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summary : a drunken version of leon where he's a completely needy guy, and easily aroused by his girl's care . . .
cw : caregiving kink. (sub!leon x dom!reader). drunk!leon. handjob. dirty talk / mild humiliation kink / praise kink / light edging / overstimulation. sweet pillow talk at the end. petnames ("pretty boy" , "slut boy" , "love" , "ma'am", etc). no use of y/n. reader has emetophobia.
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Leon Kennedy didnât get drunk. Not the way rookies did after their first real mission, not the way Hunnigan sometimes did when he thought no one was watching him knock back vodka tonics like they were water. He drank because it was thereâbecause the burn was familiar, because it dulled the edges of memories that still liked to crawl up his throat at three in the morning. Moderation had always been his rule.
Tonight the rule could go fuck itself.
The bar had been one of those hole-in-the-wall joints near the old D.S.O. training grounds: dim lights, sticky tables, the kind of place where no one asked questions and everyone pretended they werenât carrying ghosts in their jackets. Chris Redfield had bought the first round. Jill Valentine the second. Claire had matched them shot for shot until she started laughing too loud at things that werenât funny. And LeonâLeon had kept pace because saying no felt like admitting something he wasnât ready to admit.
Now the apartment was spinning in slow, nauseating circles.
He sat on the edge of their bed like a man waiting for execution, elbows on knees, head hanging. The room smelled faintly of you (something soft and floral that always made the back of his neck relax) and underneath it, the sharp stink of bourbon sweat clinging to his shirt. His tie was long gone. Somewhere between the third bar and the Uber ride home it had disappeared, probably sacrificed to Claireâs ongoing war against âgovernment choke chains.â
You knelt in front of him, patient as ever.
You were still in the black jeans and fitted baby tee youâd worn to the bar. You looked like you belonged in a briefing room or a gun range. Not here, playing nursemaid to your idiot boyfriend who couldnât handle his liquor anymore.
âShoes first,â you murmured, fingers already working the laces of his combat boots.
Leon tried to help. His hands felt like they belonged to someone elseâclumsy and pathetically slow. He fumbled once, twice, then gave up and let his palms rest on your shoulders instead. The warmth of your skin bled through the cotton. Grounded him. Made the room tilt less violently.
âYouâre pathetic tonight, Kennedy,â you said, not unkindly. One boot came free with a dull thud against the hardwood. You tugged the second one off more gently, like you were afraid of jarring him.
âTell me somethinâ I donât know, love,â he slurred. His voice sounded wrecked and with something embarrassingly needy underneath it all.
You snorted softly. âYouâre lucky I like pathetic man.â
Your fingers moved to his belt next. Metal clinked. Leather whispered through the loops. You didnât rush, didnât tease the way you sometimes did when you were both sober, horny and playing games. Tonight you were careful. Methodical. Like you were disarming a live explosive.
Which, in a way, you kind of were. The, Leon Kennedy, live explosive.
Leonâs breath hitched when your knuckles grazed the front of his jeansâpurely accidentalâand his cock gave an immediate, traitorous twitch. Heat crawled up his neck. He was half-hard in seconds, aching in a way that had nothing to do with dignity and everything to do with the fact that you were touching him. Taking care of him. Undressing him like he was something precious instead of the walking disaster he knew he was.
He shouldâve been embarrassed. But unfortunately, he wasn't at all. He was fucking hard for it.
And had you noticed that, your eyes flicked up to his face, one brow arching in that way that always made his stomach flip. âSeriously? Right now?â
âPlease, don't...â he muttered, closing his eyes, feeling the tips of his ears instantly getting a few degrees warmer. â... donât fuckinâ say it, love.â
âSay what?â Your voice had gone lower, velvet-edged. Teasing him even now. âThat youâre sitting here drunk off your ass with a boner because Iâm taking your shoes off?â
âChrist, babe.... That sounds worse when said out loud." he murmurs, a somewhat pathetic smile trying to find its way across the corner of his mouth. Even he was finding it a little bit amusing now.
You laughed softly and tugged the belt free completely, dropping it onto the floor with the rest of his dignity. Then your hands were on his thighs, steadying yourself as you rose to your knees between his spread legs. He could smell the faint tequila on your breath.
âYouâre such a slut when youâre wasted,â you whispered, almost fond. But he knew better.
Leon groaned and dropped his forehead against yours. âYeah. I know. Heard that from you before.â
Your fingers slid up, slow, tracing the line of buttons on his shirt. One by one you worked them open, exposing skin still damp with sweat. When you reached the last one you didnât pull the fabric apart right away. You just rested your palms flat against his chest, feeling the unsteady thud of his heart.
âYou scared me for a second back there,â you admitted, softer now. Then you lets out a little amused laugh. âThought you were gonna puke in the hallway.â
âStill might.â
âDonât you dare, Leon Kennedy.â you exclaim, pinching his cheeks to emphasize the reprimand. (You've always had this "phobia" of people vomiting, and Leon knew it. You told him about it on your first real date; he initially found it a little funny but also... endearing? In a weird way. Nowadays you just joke around about it. It wasn't a big deal, for you, anyway.)
He huffed a laugh that turned into a wince when the room lurched again. âSorry. âM sorry, love.â
âHey.â you cupped his jaw, thumb brushing the stubble under his lip. âStop apologizing. Youâre allowed to get drunk once in a while. Youâre allowed to be a mess. Humans do that."
âNot like this. 'M feel so dumb right now. Like a fucking drunken clown.â
"That's just bullshit, and you know, Kennedy."
Leon opened his eyes. Your face was inches from hisâpupils blown wide. You looked at him the way you looked at targets through a scope: focused, unflinching, a little hungry but also with that tenderness that still got him, everytime.
He swallowed hard, adam's apple working overtime now that alcohol is in his system. âYou shouldnât have toââ
âFor Christ sake! Stop whining, you bitch.â you kissed him before he could finish the sentence. Because that was the only truly effective move to silence a drunk Leon Kennedy.
It wasnât gentle. It was teeth and tongue and the faint burn of liquor still on both your mouths. Leon made a broken noise into it and his hands finally moved, clumsy fingers sinking into your hair. He kissed you like a drowning man, desperate and messy and so fucking grateful you were here.
When you pulled back you were both breathing hard.
âBed,â you ordered, already getting up to push him onto the bed.
He looked at you, still a little confused from the kiss. Puppy dog eyes kicking in. âI canâtââ
You rolled your eyes. Zero patience. âYou can and you will. Lie down on the damn bed, slut boy.â
You pushed him backwardâgently, but firm enough that he didnât fight it. He landed on his back among the pillows, shirt hanging open, jeans still on, cock straining painfully against denim. You climbed over him, straddling his hips without putting any real weight down. Just enough pressure to make him hiss through his teeth.
âLook at you,â you purred, running your hands down his bare chest, nails dragging lightly enough to leave faint red lines. And the smile on your face was pure mockery. Yes, you loved being on top. âAll fucked up and needy. Such a pathetic boyfriend I have. Fortunately, all mine.â
âFuck you,â he rasped, but there was no real heat in it. Only want. And a bit of embarrassment too, in the way he immediately looked away when you said that in that tone. Somewhere deep down in his mind, he was absolutely loving all this.
You grinnedâlike the wicked thing you can be when you want. âAnother day, baby. When you can actually stand up without falling over.â
Leon laughed despite himself. It came out ragged and with a new wave of nausea as a bonus. âYou're such a bully, love... You're lucky i love you too much."
You leaned down again, slower this time and kissed the corner of his mouth... then his jaw. The pulse hammering under his ear. Every place you touched felt like a live wire. When your lips brushed the hollow of his throat he arched hips jerking up instinctively. So eager.
You pressed a hand to his stomach, pinning him down. âEasy, tiger. Youâre gonna come in your pants if you keep that up.â
âWouldnât be the first time,â he muttered, resting his hands around your waist, thumbs pressing against the flesh there.
You laughed against his skin. âYeah, I know.â
That night in Madrid after the cathedral opâboth of you covered in blood, adrenaline still screaming through your veins. Youâd barely made it inside the safehouse before heâd had you against the wall, jeans shoved down just enough, your legs wrapped around his waist while he fucked into you like the world was ending. Again. It had become kind of a routine for you two, like taking medicine for a headache.
Heâd come embarrassingly fast that time too. You never let him live it down.
Now your fingers dipped lower, palming him through the denim. Just enough friction to make his vision white out for a second and his fingers gripped the flesh of your hips, discounting in one place what ached in the other. âMotherfucker..."
âShhh.â you kissed him quiet. âLet me take care of you. 'kay?â
He wanted to argue. Wanted to tell you he wasnât some damsel, that he could handle himself, that you didnât have toâ But the words died when you popped the button of his jeans and dragged the zipper down. And what he was thinking again? Pff. He don't even remember anymore.
Cool air hit overheated skin. He groaned when you wrapped your hand around him. No teasing this time. Just firm, perfect pressure. Your thumb circled the head once, smearing precome, and Leonâs hips punched up again before he could stop them.
âJesus fucking Christ, love,â he breathed, feeling the shiver run down his spine to the tip of his cock.
âLanguage, agent Kennedy,â you teased, stroking him slow, His eyes never left his face because that was the best part of provoking a drunk Leon Kennedy: seeing his expressions. When he was normal? He has little to no facial expressions during sex. But when he's drunk like this? Hmm, he makes these delicious little noises and expressions that are worth more than five orgasms to you. better than the actual sex.
âFuck language. I can't think of manners when your hand is circling my cock like this, baby.â
You laughed again and sped up just enough to make his toes curl.
He was going to come embarrassingly fast again. He could feel it building already, that tight, electric coil low in his gut. Too much whiskey, too much want, too much of your looking at him like he was worth taking care of.
âBabe... I really think I'm gonnaââ
âI know.â you kissed his temple, his cheek, the corner of his eye where dampness had gathered without him realizing. All this, as gently as possible. That was his weak point. âLet go. Iâve got you, pretty boy.â
He was already almost coming when you started your little show of sweet kisses... with your simple confirmation he was one foot to explode completely.
He broke on a choked sound; back arching, thighs trembling, spilling hot over your fingers and his own stomach. Wave after wave until he was shaking, oversensitive, gasping into your hair. Easy like that.
You didnât stop right away. Kept stroking him through it until the last tremor left him boneless against the sheets. When he finally opened his eyes again you were watching him, expression soft in a way that made his chest ache worse than the hangover already brewing.
âYouâre a goddamn menace,â he mumbled.
âTakes one to know one, apparently.â you wiped your hand on his ruined pants and leaned down to kiss him slow again. Lazy make out. A reward for your work here tonight. âNow, you'll go to sleep, Kennedy,â you whispered against his lips, firm but still gentle tone.
âYes, ma'am. As my pretty girlfriend wishes.â He dragged, a silly little smile on his lips, voice already slowing to a sleep tone. He was already fadingâwhiskey and orgasm dragging him under. But before the world of dreams took him completely he managed one last slurred sentence. His hand lift from your waist to caress your cheek with such a sweet tenderness, normally uncommon for a man who endured so much hardship in life.
âLove you, gorgeous.â
Your fingers carded through his dirty blonde hair, and you leaned in again, this time to place a kiss on his forehead. Innocent, yet full of meaning. âLove you too, pretty boy. Have sweet dreams.â
Slow is a four letter word within Raccoon City Fire and Rescue, but itâs a slow day nonetheless. Thereâs not much to keep you entertained except for the new, cute hire.
ao3 - wc: 8.9k
tags: Leon Kennedy/afab!reader, fluff and smut, porn with plot, falling in love, sex on the job, getting caught, p in v, he's an eater, uhhh house fire cw?
a/n:  in my no-outbreak headcanon, when Leon learns of Chief Ironsâ corruption he quits RPD to be a firefighter instead. I missed my rookie sm so I had to write for him :,) he's meant to look somewhere between re2 & re4
No oneâs said it out loud and no one will. Everyoneâs afraid to jinx it. But the fact remains: itâs a slow day in RFD.Â
Youâre sitting on the back bumper of the firetruck and kicking your feet in the summer air as it flows in through the open garage. Youâre on day two of a three-day shift, and although youâre tired, you canât complain. Youâd never complain about being bored on the job. Being bored is good, actually. It means people arenât dying. Â
So you sit there and think about all sorts of mundane things. What youâll have for dinner, the bees that buzz in the field, last nightâs lack of sleep, and the soot you still smelled on your hair. But ultimately, your thoughts wander where they always seem to lately.Â
Leon Kennedy, the newest hire, formerly of RPD. Heâd barely been there a year before realizing donuts and traffic stops werenât his speed.Â
âSo, you were a cop?âÂ
That was the first thing you ever said to him. He looked up from his lunch as you grabbed a snack from the kitchen cabinet. He stumbled over his words like he was caught off guard.Â
âUh, yeah, yeah I was. Not for very long, though.â
You opened a bag of pretzels and pulled out the chair across from him, sitting back casually as you continued.
âYou were still a rookie? Whyâd you quit?â
He inhaled sharply and looked down at this sandwich for a moment before continuing.
âIt wasnât⌠what I thought itâd be.â
âWhatâd you think it would be?âÂ
He blinked a bit at the way you questioned him. It was intentional, really. You wanted to see how heâd act under a bit of gentle pressure, and it was a good way to skip the small talk. Plus you got to see that he was, in fact, as cute up close as he looked from afar.Â
âI thought Iâd get to help people,â he defended, a bit more sure in tone now. âInstead, I felt like I was mostly helping the Chief to⌠well, letâs just say our goals didnât exactly align. Plus, I wasnât much good. âToo soft-hearted,â Iâm sure theyâd say.â
You studied his thinly concealed contempt and couldnât help but smile. You knew the type since the police responded to many of the same incidents as your crew, and you picked up on the goings-on. You nearly sighed in relief that the cute new hire gave the exact answer youâd hoped for. A sign that he was different.Â
You changed the subject and your tone by offering your name. Something softened as he blinked, and then he held his hand over the table.
âLeon. Leon Kennedy.â
âNice to meet you, Leon.â You took his hand and shook it once. Solid, but not too strong, like itâd sealed you two as friends even though youâd just now met.Â
You got what you wanted out of your little introductory interrogation, so you stood up to leave. Just before you were out the door, you stepped back to add one more thing.
âI bet you were a good cop,â you said and looked him up and down, nodding like you approved of your appraisal.Â
âWhyâs that?â
âBecause good cops quit.â
His brows twitched together just so and then he let out a nervous laugh. He didnât have anything to say, so you left to let him to roll the thought around. His buried dreams of a badge may have been too fresh in the ground for him to accept your statement now, but you had a feeling heâd understand it more and more as time went on.Â
Everyone earned a nickname sooner or later, and that conversation made his obvious: Rookie. It quickly caught on. You felt a sense of pride in being the one to coin it for him. He didnât seem to mind it either, which made you that much more chuffed. Besides, it rolled so easily off your tongue.
From that very first day, which was a month and change ago, something seemed promising about him. He was sweet and kind and never once rude, and he adjusted quickly to the unpredictable pace of the fire department.Â
He even saved a cat from a tree on his first day. When the call came in, he was the obvious one to send up, and it was a story for the books. Witnessing it was hilarious and charming all at once, and everyone instantly knew heâd fit in.Â
He was clearly cut out for it. Heâd evidently been born with an innate sense of duty and a heart made of pure gold. Paired with undeniably good looks, cheesy humor, and natural charm, he may as well have been ripped out of a magazine. A poster-boy next door. With dreamy blue eyes to swim in and ash blond hair that blew in the wind, you were all but doomed to swoon.Â
But when the sirens rang out, all that boyishness fell away. The first time you saw it was in the dead of night.Â
The glowing red wall alarm was all that lit his face as he fixed the last straps of his turnout gear and barrelled towards the truck. He didnât look anywhere but dead ahead. You saw something steadfast in him that youâd never seen in someone before. It almost made you scared. Like in another world, heâd be a sword instead of a shield.
A house fire in the suburbs. Not uncommon, but each was equally dire. You stepped out of the truck to hear a mother screaming for her daughter who was still stuck inside.Â
Leon was the first to rush in.Â
On blind instinct, you followed him in an instant. Your eyes darted between the blazing furniture and crumbling walls as the house became increasingly consumed with each frantic step you took. You caught a glimpse of his back before he walked straight through the fire, and then he was gone.Â
You swallowed thickly as you struggled to follow him through. It wasnât smart, but you couldnât let him go alone. The smoke became increasingly harder to see through and the flames raged hot through your heavy suit. You heard an all too familair creak and braced for the structure to start collapsing.Â
But still, there were people inside: Leon and a child. If it was already this difficult for you to get through the building, one or both of them might not make it out alive.Â
You grit your teeth and ran to the best of your ability, frantically checking through every door for him or the homeownerâs child. You called his name but you could barely hear it leave your own mouth. Everything was impossibly loud. The roar of flames, the melting fire alarm that still screamed in the hall, the water falling from the fire hose outsideâ and then the sound of the ceiling crashing.Â
You shielded yourself with your arm as beams, drywall, and insulation collected in front of your feet, the material the perfect kindling to catch. Itâd cut you off from the end of the hall if you waited one second more. You didnât. And thatâs when you saw it.
You rushed through the door to see Leon kneeling in front of the childâs bed. Heâd taken his mask off to talk to her. She was scared and crying and didnât want to go with a stranger. In a total reversal of the fierceness heâd rushed in with, he was smiling and making jokes as he introduced himself. He spoke quick and to the point, but his nerves hardly showed at all.
He noticed you when he glanced over his shoulder to check on the state of the fire outside of her room. You subtly shook your head to let him know that it was fucked. Then you closed the door behind you and took your own mask off to approach.
âI see youâve met my friend Leon,â you said to the girl, mustering your gentlest smile for her.Â
âH-heâs your friend?â she asked with a sniffle.
âHe is! Did he tell you he saved a cat yesterday?â
Something in the girlâs eyes lit up as she looked back at him. âReally?!â
âI did,â he replied with a laugh. âDo you have any pets?â
âNo, but I reallyyy want a kitty! Mommy wonât let me even if I do all my chores.â
âYeah? What about your dad?â
âHe said he canât have pets at his aparment.â
No pets or other people home, thank god.Â
âMaybe we can convince her,â you said with a wink. âLetâs go see her. Will you let my friend Leon carry you?â
She hesitated for a moment, and then she started to cry. She was scared of going back through the house. She didnât understand that wasnât even an option anymore.Â
Leon scooped her up and turned her away as you shattered her bedroom window. Through the sound of broken glass, you could hear him soothing her.Â
âAlright, letâsââ
You were interrupted by all hell breaking loose. The fire suddenly spread from under the door then immediately climbed the walls. When it reached the ceiling, that was all it took for it to begin giving way. Embers and debris fell like snowfall around the room, and now the little girl was screaming as she clung to Leonâs coat. You locked eyes with him as he turned to rush towards you. Â
If the situation was different, you wouldâve flinched away. Surrounded by quickening hellfire and covered in traces of soot, the only glimmer in his eyes was the reflection of the flames that danced under his tightly knit brow. He looked like heâd kill anything that stood in the way of the childâs safety without a second thought. It was safe to assume he really would.Â
Right along with how it startled you, it took your breath away. Or maybe it was the smoke. You blamed it on the smoke.Â
It all moved in slow motion. The house crumbled behind him like it tried to chase him out or in a race to consume him. His jaw set as the embers fell across his back. His eyes bore into your own as his heavy steps brought him nearer. Through the roaring flames, he spoke.
âGo!â
You inhaled sharplyâ a mistake you ignored as you fought not to coughâ and you jumped out of the window. Your heart beat in your ears as Leon leaned out of it to hand the child to you. She had a death grip on him, but you managed to rip her away.
Leon was silhouted in the window by the glow of bright orange flames whipping through the air. Your eyes widened at the thought that he might not leave unscathed.Â
As if his sheer determination bent the fibers of fate, at the last moment, he climbed through. You held tightly to the girl as you pulled him up from the ground by the arm, but he shook you off as he rose, his voice barely cutting through the sound of the entire structure collapsing.Â
âGo on without me, just get her to her mom, Iâll be right behind you!â
You ran as fast as you could towards the front of the house, blinking away the smoke as you followed the flashing red lights. You nearly forgot it was night from the bright fire inside.Â
As you came into view, there was a palpable sigh of relief. The girlâs mom sprinted to meet you and took her from your arms in a fit of sobs and thank-yous. You shook your head as you caught your breath.Â
âThe credit goes to LeonââÂ
You turned around, but he wasnât there. Your heart dropped to the ground as you looked around for him. Then you saw him emerge from beside the house with something small in his hands.Â
He heaved as he slowed to approach, wiping the ash from the object as best he could. âYou dropped something,â he said to the girl with his gentle expression fixed back in place.Â
It was a teddy bear. It must have fallen when he handed her off to you. Through teary, red eyes, the girl squealed in delight.
The mother looked at him like her heart had cracked open. Yours split open for him, too. He simply shrugged and said it was the least he could do, like he didnât just save a life.Â
âYour daughter was very brave,â he said fondly, then he found a playful tone. âShe tells me she wants a cat.â
The motherâs tears were interrupted by a small laugh that almost immediately cut back to a blank stare as she looked at her burning home. Despite the fire now dying down, itâd be a total loss.
âIâm not sure when⌠when weâll haveâŚâ
Leon addressed her through the child, ruffling her hair with a smile. âI bet itâll happen sooner than you think.âÂ
His infectious and earnest hope was enough for the mom to hold onto. She nodded and smiled tightly through her tears, then thanked him once more and nuzzled into her child.Â
You left them to have a moment alone and were greeted by proud pats on the back from your brothers, but you could only look at Leon. Heâd rushed in despite the impossible odds and without a second thought. You watched him like he hung the moon.Â
As the others finished up, you leaned side by side against the side of the truck, drinking water and watching the last embers die. Â
âIâm impressed with you, rookie,â you said through your scratchy throat. He just shook his head.
âThey lost everything. I feel like I was too late.â
That was the most shocking thing he couldâve possibly said. Like what heâd done tonight wasnât enough to be proud of himself for. You nearly looked at him like he said the sky was green, but you caught yourself.Â
âLook at them,â you said and subtly motioned to the survivors. âHer daughter is her everything. You saved a life tonight. Hell, you even saved her teddy bear.âÂ
You saw something desperate in his face as he watched them, like he just couldnât convince himself it was enough. You kept going before youâd fail to resist the growing urge to shake him. âYou said you wanted to help people. You did that and then some tonight.âÂ
His eyes locked with yours, and you saw the gears turn. The corner of his mouth twitched up into a broken smile.Â
âI guess youâre right.âÂ
You gazed ahead until what once was a home became nothing but rubbled remains. It broke your heart too, truly. Watching peopleâs lives change drastically for the worse was never a pleasant thing. But somehow the young man beside pulled your thoughts to brighter things.Â
âI bet you were a good cop,â you said wistfully, leaning to nudge him with your shoulder, âbut youâre a great firefighter.â
This time, when you locked eyes, something in them melted together. You couldnât be sure, but through the flashing emergency lights, you thought you caught something familiar and warm within them. It broke in sheepish smilesâ he must have felt it, too.
âI was a shit cop. I was late on my first day.â
âAre you serious?â
Your jaw dropped, but he wasnât kidding. You both broke into a fit of laughs as he told the story, and from then on, you were tied at the hip.
You always found excuses to be in the same room and join in on group conversations, even if you talked about nothing at all. He was just so easy to be around, how could you not seek him out?Â
Plus, heâd piqued your curiosity. You were still searching his eyes for that glint of whatever had overtaken them that night in the house fire. You never quite found it, though, at least not for a long while.Â
You could feel it there on calls, but it was always hidden away behind the helmets, masks, and shrouds, or obscured by thick clouds of smoke. Even without them, he was so quick to jump into duty that you didnât have time to stare much when lives were on the line.Â
The way you searched for it made you notice other little things about him. His tousled hair when the helmets came off. How his blue eyes were especially bright and clear when his face was covered in muck. His tongue poking out when he was focused, the places on his jaw he always nicked when he shaved, how he looked in the dim blue of moonlight. All of them made your heart skip.
God, he was really attractive. It was safe to say you had it bad.Â
It didnât help that three-day shifts meant being there for everything. Your lungs seized when you first saw him in the morning, all tired eyes and fresh bedhead. You had to listen to him grunt when the guys invited him to lift weights, egging him on to do âjust one moreâ until he failed, their own way of passing the time.Â
And the sight of him after a shower? The way the dampness clung to his muscles while he walked around before it dried? It was downright difficult to bear. It made you wonder who decided men being shirtless was socially acceptable, and you hoped they were burning in hell, because with Leon, it was borderline pornographic.Â
It baffled you. You worked around men every day in all their shameless glory, so you hardly bat an eye at it anymore. You were very used to being around fit, shirtless men, but youâd never cared to let your gaze linger on any of your other coworkers before. Firefighters werenât your type. So what gives?Â
But that was before Leon. Now you had to steal your breath and look away while praying to god no one caught onto the flush flooding your face.Â
He wasnât even excessively ripped, but thatâs precisely what made it so obscene. Every divot where muscle met fat was somewhat subtle; obviously strong, but not in a way that overtook him. It hinted at how heâd look with a few more years of training. It made the sight all the more suggestive, and you clung on to every stolen glance like you hung on to his every word.Â
And with the culture of your station, you had a lot to hang on to. Thereâd been a long-standing culture of âanything goes,â and everyone was eager to get the new guy in on it and peel back his sweet exterior. You walked into the kitchen one evening to find him at the center of their ribbing.Â
âCome onnn, tell us!âÂ
âOoh, what if itâs bad?â
âJesus, thereâs a lady present now,â Leon said through a blushing laugh.Â
You held your breath when, as you expected, he was met with rolling eyes.Â
âDonât look at me,â you threw over your shoulder as you got a plate of dinner. âWhatever theyâre asking, Iâm sure Iâve divulged worse.â
You chuckled as he realized you wouldnât bail him out. It was true, after all. You werenât excluded from crude conversations in sensitivity to your sex; no one censored themselves for your sake. You wouldnât have it any other way, despite how it often made you cringe. You liked working somewhere that anything went; you never had to shy away from speaking your mind, and it made the firehouse feel like family. A weird one with a few screws loose, sure, but what family isnât?
You took your plate and pulled out a chair to watch the scene as you ate.Â
âOkay, okay, fine,â Leon started and rubbed his hands over his face. âI lost it at seventeen...â
The sound of everyoneâs reactions hid the way you choked at the mere knowledge that heâs had sex.Â
â...in the back of my first car.â
He got pats on the back and further questions, and all you could think about was his jeep in the parking lot.Â
âWas she hot?â
âWere you dating?â
âShe use teeth?â
His nose scrunched as he brushed them off. âCome on, guys, Iâm not just talking about myself here, thatâs someone elseâs private life, too.â
Damn it, what a good guy. It seemed to disarm them, too.Â
âYouâre holding out on us now, but thereâs a dirty cop in there, I know it.â
That sent your mind spiraling down endless possibilities, and suddenly, you had to know.Â
The butterflies turned into something that burned when he came around. You stoked the flames of your budding friendship with something that simmered below your skin, and the dirty jokes that proliferated the station became something you utilized.Â
âWeâre gonna circle the block,â Leon said after a morning of truck maintenance, âyou wanna go for a ride?â
âDamn, Kennedy, take me to dinner first.â
The way he floundered over his next words looked way too good on him. What looked even better was his sly grin when he started returning the jokes in kind.Â
You were tending to the weeds one day in the searing summer sun. His shirt had already become a sweat rag by the time you took your first water break.
âWhereâd you get that scar?â you asked as your face settled on his pec. It was hard not to; with your heights, you were face-to-face with it.Â
âMy eyes are up here, you know.â
He looked down at you with an easy smirk before taking a long, cool drink of water. It was your turn to get flustered as you watched the sweat drip down his jaw.Â
He started occupying your every thought. So like any reasonable adult trying to rationalize their romantic feelings, you started weighing the pros and cons. You had tough luck finding any of the latter.
He checked every box you had for a partner and a few more you hadnât even considered before. He was big-hearted, kind, politeâ incredibly selfless and easy on the eyes. Capable, strong, and eager to raise the bar. The kind of guy who basically begged to be brought home to the parents.Â
You didnât even mind the smell of his dirty clothes, which you happened to smell a lot since you had such a physical job. The thought alone made you dig your nails into your face. You thought your days of yearning were over, but no, youâd fallen for him so hard that you felt like you were the butt of a looney tunes bit.Â
You were only soothed by being pretty sure it was mutual. He always stood a little closer than he had to, gave you his full attention, and returned your bashful banter. He didnât shy away from opportunities for a little physical touch. You just didnât know what to do about it. You were afraid of making a fool out of yourself.Â
You relieved yourself of the pressure by deciding heâd have to make the first move, but that didnât make you any less impatient for it. You were a little worried heâd be too shy to, actually. You reminded yourself that in all this time, only a month and change had gone by.
âMind if I join you?â
The voice of the very man on your mind made you blink back to the now, and you looked up to see Leon striding towards you.
âSure,â you said and scooted over so he could join, acting like you werenât just thinking the most embarrassing things about him. You didnât miss that he sat a little closer than he had to. âYou just as bored as me?â
âA little bit, but I canât complain.âÂ
You nodded knowingly. A slow day meant safe citizens, and boredom is a price youâd happily pay for that any day.Â
But with the way youâd been thinking about him while you were off in a daydream, you were at a loss as to how to start a real conversation. You swallowed as you shifted and felt your sleeve brush against his.Â
âWhat were you thinking about?â
You inhaled deeply to buy yourself time to think. Of course heâd ask you that.Â
âNothing, just uh, you know. Life and stuff, I guess.â
He gave you a quizzical look before huffing out a soft laugh, following your gaze that was fixed on the clouds outside.Â
âRight.â
God, were you really that see-through? He didnât buy it for a minute. You jumped to defend yourself.
âWhat?â
âNothing,â he said. âYouâre just cute.â
Your head shot up to look at him, wide-eyed and lips parted before you broke into a blush. You couldnât hold his gaze, and he couldnât quite keep yours either as he bit his lip and looked away.Â
âYou think Iâm cute,â you simply stated, letting the fact solidify.Â
âI do.âÂ
âAre you just letting me know? Or are you gonna do something about it?âÂ
You looked at him and felt anticipation flutter in your chest as his gaze darted between your mouth and your eyes. Without a momentâs hesitation, he took you in a kiss.Â
It was firm and sweet, one hand cradling your face and the other grazing your arm as his plush lips melted against yours. You pressed into him, letting your trembling hands glide up his chest and around his arms, feeling the muscles thatâve captured your curiosity for weeks. Warm and solid and strong, and everything youâd hoped for.Â
You were both breathless when he pulled away, though he hardly removed himself. Your hands remained where they were as you exchanged nervous, elated smiles, flushed faces still inches away.Â
âWas that okay?â he breathed. With his voice hardly above a whisper, it brought out a lower timbre, rumbling straight to your desire. You answered by kissing him back.Â
Your pent-up desires showed through as you pulled your bodies closer together, tugging the front of his shirt to deepen the kiss, letting the tips of your tongues brush before you pushed yours into his mouth.Â
It became something intense at the drop of a hat. Wet lips and roaming hands swirled together like you were made for each other, like this held a more divine purpose than just making out with your crush, like it fulfilled something innate thatâd lain dormant in you both.Â
Or maybe just a mutual biological instinct. Yeah, definitely that.Â
The lowest grumble reverberated in his throat. It wouldâve been imperceptible if your tongue wasnât down it, but it was, and it drove you nuts. So much that you fucking whined.
As brief as a sound as it was, you were immediately embarrassed, but he didnât leave you the option to wallow in it. He took the nape of your neck with one hand and the small of your spine with the other, pulling you in just enough to make your back arch and bring you further in.Â
Your heart thumped in your ears as you realized you were coming on too hot and heavy way too quickly. You were in the middle of work for the love of god, not behind the bleachers at a high school football game. You and Leon both showed nerves in your unsteady hands, as desperate as they were, a sign that you should pump the brakes until you can think straight. But you didnât want to stop.Â
As if god decided for you, the sirens blared for the first time that day.Â
You jumped apart and looked around wild-eyed at the sudden change, hearts pounding like youâd been caught. When you realized you hadnât been, you laughed breathlessly as you tried to collect yourself in the few seconds to spare.
 He wiped his lips with the back of his hand and stood, kicking into gear despite his head still spinning. âCâmon,â he said as he walked backwards, shooting you a bashful grin.Â
You couldnât help but return it as you saw his pink nose and lips from where your face rubbed against his. You fought your shaky legs as you jogged to follow him.Â
It was a simple call; a car crash with no injuries, thankfully. You wouldâve hated for your first kiss with Leon to be followed by a dreadful scene.
As you stood beside the truck putting equipment back to leave, someone brushed against your shoulder as they passed by. You whipped your head around to see Leon smiling as he looked back. You bit your lip as you worked again.Â
Back at the station, time dragged on. Some played cards while others talked, and someone bumped music in the garage. You, however, had your mind set on one thing and one thing only. You feigned a casual pace as you walked around trying to seek it out. It was good luck that you ran into him in the hall with no one else around.
âHey,â you said to get his attention since he was walking the other way. He turned around and came up to you instantly.
âHey,â he breathed, that bashful grin of his returning. It was so cute the way he fixed his posture and ran a hand through his hair at the sight of you. He cleared his throat before speaking again.
âQuick question,â you started. He nodded like he was worried about what youâd say. âCan I get your number?â
He perked up and pulled his phone from his pocket, quickly flipping it open to take down yours, too. You leaned against the wall as you punched in the digits, texting him your name to quicken the exchange. He grinned as he closed his, but you stopped him with a hand on his wrist.
âWait,â you said. He furrowed his brows and he did, joining where you leaned on the wall with his phone in one hand and the other in his pocket. You pressed send and watched him as you both waited for it to reach him.Â
It buzzed in his hand. He blinked as he read it and then read it again. You raised an eyebrow when he looked to you like he thought he must misunderstand. You quickly shook your head, and then he nodded yes.Â
It read:
wna kill time 2gether? I know a pvt spot ;)
He practically skipped behind you as you darted through the halls, careful to avoid anyone spotting you before you slipped into a closet. The overhead light was dim but just bright enough to see him, a narrow room that promised to keep you within a reachable distance.Â
Once it clicked shut, you wasted no time before pulling him down by his t-shirt. He didnât hesitate to devour you.Â
You wrapped your arms around his neck as your tongues danced together with all the passion thatâd been cut short before. Two hands on your waist brought you chest to chest as he stepped into your space, backing you against the unforgiving shelves. You didnât care; if anything, it gave you reason to keen into him.Â
It wasnât rushed, but it was increasingly deep as the air became hot and heavy. You slid your palms down his sides until you felt the skin under the lower hem. He was so warm and soft, you stood no chance not to let your touch travel underneath it. Your breath hitched as you felt his abs flex as his hands roamed in turn, firmly cupping your hips and then your ass when you drove them into him.
Oh, shit, you thought as he gripped your rear and urged you to grind a hair further in. Heâs hard. And heâs big.Â
Was having your first sexual contact on the same day as your first kiss the best idea? Maybe not. You really liked him. You didnât want to categorize this as friends-with-benefits. And you were at work. At your very important job with very big responsibilities.Â
Did you want him more than you cared about all that? Yeah. Right now, you did.Â
He pulled away in a puff of pants as his hips stuttered against your zipper. You leaned in and bit your lips as you watched his brows knit and waited for him to speak.Â
âWe donât⌠we donât have to do anything, thatâs not why I kissed you.â
You breathed a laugh at how cute he was and his earnest reassurance despite the sizeable strain in his pants. âI know,â you whispered and rubbed against him again, âyou kissed me because you think Iâm cute.â
The way he broke out into a flustered smile was so fucking adorable to you.
âI do think youâre cute. But thatâs not why. I did it because I like you.â
âI like you too,â you cooed, and then, âDo you think Iâm just cute?â
The cocktail of emotions made both your heads spin enough to encourage you to keep clinging together. He groaned low in his throat as the wheels turned, and the sound went straight to your core.Â
He pressed his forehead against yours, and there it was again. That fierce gaze through his brow that youâd been dying to see again. How was his face such a turn on? You didnât need to know the answer, you just knew how it made you feel. Like he could devour you if you wanted him to, and you very much did.
âNo,â he rasped, looking dead in your eyes, âI think youâre a lot more than just cute.âÂ
With a gnashing, fervent speed, your mouths collided again, and your touches were well past exploratory. They had more purpose now, to get clothes out of the way as quickly and efficiently as possible.Â
The first to go was his shirt, your kiss breaking as he yanked it over his head, giving you enough time to marvel at his form. You pulled yours off next just to pull your skin flush with his, your bra flying off without time spent to unclasp it. You palmed him through his jeans as you pulled at his belt, leaving it dangling open for when heâd have to redress.
He stifled a groan by taking your breast into his mouth as you squeezed the outline of his cock. You shivered as his tongue circled the nub of your hardening nipple, suctioning and lapping and flicking like he couldnât get enough. You squeezed your thighs together to get some kind of relief as the onslaught increased the electricity between your legs.Â
He fixed his mouth on the other side, giving both of your breasts equal treatment. He got your pants out of the way first, letting them collect under your ass along with your panties, and immediately set his fingers to work.
You whined as his middle finger parted you and ran up and down between your folds, collecting your slick around your entrance and dragging it across your clit.
You fumbled to pull him out of his boxers, but his curled posture to keep your tit in his mouth kept him just out of your reach, only close enough for your fingers to feather him. You hooked a finger into his belt loop to pull them closer, and he rose with a soft pop as your nipple left the suction of his mouth.Â
Your eyes went back and forth between each of your hands, finding it difficult not to ogle at his flexing arm as it craned to curl into your cunt, but you were still eager to see the big door prize.
He chuckled at the sound you made as you tried hard to pull his pants down, growing increasingly frustrated as they clung to him. Finally, he did it for you, watching your face for your reaction as he revealed himself.Â
Your mouth parted at the sight of him springing free, the waistband of his briefs and jeans settling under his balls to prop it up. It probably needed it; it looked heavy. Long and thick and pink at the tip, with a deliciously thick vein running up the side of it. Not big enough to make you scared, but enough to make you drool and your eyes sparkle like youâd hit the fucking jackpot, because you were very certain you did.Â
His cheeks were red when you met his gaze thatâd been fixed on your reaction, a parted smile with a little shyness and subtle smugness underneath, like he had a feeling he was gifted in the groin but he wasnât entirely sure.Â
Like he wanted to draw more reactions from you, he pushed his finger sharply inside your center. You gasped at the sudden feeling and held onto his arms as he moved to stand closer again, his free hand wrapping around the base of his cock to slowly pump himself, his tip settling against your stomach. You immediately replaced it with your own, swiping his away with disapproval. Jerking him off was a task that you simply wouldnât allow him to rob you of. Â
You both turned into a steady stream of subdued moans and twitching hips as you leaned into each otherâs touch. You threaded your hands into his dark blond hair as he peppered kisses onto your collarbone and sucked at the valley just south of your ear. You relished the high-pitched noise he made when you circled his pre smoothly around his tip with your thumb, and the rasping groan of relief when you pumped your fist down.Â
Just as your hand found a rhythm he bucked into, he took a step away so you couldnât properly reach him, his own fingers withdrawing to rub his fingertips over your clit. You pouted as you reached for him in a borderline petulant way.
He looked at the closet door. âWe gotta be quick, yeah?âÂ
You groaned at the reminder of where you were and sighed because he was right.
You expected him to turn you around so he could put it inâ which you wouldâve happily doneâ but you didnât expect what he did instead.
He plunged two fingers inside of you as he sank down to his knees, his free hand spreading the front of your lips to find where to delve his tongue against your clit.
âOh, holy fuck, Leon,â you mewled as he got to work, his tongue tracing slippery laps back and forth against the bundle of nerves while he let his fingers pumped knuckle deep, stopping every so often to curl against your inner walls.Â
He sucked your clit into his mouth and let go with a small wet sound. âGotta make you cum first, yeah?â
He looked back up at you as his tongue went in again, and you couldâve turned into a puddle right then and there. Your slick painted the cleft of his chin and his blue eyes shone in the muted light, his shoulders much more thick and prominent at the overhead angle as he pumped his dick between his legs.Â
He wanted you to get off first, and he was getting himself off to it. You really did hit the jackpot.Â
You couldnât help yourself; he looked so pretty on his knees, you just had to hold his head. As soon as you did, he hummed, and you rocked into the low vibrato. He pushed his mouth firmly against you and you took the hint, if thatâs what it was, and grinded smoothly into his face. His hands worked you and him faster alike, and fuck, he hummed more again.
How the hell was he so good at this? The answer didnât matter as he plunged his fingers deeper in. You were losing it, knees buckling with each wet flick against your clit, and you were all but riding his face as your back dug against the shelving.
âLeon, Iâmâ oh my godââ
He broke off to rush out, âthatâs right, cum on my fucking face,â before he latched on again.Â
The few seconds away was all it took for your pleasure to jolt through you tenfold when he returned, and now his flexing fingers served to coax you through a trembling release. You bit the back of your hand to ride it out and muffle your clammoring whines.Â
He flattened his tongue to lap it up as his palm began to hold your cream, every drop of which he licked away the second it trickled down. âYou taste so fucking good,â he mumbled in between licks, and then his hands both steadily slowed down before he stood and pulled them out.Â
He held firmly around the base of his shaft as he took you in a kiss, one you met with no care for the slick on his tongue and chin. He grunted into it as you wrapped your hand around him again, guiding it down to rub the tip into the wetness between your legs.Â
He broke off and moaned as he rested his head against your shoulder. You felt him try and fail not to rut into you. You were trying to make it obvious you wanted more, but he wasnât so sure.
âItâs alright if I donât get off, donât worry about me.â
Ah, so that selflessness did carry into the bedroom. He already proved that, but now heâd spoken it, and you felt like heâd more than earned it.Â
You pulled him off by the hair and turned around, bracing your hands against the shelves and arching back with a small wiggle of your ass in the air. He inhaled sharply behind you as he took in the sight with a hesitant hand on your hip. You smiled at him over your shoulder.
âCâmon, rookie, put it in.â
He was helpless to resist. He nudged his tip in between your folds and slowly pushed his way in.
He barely got past the head before he retracted it, savoring the friction as he sank in again an inch further. Your toes curled in your boots and his fingers dug into the meat of your ass as he tried to keep his composure. Through half-lidded eyes peering over your shoulder, you saw his brows knit as he studied the sight of each steady thrust in and out.Â
It felt incredible to you. He was only halfway in, and that much alone might easily be the best dick of your life. His girth elicited a dull aching stretch around your entrance, but not enough to hurtâ in fact it felt unbelievably good. Even better was the way he filled out your inner walls, and you swore you could feel him throbbing inside of you. Or maybe that was your own arousal pumping as his pace felt too much like a tease.
You pushed back into him, walls fluttering around the additional inch the action gave, every part of you begging for more. He hissed in surprise, then took the hint.Â
He pulled back and then smacked his hips forward, and all at once, he was buried to the hilt. He groaned thickly as his head tipped back, eyes squeezed tight and biting his lip at the feeling.Â
âYou⌠are so fucking tight.âÂ
You tried to rut into him so heâd move, but he just held you there in a heap of heavy breathing.
âMânot gonna last long if you keep doing that,â he said in a nearly whiny plea.Â
Your hands dug into the shelving and you hung your head. His cock kept prodding at your sweet spot with his shallow movements, and it was driving you fucking insane.Â
âI donât care, just, ahh, please move, need more.âÂ
And well, Leon wasnât one to say no to a lady. He grumbled as he accepted his fate of cumming way too quick, and gave into just how badly he wanted to fuck you through the wall, too.Â
If you thought he felt good before, you werenât at all prepared for the sensation of him pummeling in and out, hips smacking solidly against your ass, his big hands pulling you to meet each firm thrust. Your eyes rolled into the back of your head as it bobbed with every movement, keening even more as his hand grasped your bouncing tit.Â
âJesus fucking christ,â he growled through his teeth. âShould see how wet you are, baby, you look so goddamn good on my cock.âÂ
So there is a dirty cop in there. That was your last coherent thought.
He widened his stance and angled his hips up as if he knew itâd send him hammering into your g-spot with every heavy thrust. When he pinched your nipple absentmindedly, you saw stars on the closet walls, while his other hand wrapped around your stomach to roughly rub around your clit.Â
It was like he came pre-programmed with a sixth sense for how to make you fall apart, making it increasingly hard to stay quiet. Your throat felt thick from holding it in, each sound escaping on its own accord, coming out in wanton mewls and rasps. Itâd be embarrassing if he wasnât also a constant stream of primal grunts and perfervid groans, low and gravelly behind the teeth he tried to keep them trapped behind.Â
He sucked a wet kiss onto your shoulder as his hand rubbed your cunt with less finesse. âGive me another, baby, you can do it.âÂ
A teasing slap on your clip sent you reeling right over the edge.Â
He leaned back to fuck you roughly through it, hands steadying you by the waist and savoring the way you tightened up. You sputtered lewdly as it roared through you, only half succeeding in holding your breath to stay quiet. His name broke out of you much too loud, and his hips cracked against you without careâ it was nigh impossible for either of you to think of the consequences as your walls tightened around him, bringing on his orgasm as he fucked you through your own.Â
His voice broke as he hunched over you, sweat dripping from his forehead onto your back, hands gripping tightly to the shelves on either side of your own.
He coarsely spoke, each word increasing with urgency.
âWhere, where, where?âÂ
He pulled out as you spun around and sank down to your knees, whining when you tasted yourself as you encased your mouth around him. With his index and his thumb he pumped himself one, two, three times, and thenâ
âHey!â
You gaspedâ a mistake that nearly made you choke on his cumâ as the door handle turned open.Â
In one swift motion, he pivoted to shield you with his body, his hands tight in your hair to keep you fixed to him as he turned his back to the door, twisting his arm behind him to shove it shut. Your eyes were wide in the mix of fear and thrill as rope after rope of cum landed on your tongue before you swallowed down the evidence, Leon stuttering under the breath expletives with dual meanings as his hips bucked jerkily into your face.Â
âFuck, shit, goddammit, ahhâŚâ
Your fingers seared into his hips as you took it, and you thought for a moment you should stop, but what were you supposed to do? Let go and leave covered with it? Let it fall all over your face instead?Â
Maybe another time.Â
He pulled you off with a hiss the second he was done, still shaking with aftershocks as he pulled you up from the ground, already yanking his bottoms back over himself before tossing your shirt up to you from the floor.Â
âFuck, Iâm so sorry, are you okay?â
âYeah, yeah,â you said hurriedly as you wrestled back into your bra, âitâs my fault, I suggested this, shit.â
He fixed his belt and you smoothed down your hair, and then you both took a second to lean back as you caught your last breaths. When he looked at you, neither of you could help but laugh.Â
âCâmere,â he smiled and held out his arms. You sighed into them as he kissed your head.Â
It was easy to forget the stakes until you looked at the door and the daunting task of stepping out cut through the warm, fuzzy cloud youâd found in him. You gripped him tighter as the thoughts came spiraling in.Â
âWeâre so fucked,â you muttered into his arms.Â
âItâs okay,â he soothed, âitâll be okay. Iâll take the fall.â
You looked up at him and gawked.Â
âAre you kidding me?! No, it was my idea. They need you here. The people need you and Iââ
âBabe.â He silenced you with gentle fingers that brushed your hair back from your forehead. âThey need you, too. Iâll be fine. I promise.â
Getting you both fired was not how you imagined the honeymoon phase of your relationship going. An impulse for heaven had delivered you hell. As Leonâs selflessness turned sacrificial for the sake of your bad decision, it made you want to cry. All because you couldnât wait a day until you got back home.Â
Youâd ruined it. Who would want to be with someone whoâd ruined his brand new career? His dreams of helping people? You saw your fairytales go up in smoke, and you had no one to blame but yourself.
Right before the tears welled, the siren rang out in the halls.Â
You grumbled in unison in one last embrace before you left the storage cocoon of shelter. Leon kissed your nose before opening the door, and you braced for the hammer to fall.
Your heart pounded as you suited up and the whole ride towards downtown. No one said a peep, but you could feel it all around. People knew. The tall city buildings towered over you, and you prayed theyâd fall like teeth and swallow you whole.Â
You were mindfuck by the conflicting emotions. You got with the object of your recent obsession, and it was fantastic. You should be happy right now. Instead, you couldnât even look at him as the guilt sat heavily in your stomach, settling right along with his cum.Â
You arrived. A false flag in a historic building; dust from renovations set off the alarm. You and your troupe searched routinely for a fire you wouldnât find and then loaded back up to return. You felt like you were suffocating on the drive back, certain that the call had only delayed your reaming and itâd be the first thing on the agenda the moment you stepped inside.Â
You unloaded and booked it for your bunk to buy yourself some extra time. You got your gear back in ready-to-jump order for perhaps the last time, never to be put on again. Then you exhaled deeply and tried to stand up straight to face the music with some bravery.Â
The station was indisputably tense as you tried to act normal. You could feel it. Everyone knew. You orbited Leon, never daring to stand too close, relying only on the fact he was still there to determine he hadnât been reprimanded yet either. His presence felt electric, and god, you could still feel the ache between your legs whenever you sat down, but it felt like a knife to think it mightâve been your first and last time with him.Â
You grew suspicious as the minutes turned to hours, none of them marked by the fire chief bursting in to call your name. You were quiet, and everyone else was too, or at least quieter than usual. You thought maybe youâd evaded the consequences entirely, but you wouldnât let your guard down or else itâd only hurt tenfold. Every second was spent on guard.
Night fell. With the cot blankets pulled up to your chin, you stared at the ceiling and wondered why no one had said anything. All youâd gotten were a couple raised eyebrows and giggles heard from across the room. It was enough to drive you crazy.Â
A few night calls and nothing to note. Leon pressed his thigh against you as you sat side to side in the truck. You looked out at the city lights as they blurred by and bit back a smile as you pressed back. With long firecoats concealing your hands, he interlocked his pinky with yours.Â
You wake up first and find Leon alone in the kitchen doing the new guyâs task of brewing coffee.Â
âMorning, sunshine,â he smiles through sleepy eyes. His bedhead is enough to make you blush.
You return his greeting through a yawn and lean against the counter beside him.Â
âSo⌠I guess we got off scot free?â
âScottâs my middle name, you know.â He smiles at you and you snort at his humor while the coffee pot starts to gurgle. ââŚThat wasnât a joke.â
You stare at him blankly for long enough to make him shy as you realize it really wasnât.Â
âScott. Thatâs fucking adorable.â
He rolls his eyes. âOh, shut up.â
âYou shut up.â
âKiss me and I will.â
It steals your breath, and you do.
You have all of ten minutes alone before the rest of the crew woke up one by one. You were still on edge, but it was a minor feeling compared to the lingering butterflies.Â
The day went on as normal save for a dozen stolen kisses. It made you itch for more again, but you donât dare to test your limits. Youâre on cloud nine as the hours roll past, and itâs written all over your face, but not a soul addresses it. It settles into a sweet, new normal.
No oneâs said it out loud, and nobody will. Everyoneâs afraid to jinx it. They hope that you and the rookie will last.Â
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Could you please write a fanfiction about Sando falling in love with his childhood friend (5-year age difference), who is Tywin Lannister's youngest daughter (Tywin doesn't like her because she's the reason his wife died, and despite her resemblance to Joanna, he hates her so much that he refuses to let her marry and be happy) and deciding that during the Battle of Blackwater they will run away, get married in secret, and start a family. pleaseeeeeeeee đĽş
If you could include how they consummated the marriage, I would be very grateful.âşď¸
Tags: SMUT, friends to lovers, daddy issues, marriage, very brief mention of having children at the end, battle of blackwater, pre and post canon, alternating POVs, hurt and comfort, sadness that is resolved lol, high born reader, The lannisters being the lannisters, married sex, swearing, PIV sex, fingering, very fluffy, a lot of kissing, everyone has an orgasm or two, frequent time skips
Summary:Â The youngest of the Lannister children grows lonely and forgotten under the thumb of her father, Sandor takes notice, and makes sure she will not feel abandoned any more.
Warnings: The reader is a Lannister and is described to resemble Joanna, I made her blonde but didnât further describe her!! Also this contains NSFW content!! You have been warned
A/N: THIS WAS AN ASK THAT WENT MISSING AFTER I SAVED IT TO THE DRAFTS I AM SO SORRy!! I LOVED THIS CONCEPT. I wanted to explore even further, i think childhood friends with sandor is always so interesting, and I will try to include the concept in other fics maybe
When you came into this world you clutched your motherâs soul between tiny fingers and pulled it out of her womb with you, leaving her to die slowly on the bed she delivered you on. Her body, a limp pale carcass, stuck in the motion of drawing breath to push the child out of her. Her eyes were glassy, wide and unseeing when the midwife held you to Lady Joanna to be looked at.Â
That day, with the passing of your mother, the chance to be looked at with the tender love of a parent was ripped away from you.Â
You grew, in beauty and in wisdom as all ladies in the Lannister family. You resembled your mother, more than Cersei or Jaimie ever did. Your hair grew thick and blonde, and your features looked as if they were traced from your motherâs fair ones. Not one thing about you ever reminded Tywin of himself, not your disposition, not your personality, nor your looks.Â
He had wanted to love you, so similar to the only love of his life that he recognized how precious you were. But the love never came, and in his heart soared an anguished resentment.Â
As you grew Tywin exercised his power over you in a stricter and more deeming way than he ever attempted with his other children. For long hours you remained stuck in your room under the watchful gaze of your father and his guards. Never to leave.Â
A strange balance between protection and scorn was nursed in the walls of Casterly Rock, and by the time you moved to Kingâs Landing with your sister and brother to live at court, each and every feeling in your stomach had turned rotten.Â
Joannaâs beauty still shone in your features, regular, a true Lannister, made to wear red and gold and braid your hair in complex nets of braids. Yet your soul always felt far away from the riches and the extravagance of court. You sat long hours by the windows, or in your room, embroidering, reading or staring into space.
 A strange void of loneliness grew in your chest each year more, leaving you alone in rooms filled with thousands, like a ghost hunting a castle.
In those walls the only form of true understanding you ever nurtured came from a boy much taller and much uglier than any other you had ever met. Sandor Clegane, the youngest of his family, a scary boy who trained under Casterly Rock and often lingered by the training yards in search of a fight. When you were just ten and he was five and ten, he would often scare you, standing so tall and imposing near the fencing, despite his age.Â
You would spy him until he would notice and offer you a polite bow. He was not a boy you could play with, or ask to share your silk ball and dolls, too old and too hardened, but you found some comfort in recognizing loneliness in him. You were too young to name it but you knew both of you had something wrong and unfixable inside you.
You had always nurtured curiosity towards the strange young soldier, and found the sneer of his mouth and the crude words he would speak more interesting that fearsome. By age fifteen he was appointed as your personal guard, he was twenty then, and something bizarre grew between you.Â
In quiet and in silence, in those moments that haunted your in-between-existence, he would have kind words to say, despite his awful burns and the evil curve of his brow. Sometimes, in those small bits of wisdom he would spare you, you would find a spark of true friendship.
No one seemed to care that your closest friend was a lowly guard, one bent on refusing to take vows and better his station, and the object of so much speculation and gossip. No one had much attention to spare for you at all.
âIf Cersei moves to the Red Keep, and father follows her often, will I be asked to stay here, or travel too?â You murmur, leaning on the windowsill and looking at the ocean beyond.Â
Sandor shifts in his new armor, his hair is carefully brushed over the disfigurement of his face. Despite that, you find him somewhat handsome. You blush at the thought and hide your face, you may be a Lannister, but a boy his age would never look at you twice. Adolescence made you awkwardly shaped and prone to stuttering and embarrassing yourself.Â
âYou think your father will leave you here, on your own?â Says Sandor, so very used to being blunt with you. His tone is uncomfortably close to mockery. You blush.Â
âMaybe. I am older now.â
âOlderâ He repeats, his eyes on the door at his side, the one he is supposed to guard. âAny lady would be glad to have a chance to see the royal court, let alone live in it, Lady Lannisterâ He says. You shake your head.
âIt sounds like a great embarrassmentâ You say, âAll nobles with so much time to indulge in gossip and judgmentâ You point out. It makes him smile, that, too, you find handsome.Â
âYou should have nothing to be embarrassed about, my lady,â he says. You nod, smiling at him ever so slightly.
âIf you say so, Clegane,â you say âYou who are so terribly cynical, maybe I will believe it.â You add.
âYou never truly will believe me, but I do not lie,â he says. It sounds as much of a promise as everything he says. You nod.
Perhaps your stay in the capital will not be so lonely with a good friend by your side.Â
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Today you sit in your room catching very little of the fresh breeze coming from the sea side. Tyrion, your fatherâs second most hated child, sits on the padded leather chair in front of your desk. You sit by the windowsill, on your usual armchair. On days like these you feel particularly lonely.Â
Your father is in the Capital, he rode in this morning, and is yet to visit you or greet you. Even at court, under the grievous scrutiny of nobles, he refused to greet you and Tyrion the same as he did Jaime and Cersei.Â
âAh, do not look so sad, my dear sister. Our father has always been a terrible, terrible egoistical wretch, we shouldnât act surprised.â Says Tyrion, his words are light, but his brow is low over his eyes when he looks at the blood red wine in his golden cup.
âYou shouldnât speak this wayâ You comment. The vines flutter in the low breeze, where they grow on the arches of your balcony. You look at their swaying, feeling oddly out of place in your chambers.
Tyrion sighs âI think I, the Lannister imp, am far beyond any sort of courtesy,â he says, tone cynical. He sips his wine again.
He is the Lannister imp, but what are you then? A weeping, sad soul trapped in gold and velvets.Â
Your eyes lift slowly to the corner of the room, almost wishing for some sad nickname that would confirm you exist in the eyes of the world.Â
There, like a dark shadow stands Sandor Clegane, the Hound. He was recently taken out of his post guarding the children and given to you for protection, just so Ser Kettleblack could take his spot and please the king. For many years after Cerseiâs wedding you had little to no contact with your dear Hound, he was taken from you and given to Cersei as if he was some sad addition to her bridal trousseau. You were appointed regular guards, and left to become worse in your loneliness.
You look at the Hound, finally given back to you, a column that keeps the ceiling of your chambers from falling over your head. If there is a sadder soul than you in this castle it must be the Kingâs dog, your best of friends. You can see it in the depth of his eyes, those times you speak to each other in true ernest when you are all alone, even when his words are crude and biting, his eyes are sad.Â
You can recognize that sort of sorrow very well, you two share it, deep in your heart, both of you are at odds with the seed who created you, with the house you wear the color of, with the name of your parents, your siblings, and your ancestors.
Years ago his heart was opened to you, when you were both young and whirring with passion. After a banquet and too much wine he had told you of how he was pushed against the fire, and your heart had flipped hard against your ribs, venom and pain polluting your blood. It felt like a misshapen love confession, when he held his heart in front of you, ripped straight from between his ribs and pulsating with a violent life.Â
Suddenly drunk on the connection blooming between you, you too shared that your father had never been kind, and despite him not being as brutal and unforgiving as Gregor Clegane, the Hound never scorned you, too intimately close to the Lannisters to downplay their sick games. He knew, of course, that you had been wrestled between possessive attachment and neglect since childhood, but hearing your say it so openly made that monstrous muscle between his ribs spasm.
He doesnât move even when your eyes lift to him now, standing still and guarded as usual, not one inch of him shifting under the chainmail. His eyes burn into your frame, disguising hunger as protection. But you see them too clearly, you have gotten used to looking into them, unraveling the threads of his soul, until you can read them like any map of any territory, and he can stare back to do just the same. He has grown handsome with age.
Tyrion follows your eyes to you loyal Hound, and then looks back at you, something knowing in his gaze. âI have you figured outâ say his eyes, âDo not seek more than what is freely given to you, my dear brotherâ says yours. He takes the invitation not to search further.
âI better take my leaveâ Says Tyrion, patting the desk idly.
 âMy dear sister, come to me if you are feeling sadâ we can drink on itâ He says, sliding down the chair with a huff. You look at him, smiling a sad smile.
âWhen am I not, my dearest Tyrion?â You say, hands folding on your lap. He grimaces, as if his usual grin has been cut short on his way to his lips.Â
âMy dear, dear sisterâ He smiles âIt is a shame you are the most tender hearted among our lot.â He says. You nod.
âA shame indeed.â you whisper.
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âAnd what are the arrangements for my wedding?â The sun beats down on your head despite the veil you pinned to your hair, it is hot in Kingâs Landing, and the sun bothers your eyes.Â
Your father adjusts in his seat.
âThere are no such thingsâ He says, predictably. It has long been clear you are not allowed to marry. Your sister had been promised to a Targaryen, then to a Baratheon king, first of his name. A flower of beauty like her, with pockets full of the polished gold, can aspire to nothing less than the fairest suitors. She had children, all blonde and fair as her, and now rules the kingdoms.Â
No such luck for the youngest Lannister.Â
You look down at your rings, turning them side or side on your fingers. Your hands shake and you squeeze them to will away the tremors.Â
âNone?âÂ
âStop being so insistent, it does not fit a lady.â Scoffs Tywin, eyes hard as stone. You close your mouth, looking around the gardens without aim or purpose.
What are you living for? no position, nothing to do but sulk, no husband or children in your future, no finances to administer, not a place to stay. There is no purpose to keep you unmarried, only that strange hateful attachment Tywin developed towards you, an unreadable need to keep you caged in like an animal, to attract the scorn and ridicule of ladies your age. How is this meant to build any sort of legacy?
You turn to Sandor, where he stands, wearing his helm, the iron dog face covers his profile and makes it impossible to study his profile. You know it would be a jumble of terrible scars if you could see it, and uneven strings of hair draped over it like trickling blood.Â
It reminds you of painted wooden planks depicting the Warrior bleeding from his temples and his mouth, such as those that were hammered in the lower grounds of the great sept in Casterly Rock.Â
âIf I am not to marry, what am I to do, father? Take vows as a silent sister?â you ask, suddenly itching for a confrontation. But as is typical of Tywin he does nothing. His jaws barely move under his beard and he looks forwards.
âYou are to stay here, and not interfere with the plans I have for our houseâ he says at last, once enough silence passed that you stopped hoping for an answer.
It was always clear, any sign of your existence was a hindrance to be rid of. You could tell from the choice in fabric of your dresses to the activities chosen for you to the size of your chambers. Were you a nameless bastard daughter Tywin had with a servant girl he would have been more pleased.Â
Held tightly in his fist you truly disappear, and there is no doubt in your mind he knows just how much it pains you to be allowed nothing when your peers can hold the world in their palm.Â
âIf I may be excusedâ You say, standing. Tywin doesnât follow your retreat, but Sandor does, turning to trail after your skirt, not a word spoken.
When you are deep in the corridors of the Keep you turn to him, forcing him to stop his stride and peer at you through the teeth of his helm.
âI wish to be left alone,â you say. The space between breaths holds the truth, which is a test he is sure to pass.
Sandor shifts in his boots, getting even bigger.
âYou are alone enoughâ he says. You look down at the golden hem of your skirt, clutching the stone doorway at your side.
âPlease, Sandorâ you plead. He grabs your arm, pulling you back into his bulk.Â
âIâll walk you to your rooms, Lady Lannister,â He says, eyes hard on you. You nod meekly, hiding your face behind your veil. âThat is my duty.âÂ
âIsn't it your duty to listen to me?â you ask. He looks down on you, and you read honesty in each wrinkle of his face.
âNot anymore, now I do what is best for you, my lady.â He growls, mean, and now close to your face so that you can smell the iron of his helmet. Strangely you have never felt more looked after. Your shoulders draw up and you tremble, nodding, agreeing to be escorted back.Â
A white linen handkerchief is pressed to your cheeks where you wet them with tears, standing ugly as a giant and as chivalrous as Florian, Sandor wipes your face, then pushes you to continue in the direction of your chambers.Â
You think, deep in your chest, that you may never come to know anyone as you have known him.
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Young Lady Lannister is a flower of beauty. Sandor knows, and he would know even if she were not a noble, daughter of Tywin or member of the court. There are very few ladies in Westeros who compare to his lady, and from the moment he was appointed as her guard he had time to look at her face, all day, everyday and confirm his opinion.Â
Hiding in the corners of rooms and in the shadow of curtains, he looked and looked at his only true owner, as she wept and sung her woes. Many times a day he would promise himself that he could do right by her, even in all his ugliness and his anger.Â
No matter how sad, how downturned her eyebrows and unhappy the width of her eyes, she always stuns with her beauty, beyond even Cersei, maybe for her disposition and the kindness in her gaze, which her older sister lacks.Â
There was a time where she was nothing but a brat in his eyes, no different than any other noble child. He had been envious of all of them, in his youth, when he still wanted to find anyone but Gregor to blame for what had happened to him. But he was wrong, as they grew together another realization came to him, that she was not much different from him. although she bore no visible disfigurement.
As things are among nobles, your monstrousness is not always about your appearance, as much as it is your blood.
And even now, when the green splashes of light set the chambers afire, and her face grows pale and frightened, staring at him in terror, she looks like a vision of beauty, a nymph from a pond, ready to wash away the sins of a lifetime and turn the water into gold.Â
âWhat are you doing here?â she sobs.Â
He is covered in blood, Stannisâ men gushed red when he emptied their bodies of their guts, but no matter how much he swung his sword, there were too many, and the water of the bay had caught on fire. That was the worst part of the fight: a vision straight from hell, an entire bay covered in a thick carpet of green fire, an unnatural vision that seared itself in the back of his mind, scarring him all over again. The bad part of his face hurts and pulls at the memory of the heat, and to dull the pain he downs more wine.Â
It is a time of uncertainty, and Sandor feels the need to make true to old vows. Such as that he would make her happy, and that he would keep her safe, and that he would do what no one was able to thus far and give her peace.Â
That is all she had been begging for, his dear dove, she begged for peace of mind, away from the sweltering heat of the Crownlands and the richly furnished cage her father built for her.Â
âWe can leaveâ He says âIâll take you away, I will keep you safe, my ladyâ He says. Lady Lannister stands there, legs trembling under her fine dress.Â
âWhere to?â she asks, and there is something of the lioness in her when she says those words.
Sometimes he sees it, between the sadness, in moments of quiet she finally seems like a Lannister, defensive, and more proud, with her chin held higher and her voice firmer. If given the chance, Sandor will allow her to nurture those secret parts of her soul too. She will have to ask for nothing and have everything. Except, perhaps, a handsome man at her side, which he is not and will never be.
âSomewhere far, in the country, where no one will ask of usâ He says âIâll make sure of itâ His breath smells strongly of wine. The floor rumbles, and the fire outside surges up violently, causing the screams to increase in the crowd. Lady Lannister scares, clutching her own arms.Â
âDo you promise? Sandor Clegane?â she asks him, like he was on trial in front of the royal court. He nods.
âThat is my dutyâ He barks, spitting, wine and blood alike, on the floor.Â
She agrees, taken by folly just as much as him, without the wine or the fear but filled with a need to disappear that has never been greater. If there will be a family to miss her after Stannis seizes the city, they will get over her quickly. All but Tyrion perhaps, but her desperation suddenly hinders her capacity to feel bad for her brother. Sandor can see that desperate plea in her gaze and he holds out his hand for her to take. When she does, he pulls her into himself, burying his face in the blonde hair at the crown of her head.
âYou will have nothing to fear,â he promises her.Â
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The inn on the road stinks of manure, the smell slips in from below the door connecting the main hall to the stables. Sandor is too tired to care, but your face pulls in an unhappy frown.Â
You hang to his sleeve, clutching the slip of fabric that escapes his vambrace between your pointer and your thumb. You follow him when he barks at the inn keeper to give him a room and bring stew to the room.
âSandorâ you murmur, keeping your hood drawn over your head. The road has been difficult, traversing impossible paths to keep away from the bigger roads and out of sight. You are not as sure as Sandor that there is a price on your head, but there may be on his, after he fled from battle.Â
You follow him to the room, a small square carved under the low sloped ceiling. The haybed would have looked unappealing to you in any other season of your life, but after sleeping on a bedroll in the wilderness for days you canât help but be thankful for it. You lower yourself on it and slip your cape off your hair.
âThey did not recognize us,â Says Sandor, undoing his belt with quick movements. The sight makes you squirm in your spot, and lower your gaze. You stopped denying what is happening between the two of you long ago. When he entered your chambers on the night of the battle he kissed you before whisking you away, although you thought it was some strange dream, your mind taken by fear and folly alike.Â
You card your fingers through your hair to clean off the debris. You do not feel as if anyone could recognize you. You are wearing a green hemp dress that Sandor stole from a farm on the way here, grey stockings held with rope above your knees and an overdress made of rough wool. Your hair is a mess, and your face has not lost its weird redness since you escaped. You look like some feral creature, there is no Lannister left in you.Â
Strangely it doesnât bother you as much as you would have predicted. The loss of velvet gowns and silk slippers finally rearranged the axis of your existence, you now look as invisible and mundane as you have felt, yet so incredibly important in the depth of your soul.Â
That is because of him, of course, Sandor.Â
He looks at you and you can read his vows in the depth of his eyes each time. He is promising to protect you, at the cost of his life, that sometimes seems to have no value to him if not for protection. The strange passion makes you drunk, and at night you kiss him fervently when he is tired and mellow.Â
You used to be a forgotten lady of the court and he allowed you to become the most looked after out of the commoners. Somehow that seemed enough to finally give you peace.Â
âSandorâ You say when he lowers heavily on the straw mattress, his hands on his knees, wide as saucer pans.Â
âSandorâ Thank youâ You mumble, maybe for the tenth time this week. It succeeds in making him touch you, his arm wrapping around your waist and pulling him into his bulk. He rubs his opposite hand over your face, looking down at him with wild eyes. There is no softness in the turbulence of his features but you care not, you recognize the devotion, on both the scarred side and the clean one.Â
âHush.â He says, a finger that is too big for the job pushes your hair behind your ears to look at your face better. You surge up to kiss him and he almost refuses, as usual, unsure if he is deserving to receive your affection, but you push onwards and his defences crumble.Â
You are the only creature in the seven kingdoms and in the world beyond the sea that can disarm him this easily. It fills you with bravery, makes you feel like a knight yourself, a warrior. You smile in the press of lips, feeling his palms stroke your ribs. You should not give kisses this freely, to a man you are not married to, he may take more than what he is offered. But he doesnât.Â
Sandor breaks the kissing when the stew is delivered to the room, allowing you to straighten up, adjusting your hair back and wiping your lips on the edge of your palm.Â
In his hesitance to claim your maidenhead on the road you read a clear intent, he wants to marry you. As soon as you reach somewhere safe.Â
That will be the last step, being rebirthed under another name, free in the arms of a lover.Â
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The septonâs clothing is ruined, frayed at the edges. Nothing distinguishes him from the country folk he preaches to.Â
The sept is a squat building on the edges of a field. He looks at Sandor in clear hesitation, then at her with the same strange tremble in his jaw.Â
Sandor slams a bag of silver on the nearby stool and grumbles.Â
âGet on with itâ He growls, his brow hangs so low and angry it obscures the view of his eyes. But the Septon can see it clearly, the burned skin on the side of his face that makes his skin look as if it is melting from the bone. It sends a shiver of fear down his spine.Â
He can recognize that the man doesnât have a Valeman accent, nor does his lady, who speaks too finely to be a civilian. Despite that, he nods in agreement and accepts the silver.
Sandor looks at him when he opens an ornate wooden box and takes out the wedding ties, unravelling them. Sandor lifts his hand and she does the same, pressing her forearm to his elbow to wrist. She looks at him, her face reddened by the sun.
She is not wearing a fine gown, and these are not the beautiful septs of the capital, yet this is a wedding nonetheless. True in the eyes of the law and the gods alike.
They murmur their vows low, the septon holding his hands over their joined hands and stumbling his way through the ritual. Sandor keeps his eyes on him, pinning him in place on the flagstone floor. She looks at their joined hands in wonder, as if presented with a room full of gold as a gift. The haste she had felt before slips away for a moment, slowing time.
Sandor doesnât know how or why she seems so happy to be joined to a man such as him and live the rest of her life in the middle of nowhere, but each time he attempts to pick a fight with her she shuts him down, and they end up kissing anyway.
When the vows are said the sun is dipping low under the belt of the horizon. Sandor catches her about her middle. Lady Clegane.Â
âIt is doneâ Stutters the Septon, trying to shoo them away from the sept with night coming close. She turns to Sandor, lovestruck, and he does the same. There is little left of the child he knew years ago in Casterly Rock, yet, she is all here now, with him. And she is all he has.Â
He whisks her away from the sept, pulling her in a strange dance towards his horse. The old draft horse neighs high when he helps his lady wife atop him, lifting her from her waist and settling her on the back of the saddle. She opens her arms, waiting for him to mount too with her.
âSandor, let us go,â she says. The world is so still and so empty. Sandor lifts himself atop the horse and spurs it fast and angry towards the cabin at the far edge of the greenery.Â
The culmination of all his vows, a small hut pressed to the woods near a tall mountain range in the Vale, so desolate and small no one will come from them. He pushes the horse to the stables, then pulls her down almost too fast.
âSandor!â She squeals when he grabs her. Hunger consumes him, making him go from guard dog to hunting hound.Â
âSandorâ she whispers when he pulls her inside the hut. The bed is a stocky square of pine wood planks carefully stuffed with hay and linen sheets. It beckons him closer.
She looks at it and up at him, he can read hesitation in her eyes, even when she grabs the sleeves of his tunic to pull on them.Â
âYou are my wife now, but I am no rapistâ He says. She grimaces.
âYou are not a romanticâ She laments, closing her eyes so softly, until he can trace the veins on her eyelids.Â
âYou know that well already, woman,â He says, grabbing her to tuck her to his chest, where his heart hammers like he is getting ready for a fight. He pulls her head up to him when she is pressed to his torso and kisses her, bending down and slotting his lips to her much softened ones. She makes a sound he reads as nothing less than positive and pushes up on her tip toes to kiss him deeper.
He pulls her and pulls her until she is laying with him in bed, crawling atop him while he lounges back, each muscle fighting against his clothing, his torso supported on his arms. He feels like a spoiled king, or he guesses this is what it must feel, surrounded by the smell of her and the softness of the bed.Â
âSandorâ she says, so sweetly, her hands fidget with the ties of her wool dress. She undoes it with two fingers and kneels atop his hips. He pulls her down, until her buttocks are pressed to his thighs. She squeaks, more a mouse than a lion. But he likes that too, she can be whoever she wants here, and he will never complain.Â
She sits on his lap, lowering the sleeves of her dress down the enticing curve of her shoulders. Sandor brushes it with his fingers, grunting.
She goes red.Â
âSandorâ I have never-â She starts. He nods, answering before she can stop.Â
âLet me see, woman, let me seeâ He says and she nods, lowering the clothing even more then allowing him to lift the clothing up her frame.
He rubs the skin, soft and smooth under his palms, and so regular he canât help but want to bite into it, just to know if it would make him drunk like wine or sweeten his stomach like marzipan. He traces the lines on her thighs, where the skin is interrupted by shiny vertical lines. He presses his face to the center of her torso, under the swell of her breasts, to lick the dip between them and down to her navel.
She moans, and he is taken by the need to consume, eat, the hunger to finalize. His hands squeeze the circle of her ribcage, moving her back in an arch to meet his tongue.
âOh- Sandor! Oh sandor!â She calls out. He continues, always obedient, and moves to lay her down on the linens. Her head falls on the stuffed pillows, sinking into the white bedding until her silhouette is swallowed by it. He feels ravenous.
Her legs are pressed together, not yet granting him access to the opening between them, which is sure to unfurl red like a Lannister sigil before him as soon as his lady decides him worthy.Â
âI will not hurt you, you know thatâ He says. she turns her head to the side, and he starts trailing his lips and his bearded chin on the length of her throat.Â
âI know that.â she says. Her chest struggles against the newfound fullness, soon he will make her even more full, fill her with himself so she wonât have space to harbor any loneliness.
âAllow meâ He grunts. She opens her legs. He doesnât look first, slipping a hand between her legs to trail it up and down her slit. Her skin sticks together with dew, and he parts all the flabs of skin to make space for himself.Â
Her breathing hitches and her eyes close tight when he touches the bud at the peak of her.Â
âHave you ever touched this?â he asks, mostly to annoy her. It works, her mouth pulls in distaste.Â
âSandor! Do not ask such things!â She whispers. Sandor chuckles, using his opposite hand to trace the line under her breasts, which is still slick with spit, side to side to placate her. She lets out such wonderful sounds, his dove, peeping and whining every time his finger finishes a circle over her bud.Â
Below him her cunt has turned puffy and red, making it easy to slip a finger inside her, to prod at the slick skin inside. His hands are big, big enough to make her feel full with only a couple of fingers. His hands are made to wield weapons, broad and square, with dry knuckles and short fingernails that barely tickle her when he moves his fingers inside her channel.
They play, like animals, switching back and forth, one over the other. He makes her touch him after she has come once on his fingers, shows her how to touch him, to pull on the hair of his chest and his groin, and even on the tangled locks dangling down the sides of his face.
âWill it not hurt you?â she asks, tugging on his hair as a kitten would with a ball of yarn. He grunts. He knows she has him figured out and is playing an unfair game, pretending innocence. But Sandor is unapologetic, she is his wife now, and they can play his strange games in bed.
âNo, you would not be able to.â He scoffs, like it is obvious. She smiles at his exasperation, endeared. âIf you have to brace yourself on anything, do as I told youâ
âBrace myself-â She repeats in awe. He settles atop her, slipping over her body and balancing himself on his elbows.Â
âYou will need to, when I take your maidenhead.â He says.
âI do not feel much of a maiden anymore,âÂ
âYou are in the eyes of the gods.â He scoffs. She smiles.
âI hope they are not watching,â She whispers and presses her face into his bicep, there she leaves a kiss or two, or even three. Sandor knows there are millions of them to be expected from today onwards.
He moves her knees apart, settling his hips between them, his hand guides his rod inside her, pushing force from the back of his thighs and sinking slowly in her body. She makes a happy sound, still pressed to his arm and closing her eyes tight.Â
He allows her to hide her face in his body, setting a rhythm inside her that mirrors that he kept with his fingers before. Her chest spasms when his movements force sounds out her body, making her stutter. He cannot keep quiet either, moving over her and letting out fĂŹgrunts and cut off growls to keep the pace.Â
No one is here to hear them anyways.Â
He braces himself fully on the bedding round her, his elbows on either side of her face so she can only hide her face in his chest, he cups the back of her head with a wide palm, inviting her to keep her face there.Â
âIt feels good, Sandorâ She whimpers and he nods, a rumble of satisfaction forcing his thrusts deeper. He can tell he is deep into her, enough to make her hips move at every thrust and the hair of his groin tickle her when he bottoms out.
âI know, I knowâ He grunts, grabbing her left hip to keep her hips still against his thrusts. It makes her mewl even louder.
Her breath wets the hair on his chest, and the sweat of his back leaves the pelting of thick hair covering it in a similar state. He moves even more fervently, and she happily receives whatever he gives her. Anything she wants he will give, that is a guarantee with him.Â
It doesnât take much thrusting to finish her off, her head rolls back and she grabs his shoulders hard, pulling him close. He allows her to, closing in over her and holding her so close to him she may melt into his skin.Â
Maybe that would purify him enough to ever have to think about being a Clegane ever again.
She comes with two long intermittent sounds, her mouth open and her eyes struggling to stay wide to look below her at the magic happening below her navel. He presses them so close she can only see his huge bulk moving over her.Â
His Lady Clegane.
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When Sandor wakes the light has drawn a broad stroke of white over his face, slipping in from underneath the curtains covering the windows of the hut. He rubs his face, his body trying to rub the light away from his skin.Â
You look at him from your side of the bed. you donât yet feel like waking, the light outside is still polluted with the blue hue of the night. It is early still.Â
Between you your child sleeps, curled on the bedding and around a stuffed toy you made him when he was born. Sandor pats the child, almost aimlessly, while waking up.Â
There is little to none of that military instinct left in him in the mornings now, it used to be a lot different, when he was still tense in the first years of life here.Â
You smile at him, staring at the ruined side of his face that he fails to conceal from you when still half asleep. One of your fingers goes to brush over the head of your sleeping son, but your eyes stay on Sandor.Â
âWhy are you staring so much early in the mornâ, woman?â Laments Sandor, turning to face you fully. You smile and shake your head, nosing into your pillow.Â
âNothing.â You say. It is a lie, you are staring at your whole world. And the same goes for him.
âSandorâ You add when Sandor gets busy plucking at the floppy arms of your sonâs toy.
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inspired by the delicious wolf ears and tail customization for leon in the new minigame!! SFW and NSFW ahead! feral wolfman make my head go brrrrr. NSFW content under the cut.
Leon Kennedy Masterlist
SFW
wolfman!Leon Kennedy who had to train his ears and tail to not betray his emotions in his dangerous line of work. he's so grateful to you that he can be himself completely when he's with you.
wolfman!Leon Kennedy who knew you were the one when you stopped buying scented house products for your home when he confessed the smells got to him. you gave up your little candles and incense just for him. you eventually find some scents he likes, too, and the smile on your face makes his heart leap.
wolfman!Leon Kennedy who likes when you call him "good boy" and "my puppy" even though he's a grown ass man. he wants to be your good boy, your puppy. no one else's.
wolfman!Leon Kennedy who is very protective of his pack. you, claire, chris, sherry, jill, hunnigan, and now grace and emily. he, chris, and jill especially have strong pack instincts.
NSFW
wolfman!Leon Kennedy whose pack instincts extend to him craving a family and you find yourself on your hands and knees and taking it raw at least once a month to appease his desire to breed.
wolfman!Leon Kennedy who likes getting scritched behind his ears. it's a known trait among dog and wolf hybrids, sure, but only you know that one of his pastimes is pinning you to the bed, nuzzling your chest, and having you scritch his ears as he lazily humps your leg like an actual dog.
wolfman!Leon Kennedy who used to be insecure about wanting to lick you to show affection but is now addicted to doing it once you let him do it the first time. (he is especially addicted to licking up your sweat and cum after sex).
wolfman!Leon Kennedy who growls and bites during sex but also likes to roll over and show his belly and submit to you completely.
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