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˗ˏˋ ★ About the blog

This is a writing blog for Genshin and HSR for now (I'll mainly post HSR, probably). I do yandere as well as a little non-yandere, headcanons, smut, internet garbage, so on and so forth ☆

This is a writing blog that partially focuses around yandere content (mostly that), both SFW and NSFW. This means that my works will include noncon/rape, psychological and physical torture and other heavily dark topics. In other words, a lot of stuff I write will be dead dove (meaning work that contains morally questionable topics where they are not presented as condemnable, in case you're unfamiliar). If these are topics that you do not want to see and/or are very sensitive to, please refrain from reading any further. Everything will be tagged accordingly.

Minors (under the age of 18), do not interact with my NSFW content. I obviously can't stop you, but for your own sake, be careful with what sort of media you consume. I would heavily prefer for my followers to have their age in their bio, and I require that of you if you are to message me. I base my anon interactions and such trusting the fact that you are at least eighteen years old, and if you want to become an emoji anon or someone I talk to regularly in other ways, you must be a legal adult.

I WOULD HEAVILY PREFER IT if you sent NSFW asks off-anon and with your age somewhere visible. Naturally, you must be at least 18 years old to discuss anything NSFW on my blog in general, and by interacting with such posts, you're agreeing to claiming to be of age.

This shouldn't even have to be said, but for the record, my works do not reflect reality. Any of the heinous actions I describe in my writing I heavily condemn in real life, and you obviously should too. Everything I write is a work of fiction.

DO NOT feed my work into any AI. This is non-negotiable.

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˗ˏˋ ★ Before you interact

THE NSFW SIDE OF MY BLOG IS STRICTLY 18+. DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE UNDER 18. In addition, I would not recommend reading ANY my works if you have trouble distinguishing fiction from reality. This includes being of the opinion that noncon fantasies are immoral or wrong.

Do not share my works on other platforms (THOUGH THIS CAN BE NEGOTIATED, send me a DM or an ask!). It may very well expose minors or people who do not want to see this sort of stuff to my content.

Like, reblog, comment, ask and follow all you want — or don't, if you're not that kind of a person, it's all okay! However, if you're feeling shy about it, don't overthink it! Even if a post is years old, it's nice to see that someone is reading them, whether that's via a simple heart or a wall of analytic text in the comment section. I sometimes get super shy about leaving likes and such, but I promise that it's (almost) always a positive for the writer, regardless of the person! I promise I won't stalk your blog ( ˶˘ ³˘)♡

Also, if you got inspired by me and want to write something of your own, DO IT! Tag me in it, ping me, I'm dying to read it. Go ham.

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˗ˏˋ ★ Sending in asks

I take suggestions! Long and short form content are both alright. Note that if you don't specify it in the ask, I'll assume that the request is for dark content! Have a read at the rules before sending anything, please. Moreover, I will pick and choose what I want to write, depending on how I'm feeling, who I'm invested in at the moment, etc., so I unfortunately can't promise that I'll write every request that comes in.

Brainstorming and good vibes are also very much welcome, so please don't hesitate to slide me an ask! I read every one of them even if I don't publish them (❀´ ˘ `❀)

Regarding the asks: If you have a question that you'd like to have answered in a Ririchat, I'm gonna get to it much quicker (most likely in the next post) if you don't send it along with a request! I keep requests in another folder and don't publish them until/if the request has been answered, so please send them separately if that's what you're after!

Also, if you send in a Ririchat ask, note that you won't get a notification when I've answered it like normal because of the chat format being based on screenshots. But, your ask is always answered in the next Ririchat that comes after sending it! Let it be noted that depending on what's popping in my life outside of Tumblr, my updates may be really slow.

Things that are okay to send in:

Requests and ideas for writing! Be as specific or as non-specific as you want, don't stress it! If I resonate with the idea, I might cook something up (and even if I don't, I read all of them!!) (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

Feedback! If there's a specific piece of my writing you particularly enjoyed, or there was something that made you boom-shakalaka, let me know! I love to hear people's thoughts on my work. THOUGH, please be gentle with me if it's criticism ૮(˶ ╥﹏╥) ა

Grammar mistakes in my work! PLEASE, let me know if you find any. Google Docs can only offer so much when it comes to the English language, so if you happen to stumble upon one, send it in!

Questions! About my writing, about me, your math homework, anything goes! I'll respond to them to the best of my ability in the Ririchat-posts. If you have a burning question in your mind but you're super-duper shy, you can try searching for an answer from the older chats, too! My DMs are also open for this purpose.

General thoughts! Anything. Literally send in anything that's even remotely relevant.

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˗ˏˋ ★ What I will write

I currently write for Genshin Impact and Honkai Star Rail. I might broaden my horizons in the future if something interesting comes up! Note that I nearly exclusively write for men. I might indulge myself in the women every once in a while, though.

✅ Things I will write and topics you may and will see in my posts. Feel free to send asks about these!

Noncon (will be in the majority of my smut posts)

Physical and mental abuse of the reader

Anal

Sounding

Mental health issues (depression, anxiety, trauma, etc. SEE MORE AT THE NEXT SECTION)

❌ Things I am NOT into and therefore will not write about. Please do not send me asks about these topics!

Incest, including pseudo

Scat and other lower gastrointestinal organs involving things (in any context), vomit (in a sexual context), urine (may be crossed into since I write sounding)

Yandere!Reader

(Heavy) body mutilation and gore (this goes case-by-case. I’m alright with breaking bones and cutting but not gauging out eyes, etc. Best not to send if unsure)

Distinct self-harm (cutting, for example. This area may be crossed into in my posts, but please don't send in asks about it). This doesn't include so-called passive self-harm (reader being generally reckless in her decisions that indirectly causes them to get hurt)

Eating disorders (this one may be crossed into as well)

Hyperspecific mental health symptoms, essentially specific diagnoses

Specific disabilities on reader: Reader being deaf, blind, or having a bodily difference, for example. I know this would be a pleasant topic for some of you to read, but it's not something I'll write due to not being able to properly relate to such things, and describing things like that in such a heavy context with less-than-satisfactory accuracy is most likely not something you would like to see me write regardless

Specific appearance-related features on reader such as skin colour, height or body shape

Hyperspecific habits on reader that have very little effect on anything yandere-related. Essentially things that very few people would relate to, for example: Reader whose favourite food is this or that, reader who does a specific hobby or sport, or reader who works in a very specific field

Reader's family members being described in detail or as relevant characters. I know this is a very niche one but I personally don't want to bring the concept of my family anywhere near my yandere universe

Reader having a distinctly and severely poor self-esteem (think verbally berating their own looks or such). I know this is a particularly sensitive topic for some and terribly enticing for others, but I myself am of the firm belief that the more you say the negative things out loud (or in this case, read it), the more you'll start to believe them to be true. I do not want to think of myself that way, but above all, I don't want any of view to view yourselves in that light. ♡

Killing relevant characters (including suicide of reader)

Daddy kink (specifically the daddy part)

Distinct, large age gap between the yandere and reader, no matter in which direction

Distinct age on reader

Ships (my posts may cross into this territory, though)

Character!Reader (ex. Stelle!Reader. However, thing like Nameless!Reader is alright)

Male!Reader

When it comes to smut, I only write cisfem!Reader. I find that trying to keep things sex neutral when utilizing the downstairs restricts me to the point where I wouldn't be able to write everything I want on the page

Sexually dominant reader

Explicitly virgin!Reader, I don't really want to contribute to the beliefs that typically come with the concept

Somnophilia (although might be crossed into)

Pregnancy and breeding

(Heavy) Stockholm syndrome, I like my darling feisty! This is a little difficult to limit since yandere writing always has at least the tiniest bit of Stockholm syndrome (by definition), but I generally don't write darlings that are "agreeable" with the yandere, enjoy what is being done to them, or "love" the yandere back. This goes for mind break, too. Note that I write the reader to be quite gutsy in general, the level varying from post to post!

Reader being generally affectionate towards the yandere unless in a non-Stockholm-syndrome context. This relates to the above point, but it's a little difficult to regulate due to the gray area. I'm relatively lenient on this one, but be aware that if this is something you're wishing to send in, there's a good chance I won't answer it!

Reader explicitly enjoying anything sexual done to them in a punishment purpose

Reader being irredeemably and permanently "broken". The darling stays FEISTY even though she might have a few moments of weakness

Suicidal thoughts

I should mention that cum play and such is not my thing but I do accept asks that mention jizz in general if it's not related to breeding

If you're on the fence about whether or not these apply to something you'd like to send in, you can ask me directly! However, present that in question form, not in a full-on suggestion form because the latter I might not answer if it ends up breaking my rules!

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I write for the majority of (male) characters in both Genshin and HSR. Therefore, it's easier to list characters I won't do.

Characters I will NOT write for:

Genshin

Bennett

Chongyun

Xingqiu

Freminet

Gaming

Razor

Durin

In addition, I don't have particular interest in writing Baizhu, Itto, Mika and Ororon, but they're not completely off limits

I have personal beef with Kaeya

HSR

Misha

Yanqing

Archer

Luka (for now, at least, because I don't know his character at all. I'm procrastinating on his quest)

I don't have particular interest in Arlan

In addition, I refuse to write explicitly underage or child-like characters in any sexual context. In these games, the ages are not canon, so I will go case-by-case, but obvious ones include children like Klee, Qiqi and Clara.

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˗ˏˋ ★ Things to note

About the reader

As you most likely know, character x reader content is based on you imagining yourself in the reader's place. For me, the same goes for the writing process: I write the reader with an image of myself in mind. Therefore, certain things are assumed about the reader. Unfortunately, it would be near impossible to write anything if I were to try to please everyone, so I've gathered the base frame of the reader here.

These include:

reader being a cisgender female by default (a vagina and boobs, she/her). This will be tagged in every post.

reader having hair (long enough to be pulled, for example). There won't ever be explicit descriptions of the reader's hair beyond that (length, texture, colour) unless stated otherwise in the tags.

reader being in objectively good physical health unless stated otherwise. This includes reader being able to run, swim, and put up a fight, for example. When it comes to the smut, the default is that the reader is able to come.

reader being smaller in stature compared to the taller characters (Mydei, Jing Yuan, Wriothesley...). When it comes to the reader's size and shape, I'll refrain from using any descriptions to the best of my ability. I myself am lean, quite short and relatively small-chested, so I operate on that image, but if possible, there won't be any mentions of things like the reader's weight.

Finally, I can't really think of a situation where this would be actually relevant in my writing, but I'm white (a Nordic princess to be exact ( ¯ ³¯)⋆꙳❅*❆). Hence, naturally, I view the world through my own culture's lens, and there may be instances where that bleeds into my works. If I'm successful at avoiding it, there will never be any explicit mentions about the reader's skin colour, their race, or their culture in any context, but if something does slip through, it is because of the aforementioned reason.

There will be posts where none of these traits come up, and there will be ones where some of them do. I will not tag these individually since they are quite vague (however, stuff like hairpulling and manhandling and so on are tagged, of course). Everybody, regardless of gender, appearance or background is absolutely welcome to read my works, but the reader-insert’s defaults are something to be aware of; especially if you’re sensitive about one or more of the mentioned qualities or easily experience dysphoria regarding them.

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˗ˏˋ ★ My tags

Clicking on the link will take you to the respective tag!

#/riri - Introduction posts, masterlists, informative things and so on. #/ririmasterlist - My whopping two masterlists. #/ririshtpost - where I exercise my professional internet hoe rights. #/ririwriting - actual writing posts. Contents and length varies. #/ririchat - tag for posts that aren't writing but aren't flaming garbage either. I post answers to asks and updates about my writing here, for example! These also have life updates and lore bits about me in case you're interested. If you literally couldn't care less, it's probably best to block this one. #/ririthoughts - Tag for shorter, fic-rambling-hybrid answers to asks. Also has shorter thought blurbs. If you'd like for your thought to be included in the Ririthoughts rather than a Ririchat, put this 🌠 emoji at the end of your ask! #/ririgenshin - Genshin-related posts #/ririhsr - HSR-related posts #/riritw:noncon - Noncon tag #/riritw:yandere - Yandere tag #/riritw:smut - Smut tag

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˗ˏˋ ★ My dearest anons!

I take emoji anons! If you'd like one for yourself, just shoot me an ask and I'll confirm the claim in the next Ririchat! PLEASE don't use an emoji without asking first because I think we'd all like to avoid the case of a double identity (ᵕ • ᴗ •)

Taken ones include:

Bling-bling-Anon ✨ Butterfly-Anon 🦋 Crown-Anon (ex Victorian Child Anon) 👑 Bunny-Anon 🐇 Cherry-Anon 🍒 Party-Anon 🎉 Deer-Anon (🎤)🦌 Sushi-Anon 🍣 Lizard-Anon 🦎 Blossom-Anon 🌸 Apple-Anon 🍎 Tutel-Anon 🐢 Cloud-Anon ☁️ Daisy-Anon 🌼 Bubble-Anon 🫧

I have to say that in this situation, I would advise you not to read any more of my works for a little while, especially if you’re starting to draw parallels between the stories and the real world. That’s not to say that you’re, for the lack of a better term, fucking losing it — it’s just something that might begin happening if you got shocked by what you read, or if you were not in the right mental state while doing so, or if you’ve got something heavy going on in your own life; only you yourself can really figure the reason behind it out, if a specific one even exists in the first place. 

That being said, it’s never a bad thing to realize that something you thought you liked now gets an entirely different sort of a reaction out of you. On the contrary, I think it’s great that you’ve had the ability to think it through and realize that this kind of stuff might not be for you after all, though I obviously wish that you didn’t have to go through having to take a break from fanfic which is assumably something you’ve vastly enjoyed before.

Then again, I’d say that this sort of reflection is vital for finding out the things you’re actually into. People change, both in personality and tastes and whatnot, especially if you’re young. I’m making the presumption that you’re probably younger than the magical age of 25 where they say one’s frontal lobe has successfully developed, and I am too. I can’t even sing 22 by Taylor Swift yet, so I think that while I hope I won’t get bored of this genre, it very well might be that I’ll have entirely different interests a couple of years from now. Plus, your own experiences change what you look for, too, and those can’t exactly be foreseen too far into the future. 

Moreover, the emotions you’re going through don’t necessarily mean one thing or the other, in case it’s something you’re scared or worried about. While they can absolutely be a sign that you’d be better off never touching dark content again, they can also just be a suggestion for a little break from the genre, and you’re the only one who can really decide what the best option is. Even I myself have had moments of contemplation for a few times where I find myself wondering what the hell it is that I’m writing about, or if something like this could potentially damage my world view and so on. For instance, I sometimes find that I have to have a little time in between listening to true crime and jumping to writing, simply because of the emotional dissonance. 

I don’t know if me saying this makes you feel any better, but I’ve personally found that reading or hearing stuff point-blank might solidify the rational part of your mind and kind of calm the feelings down. In real life, I very, very much condemn all of the topics I write about because out of fiction, those are crimes, and more importantly, they’re heinous, devastating and utterly unforgivable things to do to another person. None of the things in the profiles are in any way applicable to the real world in their context, and I’ve taken zero inspiration to them from anything I’ve gone through in my life or from actual things that have happened to other people. I’ve never fantasized about any of these things happening to me in the real world; like, none of it. Furthermore, behind the screen, I’m very much a normal person just like you: I study at a university, I have a family and a lot of friends from all sorts of backgrounds, and I have a myriad of different hobbies and interests that have nothing to do with dark content. 

Lastly, the strong reaction you’re having to the topic is a sign of a solid moral compass and empathy if anything, I would argue. I’m not sure if any of these are thoughts that you might have been having, but you’re not ”weak” or ”soft” for not being able to digest this sort of stuff, and there’s overwhelmingly likely nothing wrong with you, in any direction. There’s no other reason to read dark content other than enjoying it, so if you no longer get kicks out of it, you can just leave it be and do it with a good conscience. That being said, I sincerely hope that none of you are reading my hardcore noncon smut with any other intention in mind than jerking off and/or having a blast.

By all means, if you find it a comfortable and a comforting thought, write back to me. I know there are plenty of writers who would disagree with me on this, but I personally am very ready to have these kinds of conversations with you all, and I also think that with dark content (especially of this calibre), transparency from my side is something that’s essential if we, as individuals and as a community, ever want to unravel the stigma that this sort of stuff has around it. And, these are just my two cents on the matter, so if you disagree, you're very much welcome to tell my stupid ass to shut the fuck up and go with whatever feels the best for you. You’ve got nothing to apologize for, love (っ˶ ˘ ᵕ˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶ς)

So, Anon, take care, take a break, spend time with your thoughts and allow yourself time to figure your feelings out! I hope I could offer a little peace of mind with this answer, and if you need me, I’m right here behind the askbox, and my DMs are also open if you’d like to talk via that method. Hugs to you all, remember to look after yourselves — if not for your own sake, then for little old me (˶˘ ³˘(´͈ ᵕ `͈˶)

@gudfbi6659 asked:

“Baiii I'm here for the matchupss

I hope you won't mind

Uhh I would like a man from hsr, and I'm a pretty quiet person- unless I'm with my friends, I like to bake, read,and draw. For people I don't like the ones who are too loud I'm very sensitive to sound and I know a few ppl that I don't like but my friends befriend them so I also hv to be nice around which is really draining (srryy I kinda ranted). But I like ppl easily so I do like quiet ppl to even ppl like phainon, I will like them unless they scream every minute or is an awful person. Umm I also like holding hands, head pats and cuddles.

Hehehe as for aura farming idk if I can call that moment that but there was a pretty hard language exam that me and some of my friends did and I got a near perfect score, I'm only wrong at one question :D my friends is a little far but they passed at least!

Here's my side quest

It looks so goofy I'm srry 😭😭 I think I only got my hair right

I'm sorry if this is a bit long I hope you have a great day/night <3

-J”

One of the many good things about reading fanfic is that you learn English and language in general, although I have not mentioned that whenever I have gotten feedback on my literature skills. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ JING YUAN!

A lot of Jing Yuan matches today, but I just think it’s because a lot of you have that innate need for calmness and peace.

Loud noises aren’t going to bother you with him, he appreciates your hobbies, and he can and will offer you all the cuddles and headpats and whatnot that you might ever ask for. Moreover, he’s very skilled socially, so if you’re ever in a situation where you feel like your energy is being sucked out of you, he takes the reins without you even having to ask. Moreover, one thing he appreciates in people is the ability to get along with all sorts of people despite your opinions of them, and that’s something you have. 

He likes to bake with you, and while arts might not be his thing, he would be more than happy to nap on you while you do your thing. He can talk, or he can shut the fuck up — whatever suits your tastes better at the moment. You can be either quiet or chatty with him, he finds both very endearing. 

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@lenatruk asked:

“HSR.

I lean towards a noble gentleman.

I have quite a few hobbies, but the ones that definitely take center stage are collecting just about everything possible, singing, translating yandere fanfiction, and hitting the gym. Oh, and of course, I love doing makeup! As for what I heavily dislike: the color brown, cleaning, and very dry food that was clearly meant to be juicy.

I finally fully embraced and channeled my obsession with yandere guys into something creative—I started doing translations and launched my very own blog. I feel incredibly proud of this!”

Girl babygirl honey I tried so hard not to let the bias show but like who would be a better match for you, seriously. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ AVENTURINE!

The only hint of brown I found on him is on his vest, I hope you’ll forgive him that much. 

I think the values you hold are somewhat similar: You’re the glam type of a girl, you take care of your aesthetics, and so does he. Moreover, I know for a fact that bro does not like to clean nor does he accept dry food. It’s small things like that that you can bond over. Plus, whenever you go anywhere, you can be damn sure that you’re going to be the most dazzling couple there. I can already imagine the matching clothes. 

You can also be the soothing factor in his life despite your excitement. It’s about the kind of grounding energy you have, and when he’s with you he can just focus on existing rather than having to take care of any funny IPC matters. If you would like to chat his ear off about anything, whether that be about fanfics or something else entirely, he’s going to smile and nod and smile and nod for however long he gets to listen to it. Moreover, I think he would probably specifically ask you to sing whenever he’s feeling a little stressed.

How blursed would it be to be a yandere fanfic writer or enjoyer while having a yandere yourself. I can’t decide if he’d be mad or amused. 

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@sinorafan1 asked:

“HSR

Most of all I would probably like to see a noble gentleman!

My hobbies are editing, knitting, and drawing. I'm not very good at drawing, but whatever! I knit a lot of different things, such as scarves, sweaters, bags, and mittens. I've been editing since I was 21, back during Gacha Life. Now I'm making various videos about Hoyo games.

I had a big aura in my 20s, when I had a huge group of friends, and we walked everywhere possible and impossible. We were allowed to walk around until almost 2 am! We often liked to play hide and seek at night or ring the bell and run away. One night we got a slap on the wrist from some granny for this! And also from that company there is a guy that I have liked for 6 years now, but it’s just a secret😺😺”

BABE GO CONFESS TO THE GUY AND UPDATE ME ON WHAT HAPPENED.

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ GALLAGHER!

Okay, listen, this is a bit of an arbitrary decision, but when I saw the picture, I immediately thought of Gallagher. Moreover, if I’m reading into you right, you’re someone who might appreciate a man a little more on the mature side even though he’s 13.

I think he appreciates the playfulness in you, above all. He himself is only a serious person when he needs to be, and other than that, he’s very laid-back. The big daddy energy is very palpable at the start, but the more time you spend with him, the more you realize just how soft of a guy he is. He’s your scary man privilege whenever you go out to farm more aura — nobody is stupid enough to try to come at you with him looming behind you. 

Moreover, the fact that he doesn’t have to fear for you to get hurt in any of your hobbies is something that brings stability to his days since his own profession is a relatively dangerous one. And, he would totally ask you to knit something for him, no matter how much it clashes with his own aesthetic. Like, knit him a wool tie or something — he’ll wear it with pride. 

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@madseacucumber asked:

“Hi Riri! 😊

First of all, I'm so happy to hear that you've been delighting us for a whole year already! Your blog is really something special to me. I love your writing so much! And I also like reading about how your days are going. Wishing you endless inspiration and all the best! 🌹

​I was really inspired by your match-up idea, so here are my answers:

HSR

A gentleman

My life right now is all about getting settled in a foreign country (I'm sooo far away from home now) and keeping up with my studies. I'm not a very social person, but I'm living my best life riding my bicycle alone and exploring the surroundings (it's insane how beautiful it is here!). I'm a MELOMANIAC, I listen to literally everything, but my favorites right now are black metal (it's my essence), dungeon synth (to imagine myself in a fantasy world), and phonk (to imagine myself as a super-duper cool girl). I also sing well!

And what I really despise are disingenuous people and unwelcome advice on HOW I need to live MY life.

​I sang Radiohead's Creep in a bar once. Everyone was singing along with me, it was sooo cool! My hour of glory 🥹 I hope it was only the beginning and someday I will sing in my own band!”

Oh honey, that’s so nice of you to say 🥹🥹 I’ll do my best to entertain you in the future, too. I’m also very flattered to hear that at least someone is interested in the shit I pull in my freetime, the Ririlore pieces shall keep coming. 

A fellow singer, a fellow singer, a kindred spirit. I am firmly of the opinion that singing is a holy thing, no matter if you’re good at it or not. It’s heartbreaking to me whenever people say that “No I can’t sing I’m bad at it” as if music isn’t one of the very few languages that unite us regardless of the culture. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ MYDEI!

Have you seen the (I think) official guitarist art of him? That’s what I’m basing this on. Do you see my vision?

He himself is a very from-0-to-a-100 sort of a person, and it’s the introvertedness in you that complements that very well. It doesn’t necessarily mean that you’re calm (or god forbid, boring), it just means that whenever he’s with you, he doesn’t have to be all gruff and hyperaware of everything that’s going on — he can just focus on walking around and doing whatnot with you. The fact that you’ve taken the leap of faith and moved to another country is a sign of courage and open-mindedness, which is a trait that he undoubtedly goes crazy for in a partner. As his partner, you get the privilege of being one of the few people that can fluster him. 

You’ve also got a bit of stubbornness going on, and I think it’s something that pretty much makes him fold. He’s someone who appreciates candidness over everything, so you being true to yourself and your values is something he admires vastly. He challenges you in all the best ways, and you do the same for him. 

In a modern AU, he would play the guitar and have you sing along to it. Mic drop. 

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@soutar asked:

“Hello!!! So happy to celebrate one year with you queen 🎊🎊🥳🥳 I know that your decision to make this blog made a lot of people's lives better, at least mine sure did!!! 🎊🎊

Let's get GOINGGGGG (I'm so scared Riri hold my hand wahh)

1. For me it's no difference from what you pick since I trust you so if you decide a character from genshin fits me better feel free to use it instead 😚😚 Buttt if I had to choose I'm choosing HSR because I kind of associate it with you! (And the characters are yummyyy)

2. One male for me please 🥸☝️

3.  I would say that I'm a pretty curious person, put me on any kind of documentary with David Attenborough and I'm SAT (or any kind of documentary really, especially nature ones), or a good book about a topic I don't know a lot about. I love learning but an important thing about me is that I'm an ADHD user so sometimes my brain does not have the patience! My ADHD also makes me more impulsive (especially buying stuff) and enhances my already emotional personality.... Plus sometimes I jump on walls and space out often but I think that's to be expected!

I'm someone who prefers to always have a backup option buttt I enjoy certain spontaneous things like random trips, meetups ect. Uh eh I really enjoy playing games and I'm a heavy lore player no matter what game I pick up I guess... And I hope I'll get to study psychology soon!

I HATE loud and/or sudden noises 😞 and I most definitely was the weird kid in elementary school. And I'm ticklish. That's all I think not telling anymore because I have to remain very mysterious and nonchalant 🤓

4. Being on debates and making counterpoints to all arguments the other teams tried to make against our team on the part when I was speaking 🤓🤓 And we convinced all the people in the room but one on our side 😋😋

5. For privacy reasons you get a fantastic 'me' blorbo that's staring menacingly (not going down without a fight 🫯) at whatever character you'll choose! (Uhh feel free to shrink me a bit if I made myself take up too much space lmao)”

I’m holding your hand baby don’t worry. Gently guiding you to your match. I love how you say you’re an ADHD user the same way someone would tell me they use Linux. CONGRATULATIONS ON THE FINALS I KNEW YOU HAD IT IN YOU RRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ PHAINON!

You’re the first person to get the ever-desired Phainon, this is a good start for the rest. 

He needs a partner that can respond to him emotionally, you can’t get anywhere from that. The guy has so much love to give but so many difficult feelings to work through, and you being a sensitive person opens that possibility. He’s also great at feeling in general, and you seem to be the sort that appreciates that vastly. 

When it comes to the planning vs spontaneous stuff, he’s the exact same! Bro likes to go with the flow and occasionally do stupid shit, but at the same time, he likes to always have a plan B in case anything goes horribly wrong. 

The tickling thing might have to be compromised because you can be certain that he’s going to take advantage of it and poke you in the side when you least expect it, but I think it’s just part of the charm. He also has the unfortunate quality about his touch that he unintentionally ends up tickling you when he doesn’t mean to: Like, when he pickles you up from behind, you start squirming, and only then does he realize that oh yea that probably tickles. And, you just know that when it comes to loud noises, he’s the sort of a boyfriend who knows to come cover your ears. 

Most importantly, you sort of match the chaos with him. He, too, will start climbing up the walls when left unattended for too long, but you also have the sort of hobbies that could allow him to sit down for a bit and just kind of laze around with you. 

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@m0irene asked:

“Happy anniversary to your blog dear Riri!!! Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for sharing your written works with us, fellow hsr fanfic readers. Your writing never failed to amaze me because of how many words you typed in. Every time you upload new fics it's like woah new 5 star buffet let's dig in!

I actually wanna be emoji anon as I usually do in the ask but since you prefer it to be off anon, then why not? I should reveal myself...♪⁠ヽ⁠(⁠･⁠ˇ⁠∀⁠ˇ⁠･⁠ゞ⁠) Oh well perhaps some clues would be enough..(it's very obvious don't worry lol) first time using this account properly kinda nervous

Dededeng let's begin,

1. I love hsr men🤤🤤🤤

2. I would prefer gentleman thank you very much

3. Something I like... Hmm.. I love listening to vocaloid songs and utaite covers! One of my personal favorite would be a song called Lost One Weeping and utaites named Mafumafu and Eve. I usually play hsr or twst to fill up my spare time but I occasionally draw or make edits on alight motion if the motivation suddenly spiked. Other than that, I'm about to pursue further college studies in science field (I going to be a veterinarian!) I love animals especially cats heheh. Also, I'm very shy(or scared? Idk but they are scary..) towards men(except my father) so I don't really interact and talk with them unless it's necessary for work and assignment purposes. Idk bro they're just a whole different species.

4. I used to share one room with 3 roommates. So the story is we were minding our own business but then one of them suddenly screamed so I looked at her and saw TWO HUGE COCKROACH is running around on the floor. All of them freaked out and jumped on the bed yada yada whole house mad and of course, the savior, the one and only, ME! came to save the day. I fear no cockroach as I take some tissues to grab those little devils and toss them in a trash can. Thus I have returned the peace for my fellow subjects. And they all live happily ever after.

5. Last but not least,

I hope I'm not late for this matchmaking by Miss Riri the Matchmaker, but if I am then it's alright if you ignore this ask!^^”

Time and time again I try to keep the works a little shorter because a 30k word fic is basically a nuclear bomb both to the readers and my ever-crashing Google Chrome, but I’ve found that I am physically unable to adhere to the limits. Very glad to hear you that I’ve managed to keep you around, I hope to see you on my blog in the future too (*ᵕᴗᵕ)⁾⁾ Tactically placed tutel

I also listen to vocaloid every now and then, I originally fell in love with Deco 27’s older work, and then I got into Utsu-P. I used to be a fan of Wowaka’s and still am, he had such an unique view of music. I’m gonna be honest I would die if I had to live in a place where I know there are cockroaches. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ BLADE!

I’m so serious I didn’t even realize it’s Blade in your profile picture before I went to try and stalk your possible pronouns. 

Sounds like you need a calmer guy that makes sure you don’t ever need to talk to other men ever again if you don’t feel like it. 

It’s after you get over the initial fear of even being near him that you two can hit it off properly. He’s very well aware of the fact that his aura is menacing enough to drain an entire room of happiness, but it’s precisely where you come in. You’ve got a softer energy to you, and it ends up getting him to mellow out a bit. The initial courting part is going to be an entire nightmare for you because he does not, for the life of him, have the ability to rizz anyone up in his current state, but you’re one he’s willing to get over that wall for. 

He’s basically your scary dog privilege: You don’t ever have to fear for anyone overstepping your boundaries when there’s a guy looking like an omen of death lingering right behind you. Moreover, he appreciates the fact that you appear to be a person of action, too, if the cockroach story is anything to go by: He knows you can take care of yourself, but he’s there to protect you if need be. 

I also think that he’s someone who can appreciate both art and science, and you have both of those going on. He has a soft spot for animals (and I am willing to die on this hill), so if you were to want a cat, he certainly wouldn’t be opposed even if the answer that comes out of his mouth is one-word. 

Lastly, since you’re a gamer, you’ll probably get along great with Silver Wolf, which is always a plus. 

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@salty-pigeon asked:

“hsr unless you think there's a better match in genshin!

preference for gentleman (〃∀〃)ゞ

(sorry this is quite long ╥﹏╥) im like a workaholic when it comes to my studies. 8am to 10pm at the college everyday just studying, and then coming home to do my dailies and sleep :') i usually go in on the weekends too so it's literally 7 days a week studying ijbol. i tend to keep to myself due to severe social anxiety :V i dont really have a desire for socialization and friends but on the flip side, i feel extremely strongly about a romantic partner. it's kind of like an all or nothing scale lol. i really dislike popular or conventional things, or better put, npcs. like i hate male characters with the gepard haircut for example cuz omg everybody and theys mamas look like that bro... i prefer people out of the norm like a male character who doesn't adhere to the typical masculine standards (tall, strong, muscular, short hair, etc.). i had no clue why i was like this until my friend said i was a contrarian and suddenly it all made sense... umm i also really REALLY dislike religion. i wont get into it too much but i myself am an atheist and i think i just have difficulties understanding things that stem from tradition rather than logic. idk where to fit this in but when it comes to brain vs brawn i will always choose brain. i even find brawn unattractive and i love characters who potentially aren't that strong but are good with their minds. actually i would say the thing that irritates me most in characters or even people in general is stupidity while intelligence is what i find most attractive. oh ya also i love animals. i believe all animals deserve sunshine /ref. my favourite are pigeons and i hope to get a pet pigeon or ringneck dove someday! to me, every animal is simply trying to survive and the least we could do is treat them with basic respect (°◡°♡)

the only moment i can think of was checking my grades after finals and seeing i passed all of my courses with an A+ this semester (〃▽〃). for reference, i was taking ochem, biostats, biochem, and physics. while ive maintained straight A's through college this is the first time i've ever gotten full A+'s for a semester (´∀｀)

ijbol it was so hard to draw with a mouse but here you go”

Geppie catching mad strays. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ ANAXA!

Yeah girl I can see why you would like him. I was thinking of Ratio, too, naturally, but I thought that the menace’s aethetics might match better. 

Well, first off, he’s nothing if not the intellectuality and pure logic that you yearn for in a partner, and he’s certainly also an all-or-nothing sort of a guy. He likes all things unusual and is willing to argue with anyone who thinks that mere intuition is enough to base one’s opinion on. I think he’ll appreciate those views on you, too. 

He’s the sort of a man that doesn’t necessarily need social contact to keep him up (or so he claims) — spending time with you is more than enough and much more stimulating than whatever some bloke on the street could offer him. Overworking is a bad habit of his, just like it is for you, but as I said in a previous match-up, I think the case here would be that both of you discourage each other from it while actively doing it yourself. It’s you two against the world. 

Also, the animal thing is very much up his alley, too. He’s very fond of dromases, and you can be very fond of pigeons. Match made in heaven a lab. 

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(⭐name) Kuras

“1. HSR

2. Gentleman, of course :3

3. I keep myself busy with many sorts of things and try to focus on what I enjoy. I write stories, work on improving quality of life, and love a steady routine; I love peace and quiet, and I look after my pets day and night. I do dynamic stretching and turn every lunch break into a pleasant way to pass the time. What I don’t like and try to avoid in advance: excessive chaos in my schedule, when everything goes haywire; and also when someone tries to control me or my time – that’s when the music from DOOM kicks in straight away.

4. I’ve had plenty of highlights I’m proud of) But I’ll single out one. In eight days, I wrote a story—or rather, a book—and submitted it to a publishing competition. And the book made it onto the shortlist—the final step before the very last stage, where there’s just one winner. My heart tells me, that the story was so close to the victory, but to make it onto the shortlist like that is really cool.”

Hello, hi, hello, I’ve heard so much about you from a certain someone! *doom soundtrack plays*

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ PRE-AE SUNDAY!

The thing that stood out to me first in this ask is the fact that you’re very organized and relatively confident about yourself — both qualities that someone like the Oak Family Sunny would vastly appreciate. Routines, especially, are something that you’re going to have to have with him as he’s going to explode otherwise. 

You also have distinct goals that you’re working for, and dedication is a thing he really admires in you. It’s something that makes him want to be better at his job, too (we’re just gonna ignore the implications). Moreover, the peace and quiet you talk about allows him to rewind in between his all too packed of a schedule, and vice versa. Like, just sitting next to you and idly fiddling with your hair while you write heals his soul bit by bit. 

Consider: I’m so sure he’s very much into reading, so whatever it is that you come up with, he’s going to read. Like, imagine whipping a story up and showing it to him, and he reads it through in a single sitting before nodding with a thoughtful look on his face and giving you some well-worded praises on it. 

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@ghosts-n-aliens asked:

“Matchups?? I haven't heard that term in years...

I hope I'm not too late sending in this ask!!

I'd like a gentleman of the Honkai Star Rail variety!!

I'm a languages and literatures student (I study English and Japanese lmao) and would like to be a university professor one day. I'm very talkative once you get me talking about my interests (like videogames - I'm very into Pokemon, internet horror, music, literature etc.). I perceive myself as being very awkward even though I am the type of person to chat up a storm with an Uber driver lmao. I'm also very affectionate and touchy, and am all over my friends!! I am very loyal but very stubborn, and if you do me wrong one too many times i can hold a mean grudge. This last part is in contrast with the fact that I am quite sensitive and will cry easily. I am very protective over people that I love and funnily enough my grudges are more linked to people that did my friends wrong rather than me. Being driven, especially academically, is a big part of who I am; used to be really shy/passive in highschool and now at every single university event I'm there either participating or organizing. In my free time i either game, draw, write or nap, ooor you can find me at my friends' places, dying someone's hair or gossiping with their mom.

When it comes to romantic interactions, however, I am kinda oblivious (when someone likes me especially) and I've never been in a relationship.

Also, one of the most important things: I absolutely adore trinkets!! My room is full of them and you will hear me jingle-jangle-ing down the hall.

FUUUCK aura farming moments?? I can't recall any of true note off the top of my head?? At least idk if they're that aura farm-y?? If I had to pick one tho, it would probably acting in my friend's play on stage in front of a pretty decent crowd (that also had a couple of my professors lmao), and was told by somebody that I kinda carried the play!! :3

I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE FOR YAPPING TOO MUCH!!! (And forgive any typos, I wrote this in a rush!!)

I will attempt to attach a doodle!!”

Ah, an everything-doer in flesh and blood. I’m also guilty of jingle-jangleing, my keys are attached to my phone so I don’t lose them, but they also have a billion trinkets on them.

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ PHAINON!

It’s your sheer willpower to do so many things at the same time that sold me on this one. Listen, he’s a bit of a hurricane, he’s good with emotions, but he’s also academically oriented. Bro studied under Anaxa of all people. 

He’s mad attracted to the cheerfulness and chattiness in you. He’s well aware of the fact that he can be quite a lot, but when he finds someone that can match that energy, there’s hardly anything he wouldn’t do in order to preserve that connection. He, like you, is very protective over the ones he holds dear, and such a quality strengthens the bond between you two as you have each other’s backs in that way. Plus, your stubbornness is a quality that keeps him on his toes; he likes to be challenged in that way every once in a while. 

Then, I think he would get up to all kinds of silly stuff with you — whatever it is that you have in mind. Additionally, he is also very much the touchy kind, so you won’t be getting his hands off of you when he gets down to it. Cuddling, hand-holding, play-fighting and so on are all daily occurrences, and the fact that you respond to him with the same sort of affection could make him burst. 

Lmao and since you’re the oblivious sort, the courting part of it will look like the two of you are already dating but only one of you is aware of the fact.

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@magnificentkidclamclod asked:

“1. Honkai Star Rail

2. A gentleman, pretty pretty please.

3. I'd consider myself a relatively normal person, I'm incredibly average looking and I honestly don't have the best self esteem appearance wise. I'm currently a full time college student just majoring in English without any real goal in life yet. And I struggle with anxiety enough to be medicated for it. 😅 However when it comes to my hobbies and stuff I like for fun, oh baby I got a lot! I'm a very creative mind, I like to draw, write, paint, and roleplay. I'm constantly online talking to my friends over calls whenever I game since I'm a big home-body with many friends out of my state/country. I like knowing when things are gonna happen since I am admittedly on the spectrum, so scheduling and planning ahead on any detail for anything is a must for me.

I guess my biggest dislike? Birth. I watched the Alien (1979) once and ever since I've grown a huge phobia against anything related to childbirth or just the idea of raising a kid entirely.. I also have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS) so frankly it's out of my hands either way lol.

4. This might be the lamest flex??? But idk! My friends and I do these long term murder mystery roleplays on Discord that we host for each other when we can, and in the first chapter of the last one I was in hadn't actually gotten someone to be the murderer yet so my friend (who was hosting) came to me for help since the trial was going to happen in 4 days.

SO! I PROCEEDED TO WRITE

THE EVIDENCE

THE BODY DESCRIPTION

TESTIMONIES

TIME STAMPS

THE WHOLE SERIES OF EVENTS OF THE CASE

AND AN EXECUTION

WITHIN 2 DAYS

IN WHICH THE TRIAL LANDED ON MY BIRTHDAY!

…I was so happy when everyone loved it, and had no idea I had only two days to make it.. It's frankly the biggest writing flex I've ever achieved, and even today I question how the hell did it.

thats me up there ^^ and also, you look hot today ✨️”

You were very correct about the hotness two days ago. However, the previous ask indicating the same thing was, unfortunately, the farthest possible thing for the truth as I was, in fact, on the first day of my period and looking like I had lived two weeks past my expiration date. 

Moreover, regarding your self-esteem with your appearance, try to remember that beauty truly is in the eye of the beholder: Someone whom you find to be the most attractive person ever could be another person’s worst aesthetic nightmare, and vice versa. I have moments where I wonder if I’m pretty, cute, hot enough and so on too, but the fact I think all of us should keep in mind that first and foremost, practically all of us look neutral. If you saw yourself walkign down the street, I bet the entire contents of my fridge that you wouldn’t think of yourself as ugly — it truly is all in your head. 

I heard they recently renamed PCOS to PMOS because of the medical inaccuracy in the name. It’s kind of crazy to think that it took this much time to correct a blatantly wrong name. Women’s healthcare 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ LUOCHA!

Listen, he strikes me as someone with a creative mind (albeit there isn’t all that much to know about him yet, canonically speaking). I would assume your tastes in a partner lean towards a person who could match the artistic energy to at least some degree, and he’s more than well-suited for the job. 

Furthermore, when it comes to routines and plans, he likes to stick to those as well. Since he knows they’re a very dear thing to you, he makes sure not to have anything unpredictable coming if he can help it. Additionally, he has a very anxiety-reducing presence, so with him, you’ll never have to feel on-edge — bro is just that guy. 

I’d like to say that he’s the sort of a person who can effortlessly make others bloom in their own skin, if you know what I mean. It’s like your self-esteem issues just kind of slowly fade with him without you even noticing. It’s very subtle things that he uses to make you feel loved — little touches, well-placed words, and maybe one of the flowers he spawns put in your hair when you least expect it. 

I also think that he’d enjoy the murder mystery stuff. He has that mysterious, nonchalant king aura to him, so spending time with you by trying to solve whatever case you’ve come up with could just be his ideal plan for the evening. He might just beat you in your own game. 

And, like, he won’t make you give birth. Important disclaimer. 

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“hello riri!!! it is i, sushi anon 🍣🍣!! I hope it's okay that Im doing this on anon.. Im a little paranoid about digital footprint IM SORRY!!!

Im a big fan of all of your work and wanted to do your match ups!! (HSR, lady or man, whoever is best for me all knowing riricatria..)

I work at a library as a clerk, and my favorite part is definitely organizing charity drives and fun events for families. Whenever we have events for kids I use that colorful hair chalk stuff to put streaks in. They always lose their minds over it, it's so cute. I'd love to dye my hair someday but unfortunately for me I'd rather have as little attention on me as possible. Maybe someday if Im more confident.

I live in a relatively small space, but I highkey pace like a lot a lot and I can't function in a space with no room to pace. I also love to garden and I love to collect rocks and crystals! I also love love love to garden. I handle the flowers outside of the library I work at, and ai have a garden outside of my home that I tend to. I grow all sorts of things. A yandere that lets me interact with red azaleas in any way would be most preferable.. I don't care how it happens, just let me see them. Botanical gardens, their own garden, trespassing, by any means. They are my most favorite flower and I grow so many.

When I took your darling quiz I got timid, which definitely sounds right. I fair pretty well with stress and most of the questions I was just thinking.. I'd prefer to minimize any interaction with my captor. When I think about the day to day life of being a darling, I think the hardest (mundane) part would be just.. loosing the autonomy over my activities. Like yeah sure you can get me books, but I'll miss browsing.. Stuff like that. Although, again, I think I could force myself to get over it. Or at least do my best to never express my discontent.

My most auraful moment was probably when I invited friends to go bird watching and I was able to name anything we saw.. A small win but Im proud of it nonetheless, my life is not particularly eventful.

And I would send a doodle of me but Anons aren't allowed to attach images. 😓😓”

It’s all quite alright, Sushi, you can share just as much or just as little info with me as you want. And, absolutely dye your hair if you feel like it, I’m channeling huge confidence to you!! Tell me which colour you settled on. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ CASTORICE!

Mm, it’s the flowers that sealed the deal here, plus the timid darling factor. 

Libraries, flowers, animals, a sort of a calm appreciation towards the environment, plus the general aura analysis are things that I would argue could guide you towards Cassie. She’s someone who would have quite a ride trying to handle the more energetic and brazen people, but you fit her idea of a partner to a T. He cherishes all the same sorts of things that you do (even though everything living she touches dies), and I think it’s what ends up urging her closer to you. 

This probably starts as a friendship. She takes her sweet time getting to know you, and you do the same. You go on like half-dates together: Taking walks among the many gardens of Amphoreus, going birdwatching, finding the most creative ways for her to be able to touch you so that you can be closer to each other, and so on. 

I also think that she’d be particularly fond of the fact that you do gardening. She herself really can’t, for obvious reasons, so watching you do it is the second best thing she could ask for. 

Now, if we hit the yandere button here, I think the same things apply but the friendship ends up with you locked in her house with a bag of azalea seeds ready on the window sill. She made sure not to touch them, of course, she’s going to try her very best to make you happy with what little she can offer!

She also has the crystal girl sort of a vibe, surely. 

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@sirenshymns asked:

“1. Which fandom (Genshin or HSR)?

would you kill me if i said i wouldn't mind either, but my preference is hsr

2. Would you like a lady or a gentleman or will either do?

either... 👀👀👀 i still kinda have a pref for men tho? IDK

3. What do you like to do, what sort of a person are you? This is a free-form: You can tell me about your hobbies, about your studies, your work, what you're fond of, what you heavily dislike, how you like to live your life, what you ate for breakfast today, that sort of thing. Whatever you're comfortable revealing to me and to the others that might be reading it along with the answer!

as of writing this i'm so sorry but it is like 2 ish hrs before the deadline for me because i did not know this match up existed until now cuz i visited ur blog FORGIVE ME RIRI 🙏 i have been a quiet fan until now and ALSO it's my birthday the day after the deadline (may 19th) so huzzah

i don't really know what to say about myself so i'll just ramble here, i love to read and write on the occasion and i love roleplaying.... it's very fun and i love making characters or reading stuff about psychology and then imagining like the hypotheticals and what if scenarios in a characters life, like imagine if malleus draconia had actually played in a dnd campaign 🤔🤔 what if he still had that centaur form... do you think he would win against chimera grim post ch7?

i'm really fond of those types of mapping scenarios and it brought me into being interested in like dark romance? psychological thrillers? shit bruh idk but i also do like to draw on my down time, i live a chud life unfortunately because i spend a lot of my time online when i'm not doing academic work because the internet is my life, i have been exposed to it since i was like 4 years old my dude and so consequently i'm really attuned to the internet linguistics to a degree and sometimes the trends and lowkirkuinely... the brainrot

what do i dislike? i dislike a lot of things i think but they are hard to come up in my head, i really dislike people who are effortlessly Good at something even though i also want to do that and it grinds my gears to see someone put in less effort but succeed easier than me, i HATE seafood and i can tolerate salmon because of my experience when i was younger i choked on a fish bone and not only that it was kinda spicy, i'm not the biggest fan of country music but i may listen to it occasionally if it's ironic like four big guys.. iykyk. But like, don't really search that up unless you're ready to hear some bullshit seriously

i'm honestly a really big lurker and an observer in daily life when i'm not connected to a screen, but i have been trying to get better at it recently (socializing with my friends, reaching out outside of school, making small talk, etc) and also lock in on my academics cuz this year was a wake up call for me to start studying more .. still in that hermit chud life still

on my own character ... i'm not really sure how to define it, i like to please other people and sometimes i will bend my back for them but my patience is Low and i'm really irritable if buttons are pressed long enough that i will genuinely flow a fuse and throw crazy attitude, despite this i'm known to be kinda nice? honest? and kinda of crazy because i can say some raunchy stuff like what i wanna do to a char like i wanna clean the sweat off of phainons back with my Ton- WHO SAID THAT, i'm also a bit??? tunnel visioned tbh and a bit oblivious because of that my parents have said because i could be perceptive and really into the details even the niche ones that authors would dream of being pointed out but then miss the most obvious thing ever, even then tho i'm still kind of independent in a way cuz i'm not bothering people too much and i bottle things up until i explode, which could be a slowburn or explosive road rage (why are people on the road so fucking dumb its actually absurd, the driver tests need to be harder bro. Also toll roads are STUPID)

oh yeah also i'm kinda like. A metaslave for hsr but i don't do 0 cycles but i want to clear endgames if that makes sense like AA for that yummy self model resin and then the jades to collect chars like pokemon... i have spent quite a bit of money i am shamed to say the total and i do not wanna know #tbh but my luck was really good when i returned back to hsr on 3.4 of phainons banner he loved me fr..

my flex arena.. anaxa (would u believe me if i said during his rerun in 3.6 he came to me in three tenpulls back to back and i almost screamed during a lecture), phainon, robin, and sw999 are e2s1 while cyrene is e2s0 but e2 was such a good investment anyway, my e1s are trib, dhpt (e1s1 actually), and ruanmei but i'm planning some more e1s or e2s. Staring at dhpt. We want e2s1 cuz hes the GOATTTTT my e0s1 are evey, cassie, sunday, hyacine

i have a little collection of teams

dot: hysi, kafka, bs, dhpt

hypercarry, phainon and anaxa who dual it out for their supports: phainon/anaxa, cyrene/sunday, cerydra/rmc, dhpt/hyacine

elation: sw999, sparxie, emc/sparkle, dhpt/luocha (if dhpt is taken elsewhere cuz the elation shill.. luocha oh how you need a novaflare so bad)

rem: evernight, cyrene, hyacine, rmc/cas/trib

and then kinda thats it, i have a few stragglers in my roster rotting sometimes like jingyuan acheron boothill and cipher but one day. I want to build a team for break boothill ugh. jingyuan idk and acheron Idk either and cipher.. Shes funny cat lady i love her eng voiceacting

this is a whole yappinator i shalln't bore you too much and now end it here, thank you for your time 🙏 oh yeah also, last time i did a personal match up, i had gotten kaveh which i still have saved in my album

4. Describe the moment you farmed the most aura in the past year. Like flex on me the hardest you possibly can

unfortunately the only auraful moment was me winning three awards in a state team competition, we ended up in 3rd place so we didnt go to nationals and the competitions we were in are like pair ups but i would say i contributed a great bit, it was a trivia stem thing

as for 5. this is my drawing, i hope it's not too intimidating it took me like 12 mins to do cuz i wanted to do a sitting pose or sum. For aura Ok, i'm sure the person i'm matched up with will be so normal, right.. this is fine

thank you for your time and reading this and doing this we love riri happy one year anniversary! your writing has stood out to me for so long with the neat explorations of hsr characters... my fav profile is phainons lowk. Which is crazy to probably say but i'm a phainon girlie

Happy birthday, baby!! I have to say, I vastly enjoyed reading this ask because of the sheer energy that jumped in my face. Thank you for sending this in. I’m waiting for King Yuan Novaflare like my exam results. I had to take the pics in your ask out because of the ever-looming images per post limit, I apologize.

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ SAMPO!

Now, I know my man Shampoo will be either a big hit or a big fucking miss, but hear me out

He’s got basically all that you have going on on the crazier side. Psychological thrillers? Check, his whole fucking life is a psychological thriller. Brainrot? Obviously, palpably. Low patience? Bro he would be in the car in the traffic with you and ask you if he has the permission to drive the person ahead into a ditch. 

But, where I think you come in, is kind of managing to calm him down. Like, you’re rational, too, and clearly at least somewhat responsible with how you’re currently handling life, and he needs that in his. You’re going to be the magical force that tells him to quit whatever shenanigans he’s getting up to. Although, with him, you can be sure that each and every shenanigan committed would be for you <3

Still, on his side of the equation, he gets you to get out of your shell more. If you’re prone to spending unholy amounts of time inside four walls, he’s going to be the one to drag you out to touch grass and socialize with people, whether that be the normal way or in the Sampo way. If it’s the thrill that you’re after he can and he will take you to the World’s End Tavern to see what that life is all about. 

The start for this love story is probably you going to take the trash out and finding him hiding in the trashcan. How lovely. And, you just know he would get up to play gacha with you and probably scam people out of gems just because. 

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@fleeting-starrymush asked:

“Hello miss riri!

Ive been a silent lurker for a while… but happy 1yr anniversary!!! I just wanted to say I love reading your works :) It’s genuinely so horrific <— SAID WITH ALL THE LOVE AND AWE IN THE WORLD!!! Reading your works makes me feel a sense of foreboding and dread… it’s so amazing <3 and not to mention your art!!! how does it feel to be the most coolest and amazing person ever? <3

I’d love to join your match-up game :)

HSR

Either will do!

Though I am… thee #1 girl failure!! Beauty of everyday life sustains me… I love the sky, trees, and sunlight… all the creatures in the world and many other things… I feel like all will be alright when I see such things. I’ve lived in many different places and seeing different sceneries and ways of life warms my heart. I love reading and drawing <3 I’m studying ux design but it’s mostly for money and it’s creative enough to (hopefully) satisfy my heart. I just like making things with my hands and hope to learn many new skills to aid my journey… In a ideal world… I'd have a home by the sea where I own things that I absolutely adore and I get to travel more, experience and learn things, and create more. Unfortunately, I am a meal skipper… I open the fridge, stare, and close it. I will always be fond of the arts and things people make, the ocean, and clothing —> a cute outfit gives me strength to face the day!! I don’t like fake people... they scare me…. I operate on 1 braincell and it’s focused on keeping me alive… also hate pickles……. 

My friend…. I have negative aura. Im losing aura. I am aura less. Most I can say, is that I left my home and went on an adventure taking myself where my heart fancies………..

Typing this out… I think I have an inkling on who you’ll sign me too… but we’ll see :)

It’s so funny… I did your “type of darling” quiz I really thought I’d get sensitive or timid darling! and surprise! I got feisty darling… my primary state is peaceful but push too far and you’re catching these hands even if I lose.

I also did the hsr yandere test…. I won’t lie… I was aiming for AE Sunday. But I ended up getting Argenti then I took it again and got Phainon… its a bit silly but im an infp and those two are enfj which apparently is the golden pair…

Once again, happy 1 year anniversary!! I hope this event is super fun for you and that this spring is kind to you <<<<33333”

FEISTY DARLING FEISTY DARLING ONE OF US ONE OF US

Why thank you for the compliment! I always think it’s especially endearing to have someone say that “your writing is so terrifying” before promptly correcting themselves in case I would get the wrong idea, I love you all. Girl you need to stop with the flattery I am actually going to explode

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ CYRENE!

You are SO CUTE with your optimism and appreciative look on life, I love that for you. You know who else has the exact same view on the world? Our beautiful bride princess Cyrene. We will now proceed to ignore the current state of the Amphoreus affairs in favour of painting this picture.

She falls in love with all the positivity you have in you. She’s an avid enjoyer of everything the world has to offer, and she has the ability to find beauty in everything, just like you. I think sunshine attracts sunshine here: It’s just an endless loop that keeps sustaining itself, and she wouldn’t have it any other way.

She’s also very romantic, as I would assume you are, too. Little things here and there, loving words, hugs, kithhhes, and oh my god if she wouldn’t be into fashion if HSR characters were ever allowed to change clothes. Modern AU is calling. Moreover, if it’s anything creative you’re into, she would get so excited to try it with you! Like, everything from pottery to painting to music to whatever you could come up with. I think she would encourage you to get into all sorts of new things. 

Oh, and this might be an unpopular opinion but I am very much of the opinion that she has a little bit of a scatterbrain inside of her, she just hides it very well. If she was a darling, she would be a feisty darling, just like you. 

Also, girl, the ocean -> Aedes Elysiae. Need I say more. Of course, this will be a romantic match-up like none that has come before. You think so too, right? 

Ok ok how did I do, did I guess correctly

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@merlanch0lix asked:

“for matchups! congrats on one year!!! 🎉

1. hsr

2. male please!

3. oh man. so hello ! i’m merlanch0lix and i have adhd that makes me both master of doing 5 things at once and also lying in bed staring at the ceiling for an hour. i have too many interests— alternative & j-fashion, makeup, cosplay, baseball, art, gaming, but most of my personality comes from being into heavy music and going to punk shows lol. im a little guy with a lot of anger and a temper that i must suppress because i work in customer service (iykyk) but thankfully i have a very patient partner that bounces off of me. i spend most of my free days eating my way through the city, crashing out over what i’m going to wear that day because i have too many clothes, and then going out to buy more clothes. an art major dropout because school was NOT for me 💔. i am very spontaneous and need to always have something to do. loud and not afraid to speak my mind to those around me, but simultaneously shy and trying too hard to be polite because i am a people pleaser 😭 the type to act aloof in a situation, and then dwell on it, overthink, and let my anger fester after. “oh i should have said this thing” type deal. a lover of bitter foods and drinks. lastly, a HUGE albedo fan. my room is full of his merch and i’ve slept with the same body pillow for years cuz thats my mans !!!

4. i am a chronic loser of aura. never seen a drop of it in my life. last year i fractured my leg at the literal opener of a show after moshing too hard. proceeded to walk around on it for the next THREE BANDS telling people i probably just sprained it, and also tried to give up my seat at the bar to the vocalist of the band so he could eat tacos (he thought i was crazy and messaged me on twitter later to tell me so 😭) ended up finding multiple angles online of me breaking it, which got reposted by the band, for which they gave me FIVE BIG BOOMS for my leg. that got a thousand-something likes. they also gave me a free shirt the next time i saw them. i will let you decide if that’s aura or not.”

… If I wasn’t a Tumblr yandere smut blog, I would beg to see that video of you. I’m fucking dying at this story. I also really like baseball, it’s just unfortunately the sort of a sport that you need a lot of people for.

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ ASHVEIL!

I was gonna say Boothill at first, but I think the old wolf is a little bit of a better choice after all.

He’s also a bit of a hurricane when it comes to things he does: His schedule is all over the place, his impulse control is occasionally a little more on the lamentable side, and his intuition is… questionable. With him, you won’t ever have to worry about there being nothing to do, and if anything, you keep each other in the flow. 

But, all in all, he’s actually a very patient person, too, and I think it’s something that compliments your temper. He has years behind him, plus the Galaxy Rangers have always been a rowdy bunch, so as their leader, he had to grow a little bit of forbearance. Whenever you get a little bit too far into irritation, he’s going to be the one to put his hand on your back and say “that’s quite enough of that for now”. I’m not sure if it’s something you’re into, but he’s also a very touchy person, so you’ll get to enjoy that aspect of him as much as you would like to, too. 

Additionally, he very much has the heavier aesthetic, surely you listened to the song in his trailer? And, you can bond over takeout food and whatnot, I think the biggest burden in your financial situation is going to be that neither of you can say no to that. 

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@starry-springs-blog asked:

“Hi Riri, if you got this already, please discard this one. Reddit told me there was an issue so I had to rewrite but I’m not sure if it sent!

Congrats on the milestone and thank you for doing this!

1. Which fandom (Genshin or HSR)?

HSR

2.    Would you like a lady or a gentleman or will either do?

Gentleman please

3. What do you like to do, what sort of a person are you? This is a free-form: You can tell me about your hobbies, about your studies, your work, what you're fond of, what you heavily dislike, how you like to live your life, what you ate for breakfast today, that sort of thing. Whatever you're comfortable revealing to me and to the others that might be reading it along with the answer!

I think that I am someone who is a bit lost in the clouds. For years, I’ve been building a world in my mind and whenever I don’t need to actively use my brain, I’m writing, replaying, and rewriting the story in my head. It’s like my exclusive 24/7 tv show and I have gotten extremely attached to the characters. I think because of this, I can be a bit clumsy so I’m always tripping and bumping into corners. I am experienced enough to catch myself when I fall but I unfortunately do have a lot of bruises.

I really crave personal connections and I’m always trying to make friends. Even though I’m a bit shy, I always gravitate towards others. I would like to be mysterious but the issue is that I just talk too much. Whether I’m happy, sad, or anxious, I’m almost always talking if someone will listen, and people know that it’s genuinely serious when I’m quiet. I’ve been told that I’m always smiling to the point where my resting face gets mistaken for anxiety haha. I try to be more of a mom friend so I always have snacks, chargers, first aid, and related items in case someone needs them. I want to be someone dependable and it makes me happy when others rely on me.

In terms of personality flaws, I think the big ones are that I am slightly unforgiving and tend to bottle up my feelings. So if my first impression of someone is genuinely poor, I usually don’t end up changing my thoughts on them though I have had a few cases where we ended up being friends. If I have issues with a friend though, I’m much more forgiving and able to move past it. I really dislike being touched by people I’m not close to but I’m always holding hands with my close friends. I’m also a bit of a germaphobe but I am trying to expose myself to things that gross me out. I tire easily with most people and can only handle long hangouts with specific people. I think it’s a bit contradictory with what I said above but I do value having alone time and being able to think without interruptions.

I really value my freedom, both physically and in terms of how I live my life. I’ve been told that I am incredibly stubborn and difficult to convince when my mind is made up. I love taking long walks and I’m fine with all sorts of weather so I go in rain and shine. I struggle to sit still for very long unless I’m super engrossed in my work. I really love bright white lights and I feel like I cannot focus my eyes in ambient lighting. All of my apps are on light mode.

I majored in biology because I felt that it would give me opportunities to contribute to society and I found it fun in high school, however I did not want to be a doctor because I can’t really handle blood and the idea of surgery makes my knees weak. I’ve had a lot of set backs in my school life and career but I really have tried my best, and I want to keep moving forwards towards my goal no matter what.

4.  Describe the moment you farmed the most aura in the past year. Like flex on me the hardest you possibly can

I don’t really have a lot of aura but once in Mario party, I was dead last and got the reflex mini game with the max coin multiplier and I reacted so fast that I ended up winning the game.”

Worry not, it didn’t send twice! I’m also someone who gets bruises super easily, my mom had the exact same problem growing up. Climbing, especially, is something that leaves my knees and elbows and legs littered with them, but ever since I started considering them the marks of a warrior princess, I have been very sound with having them. 

… Are you rocking Tumblr on flashbang mode at night?

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ BOOTHILL!

Okay, I was also thinking of AE Sunny which is quite a jump from Boothill, but listen, now. 

It starts a little slowly, maybe with a bit of a timid “hi” from your direction, but the second he sees you, he’s all over you. At first, he can seem overbearing as he’s naturally a boisterous person, but as he figures out that he might be scaring you away, he turns down the rounds. After that point, the connection starts growing on its own.

It’s the opposiutes attract situation here as well. You’re more on the calmer, more responsible side while he makes sure that you won’t ever be having a boring moment. However, I think you could manage to calm him down as well — as in he won’t be pulling the gun out at every minor inconvenience anymore. The mom friend-ness is something that will prove to be quite useful with him, the guy is quite prone to forgetting stuff. 

He sure as hell listens if you have anything to say, and with his energy, you could end up having the national yappaton championship on the regular. When it comes to emotions, the great thing about him is that while he might not be the best at expressing his own in a way that isn’t very in-your-face, he’s great at bringing yours out of you. You know, he does have a very empathetic streak due to his past, and it’s a trait that starts blooming again when he’s with you. 

Oh, and long walks won’t be a problem, and it’s great that you don’t mind the weather because you’re going to be travelling a lot. Moreover, just like with his profession, he admires your dedication to your cause vastly. 

Lastly, considah: Him linking arms with you so that you don’t trip over anything when you walk around. 

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@baconbarbequeburger asked:

“Hello. This is my first time doing an ask, so I am sorry for any mistakes I might make here. I wanna say that I appreciate your ability to make disturbing stories of these hoyoverse characters, in the most complimentary tone I can say it in. I find reading their psychology very interesting.

1. Which fandom (Genshin or HSR)?

HSR ^^

2. Would you like a lady or a gentleman or will either do?

A gentleman.

3. What do you like to do, what sort of a person are you?

I will divide this into three very brief sections: personality (my inner thoughts, my inner worldview), how others tend to see me, and my hobbies.

As a person, I am practically a hermit, at least internally. I talk to many people, but genuine connections are hard to come around, so I stick to my childhood friend group whom I love dearly. I tend to struggle with connecting with others (Autism and paranoia lol) and find myself alienated from most people. However, I don't mind this at all. I've always kept to myself since I was a little child, usually focusing on my hobbies or studies, but I never restrict myself to isolation. I have always been told I am annoyingly curious and ask too many questions even about the most pointless and obvious things. I think I innately want to understand everything, and know everything (I want to keep this brief, so I won't go into much detail as to why). I like having unique experiences, which is why I actually enjoy meeting interesting people, even if I know I most likely won't maintain any close relationship with them. Overall, my main drive is focused on expanding my knowledge of the world, either through my academic studies or life experience. Life is a sort of adventure to me, and the mind is our guide! So I'd like to hone it by reading, talking to other people, or continuing to work hard with my academics.

Externally, people refer to me as polite but quiet. Some view me as intimidating at first due to my reputation as being "intelligent," as well as my tired countenance, but they eventually come to find me as more timid yet friendly! I think people come to find me nicer than they expect. I don't necessarily consider myself smart, but I hold this reputation at my school because of my academic achievements, which is why I am somewhat known to other people and I hear about what they think of me.

My hobbies consist of writing and reading, as well as playing visual novels. Not necessarily dating simulators, but sci-fi visual novels (e.g steins;gate. pls play it guys itll change your life). Otherwise, my interest in study is biology, and I really like parasites and viruses. Please talk to me about parasites and viruses. And books. I love and read ALL sorts of books. Especially uncomfortable horror books or sci-fi dystopians. I like silly, lighthearted kids books as well if I want something more fun.

4. Describe the moment you farmed the most aura in the past year. Like flex on me the hardest you possibly can

I do not want to flex because I am a superstitious person. Can't have envious eyes be the cause of my sudden downfall! But I have won a lot of academic awards, let's say.

5. And lastly, a sidequest that you can either do or not do, attach a shitty Paint-drawn portrait of yourself in the ask, and I will complete the drawing with your match!

i like toast, fast and easy to eat”

Thank you for saying that! I’m very glad to be the one to pop the ask-cherry, I’m truly honoured ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

Microbes? Mad interesting. Prions? Even more interesting. Ever since I learned of their existence I’ve been insanely intrigued by the mechanism with which they operate. I encourage you to pursue biology as your field of study, it’s a great and diverse subject. 

People be like oh no I’m not smart and then I found out they’ve won multiple academic awards. Start flexing proudly or I’m going to do it for you 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ DR. RATIO

I think it’s fair to say that the academics and the pursuit for knowledge are very big connections here. 

Ratio isn’t a very emotional person, yes, but he isn’t completely devoid of any feelings, either — he just needs a very particular sort of a person to bring his more tender side out. He’s someone who can very much relate to the sense of being a little alienated because not a lot of people understand him, but at the same time, he has his own thing that he’s doing, and it’s what brings him a sense of purpose. It’s the same with you, from what I’ve understood, but with you two together, your agendas intertwine, and suddenly there’s another, like-minded person by your side.

Though he doesn’t show it, he goes crazy for the analytical take you have on things, plus I’d imagine that you’re attracted to the same thing. The dynamic works so well because of this, but also because of the fact that you’re more sociable than him: Seeing you walking around with him, you would probably have people wondering why the hell you would subject yourself to being with him like that, and you’re going to have to go through the “oh no he’s actually not that intimidating” talk with them, which ultimately ends up inviting more positive conversation. 

Moreover, I think he himself is going to grow a little more kinder with how he expresses his midn with you. Though he has strong opinions, he doesn’t want to offend you, and makes that clear in his own way. You’re the one person he will accept even the dumbest questions from with joy. 

I think he also likes a bit of opposition — it keeps him going and makes intellectual conversation possible. So, if you disagree with him on something, by all means, let him know, as he’d be more than happy to share his views and listen to yours. 

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(⭐name) Lisa

“1. HSR

2. Of course, a wonderful man.

3. I'm absolutely crazy about all kinds of little trinkets. The cuter and smaller the object, the more I like it. Hair clips, stickers, crooked stuffed toys. My main hobby is some kind of handicraft – diamond mosaics, doing jigsaw puzzles, drawing. And if it's done with someone, it turns into the best day of my life. My main hobby, and the one I can pour my soul into, is photography. Shooting animals is my favorite, and recently I discovered bird photography – it turns out you can find so many of them in the city, not just crows and pigeons. And gifts, oh god… giving someone something from their wish list… That's the best moment in life. I'm ready to buy out the whole store just to make that person happy. But living with me is difficult: I cry very easily, I need hugs 24 hours a day, I'm a bad cook, I constantly crave sweets, and I create a mess in 3 seconds. Living with me is like living with a 5‑year‑old child, but for your patience, I'll give you lots of love.

4. Oh, well, probably several things? Thanks to a wonderful person, I returned to psychotherapy and started treatment, mustered up the courage and started my own TikTok with animal photos. Oh… and I'm finishing my master's degree and became a candidate of science.”

I’m a really big fan of this creature you have drawn for me, I must say. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ ARGENTI!

This ask is radiating love and positivity, and I think there’s only one guy who could handle it. 

Firstly, he’s an avid appreciator of all things beauty-related, and art is very much in that category. You have the skill to bring that sort of stuff to life, whether that be via drawing or the other sorts of crafts you’re into or with photography, and it’s something he finds to be a mesmerizing skill. He wants to do all of it with you, naturally, with over-the-charts levels of enthusiasm. 

This is an exceptionally good match in the emotional regard, too: You being sensitive and crying easily is all fine to him — it’s something he encourages, even! In his eyes, feelings are a beautiful part of how people express themselves, and you being comfortable enough with him to do so makes him love you even more. 

And when it comes to gift-giving, I think he’d be all for it. It’s just flower spam all around: He gets you roses you get him roses, he gets you this and that, you get him all sorts of stuff. He loves making you happy, and you love making him happy. Idrila is about to blow up from all the beauty. 

Also, he would love to be the model for your photography, and you best believe that zero (0) of the pictures end up bad because of his ridiculous photogenicness. 

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@the-last-f2p asked:

“OH MY GOD! I only saw the match-ups at 8:40 ON May 18th. I hope I’m not too late, feel free to ignore if I am, but this is so exciting I’m so excited aah!! I’ve been a fan since the Aventurine profile and I just wanted to say I love your writing AND your art. Enough of the glaze here we go:

Fandom wise: Honkai Star Rail all the way (had a small Genshin phase but that was EONS ago)

Either will do, but in HSR I usually prefer men (and Kafka lol)

Okay! I’m studying Aerospace engineering so I guess you can tell I’m a bit of a maths and science nut, I lowkey do maths in my (little, college kills 🙁) spare time. But besides that I like to read right now it’s The Outsiders, which is so not worth the hype, and Project Hail Mary, which is so worth the hype, I do some art as well but I’m not very good. I LOVE MUSIC AND I LOVE CONCERTS. Last one was Sabrina Carpenter, which was ages ago because I got busy was hoping to go to electric picnic (ZARA LARSSON, FONTAINES D.C AND DJO MY DREAM) but it was sold out needed to share that with someone because I am guttered. I’m quite a social person (HSR player who touches grass, rare spot right?) and I have quite a spending habit which is such a curse. Right now I’ve gotten really into Joni Mitchell so I went down to my local record shop and brought 5 of her vinyls, which I can admit is pretty bad, like what am I gonna EAT? There’s not loads I dislike besides things like people biting nails and bigots. Favourite movie was Mean Girls but I’m going to expose myself and say it’s now Companion (kind of niche but that’s just how we run in this city 😎) I ate waffles for breakfast today we love a Monday treat xoxo

4. Have I farmed aura this year? I’m a girl flop, dare I say. I got 100% in my last test? That’s aura farm, because these tests are HELL! Ahh I’m shivering thinking about some of them lolol

and here's me :3 awww look shes so cute

IGNORE MY ACCOUNT I RARELY ASK PUBLICLY BECAUSE I MADE IT WHEN I WAS LIKE 2 AND I WAS SO CRINGE JESUS I JUST WANTED TO ATTACH MY PORTRAIT!!

Hope I'm not too late, love you babes xx”

What a vibe you have. Listen, I know there are a lot of people who can’t stand the genre, but I am very much of the opinion that everyone, and I mean everyone, needs to have at least a little white girl music in their life. Thinkin’ ‘bout me every night, oh, is it that sweet I guess so and so on. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ AVENTURINE!

Baby if this isn’t precisely the most Aventurine-coded match-up ask I’ve ever seen.

Firstly, being a social person is 100% a need with him because you will hardly be catching a break from talking to this man. He likes to engage, he likes to do all sorts of stuff, whether that be going to casinos and emptying the whole place or going to concerts with you. I have this running joke of a headcanon that he listens to the HSR equivalents of Taylor Swift and Sabrina Carpenter and so on, so you’re going to match very nicely in that regard. 

Moreover, the spending habit won’t ever be a problem with him, for obvious reasons. He has a bit of a tendency to throw money at weird places, too, so if there’s anything you want, no matter how strange in the eyes of other people, you’re also going to get it.

He himself isn’t a science nut, but what does that matter? You’re all the more interesting to him when you have a little difference in interests. You can talk to him about your field all you want, and he’ll listen with his cheek propped against his hand. 

It’s giving a lowkey impulsive but funloving power couple that matches their outfits. Boom. 

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@vil-vermilion asked:

“The matchups still open right? Right? Im sure its still 18th somewhere...

Hsr for the fandom, and a gentleman please

I'm kinda stupid, and not in a fun cute way. I spend most of my days daydreaming about what isn't and what could be. And realise that i have a verrry important presentation and i have 3 days to rush it. But that's just life you know? I like watching long (picture 3+ hours) YouTube videos. Not in the background no, i actually pay attention to them, very fun. I like playing video games, and i sometimes pretend to speak gibberish while screaming in french. Also i imagine horrible scenarios before sleeping and end up with the most terrifying realistic nightmares (not even related to the things i picture in my mind)

And about my appearance, well

I have a mix of resting bitch face and baby face which makes me look like a constipated 14 year old, not fun.

Also my doctor asked me what grade was i in. I graduated school 5 years ago.

I like wearing the same type of clothes, like i own 2 different shirts and in one semester i would attend all my classes in those surely most people do the same ?

And i genuinely don't think I'm capable of aura farming, I'm a 5'6 man cursed to look 14 forever and spend my days playing gacha games and thirsting after men with questionable morals, the closest I've gotten to aura farming is 36 starring the abyss with 800ping. Not fun

Aaaand here's a very professional drawing of me + me and my totally real realistically proportioned Albert Wesker body pillow.”

This entire ask is sending me, and the drawing finished me off. What a way to end these match-ups. I have to say, I somehow didn’t consider the possibility of there being male or masc-aligned people among my readers since a big chunk of my work is cisfem!Reader, but I’m all the more happy to have you. I’ve always been a little curious about if there are people who don’t find the gender of the reader to be any sort of an issue when reading. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ GALLAGHER!

Okay you definitely need a calming force in your life. 

I think he’s a suitable guy to deal with the tornado that appears to be your daily routine. You know, he has what I like to call the big daddy aura: When he’s around, you simply don’t get the urge not to be all over the walls — it’s just the natural effect of his presence. Just one look from him and you’re like I’m sat. I know in my heart that you’re the sort of a person who’s all nonchalant king type of shit but when you have the attention of someone suave like him on you, it’s an immediate 180. 

He also pushes you to do stuff, and if need be, he quite literally picks you up and carries you to whatever task is to be done. Presentation, job application *shudders*, the dishes… It’s going to get done with him. 

Oh, and about the nightmares: He’s a natural banisher of those. Bro is a memetic entity, surely he can do something about them, but if not, him cuddling you to sleep like presented in the picture should be enough to keep your dreams sweet. 

This is a heavily overused joke that still unfortunately makes me laugh: The cursed-to-look-14-forever thing won’t be a problem with him because he’s 13. And, if anything, he has the questionable morals you thirst after. I rest my case. 

@anemochiii asked:

“Hello, hello! I've come to participate in your Match-Ups Event!

Fandom of choice: HSR

A gentleman would be lovely ♥︎

As for who I am as a person, I consider myself to be a very smart person, someone who is an ambivert, and I have a witty (and unfortunately dry) sense of humor. I am fascinated by the weather (deadass you'll catch me staring at clouds, and I might be able to tell you what kind of clouds they are), and I'm currently attending college as a meteorology major. Unfortunately, I am very susceptible to ragebait, especially if it's something that's blatantly wrong, like someone misinterpreting something and basing everything else on the wrong info; I might even throw hands (or at least my phone 😔) if the ragebait is that bad. I enjoy reading and doomscrolling. I'm very fond of cats, my family, the weather, movie/video game OSTS, and other things. I DESPISE slow walkers, people who chew with their mouths open, and wrong people who won't see any reason as to why they're wrong and continue to believe that they're right (like arguing with a brick wall). I like schedules in my life, too. I'm also pretty crafty, and I'm lowkey confident I could outwit a yandere or two.

The last time I aura farmed was when I was watching the Kentucky Derby (the Derby is a huge and famous horse race that happens every year on the first Saturday of May) with my friends, and I chose Golden Tempo as my bet to win. Golden Tempo had like 20-1 odds, and I chose him because he had a female trainer (a rarity) and I liked his name and thought he was cute. Everybody thought I was crazy for choosing him, but Golden Tempo actually ended up winning the Derby with a spectacular comeback from like dead last! I'm like $100 richer now, too.

I unfortunately can't draw for the life of me, and I refuse to subject you to a horrendous sight, so I can at least give you a description of my appearance: I have long, kinda wavy hair with a middle part, I'm short at my big adult age (literally 5'2"), and I guess I also have a little bit of an RBF.

Thank you!!!!! Pls keep cooking, queen!!! (good lord this is long... feel free to omit anything if you're worried about spacing or if you just feel like omitting it)

Also, did you know that the Coriolis Effect (the deflection direction of air masses depending on your hemisphere, thanks to Earth's rotation) is responsible for the East-Northeast pathways/directions that most storms in the Northern Hemisphere follow?”

Don’t worry babygirl, the cooking is in motion. 

I’ve always thought meteorology to be a mad interesting field of study. I was really fond of geography and such in high school, and it ended up being the one subject that I did the finals on as “an extra” that I didn’t need for medschool. I remember finding the Coriolis a little difficult to grasp at first because of how it affects the air currents and whatnot, but the whole concept is beyond fascinating. Best of luck to you on the studies, one of these days I’m gonna send you a picture of a random cloud in the sky and ask you what sort it is and if you get it wrong I’m blocking you

I’m also a huge fan of OSTs, I semi recently fell in love with Christopher Larkin’s work on Silksong, Choral Chambers is actually insane work. Listen, regarding the horse races, surely you have heard of the legendary Potoooooooo? I must know. 

In light of this information, I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ DAN HENG!

Okayokayokay at first, when reading your description of yourself, I was like ok what about Anaxa because of the science stuff plus the fact that you could be a balancing factor to this mf’s craziness, but then I reread the ragebait and arguing part and went like ok no. 

I think Dan Heng and you would get along really nicely because he’s someone who likes spending time alone, and you’re an ambivert, so he can both offer you a listening ear and leave you to be when you appear to need it. Furthermore, he has the rare ability to just linger in someone’s presence in the way where you’re not actively socializing with him but you’re still with him, and I think that’s a very valuable asset for ambiverts. He reads people quite well in general, and he doesn’t have the innate urge to tease you or hit you with that sweet sweet ragebait, so you don’t have to fear any sort of impromptu debate with him.

Moreover, the things you’re fond of and the things you don’t enjoy seem to be quite fitting for being with him: Listening to music and reading (he likes that too!!) and doomscrolling and such are calm and kind of non-eventful activities if you know what I mean. Then, I think he’d love to take you out to the Scalegorge Waterscape at the Luofu and point out to the sky and go like “how do those form?” just because he knows you like explaining that stuff. Also, he’s a man of zero-wasted-fucks energy in the way that he, too, (I imagine) has beef with slow walkers and such, and he doesn’t like to argue pointless matters. Alsoalsoalso, he would totally get you one of the cat-pastry-things that Ruan Mei made, yandere or not. 

The aura farming part also fits because I suppose you would need to win quite a few gambles to escape from the AE in a yan scenario. The mere wit isn’t unfortunately enough to flee the space train, but I wish you the best of luck on that effort. Also, like, Cloudhymn. CLOUDhymn. Cloud. Weather, cloud. It was meant to be.

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@fancyfeathers asked:

“Hello! I saw the matchup post and I thought I would try my hand as well as congratulate you on your one year anniversary… soon you will start to forget how long you have been doing this for and start to go crazy, just like me- Anyway!

As for the info on me for the matchup, I was hoping you can do Honkai Star Rail for me.

-I am an INFP

-I am a Pisces

-I am bisexual (so either men or women are fine)

-My hobbies include writing, painting, sewing, cooking or like going out to night markets with my friends, I love ballet but that is my actual job and less so a hobby

-I would say I am pretty introverted for the most part besides a few people who I am close to, I really enjoy studying things about books and authors lives. I do tend to be a bit forgetful sometimes about just the little things, and I set side tracked easily, I have ADD to say the least. I am also the type of person who does not really like to look at the whole of life and instead I like to look forward to the little things and enjoy what I have while I have it, like I love to travel just because if I can then I want to see and do things. I also tend to get caught up in my head daydreaming sometimes, like I could be like just sitting there for almost an hour doing nothing but imagining things, same thing with writing or art, like when I get inspired for a piece I will literally loose track of time till it is one in the morning and I remind myself that I have to sleep. Sometimes I get so sidetracked in things that I either have to set reminders to take care of myself or someone has to remind me to take care of myself.

-I suffered from some pretty serious self esteem issues due to my early days in my job as a ballerina and while I recovered from them now, it is still a huge part of me.

-Just some other facts...

-I have a bunny named Robin, after Robin from HSR, bunnies, cats, Arctic foxes are my favorite animals.

-I am multilingual, I speak Greek, Cantonese, Mandarin Chinese, English, and I am learning a bit of Spainish.

-I am Wasian, Chinese and Greek

-Also I know I was supposed to send a shitty drawing of myself and this is a quick sketch of myself I did, I know it’s not like as bad as you said it should be but I sketched it up really quickly while I am waiting for my to go order

I hope you have a wonderful day! That’s all! ❤️”

“Oops I also meant to add this in my original matchup ask but I also took your darling type quiz and I am a timid darling apparently

Which actually makes a lot of sense for me… anyway-”

-Fancy 🪽❤️”

Hiii, Fancy, it’s good to see you! I noticed a while ago that I got added to the moot list, I was mad honoured. 

I’ve always admired people who speak lots of languages, that’s a super impressive feat. I myself also speak three languages (English, my native, and a neighboring country’s) and I’ve thought of learning a fourth one. Japanese was big on the list, and I can read and understand it to some degree, but I’ve recently started looking at French as a potential one, too. Oh, and I recently learned the lyrics to that one Genshin song that plays in Nod-Krai, Forsaken Hymn, it has (ancient?) Greek lyrics, and I’ve been brutally butchering the pronunciation in favour of getting to sing the melody. You have a very beautiful language. 

I have a huge respect for ballet, the working environments are merciless in some places from what I’ve heard. It’s such a beautiful art and dance form, and I’m glad that the culture surrounding bodyshaming and such is slowly shifting. I wish you a wonderful time with the sport, a lot of people can’t comprehend just how difficult it is. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ BLACK SWAN!

It’s giving dreamy, it’s giving moderately gleamy, it’s giving a little bit steamy. I’m also pretty sure that I am smelling a hint of perfectionism in the air. 

I think Black Swan would be a particularly good match for you because you’re giving off the same sort of energy that is kind of serene, appreciative-of-life, and controlled in its own way. She has this mysterious aura that compliments yours (especially if the timid darling hits home), and she’s definitely a mass hit with the introverts. The calmness and patience is a very big factor in it all: You won’t be subjected to constant yappatons — she’s there whenever you want and need her to be, nothing less and nothing more. If you’re ever about to get sidetracked, you can be sure that she’s going to be there to put you back on said track with very tasteful words and a few encouraging pushes. 

In my humble opinion, she’s also a fan of arts because of the fact that they carry people’s conception of the world around them. With her job, finding those sorts of visions is not only very valuable but enjoyable, too — your hobbies are pretty much a perfect fit for that. You know, some like to say that not remembering to take care of yourself in favour of being invested in bursts of inspiration translates to helter-skelterness (I have a new favourite word), but I’d argue that it’s just a form of exceptional focus that especially artistic people tend to have. Plus, the world view regarding focusing on the little things in life fits her perspective as well: She collects memories, each being a tiny individual part of such moments, meaning that you kind of feed her interest in that way, too. 

She would also absolutely go to places like night markets with you, that’s her whole image. All things a little obscure are up her alley, and travelling is also something that you get to enjoy to your heart’s content with her. Lastly, this might be a what-an-odd-thing-to-say moment, but I think she’d find the fact that you’re multilingual (and presumably have experience in two very different cultures) very intriguing.

Also, consider: When you’re too deep into the daydreams and need to take a break, she literally pops up in your mindscape and goes like what’s good darling.

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“Hi Miss Riina, congrats on your milestone again!! Can I have a match for Genshin please? (Male characters preferably ><)

I like books, drawing, music (live bands!!), spending time with people I love, and can be a yapper around people I'm comfortable with. I also like animals (search up a triggerfish...) and playing games (I'm a bloodthirsty moba support main /j). Though I Iike making new friends, I'd say I'm introverted leaning ;;; I'm actually annoyed by a lot of things... inefficiency and people who are inconsiderate/entitled being some of them...

I'm currently studying in a double microbio-biotech major, and really prone to stress and perfectionism. I'm really bad at taking care of myself and have over working and over planning tendencies... Despite all that I'm still try to make time for my friends because I'll get depressed and miss them if I lock myself up to study too much. I'd say my love languages are quality time and physical touch!!

I don't think I've aura farmed much in the past year? I've mellowed out a lot but I used to be insane once and beat up my stalker/friend's bully (dragged them to the school trash site and dumped them there) because I was fed up. Now when I share past stories with my friends they're scared and mildly impressed when I tell them that ;;;;

Thank you for the match-up and take care!! 💗

- 🫧 anon”

Oh Bubbles, my Bubbles. 

I am proud to let you know that I, in fact, know what a triggerfish is, solely because of that one reaction image. Also, for the record, violence is never the answer but like,,, go off queen.

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ LYNEY!

There are two sorts of introverts in this world: Those who need another introvert as a partner and those who need a yapper 2000 as their partner, and I would bet that you’re in the latter category, Bubble. Sure, you need your alone time, but when you’re ready to spend your social battery, you best believe that he’s there to entertain you to your heart’s content. You can yap to him all you want; he responds with the same level of enthusiasm if not with more. Plus, when you’re in a talkative mood and need someone to just listen but he’s not around, there’s also his heavily introverted sister who you might find is your kindred spirit. 

Anything to do with live shows is his thing, and live music is naturally included in that, so you can be certain that he’s going to attend concerts with you. Moreover, calmer hobbies such as the drawing and reading you mentioned are things he can appreciate, too — he asks you to recommend a book or two. Touch? You won’t get his hands off of you, but he does it all in such a tasteful and suave way that it’s never, ever going to be a problem. 

When it comes to your perfectionism and work ethic, he takes it as his mission to be the one to pull you out of it. Whenever you’re struggling with finding the point where you should declare something finished, he comes behind you, takes you by the shoulders, tells you “Dear, it’s good enough” and drags you away from the task. 

And, a sense of justice is something he finds super attractive. 

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

@ferndrabbles asked:

“Hello!! Congrats on the big one year !!

1 - HSR please

2 - pref for a gentleman 🫶

3 - personality wise I like to think i'm quite calm (at least on the outside), I'm very quiet and get overwhelmed easily. I have a very small social battery and prefer to do solo activities like going to café's, walking around new areas etc, pretty much anything thats quiet and chill. I do like to be playful with my friends though! I'm usually very slow at things, taking stuff at my own pace but i can push through and adapt to do things quicker (even if it stresses me out more often than not💔). I'm often described as a mom friend by my friends because I tend to fuss over everyone and always have anything you may need in my bag lol. Other than that, I'm a marine biology student but currently work as a cook in a restaurant to make a little bit of money.

My two main hobbies are gardening and fishing but I also enjoy baking, puzzles, and anything creative(sewing, crochet etc)!

I dont really have any dislikes other than beans. I really REALLY dislike beans 👎

4 - I'll be 100% honest, I am an absolute girl failure who is either studying or working all the time so I have no time to aura farm, i only aura lose💔 maybe next year I'll have a story...

Thank you so much for blessing us with your writing 🫶 it always make my day when I see you post !! Good luck with all the matchups and happy one year again yaay🫶”

Thank god you didn’t want a Genshin match-up because the bean line would have sent you straight to Itto. 

I’m also guilty of having anything and everything in my bag, I like to call it Narnia because of the sheer volume of stuff I fit in it. It’s also very heavy, I’m starting to suspect that the slight waist dip I have on one side might be a consequence of always carrying it on one shoulder. Oops

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ LUOCHA!

There’s, like, so much that fits here: Luocha is very much calm, very much non-overstimulating, and very, very classy about social matters. He knows exactly when to talk, what to say, and when to shut up — merchant stuff, you know. His presence is naturally serene, and the energy rubs off on you in all the right ways. He allows you to do things at your own pace as you said, and he’s very mindful of your limits and making sure that you’re comfortable with whatever he does.

I don’t know if I can put it into words, but he, also, gives that mom friend vibe. He’s innately great at reading the room and making sure that the people he cares about are doing alright, even if he’s not the most emotional person and doesn’t always show his appreciation through big reactions. Moreover, I think that’s a fact you’ll like about him: He doesn’t let his feelings sway him in a way that would end up with either of you having to raise your voice or get uncomfortable. He’s your personal de-stresser with his stability. 

But, he has that little cheeky streak going on when you need it, too. I know for a FACT that he likes to tease you every now and then — all in good faith, obviously. It’s the sort of tasteful banter that gets you to do a double-take before covering your face or swatting his arm, but don’t worry, his hand is already on your head, and there’s a slight, loving smile on his features. 

Gardening? Bro literally spawns flowers, who could be a better match? Furthermore, I think he would also love spending time in silence while doing a puzzle with you — it’s the silence that usually conveys the most emotion with him. 

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@tabrvs asked:

“hi hi hi congrats on your one year celebrate 🎉 may i pls get a hsr matchup? i’m bisexual with a male pref. :) oki so for my personality im very dramatic, i get excited easily, and am a bit overly sensitive i’m an infj & cancer, & i try my best to be optimistic no matter what. im a big fan of my own personal space bubble though!!  i love anything soft or cute, especially animals!! im kinda scared of bugs though, but i still always try to take them outside. i tend to be a bit bossy and unreasonable when it comes to something i’m interested in. plus i get really moody and irrational sometimes when it comes to something i want (im very stubborn lol). i also really like going for walks, shopping, yoga, gardening, baking (even though i’m dreadfully awful at it), and reading. i try to see the best in everything & everyone, though i can’t really tolerate it if somebody is overly cruel or rude to the people i care about. i have a very “do no harm, take no shit” mentality  :) for my appearance, im 5’2 & have fairly long light brown hair. my eyes are hazel, im fairly pale with a few freckles sitting across my face, & my cheeks are perpetually rosy andjfjjek. my style ranges from pretty soft and girly to an adam sandler rip off (it’s lovely). but mostly i really like dressing up even if i’m not going anywhere. i also really like to do makeup, both on myself and others. also since i’m on the shorter side, i like to wear platform shoes since being tall makes me feel cool! and uhhhhhh for aura farming GOD i am truly so boring i really don’t do much uhhh ive gotten better at standing up for myself this year so ig i feel cool when i do that ?? that counts? that counts … 

please & thank you!! have a nice day <3”

Why are all of you saying that you didn’t farm aura, I know for a FACT that y’all are just being humble with me. Go, farm the aura, the aura is ready to be farmed. I once had a girl do makeup on me, that has to be among the most girlypop moments I’ve ever had in my life. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ ARGENTI!

You know, a drama queen needs another drama queen.

It’s the optimism and emotional sensitivity that make you match so well with him. Argenti is all about the good and beautiful things in life, and he (as well as you, probably) needs someone who can compliment that worldview. Moreover, he’s very much the kind of a person who always sees the best in everyone, much like you, and the magic of it all is what you bond over. Plus, he has a great sense of justice which you do as well. 

I think he’d actually be quite attracted to your bossy qualities, too. First and foremost, he’s the devoted follower type of a person, and I am so fucking sure of the fact that he’d be like yes ma’am with the most loving look on his face when you get a little assertive with what you do. 

And, whenever there’s a bug inside the house, you’ll both be screaming, but he will be your knight in shining armour, slide the creature into a cup, and take it outside. Also, rosy cheeks. ROSY cheeks. Rosy. Call me Ashveil the way I’m reading into these clues. 

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

“1. HSR please :3

2. Preferably a fellow

3. Apple lore! So regarding my work I’m an American nursing student and my hobbies include reading (duh), cooking, and sewing although I am not too good at it (‘:

4. Back in march i was at a shooting range for a friend’s birthday and I hit the center of my shooting target 5 times in a row

- 🍎”

Hello, Apple, great to see you alive and well. I think you’re the one to send me the shortest description out of all, but you are also fortunately a person I have talked to before, so I have material to work with. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ BOOTHILL!

Is this rootin’ tootin? I think it is. 

You have many thoughts, as speaks the evidence in my inbox, and you need a certified yapper by your side to fuel that energy. Boothill needs a partner that can, to at least some degree, match the chaos that his personality is, but at the same time, he also needs the calming effect of your presence when the pedal is already on the metal and you’re driving 100 mph. Your hobbies are all the sort that kind of bring the rounds down and allow him to sit still for a while while watching you do your thing and maybe talking about how the day was. And, I think that most of the people who go to nursing school have at least a bit of a caring instinct in them, which does wonders for the chemistry in this relationship. 

I am sorry but the shooting range thing is SCREAMING Boothill, he would actually go crazy for someone who can do that. 

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

@yandere-romanticaa asked:

“Omg omg, I feel honored that I helped inspire this event - may I participate!

I'd love HSR and I'd love a GENTLEMAN even more! 💓

As for my personality, hm. I am a very bubbly and chatty person I feel like. I really enjoy reading (specifically gothic literature, horrors/thrillers and recently have even delved into occult stuff LMAO, fantasy is also ok and romance will be either a hard NO ir hard YES), going on walks and listening to scary story podcasts, watching tv shows and tbh, I also just really seem to enjoy taking care of my home and family. My cooking is improving so nicely.

I am someone who really lives inside her own head through maladaptive daydreaming and this is something that I high-key want to stop doing. The flex part in your post made me flinch because the past year was one of the single roughest ones in my life - I cut off my best friend, and the rest of the group kind of just followed like a house of cards after that. It was all a bad cocktail which consisted of me not speaking up in time (but also often being punished for it if I did), my own needy nature and their own pettiness and casual cruelty. That's why I'm kind of having a hard time describing my personality rn bc this kind of scarred me and made me a lot more closed off and just kind of more afraid of talking to people, scared of judgment... Ever since I was little, I was always just different. Not bad, not good per say. Just different and people sense that. I'm learning how to get my spark back and when I'm in my element, I can be very blunt and observational, but I've been told that I can be incredibly kind, gentle and doting too. People also say I can be both eccentric and mysterious a bit as well, always just sort of doing my own thing and never bothering to explain it. When I fall for someone, it's bad bro - they're in my head 24/7 and I just want to be under their skin, and vice versa. I just have really powerful emotions that can lift me up or knock me down a peg.

However. The moment I feel as though you don't truly want me, I will shut you out. It's kind of like a switch - once I'm done, I am DONE. I have a lot of patience so this isn't something I do flippantly either. I can either love you from the bottom of my heart, or I will flat out delete you from my life. That friendship breakup really solidified that as well, only further toughening up that fact. I suppose that could be the flex, getting rid of people who no longer are good for you.

I'm just kind of going through life rn. It's lonely, but also exciting. I try to keep my chin up and just march on forward, simply because I don't like giving up. I'm trying to lose weight (I freaking love protein pudding with strawberries haha) and am trying to find my place in the world. I also hunger for romanceeeeee but we'll see if that's in the cards for me.

Speaking of cards, I also got into tarot which is neat. I'm kind of freaked out bc every reading I did for myself ended up becoming true somehow, but I'm still a newbie. I adore candles too, my room is filled with them. I like roses and flowery perfumes.  I journal too, have been for years. I'm currently on my 3rd diary.

I feel like I missed something... If I did, please tell me.

Otherwise - cute event!”

OMG OMG HIII GIRL 😳😳😳 Welcome to my best attempt at matching your cute self without giving into the bias of knowing that you already have a certain few characters that you like. 

I get what you mean by trying to find yourself, self-reflection and such are really important qualities to have, and from what I’ve seen, it’s something you do great in, so try not to doubt yourself too much in that regard. Moreover, what I’ve found that comforts me when there are lots of moving parts is that in life, there are very rarely inherently right or wrong choices. If anything, there are various genres of right choices, so to speak, and a myriad of neutral choices. Sure, some can be bad, but I’ve sworn myself to believe in the fact that you really can’t grow without making mistakes. Don’t be afraid to fuck around and find out. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ ASHVEIL!

You wrote gentleman in caps in the ask, and a gentleman with a capital G is what you’ll get babygirl. 

Ashveil’s appearance gives off the aura that he’s a little closed off and aloof, but I think it’d be precisely what would drive you to him. It’s within a few minutes of conversation that you find out just how goofy this person actually is inside, how much he has to say, how well he listens to you, all of it. 

He’s the horror sort of a guy, you can’t get anywhere from that. It’s something that compliments your intrigue in all things a little macabre and dark, but the rest of his personality feeds the cheerful part of you. You can play around together, but you can also trust him to switch the joking mode off and focus on just lingering in each other’s presence without any hurry. Depending on your style, you can either be the stereotypical emo-ass couple or the ever-cursed black and pink combo. 

I think he’d find consolation in the fact that your worldviews are similar in the sense that you’ve had to let dear people go from your life. He has made enemies and seen people die, and albeit your experience (hopefully) isn’t as drastic as that, the understanding of the pain of being alone is something that brings him comfort. 

Not to be dramatic but he would also want to get into your skin in the best way possible. You’re telling me that the man who has mad cuteness aggression over dogs wouldn’t have that same energy about you? You’ll have him squeezing you, twirling you around like in romance movies, and holding your hand at every possible moment. 

Oh, and he’s absolutely interested in all things a little superstitious, no matter how delulu the things you read off the cards are. He would regularly ask you to do a reading on him, just to see what could happen, and if he gets a depressing result out of it, he asks you to do it again. 

You know what else he would do? He would send you voice messages in the narrative style of a podcast because he knows you like those. Like, “I got us takeout, be at my place soon” spoken in the ASMR-ish voice. 

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

@concha-404 asked: 

“Can't believe it's already been a year, I remember when I first ate up ur Mydei profile 😭💕

1. Preferably hsr 😗🫶

2. Either gender works

3. Shi well I really like to read and watch people solve different kinds of ARGs and character analysis, I also have an obsession with playing gacha games although none have really stuck with me like hsr, genshin, and twst. I love exploring game lore sm. I also like to watch fantasy animes like gachiakuta, witch hat atelier, and one piece (on the latest arc rn) and sometimes ill read the manga if I like the series enough.

I hate tape. I hate tape with a passion. The way that it sounds, the way that it sticks sucks too but holy THE SOUND. It's like nails on a chalkboard to my ears. I hate being whispered near my ear too. Hate is a strong word but I have such strong feelings towards it AGH.

I'm currently studying a tech related degree. I like to sleep and just be in bed with my ever growing army of stuffed animals whenever I can. I think the longest I ever slept was like 16 hrs or smth, but I also like to travel, hike, and try new foods although i'm stuck in college hell most of the time. I'm really into hair care (was all over the hair drawings u made AGH). Main philosophy in life is It is what it is, until it's an exam that decides my future in which case it's in my best interest if I die yesterday (jkjk). To top this off I had chicken sandwiches for breakfast :D

4. Does going down the Takabisha rollercoaster count? If not then like the only other thing I can think of at the moment is beating Silksong on steel soul mode, felt so proud of myself 💕💕”

OH YOU’RE AN OG. Welcome back babygirl/babyboy/babything. 

Fighting for my life trying to make sure that you won’t be subjected to tape with the person I match you with. I’m also a big fan of plushies, I have a collection of over 100 of a certain plush in different colours, they watch me from the shelf as I write. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ MARCH 7TH!

Don’t worry, I didn’t find a single inch of tape on her, I checked.

I just know you have such similar hobbies. Gacha games? She’s probably lowkey addicted. Fantasy anime? Absolutely watches those. Napping in a mountain of plushies? Have you seen her bed. Hair care? Without a doubt. Trying new things? Obviously, even if that includes getting over the fear of going to a rollercoaster and almost vomiting right after. 

