Sex, weed & depression

I watched you all go As I layed down in the rain I took a couple days off Tried to escape my brain I wished you'd call me But this love has left me feeling unspecial I know you're better off without me And I deserve to be alone So I'll just lay down in the rain for years to come

It's taking all that I have left to stop myself jumping Infront of a train I'm grown now and I understand my mental health It comes and it goes I survived highschool But adulthood replaces bullies with loneliness At least people were thinking about me back then This silence is deafening Some things you can't escape The screaming inside my ear Telling me no one's going to miss me The hard part is I have no one left to tell me otherwise Goodbye

My lungs cling to the last crushing breath Leaving my chest My body is limp and heavy My eyes hollow as my heart breaks for the last time I am gone Lifeless At last