Killua.

i don't want to hide my feelings just for you to think i'm not too much

People don’t actually notice when you slowly pull away. They only notice when you’re gone, and even then it’s more about the inconvenience of your absence than the pain of losing you

I should've never lived to see 2025.

i cannot fucking do this anymore

I am angry that I can’t make myself quieter. I am angry that I need constant proof that I’m not alone. I am angry that the smallest thing can ruin my whole day. I am angry and I am exhausted of apologizing for that anger.

„everything happens for a reason” what could, possibly, be the reason for all of that

"But you survived!" And that's the damn problem.

"Edging" now refers to when you are on the verge of tears all day but don't cry

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

i don’t want to kill myself but i do want to die

nobody teaches you how to go about life when you didn’t expect to be alive this long

all the roads lead back to the loneliness ive felt ever since i was a child