Listen, with lowkey chaotic people (which I diagnose you as), they either need a calming force in their life or someone who is equally as all-over-the-place, and I think March fits the second category. She doesn’t stress the little things that much, and as you respond with the same energy, both of you can live in that blissful bubble. Yeah, you can end up in difficult situations every once in a while where she crashes out and you take it with the it-is-what-it-is, but with the optimism-realism you both have going on, it’s nothing you won’t be able to handle.

She’s also very touchy with you but like very cutely. The haircare, especially, is something she vastly enjoys doing with you. Like, bathing together, then taking turns washing each other’s hair, then helping you do whatever it is that you do with your routine. She would also absolutely lather the foam in her hands and then try to mould cat ears onto your head with it. Also, consider: Cuddle-napping with her right after where you both still smell like the shower. 

For the record, I thought of King Yuan at first but then I read the ear thing and bro would lowkey highkey get off on whispering in your ear, so that was that. 

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@amidyllic asked:

“Hi Riri 👋 🌱💚

I saw that you're doing match-ups and wanted to know if I could get one, please. I hope I'm doing this right and on time:

1. HSR

2. I would like the gentleman, please

3. I suppose I'm a calm person? I'm introverted, definitely, but I can be social. Maybe reserved is the better word, but once you get to know me, I can be expressive.

I'd say I'm empathetic and reflective, but also I tend to overthink and withdraw when overwhelmed. I can also be idealistic, but I need structure and reassurance. I'm affectionate, yet also a cautious person, too?

I'm not too sure how to describe myself, or rather I get a bit embarrassed to talk about myself, so I just say I'm infj 6w7 or phlegm-mel.

I enjoy drawing, reading, crocheting, cooking, gardening, and gaming. Things you do indoors mostly and can be done by yourself or with someone else. I studied animation,  graphics design, and photography, though I kinda dislike graphics and photography... animation was more my passion.

Surprisingly, I didn't go into either field. For animation, I was only an intern, but there's no work for arts here, so I'm in a different field.

If I could live my life the way I want it, I think I'd like it peacefully, where I don't have to worry about anything and can just enjoy doing things that I like.

I like the idea of a cottage vibe home where I have a pretty garden of my own, growing herbs, fruits, veg, flowers, and such. Things I can use in cooking or that I can use to make my own diy things like soaps, perfumes, etc. Or things like that. Just to experiment or grow as a person and things i can do. Ah, I feel like I'd be a bit depressed if I'm just stuck in one place, so I do feel like I'd like to go out a bit

4. Oh dear, I dont think I have a flex to say, I think the only thing I can say is that I'm more active this year and have gone on runs after work. I'm really chubby, so I really want to lose weight. I've been doing runs on the beach side when I can, though, cause it's winter here, I can only do workouts indoors ( ´;ﾟ;∀;ﾟ;)”

Hello, honey! 

Best of luck to you on the weight loss journey. A lot of people don’t understand just how much work goes into it and how much individual differences can affect your weight, but I think you’ve got way more willpower to succeed than you would think, and even putting your mind into it like you have is a super commendable feat. I would also like to present you with a totally-not-biased, completely shameless advertisement for climbing: Available year-round and possible almost everywhere if you get creative enough, both cardio and strength training, and perfectly individual-based. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ ARGENTI!

There is nobody else in HSR who gives as much cottagecore vibes than him, I’m afraid. 

You know, if you’re the calmer and a little melancholic sort of a person, he would be the perfect complement for you with his never-ending optimism and openness. The courting part of it all might be a wild ride to you if you’re not used to being the centre of someone’s attention like that, but every last bit of the energy he exudes is positive, and it’ll rub off on you, too. 

Empathy, especially, is a quality he’s drawn to in people, and you have that going on with you. Regarding the tendency to overanalyze things, he fortunately has the innate quality of calming people down when need be: He’s a major source of reliability that you get to enjoy. You can also be just as shy as you want with him, he merely finds that all the more endearing. 

Calm hobbies aside (which he vastly adores), he’s going to be the one to drag you out of the house when you need to literally touch grass so you don’t get too far into the depressive spiral. He’s used to travelling quite a lot, meaning that you have a partner that can safely take you places without the fear of you ending up in scary or unpredictable situations (or at least ones that he wouldn’t be able to solve). As said, the cottagecore vibe is so-so-SO much up his alley, you would live like they do in the movies. 

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@sakuramantis asked:

“Hiiiii Miss Riina. This is my submission for tbe match-ups ^^

1: HSR

2: Either (bye bye bye by NSYNC plays)

3: I'm an indoor person. I like to read, play games and watch new shows rather than go outside. I have social anxiety and so I *hate* crowded places lol. But I can tough it out if need be. But yeah, clubs and bars and stuff? 1000% not for me. Never been and never will. It's sensory hell. Sensory issues really have me in a chokehold 💔 And I don't like drinking or drunk people, so just an extra nope. I'd honestly rather listen to nails on a chalkboard than go to one.

I hate summer because I'm someone who owns heavier, more winter-y clothes and I always have to have long sleeves and something covering my legs, so summer's genuine hell for me 😓 And I live in the UK where our summers are BRUTAL because of how humid it is + our buildings are designed to retain and trap heat. Send help.

I eat the same four meals because autism's fucked me raw and rough and left me with the palette of a toddler (omg so shocking, who'd ever be able to tell I have the tism????). I'm a dead blunt and honest person. I'm not rude, I know when honesty is and isn't appropriate, like I'm not gonna tell a child their drawing is shit, but I'm very much the person you come to if you want an honest opinion, and I don't like to be dishonest to spare someone's feelings. Like, if your partner's a piece of shit, I'm gonna say it to your face and theirs 🤷🏻‍♀️

I also get unsympathetic quick. Like if you come complaining to me about something and I spend time consoling you and giving you advice, only for you to ignore all of it and refuse to change/go back to whatever upset you? Then I point blank don't wanna hear about it ever again lmao. If you're gonna stay in a situation that upsets you, then you have no right to complain. You know how all the comments of videos with women with their shitty partners is now "Either leave him or don't come crying to us about it?" Because the women were constantly making excuses, like "You can't judge our relationship off a two minute video!!"? Yeah that's me lol. Do not involve me.

Pretty stubborn about my beliefs and ways. Like not willing to compromise on them in the slightest. I hold myself and the people in my life to a high moral standard ig you could call it. All humans deserve equal rights, love is not a sin, no one is illegal on the earth we all inhabit, children are the most oppressed group, corporal punishment is abuse, etc. So yeah, very far left. Especially since it all hits very close to home for me, growing up in an abusive household and being queer and trans. I've cut off my entire family for their right-wing beliefs and bigotry so I won't hesitate for someone I've just met lol.

More of a STEM person than a social sciences. I love social sciences and I've done them for GCSE, but they are way, *way* harder than STEM. This idea that STEM is harder than social sciences is such bs. You need to be wayyyy more intelligent for social sciences. It's pure misogyny because STEM is more male dominated but social sciences are more female dominated, so they've dubbed the "men's" subject as the more difficult one to inadvertently say that men are smarter. Uggghhhh it boils my blood. STEM's just black and white for the most part: A + B = C, and that's what I like about it. Stuff like sociology and psychology? Pure greyness. Loads of nuance. A million times more difficult. Also essay's are my biggest weakness and social sciences just have too many 😭 (take a shot for every time I said social sciences or STEM)

Also a cat person. Love love love LOVE cats. I live by the idea that anybody who doesn't like cats but LOVES dogs is a red flag, because cats are boundary animals where everything happens on *their* terms, but a dog will bend over backwards to please you. So run for the hills if you meet a cat hater that's a dog lover. I don't hate dogs myself, but I definitely don't like them as much as cats. Dogs are very needy and it overwhelms me tbh. And I don't like how human their tongues feel 😭 I grew up with cats so I'm used to the sandpaper texture lol. The first time a dog licked me it scared me because I didn't know their tongues weren't sandpaper-y.

I went on a bit of a rant for the 'About me' section. Sorry 😓

4: I've won my last 4 50/50's in a ROW in HSR. And I got Ashveil in one 10 pull right after getting Sparxie. And I still have 90 pulls to go for Blade's SP, and I still haven't finished the events to get the primos from them or bought all the refreshed top-ups or the battle pass (I'm a dolphin do not judge me 💔)

5: I present to you an art piece that rivals the works of legends and prodigies both old new, the likes of which this world has never seen before and will never see again:”

I would formally like to congratulate you on the single most shitty drawing sent to me during this event. I actually got water up my nose when I opened the notification. You don’t suffer with autism, you succeed with autism. 

Now, now, listen, I’m afraid I’ll have to partially disagree with the STEM vs social sciences claim: In my humble opinion, both fields require different genres of intelligence that overlap at certain parts, and saying either one is more difficult than the other is merely dependent on the person in question. I have met fiercely intelligent people from both domains, regardless of gender, who would actually start crying if they were subjected to the other’s studies. I would also like to take personal offence in the pet part of your ask because I am, in fact, a person who loves dogs but is mildly afraid of cats. I think I’ll have to delete my blog now

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ GEPARD!

You know where you don’t have to be subjected to hot weather? Belobog. You know whose moral compass is as straight as I am for Mydei? Who’s not afraid to be blunt when need be? Who’s not afraid to take warranted criticism? Who’s willing to be the one to take a stepo back when you need space? Geppie. 

Listen, listen, I’m willing to die on the hill that Geppie is actually a massive introvert that likes to spend time inside when he’s not out at work (which he is a lot, but regardless). All of those genes went straight to his sisters, and so, while he can be the big and strong party in your relationship, he can also be a soft, calm, lowkey socially drained golden retriever ragdoll that just wants to cuddle up on the couch and watch some shows with you. 

Moreover, I think your strong values are something that attracts him to you, as well as the fact that you know what you want and where your heart is. He also doesn’t like to have to read between the lines, so it’s all the better that you give it to him as-is and don’t beat around the bush. 

Now, imagine: Him cooking you a meal with precisely the things you’re used to eating and telling you that he learned the recipe just so he could have something he can make for you regularly. I rest my case. 

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@lmygoat asked:

“Hellooo I’m sending in my answer for the matchups and congrats on your blog reaching a year old!!

1. HSR

2.gentleman

3. I don’t really know how to describe myself but most of my hobbies are on the creative side like painting and drawing. I guess you can describe me as vocal about my dislikes(can’t think of any rn).I’m really fond of sweets (like really really) and for breakfast I think I ate toast with cream cheese and berries😭

Again congrats on your blog your work is really enjoy to read and I look forward to your future posts<33”

Hiii, honey! Glad to know I’ve been able to deliver, I hope the Anaxa profile is something you’ll like whenever I get that ready. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ JIAOQIU!

The material to work with here is a little bit sparse, but it’s not going to be a problem. You see, the energy of “I don’t really know how to describe myself” needs someone who can read between the lines, and there are few who’d be better for the task than him. You don’t really need to say things with him if you’re finding it difficult to express yourself — he just knows. 

Moreover, regarding the dislikes, I am a firm believer in the fact that Jiaoqiu has the white girl core bitchiness to him where you bond over hating a certain thing. Also, sweets and food in general are obviously a field he excels in, so if you’re craving just about anything, you can trust him to whip it up for you. 

The only unfortunate part of this combo is that he won’t be able to see your drawings and paintings. Ouch. 

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@chaoticmalleusenjoyer asked:

“Hello I hope you're having a good day Riina! I wanna request the match-up thingy if it's not too much trouble.Fandom is HSR and I would like a gentleman .My hobbies are drawing and swimming. I love animals.I like lazing around and relaxing. I dislike loud places they stress me out fr. I don't have much aura farming from last year but I pull so much bad luck that me being healthy can be considered a flex itself.”

Why hello, I am having a good day, thank you for the well-wishes!

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ DAN HENG!

Okay, plain and simple: No loud stuff, appreciates the fact that you have quiet and relatively easy hobbies where he doesn’t have to worry for you to blow something up, is associated with water = swimming is possible. 

Animals? After whatever the fuck happened with him on Amphoreus, I think it’s safe to say that he has a soft spot for critters, regardless of their size. If it’s natural waters you prefer, he’s more than happy to take you to swim in the Scalegorge Waterscape whenever he makes a trip to the Luofu, and you can be sure that he’s going to join you. 

He’s also the type that makes sure that you stay healthy, as in he grabs you by the back of your shirt when you’re about to trip over a threshold. 

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@teacup2002 asked:

“hi there riri congrats on your blogs almost 1 year anniversary (i hope i could send you this ask bfr that) hope your life in uni are going well i am currently still doing exams and in a pursuit of doing anything but studying i decided to participate in your matchup event. to make sure this ask wont get too lengthy i will get straight to the point

1. i dont mind either but i would prefer HSR then genshin

2. i am unfortunately a reluctant heterosexual (you dont want to know how bad the dating scene in here in the chindo community, every man is a racist, misogynist, homophobic, basically every bigoted trait there is and i am expected to marry one of them before i turn 27 oml)

3. my hobbies are pretty standard i rlly enjoy gaming and scrolling through social media but that isnt rlly a hobby. I used to draw and read quite often but I have taken a break recently since i just couldn’t get anything done. I am currently pursuing smth is psychology, haven’t decided on what i want to specialize in but im interested on forensics. Im quite fond of quality time but i like being left alone either??? many consider me shallow for this but im rlly into gifts both giving and receiving. the same cant be said for words of affirmation, like I enjoy receiving them but i dont take compliments well let alone telling them. physical touch is another thing i am very iffy abt, I dont particularly mind if someone touches me but i would enjoy it much more if you dont. Im a very sensitive person who dislike going out too much since i just feel bad at every homeless person giving whatever cash i have on me and when i run out i just feel like such a pos for not helping others. all my friends say that i am a very talkative and shameless person whos social battery runs out faster then my stamina (i can not run for more then 30m). im definitely a go with the flow type person; i dont mind schedules but i would prefer absolute freedom to do whatever i want. speaking of it my dream is too graduate school, work super hard and earn as much money as I can and travel around the world after i retire, i know that the current state of the world makes that seem unrealistic but just let me dream abt it. i want to live like any of the satc girls in my 30s particularly samantha she is such a vibe. speaking of rom coms i yearn for that sappy love story that only appears in hollywood but i cringe at the thought of acting lovey dovey with anyone. im honestly a mess of a person so i would appreciate someone who at least knows how to store leftover food. its should be obvious from this entire wall of text that i am an unsure person, but one thing that im 100% sure abt is me not wanting kids. I already know i am going to be one of those parents who is physically there but not emotionally and just dump my child off to a nanny and that is a life no child should experience (the thought of me being pregnant just makes me want to drown).

4. the only thing i could think of rn is when i lost my charger in school and didnt think much of it since i left it there and someone just probably took that. a few months later i saw my charger at the only charging port in the classroom and just snatched that thing off the wall and stole it back. I overheard the guy complaining to his gf abt how he couldn’t find his charger and called the thief broke for stealing but to which the girlfriend responded with “didnt you steal that thing too?” I was fighting back my laughter when i heard that

5. im prepared to get absolutely mogged by whatever drawing you made. I highkey wish my hair looks like that but my chinese hair genes makes me hair flat ash no matter what i do.

remember to take a break once in a while and dont overwork yourself. im currently burnt out from studying and its costing me my grades so pls do whatever makes you happy. if you feel tired from answering all the asks just extend the deadline. i promise you the monster under your bed will not eat your toes if you dont complete this event.”

Aiyaiyai you lowkey highkey clocked me on the schedule part because I am, in fact, in a bit of a hurry with these (currently midway done) because uni hit me with one more curveball of an online course. BUT, if there is one thing I don’t lack, it is pure willpower, and I am getting these to you (almost) on time. Prepare for your drawing to get unmogged. The charger thing took me out, who the fuck steals a charger of all things, like c’mon. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ PRE-AE SUNDAY!

Aight girl hear me out: If it’s a stable and (relatively) composed man you need, there’s only one guy up for the task. We will live in blissful ignorance of the fact that bro is about to be hit by a train. 

Your hobbies are all things that are easy to do with him, and something he can relatively easily participate in, too, if he wishes to. Reading, especially, is something he already does, and you can have those wannabe-dates where both of you just read your own books next to each other. Or, he could read out loud to you — he would. Your field of study of choice is also very apposite here because you sure as hell need some knowledge on psychology to figure him out, especially if yandere. Regarding the love languages, he’s 100% the gift-giving kind, and he’s very tasteful with his touches: You’re going to get all sorts of jewels from him, and the most he’ll grab you is to put a necklace on you if you yourself don’t desire for more. 

He’s a great listener (for perhaps all the wrong reasons), and he quickly gets used to and enjoys the little bursts of energy where you yap all of your verbal storage out to him before the battery is dry. Also, he’s absolutely going to be both the slowing factor in your life as well as the rich husband core you’re maybe dreaming about. 

If anything, he quickly learns your ins and outs and gently guides you away from whatever lowkey risky you might be getting up to, but at the same time, he encourages the good-heartedness you clearly have going on with smartly placed compliments that won’t make you cringe out of your skin. And, if anything, he knows how to store leftover food. 

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@nadeshikoiraependragon asked:

“Hi! I heard you're doing match-ups and, if it's not too much trouble, I'd like to request one with someone (preferably a man) from HSR, please.

I'm a simple young woman who works in a library. I'm mostly quiet, shy, and extremely polite to strangers or people I don't know very well. But once I trust someone, I'm still mostly calm and the voice of reason. However, if you truly anger me or touch someone I care about, I won't hesitate to let you know what I'm capable of. I can also be very mean, sarcastic, and sharp-tongued, and if I have something to say, I'll say it, even if it's inappropriate or controversial. I'm the kind of person who can drive you crazy in a loving way, and my friends often compare me to Nie Huaisang from MDZS and Joker, the protagonist of Persona 5, in terms of personality. So, could you say I'm a kind of "contained chaos"? I'm not entirely sure about that either. I'm a Gemini, so I see myself as someone with many facets, but extremely loyal and true to myself, and I'll fight tirelessly for what I believe in and want.

My hobbies include embroidery, cooking, reading, watching anime, playing video games, and reading manga. My favorite types of books are fantasy, dark fantasy, and historical. I also love going to museums and exhibitions of all kinds. I'm still a student, but I'd like to study Museology and Museography (Greedy and unlikely, I know perfectly well, but it's my dream.)

As for things I dislike or hate, I have arachnophobia and detest feeling trapped and exposed (Yep, I wouldn't get along with any yandere). I also hate being treated condescendingly and having my abilities doubted; that immediately puts you on my blacklist, and I won't take you off it until you earn it. I'm short and look fragile (160 cm or 5'0" approximately?), and if you make fun of that, you'll immediately get a thumbtack on your chair (metaphorically speaking, of course).

And my greatest aura farming moment this year (and in my entire life so far) was when the mayor's office of a part of my city organized an event for Book Day, and I had to read a story on stage in front of a huge crowd. It's nothing special, but for someone with stage fright like me, it was sublime. I even did a little jump with a "Wa-hoo!" like Mario in backstage.

P.S.: Excuse my bad grammar and any other mistakes; I'm literally using Google Translate.”

You are 100% with the grammar, none of you have to ever apologize for using a translator to send in an ask or read my stuff. Also, never be afraid to chase your dreams: Things in life have a habit of sorting themselves out, and if the dream doesn’t end up being a responsible choice, you can at least say that you tried it. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ DR. RATIO!

He definitely would enjoy a partner who’s on the calmer end, and you seem to match that description quite well. He likes reading, you like reading, he can appreciate good art, so can you. He can’t say he’s that much into any sorts of crafts, but in this case, I would say that opposites strongly attract. Moreover, continuing on the same theme, he’s a very stoic guy, and you’re a little softer, and such puzzle pieces tend to complete each other. 

I imagine you could have deep, lengthy conversations about all sorts of topics varying from your field to his — it’s the sort of a connection made possible by a patient understanding between two people and their differences. Oh, and the sarcastic, dry sort of humour is right up his alley, so if you need a bit of a challenge in seeing who can come up with a wittier remark, he’s a good opponent.

He knows your skill, he doesn’t underestimate you, but he does push you to be the best version of yourself and makes sure that you don’t ever underachieve because of self-doubt. He’s your biggest hype man, in his own way. 

I’m not sure how you feel about books near water, so the bathtimes can either be you and him sitting in the tub and reading, or you having anxiety over him getting the pages wet while he assures you that he has never and never will drop a book in the bath. 

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“HELLOOOOOO RIRI!!!!! GUESS WHO THIS IS……..?!

ITS DAISY-ANON AGAIN!! I THINK? LMG I GENUINELY FORGOT WHAT EMOJI WAS MINE BROOO I THINK IT WSS THIS ONE🌼..? BUT ANYWAH I HOPE YOULL REMEMBER ME RIRI!!!!!! OAKAY SOOOOOOO I SAW WERE DOIGN THIS UHH BRO WHAT IS IT FALLED I THINK HSR/GENSHIN MATCH-UPS THINGY AND oh my goodness I’m SO excited to do this!!! Except…. I might be a little slow and I might now what to do UHHHH BUT OK IMMA TRU TO FIGURE IT OUT (MB IF ITLL LOOK SILLU I HAVENO IDEA WHAG IM DOING… I’m always confused!!)

OK SO UHH ID LIKE TO BE APART OF THE HSR FANDOM because……. I LOVE HSR SM and the men in there.. 🤤🤤

OKAY SK MOVING ONTO THE SECOND QUESTION I WILL GOOOO WITHHH… gentleman! Becauseee.. the only lady I would like to get is YOU (smirks very nonchalantly) LOL OKAY ANYWAHSS

THIRD QUESTION. What do I like to do? What sorta person am iiiii??? WELLL SOOO I have so say I’m UHHH LETS SAY JUSR THINK OF ME AS A LAZY CAPYBARA..💔💔 OKK ANYWAY so obviously my hobbies are playing games and reading I love reading SOOOOO MUCHH (not the boring stuff NEVER) anywayhhh AND I HEAVILY DISLIKE BEING EMPLOYED NO JOKE BRO TS SO TIRING but also another thing I dislike veryyy much  IS MEAN PEOPLE BRO they be hurting my feelings and stuff like ok damn broo BUT ANYWYAS And I also like to live my life like uhh SO ITS LITERALLY wake up eat something delicious wash the dishes (just for a tiny bit) then lay on my beautiful glorious bed farm all day on games then sing some songs then watch movies THEN UHH GO OHT FIR A BIT?? I don’t really like going out tbh I HAVE ANXIETH SO ITS KIND OF HARD.. anddd obviously read fanfics I LOVE FANFICS OKK AND ALSO WHAG I ATE FOR BREAKFAST TODAYY? uhhhhhhhh I think boiled eggs with some avocado and tomatoes? I HAVE SUCH A BAD MEMORY PLUS IM ON A DIET SOOO

OKAYY SO the time I farmed the most aura? Heh.. that’s like everyday for me buddy ✌️✌️🤑 BUTTT I was out for a walk and then some strange guy came near me and started hating on me and then suddenly i activated my superpowers and showed him who the real big daddy was here !! (This totally happened no lie)

ANDDDDD FOR TNE LAST ONE.. ILL DO MY BEST TO DRAW even tho I can’t …. ITS GONNA LOOK SO SILLY IM CRYINGG (side note ur drawings are so good BRO TEACH ME UR WAYS SENPAI💔💔) -🌼”

HELLOOOO HONEY I LEFT YOUR NAME OUT SINCE THIS IS AN EMOJI ANON ASK AND I WASN’T SURE IF YOU’D LIKE TO BE TAGGED OR NOT, BUT I HOPE THIS IS ALRIGHT TOO. 

*blushes nonchalantly*. You scare and amaze me at the same time, Daisy. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ JING YUAN!

I know I said earlier that chaotic people might need another chaotic person to match the freak, but I think it is safe to say that in this case, you need a calmer force in your life. Bless. I can’t really think of anyone with a more calming aura. 

A lazy capybara and a sleepy lion. He’s gonna be the person in your life grabbing you by the shoulders and going like “baby. I need you to calm down” in the most loving and respectful way possible. Having him as a yandere would be very convenient because you wouldn’t have to get a job. I think he vastly enjoys the chaotic energy you bring into his life: He’s a man that’s quite set in his ways due to his past, and some pizzazz is a very much welcome addition to his days. 

You don’t need your beautiful glorious bed anymore, he’s going to have to suffice. If you ever want to nap, make sure to tell him beforehand because he can and will join you. You singing? He would go crazy. Not to be dramatic but he would also basically cure your anxiety, like bro is the least anxiety-inducing man I have ever seen. Low cortisol. 

He’s also obviously never mean or snarky; though, you can throw as much banter his way as you want, he’s just going to answer you with a nod and a knowing hum. 

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@justsleepysomething asked:

“Hiiiiiii!

I am very happy to congratulate you on the first anniversary of your blog. Absolutely every profile or small one-shot was absolute fanfiction. And even if I fundamentally disagreed with your vision, I still savored every part of almost every part of your work, sometimes rereading it several times in a row! Thank you very much for delighting us with your works!

♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️

So, I would also like to participate (for the first time) in a match-up 👉👈

For HSR man pls.

I am studying at the university, majoring in biology. In honor of the successfully passed tests, I decided to finish the 'snake bite' piercing (the first time I was too afraid), but now I'm also thinking about the tongue/eyebrow piercing. And the decision to get piercings was one of the best decisions this year, haha. I am also fond of fan fiction and also write fan fiction, although I am often embarrassed and have little faith in words when people praise me for my syllable and rich vocabulary.

By the way, in your darling test I was a feisty/shrewd darling.

And about the aura. You know, when I was still in early middle school, I realized how beneficial the reputation and aura of a good girl are, both at school and in the family. But do you know how pleasant it was to destroy this image in the eyes of the family? Grandmothers, aunts, relatives were horrified by the piercings, but God, I can't express in words the pleasure I felt from their disgust, hostility, inner struggle and shame when I shut up their unsolicited opinion. Is it malicious? Yes. Do I regret it? No, lol.

♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️♦️

Once again, all the best to you, I am immensely glad that once I stumbled upon your work. Be happy and healthy!”

Miss Girl sent me off with the Dr. Mike intro. I think the most flattering compliment I could get from you people is you rereading old works of mine, it’s so unbelievable to think that some text I’ve written has left a big enough of an impact on a person for them to want to return to it later. Thank you very much for reading, you’re the reason I keep publishing this stuff to the internet 🥹🥹 I’m also very much honoured to be the one to take your match-up virginity. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ AVENTURINE!

He knows just about zero things about biology, but oh boy, now that he has you, he’s very excited to learn if you know what I mean. 

He has always been one who wants to shock, and I think the subtle mischievousness you have going on is insanely attractive to him. However, you also appear to have a softer, a little more timid side that allows him to open up a bit. It’s just the good girl that fell for the bad dude sort of a scenario on paper, but with time, the qualities balance each other out, and the relationship doesn’t end up being a hurricane like one could fear with him. 

He’s fantastic at picking just the right words to say when you’re doubting your abilities, regarding writing or not, but you’re going to have to weather him doing it in a very cheeky, teasing way. Worry not, though, he’s both prepared to tone it down or get hit with a response tenfold as sassy — whatever you’re feeling like. 

And you know what he would do? He would get you some pretty bling-bling pieces of jewelry for the fresh snakebites. 

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@ghost-teapiika asked:

“Hello!! this is for your match-ups event :DD happy (late) one year anniversary of your Tumblr account 🎉🎉🎉🎉

Genshin is preferred (im more familiar with it) but I wouldn’t mind getting a match-up w/ someone from Honkai too (only if u have the time!!!) (I wanna get into HSR but I havent found a reason too yet…..) 

Any gender works for me :]]

I’m genderfluid (any pronouns), I’m comically short (4’11) and dress like a stereotypical gay art kid. I love to draw fanart + comics of whatever im hyperfixated on, it’s literally all I do when I’m not studying lmao. On that note, I’m currently studying to become a teacher!! Uuuuuuuhm…. Im trying to think of other facts about myself… I get sleepy very easily, if I were an animal I’d either be a cat or a raccoon, I love to collect plushies (character nuis my beloveds TT) and charms (I decorate all my stuff w/ them). Personality wise- i tend to be very quiet until I am more comfy w/ people, my love language is affectionate teasing/making fun of my friends and i am dense to any and all romance irl 

I fear I have never farmed aura in my life. I look like a cat who WILL run if chased on account of the anxiety. Something silly that happened to me earlier this year is that someone asked me if I was dating my childhood best friend (we’ve known each other for 10+ years) and without a moment’s hesitation I said “No, I hate her. No one ever makes me as mad as she does” lol. 

I hope this works for the drawing thing!!

Thank you for your hard work!! Take ur time and have a good rest of your day/night op ^—^ (@mocha-ghoooul)”

*clutches pearls* BLUE HAIR AND PRONOUNS

I think I saw you mention somewhere that you don’t know much about the games in general, so this is a prime time to go on a googling spree about HSR, especially. Welcome to my blog, by all means. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ VENTI!

A comically short gay art kid deserves a comically short wind god on their side. 

I think it’s the teacher part, especially, that sparks the match here: To be a teacher, you need at least a bit of a caring heart, and I think Venti compliments both the lowkey chaotic and witty part of you as well as the more responsible aspects of your personality. 

He’s very much into the teasing thing, both verbally and physically. Like, I would imagine he’s absolutely the type to blow in your ear just to see you squirm before he laughs it off and gives you a few pats on the head and tucks your hair behind your ear. 

Consider 1: Getting to nap on him on the grassy fields of Mondstadt while he plays his lyre. Consider 2: Him getting you (or making you!) all sorts of little trinkets out of whatever he can find, like flowers and bottle caps from his drunken activities. Consider 3: Him coming behind you when you’re drawing, going hmmm with a thoughtful look on his face, and giving you the most beautiful, poetic compliment on it. Aiya. 

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@loppy172 asked:

“Hi riri, I saw your match-up post and wanted to participate. I hope you're having a great day/night!

1: I'd prefer HSR (^-^)👍

2: Gentlemen, please <3

3: I'm pretty quiet unless I'm around people I know well, I can be a bit sensitive and I don't really take things seriously most of the time I can also be a bit over apologetic which im trying to work on (T_T)  I work as a barista in a cafe/tcg shop for hobbies I play piano and cook! I enjoy traveling(im very excited to leave my home country for the first time this summer for my 19th!)  music and rainy days. I dislike olives, cottage cheese, and yelling. I live life day by day and am currently saving up for college even though im not entirely sure what i want to study, likely business, marine biology, or music, maybe all 3!(^.^)

4: idk if this counts as aura but I learned smooth operator on piano and played it on stage for a recital and I got a lot of compliments

( ´∀｀ )b

5. Pls forgive my horrendous art skills (T_T)”

Hello, darling!! Best of luck in finding the field you want to study, all three options sound super interesting, and I wish you a very exciting time when you get to go abroad (ㅅ´ ˘ `) 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ AE-SUNDAY!

If it isn’t the piano that drove me into this choice. 

No, but music is a holy thing to him, and you being able to speak in that same language is an incredibly attractive thing to him — like he can’t believe how hard he falls despite considering himself to be a composed person. Also, emotional sensitivity, something he has always struggled with to a degree, is something he appreciates in you. It’s probably initially what opens the connection between the two of you. 

It’s the sort of a serene companionship where you can just walk around and hold hands, or sit next to each other without saying a word and be content. Or, you can chat with him: Calm conversations about this and that are something he vastly enjoys with you. The one thing I would be worried about is the two of you ending up in a so-called I’m-sorry-spiral where both of you just apologize to each other over tiny matters, but I also think the I-can-fix-them is great here. I also lowkey have an inkling that he might hate cottage cheese as well. 

BIG consider: Playing the piano with him while sitting either side by side or in his lap. He would combust methinks

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“Hellooooooo miss Rinaaaa!! I've actually been following you for while (since your first "Moments of weakness"..?) but I was too shy too interact!! I still am now but I really wanted to join the event and interact with you ahh!!

No more yapping here's my entry:

1, HSR since I kinda like them more.. though I looove Alhaitham and is quite curious about our compatibility, I am much familiar with HSR casts!

2, One gentleman please <33

3,

What I like to do all day is drawing, gaming and doom scrolling. I'm not a very active person, and I like to be inside more because my social battery depletes quickly when I socialize.. And my mbti is INFJ if that helps with anything..

Currently I am freshman in college, my major is education and I'm studying to be an English teacher in my country teehee.. I'm really shy, but thinking about teaching the young generations gives me a sense of purpose in a way you know? My life is quite dull, sometimes feels stagnant but I quite like it. I don't really like change, I like some form of predictably so I can expect things out of it.. It comforts me very much, but sometimes good surprises like getting a gift or seeing my favorite sandwich stall open up again.. and especially when my favorite blogger uploads another masterpiece ;3.

Sometimes I'll be busy hyperfixating on my favorite characters or animals (bunny..) or whatever!! Like right now Ashveil is on my mind 24/7!! He still can't beat my all time favorite Alhaitham though..They take my mind off the stress I've had this year.. And I turn into a hyperactive maniac when I hyperfixate.. like I turn into an extrovert and terrorize my introverted friends.. (Watch out people)..

4, My most aura farming moments.. ? Ough.. I'm a full time loser with 0 contribution to society.. But I think it's when I got my IELTS score and when I won first place in a contest.. I felt so good for so little time.. and then I felt normal again so uhh yeah just some minor academic achievements :)

5, Okay so imagine a seal.. (I can't draw for life I'm sorry!) I hope I'm qualified to get a match haha, looking forward to seeing your work again!!”

No babe I’m drawing you a seal. You’re currently in my drawing notes as “seal”. Am I imagining things or am I being flattered <( ⸝⸝•̀ - •́⸝⸝)>

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ ASHVEIL!

Okay in my humble defence I was already thinking of Ashveil before you said you liked him. I think this is a perfect result for the both of us.

You know, in a way, he has had his fair share of experience in aiding the youth in their growth, albeit to a bit of a different purpose than pure education. The sense of purpose in that regard is very much something he relates to and finds quite enthralling in you, I would argue. 

He’s also mostly an inside person aside from his work, and he appreciates the quiet and idyllic moments above all, so the stagnant life you speak of is probably a dream come true for him. He doesn’t mind the slowness at all — in fact, he quite likes it. You can spend your time gaming and doomscrolling together; that’s what a good lot of people in Planarcadia tend to do, anyway, and it’s very calming for him, too. You can rest in between his legs on the (fuckass cheap) couch in the office while leisurely watching reels and whatnot. Or, he can watch you draw while you chat about something mundane. 

He’s also good with surprises, as far as the budget allows him to be. One of his favourite things ever is seeing your face when you see the takeout he has ordered for you, or more often, when he sneaks up behind you and lifts you up into the air with a hearty laugh. 

And, he’s also very much up for a yappaton 3000 if you’re feeling like it. The guy has a LOT to say when he gets into it. 

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

“hi, i hope you are well. it is me. 🌸 this time i am off anonymous, because i made my own drawing (but i actually hope you could keep my name anonymous, i will, hopefully, find the response either way). i hope it is alright… your minimum is my maximum. i spent hours on it (ten minutes). i tried to copy how you drew yours. xD cause at one point it looked like a chip, cause i made the body too oval. the flower is for you, i realize now that it is similar to my emoji. xD

anyways, i hope i can get any character from hsr. my hobbies include things such as graphic design, and i enjoy sports that include weapon things. like archery, or kendo, or fencing, and etc. i also like strategy games like chess. and my studies are in mathematics, and my plan is law school. i also enjoy studying foreign cultures and languages, and politics. i know many languages, and consider myself good at learning mathematics. and i enjoy playing many games, specifically story based visual novels. my favorites are in horror, or horror-esque games. i also like reading. though honestly, i am a very lazy in a way too. i can get things done when needed, but only at end time… it only takes a minute to do if you leave a minute to do it. i guess it is more akin to procrastination. and, when i farmed the most aura… i cannot think of anything because my whole existence is auraful (am i funny). i'm not sure. if it counts, i took the wrong bus once, since i usually don't take public transport, and ended up on the other side of the city for a good few hours. the aura part is that i was able to not cry, even after i asked a lady on the bus for help and she looked at me weird. this is the closest i have gotten to aura farming. so you can guess how far i actually am, i'm going to have to think long and hard about the last time i aura farmed. does winning my 5050 four times in a row count? i was keeping this to myself actually because i didn't want to jinx it, but i'll say it today. well, also, i think the reason i can't think of anything is also because i try not to feel embarrassment, and in return i also can't farm aura… it's like you need to feel sad to feel happy. you know. (coping). “

I’ve got you, Blossom, your identity is safe with me. I will cherish the flower as seen in the picture. You have a whole lot of super interesting hobbies, I think that grants you at least 300 aura points. I’ve always wanted to dabble into self-defence like taekwondo, I think I’m going to start this summer ( ˶˘ ³˘)♡

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ BLADE!

Alrighty alrighty hear me out, this is a non-yandere version because I cannot, with a good conscience, match anyone up with the yandere one, good god. 

ANYHOW, first and foremost: The weapon thing. Do you think that a former weapon smith such as himself wouldn’t immediately be drawn to someone who is interested in such sports? You could probably get his dead heart beating again. 

He’s also appreciative of the calm aura you exude, as well as the kindness and little sensitivity you have to you. Your attentiveness and thoughtfulness are things that bring out his softer side (it exists!!), and after the rocky patch of however the hell you’re going to get close to him, he’s actually really tender with you. Sure, he still isn’t a man of many words, and some of the things he says are a little on the gruff side, but at the end of the day, you’re his soft spot.

I also think that he’d actually be really interested in things like chess. I know for a fact that Jing Yuan’s sorry ass forced him to play with him back in the day, and I have a hunch that he’s actually pretty good at math, so that’s something you can bond over and even explain to him. And you like horror? Baby who could possibly be a better match for you than him. Moreover, he’d have HUGE respect for someone who’s pursuing the law as a field. 

Sidepoint, but I reckon that he would find your sense of humour especially endearing. You know, he doesn’t really laugh at anything, and the jokes that come out of his mouth are mostly death-related and not very funny because of that, but I would bet that some cute little witty remarks you send his way every now and then could have the corners of his mouth turning up. You’re genuinely so fucking cute Blossom I am actually ready to throw hands at anyone who is mean to you

You should’ve said the word blade in the weapon part of the ask so I could’ve been like HAHA BLADE and continue the braindeadness from the other match-ups. 

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

@celestialdev asked:

“hai there!! id like a match up from hsr please! preferably a gentleman.

I’d say im the type of person who is more reserved until im like super close with someone and im also an introvert. my hobbies include drawing, playing games (obvi), and chatting with my friends ! im fond of gambling away my savings in gacha games, being spoiled, and cats. wow ok idk what else to write. i had pancakes for breakfast today if that helps.

the moment i aura farmed the most this year was prolly when a ball was flying towards me and my friend, and i caught it with one hand and threw it back without looking because im just like that.

now heres a shitty drawing of myself !! thank you sm!”

Lmao have you seen the Korean guy on Tiktok or reels who goes like “Are you okay? You’re welcome ( ◠‿◠ )” at jumpscare clips? That’s you. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ AVENTURINE!

Now, now, gacha, cats and spoiling should be the dead giveaway here: He has the money, he has the gacha luck, and he has the cats as has been proven in that one trailer. You best believe that he’s going to get you anything and everything you could possibly want. 

Moreover, I suppose this is a case where an extrovert and an introvert hit it off: He is, to an extent a social person (or at least very talented at it), but he feels like he can relax with you when it comes to that since he doesn’t have to put a show on for anyone. Chatting with you is recharging his social battery even if he’s actively being with someone — you’re just like that. 

You can catch Acheron’s sword when it flies his way. 

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@chryseis-lxve asked:

“CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR BLOG TURNING AN YEAR OLD, RIINA!! 🌟

genuinely, i enjoy every single one of your works it's INSANE, esp the personality you give to the characters! like i've read the profiles of, and fawned over chars who i don't even adore that much or frankly find annoying (side eyes aventurine) simply bcs of the characterization you offered them! the special points section especially, just love reading and re-reading them sometimes XD tysm for sharing your talent, energy and efforts with us 💖

i would also please please PLEASE like to participate in your match-up event! XD (on this note, who would you match YOURSELF up with? 🤔)

fandom: hsr

the men only, please

for personality, here we go:

i. extremely non-caring attitude. my trademark, atp. i forgive quickly, i move on quickly, i forget quickly, and don't even bat an eyelash during the entire thing. i just... kind of don't care. like you can literally half-kill me and if you have good enough reason, i'll probably forgive you and if i care for you, i'll probably ask if you'd like help finishing the job. it's not malicious, it's not tiredness; it's practicality, and sometimes, contempt wrapped in resignation.

i have realized with age and experience that i am more acutely aware of myself and have a far greater ability to be able to see myself from an entirely detached third person pov than people usually do. so it makes me much better at accommodating and understanding than people usually are; naturally, the more intelligent person concedes. i believe people don't really change, so the best approach is to cut the worst people out before they turn into tumors, quietly weather the worst qualities of your loved ones and wait out the irritating people who you have to stick with for institutional purposes.

yuck.

ii. beauty is my go-to escapade. pretty much self explanatory; i mentioned my general hyper-awareness that usually leads to depression, so i cure it by cultivating beauty. my #1 favourite is painting, watercolour, acrylic, anything.

but it's not limited to just that it's also about art, writing, painting, sketching, music, dance, sculpting, mosaics, ivy, marble, sunlight, petrichor, dandelions, anything and everything. when i'm in a romantic enough mood, i'll even allow myself to notice the beauty of other people.

iii. my appearance / smile are... very sunny. like fr 😭 when i'm neutral / srs, i appear to be the distinguished guest of the room and nobody even dares to approach me but the moment i smile, it's such a bright, full-face thing that my eyes crinkle, dimples appear, literally it's a bit pathetic. also i smile very often, i just like smiling / laughing in general XD lmao, if you met me irl, you'd be shocked if i ever told you about the first point, bcs i don't look like i think THAT negatively or passively at all.

iv. genius at deception / lying / manipulating / persuading. rarely in a negative sense, tho often times unintentionally, i end up sucking other people's profits for myself 😭 frankly, if you do smth bad and i decide that i care enough to come after your ass, you'll never see it coming. no, i'm not exaggerating. yes, i know exactly when and where to strike.

v. very chill overall. self-explanatory. if you're not being a general nuisance, creating too much noise, or causing me sensory discomfort in general, we're good. i HATE unnecessary noise, excessive lights or sparkle, wet clothes etc. if you're not doing these, we're good.

vi. think / act very quickly and have tons of ideas always. i'm THE person to come to when you need practical advice; i don't care about being right, idc about being the best in the room. you have this problem? here, have five different solutions, and here, have my explanation on the nuances and ifs and buts of taking every single one of them. on that note, i also hate unnecessary dramatics. i can't stand ranting or yapping beyond a certain point bcs it's like, do you want a solution or not?? and if you don't, then find smth more relaxing / happy to talk about, no??

vii. sarcastic. my legal name is literally 'sss' and the middle one's written as just s, but it might as well stand for sarcastic now. it's my way of venting out frustration when it's getting excessive. tho it's usually in a funny way; i try not to hurt people.

viii. i... had an extremely absent father, who was present in my life only in presence and an extremely overbearing mother who protected me, taught me how to live, shaped my personality deeply, and is both the person i've loved most and hated most. it's complicated.

ix. i'm also very loyal to my family. like family over everything, imo this makes it a little harder to fall in love with any one bcs ik with full awareness that i'd pick my family over anyone else any day.

x. i struggle a little with finding myself as human as others, or as open as others. idk, weird fixation with scrubbing my skin raw, personality raw, soul raw until it's all perfect. i CANNOT stand humiliation and immediately freeze up and even cry when it gets bad enough.

xi. have exactly one fuck per day left to give- and, oh, guess the one for today flew away. sorry.

xii. i go from 100 to 0 to 100 in the blink of an eye. this is me at all times, essentially.

anyway, do have a moodboard that describes my energy smh since i can't possibly sum up my entire personality without writing a 10k word article.

AHHH I ENJOYED DESCRIBING MYSELF LIKE THIS SM LMAO, THANKS FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE RIINA!! also, pls, sincerely- i used to be a writer once and did this kind of event too, so pls!! i'm begging you, do give us a personality analysis thing for yourself too!! i wanna put in my thoughts, too!!

i tried to make this as concise and organized as possible, so i'm very sorry if anything ends up giving you a headache 😭 thank you so much for your time and efforts!! LOVE YOU!! 💖🌟 *explodes*”

“WAIT I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT THE FOURTH ONE 😭😭

aura farmed in the last year.... like, there's nothing in particular? 😭

ig one thing that's been happening a lot though is that my sense of style and fashion as well as my suggestions regarding people's relationships have been 100% accurate. and people first revolt like, no, you're wrong and then come back half an hour later like, 'could you please make another suggestion?' 😭🤦‍♀️

essentially, i'm right way too often nowadays 🤷‍♀️

that aside, there's really nothing lmao, i, for the life of me, cannot aura farm 😭🤦‍♀️

AGAIN, SO SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED HERE!!”

I think Aventurine still holds the spot of the freakiest profile up to date, albeit that might change when I get Anaxa’s done. If you’re not a shrewd darling then I don’t know what you are. 

Why thank you for the well-wishes, I have had an absolute blast with you. I think the only thing I regret about the past year is not talking to you people more. I've wanted to do something like this for so long but had a diabolical nagging fear that it wouldn’t be good or interesting enough, and I am so overwhelmingly glad to have been proven wrong ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ PRE-AE SUNDAY!

Music? Already thinking of Sunny. Everything else? Even Sunnier. And the attitude? Must be Pre-AE.

I think that in this case, the combo of perfectionist + perfectionist isn’t as destructive as some say it could be. Especially if it’s your mission to make sure that things are as perfect as they could be regarding yourself, it’s something he very much relate to, and I’ve found that when two people of that type meet, they usually end up not fuelling each other in it but actually soothing each other down; That’s what happens with the two of you. Like, when he has been up for 2h too late preparing some papers, you can go serve him the zero-fucks attitude and pull him away from it, and when you’ve been trying to get that one singular piece of your painting right without succeeding, he can come give you a very well-placed compliment and a subtle suggestion that perhaps, this much is enough.

He has a sharp tongue and behind the scenes he’s throwing witty remarks in every direction — when you’re both in a more relaxed mood, your go-to communication is just sarcasm thrown all around the house. He vastly enjoys getting to let loose with you in that way. Then, since he himself is not the type to openly laugh or smile, seeing you be so open with your expressions pretty much melts his heart. 

Moreover, if it’s even a little bit on the side of yandere that we’re going, you won’t have a more valuable asset than being a little cunning. He’s a mindfucking bitch in that role, so if you’ve got some sagacity to you, it’s going to help you. Moreover, I would argue that he’s actually a part of the ragebaiter club (only very subtle about it), and the chill attitude is probably going to prove to be a beneficial quality. 

You say your smile is SUNNY. SUNNY. Sunday. Sunny. Sunday. The detective agenda continues. Also, you’re very loyal to your family. Family. Oak Family. 

── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ──

@sylvierene asked: 

“hiya riri! i honestly can't believe ive been reading your amazing writing for a year! you always manage to get into the nook and crannies of the characters you write, and i love how you portray their thought processes. it somehow makes the yandere hit harder! with that in mind, here's a match-up request :D

Which fandom (Genshin or HSR)? HSR, please!

Would you like a lady or a gentleman or will either do? Hm, I don't mind either. Just please no Ratio or I'll cry

What do you like to do, what sort of a person are you? This is a free-form: You can tell me about your hobbies, about your studies, your work, what you're fond of, what you heavily dislike, how you like to live your life, what you ate for breakfast today, that sort of thing. Whatever you're comfortable revealing to me and to the others that might be reading it along with the answer! Okay, I would say I'm a pretty extroverted, confident person. I'm not afraid to say what I think, and I like to read up on things in order to collect the most knowledge possible. My best friend calls me a "knowledge hoarder," and honestly I agree with that assessment. I love learning things and in my free time enjoy reading a lot. I also love sharing things! In school, I was definitely that kid that got told to study teaching lolol. But I've started my LLB, mainly because I just didn't have the patience to deal with teaching bureaucracy  in my country haha. Also I am very disorganised, I need at least 10 different reminders on my phone, notion and planner to do something, and as a teacher's daughter, I know all too well how much organisation and discipline that career needs. I did however work as a tutor for a bit! It was...a lot, but worth it in the end despite the horrendous pay. I think that's another big thing about me; I'm really strong about my morals. If I believe something, I believe it with my whole heart. For example, I always look up if a beauty company I'm buy from uses animal testing or not because personally,  that's something I care about deeply! Again, my friends often tease me, but it's what I believe in so I'll stick to being a dweeb 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 In terms of aesthetics...I love everything a bit classy, a bit formal. Y'know the whole Carolyn Besette-Kennedy trend that was viral for a bit?? I dress like that blended with a typical shoujo anime heroine look. Turtlenecks, highnecks, trenchcoats, mary jane shoes, low rise jeans, Uniqlo, pink accessories, mild gyaru-type makeup. The way I look is very important to me! Also, hair--- mine reaches to my hipbone and I am very proud of it because it takes a century to manage. It's all worth it tho for the aesthetic. In terms of how I appear, I get the two extremes; from fellow extroverts, I seem friendly, but to introverts, I am apparently incredibly intimidating. My friend chalks it up to me being confident enough to say what I think, and that tends to either lure people in or make them afraid. Either way, I don't mind, because once you talk to mind you find that I'm a pretty cheerful, upbeat, optimistic person (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) Hobbies: I like knitting, writing, reading, and playing video games! Obviously love Star Rail, but I enjoy indie games like Mouthwashing, and visual novels like Ace Attorney! The game I've been playing the most recently is the best of two worlds, XOXO Droplets!  Oh, and my favourite books are Almond blossoms and beyond by Mahmoud Dariwsh and Madonna in a fur coat by Sabahattin Ali.

Describe the moment you farmed the most aura in the past year. Like flex on me the hardest you possibly can. I had to think for this one, but I think it was when someone recognised me for a video I did with the state government in my country as a part of a special program I did with them! That really boosted my ego, especially when they complimented me for being well-spoken.

And lastly, a sidequest that you can either do or not do, attach a shitty Paint-drawn portrait of yourself in the ask, and I will complete the drawing with your match! Emphasis on shitty, I don't accept masterpieces, it'll give me performance anxiety. I did this with my mousepad five seconds before, so forgive me in advance:

yeah, that's a rough depiction of what I look like.

Thank you if you decide to do this, and happy one year anniversary! I hope there are many, many happy returns of the day. ( ´ ∀ )ノ～”

Resisting the immediate urge to assign you with Ratio. The confidence is inspiring, honey, keep it up. I’ve found that way too many young adults are struggling with their self-esteem which in turn weighs them down and sends them even deeper into the spiral, so I want you to know that you’re doing very well and are on the right path, if anything. 

I also happen to be a teacher’s daughter. It's truly another reality to see what goes on  behind the scenes and how much extra work teachers have to do, but I’m also very proud of having a parent with such a profession because I have a huge respect for it. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ ANAXA!

The one thing you need, for starters, to be with Anaxa is confidence, and you’re not lacking in that regard. He himself is very self-assured both in his knowledge and his opinions, and he requires his partner to match those qualities. Moreover, the pursuit in learning more and more about whatever is something that he goes crazy about in a person, so you’re basically one of the few people that could actually handle him, I’d argue. Plus, he’s technically a teacher, too. 

Moreover, a strong moral compass is something that attracts him to you, too: For one, he’s dead set on believing in what he has deemed to be right. Of course, he’s ready to argue all of those points, and if there’s something you disagree on, he would be more than happy to debate you — all in the name of mutual understanding, obviously. Your mere existence is something that stimulates his mind, and if you allow him to, he’s going to want to spend hours with you just chatting away. 

I also think you’d complement his occasionally soul-sucking realism with your optimism. He cannot, for the life of him, let go of science and whatever theories he’s cooking up, so having someone that can at least momentarily bring him out of that bubble and get him to go take a chill pill and some tea is going to be very good for him. And, vice versa, his pragmatic views can open new things for you to ponder about. 

Oh, and promise me that the first thing you do for him is fix his fuckass fashion sense. He simultaneously cares for and doesn’t give a shit about his appearance, so the one (arguably very valuable thing in this case) thing no one else in his life could bring him is the appreciation for aesthetics. 

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@cerebralinvader asked:

“1. hsr please!!

2. either would do! i have no preference hehe

3. okay this part is gonna be loooong (idk if you’ll be responding directly to the ask or in a separate post, but if you get the chance i wouldn’t mind if you didn’t copy this whole rambling more than what’s needed for context lolz) I WROTE THIS IN ONE SITTING ON MY NOTES APP EXPECT NOTHING OF MY SPELLINV AND GRANMAR + it might be hella cringe

in terms of hobbies i spend a ton of my time watching anime, playing video games, reading— like i can kinda get caught up in stuff and forget to leave my room/go outside often enough 😭😭 (though im very much NOT a shy person, like i completely lack any amount of shame that i probably could benefit from, but im usually good enough with people that it works out ) this also results in me forgetting to drink water or eat im ngl just cause i can kinda tune out my own physical experiences in favor of whatever im caught up with

i love drawing, acting, and writing (though the latter is mostly self indulgent fanfics with some poetry sprinkled in once in a while) i LOVE debating and i HATTEE people trying to boss me around like everytime i hear a “because i say so” or “im in charge” im insta-digging  my heels in the ground just on principle

i don’t mind admitting when i actually am wrong, but i do always argue when i think im not

i love learning and researching/collecting info on topics i enjoy: esp psychology, philosophy, and human biology (idk what it is about humans but i gen just love the very concept of them they’re all SO interesting)

i have a pretty easy time putting my biases aside and trying to understand how other people are feeling and/or their thought processes— even if i REALLY don’t agree with them, but i also struggle with treating my own emotions as important, i often brush them aside for what i consider a more “logical” route, (and somehow i’m surprised every time refusing to acknowledge emotions doesn’t get rid of them)

i lie a LOT and almost never to actually get something, it’s genuinely just for fun. i like seeing how much i can trick people and i usually do admit it as lying within like a few minutes— mostly because im very very good at it. i do really love teasing and messing my friends,  i think their reactions are just hilarious whether they’re flustered or scared or mad or whatever, tbh even sometimes when they stare at me blankly i’ll start laughing at that too(which sometimes just leads to uncontrollable fits of laughter it’s so bad). i can handle being messed with back, but anytime someone genuinely starts being really kind i get very flustered.  i often get bored of any specific demeanor so every few hours to like a day or so i might end up switching around my tone/behavior etc to a different vibe

i LOVEEEE to yap about stuff that i like, though i will need someone to engage somewhat, i can’t really talk with a wall, but i wanna be able to share the things i obsess over with people (my strange version of gifting with “this thing makes me happy” ➔ “please look at this thing to be happy too”) im generally very apprehensive about physical touch until im close with someone, then i get pretty clingy physically

i have a huge sweet tooth and i hate vegetables , i love almost anything that’s cute or creepy (i have a soft spot for things like rats or snakes that many find gross) and i love horror— i have terrible motivation for anything i don’t feel like doing, i complain a lot about inconveniences and get bored crazy easy, which i will do anything to avoid i seriously cant stand boredom i will take any other feeling or emotion over being bored

i can handle high amounts of pain very easily (like getting stabbed or burnt) but mild discomfort will END me (tummy aches), when i do get too upset i tend to kinda shut down, i get quiet and unresponsive and just kinda lay there im ngl— i love small dark spaces when im stressed

my sleep schedule is CRAZY inconsistent like i get a random number generator over a period of 48 hours for how many hours i get, and then another for how many chunks its split into— on average i get 2-5 hours a night and i take naps, but i have slept for over 13 hours straight before— sometimes i go to bed at 10pm or 2am(most often) or 9am it’s really completely inconsistent

OKAY THATS ALL I CAN THINK OF I HOPE THIS WAS GOOD???

4. i’m ngl i cant think of anything but when I heard a teacher had brought up my name in a discussion I wasn’t present for to call a point I had made incorrect– I returned the next day with a document I put together containing explanations for all my claims  as well as sources, which I handed out to the class and presented to them. (it was on absurdism and albert camu)

5.  (ps thank you so much for doing this i love your works im so freaking excited…)”

All they know is McDonald’s, charge they phone, twerk, be bisexual, eat hot chip & lie. I must say, I love this ask: Full of personality and quirks, and the picture tops it off. Now, if you do not like this match-up, be prepared to argue because I am RIGHT and you are WRONG 🎣🎣🎣

I diagnose you with… 

ᯓ★ MR. RECA!

I’m pretty sure that in this case, you need a person who can be both calm and reassuring and the slowing force with their presence, but who can also outfreak you if need be. The latter, especially; he can outfreak you and he can outfreak you hard. 

Acting? Acting? Babe be for real, it’s you for Reca or then it’s nobody. The energy is all over you: A yapper, a strong-willed and confident personality, cunning and playful in nature, someone who takes no shit, sometimes struggling with expressing their own emotions in favour of keeping up the looks — this is like a textbook partner for him. 

The conversations go insane with him. He’s knowledgeable on quite many topics, even more the ones you mentioned since both of his professions require some familiarity with how the human mind and body work, so expect to have your thoughts returned to you tenfold. He himself is someone who needs his psyche (and delulu) to be fed with intriguing concepts and controversial topics, and I think you’d do fantastic in offering him those. 

Oh, and this might be an unpopular opinion but I think he also has a very calm and empathetic side. He’s very much able to sit down and converse about feelings with you, and I think he’d be the driving force in getting you to express the emotions that you might have trouble putting into words or permitting to be shown. Just consider: You saying something to him that he sees right through, him raising his brows and saying “Now, is that what you really think, Dear?”. He’s going to keep you on your toes, and you’ll fucking love that shit.

On the yandere side, the ability to shamelessly lie is highkey something you would need. Not a lot of people would have the guts to spit fake info in his face, but as long as you keep the energy up (and he doesn’t end up using the Memokeeper hax), you’re bound to succeed at some point. I’m afraid you won’t be able to get even close to outfreaking the yan version, but you’d put up a good fight, at least, I imagine. 

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@xjpie68a4ske9su asked:

“waugh I don't really bother with posting and stuff cuz this is my super secret alt acc but I promise I'm real!!!! I swear!!!!!!!

HSR girlie

I prefer my men gentle so true

I'm so serious I don't know how to begin this uhh for breakfast I had banana pancakes and despite being 18 I'm still going to highschool. It's just a situation y'know? I'm not really good with talking to people and my current situation makes it rlly hard to communicate—what with the fact that I've only moved to this new country two years ago. I like drawing and writing and playing? I would like to lie to you and say that I am full of whimsy but lowk I think I'm just full of quiet rage. I'm so sorry this feels like I'm over sharing even if it was the entire point of it ;;; have I mentioned that I'm full of anxiety

I think it technically counts but I've succeeded in making all my male classmates scared of me. They will never approach me and it's all part of the plan >:)

!!!

happy anniversary riri!!! I think. YAAAYYYY!!!!!!!!”

So true, bestie. Godspeed on finding your way in a new country, two years is simultaneously a very long and a very short time to have spent in a completely foreign environment. It’ll all sort itself out with time — I believe in you, dear keyboard smash account. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ JIAOQIU!

The good thing about being with him is that he can drive the social situations and you don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to. He’s also a naturally calming presence with his fan that very calmly lights on fire every now and then, and I think it’s safe to say that he would be good for whatever anxiety you might be going through.

I am also a firm believer in the fact that he has that whimsy in him, bro is a foxian after all. I think he could bring out that more whimsy side out from you, and then the energy emitted would stick to him too. Same thing as with the previous Jiaoqiu match, the one unfortunate thing about this pairing is that he won’t be able to see your drawings, but minor details, minor details. 

And he’s also very gentle of a man. So true. 

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@livvylol1 asked:

“HSR

Either would do~ (・∀・)

3. I love to read & write as a hobby. ^^ I like to play tons of video games too. I am in a mathematics major, it’s pretty easy in terms of the workloads, except for the analysis classes. It WILL beat plus spank you up, down, and sideways. For what I heavily dislike is physical touch, I hate. HATE it. I do not like getting hugged by most people. ( •̀ ᴖ •́ ) If you wanna know what sort of person I am, I’m a lone wolf type.

4.. I was thrown into a random group for a project, I carried that whole group completely. I think we’ve received the highest score on that one project.ᕙ( ˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ )ᕗ ✧

And here’s a lil silly portrait of me for the side quest <333”

Baby you looked so cold only in your underwear that I gave you a fire fit. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ RUAN MEI!

An academic person requires another academic person on their side. