .99c and the paperback will be available SEPTEMBER 17th for $10.99! The price will go up a few dollars September 28th but I’ll also be getting a larger percentage of the sale.

First line:

"As I saw him be dragged into our cold cell, I could have sowrn he wasn't breathing, my heart pounding against my ribcage."

Me: