Whatergirl

Now that you have me. Your feelings are gone.

I miss the chase.

For whoever incharge.

How come I’m not good enough? How come nobody calls to check on me ? How come when I’ve apologised for the mistakes I’ve made none of them apologies for the mistakes they have made? How come they make plans without me right in front of me? How come I don’t want them to feel bad for making me feel miserable? How come I don’t even have a friend?

I know my friend is allowed to have other friends but I only got a friend.

My birthday is coming up and I’m just going to be alone.

I was not a smart child. I was/am dyslexic af so didn't achieve anything extraordinary in education. I am just okayish in art and that's my profession. I don't have a beautiful body or amazing facial features. I come of as a very mean person but I am sensitive af so I go no friends.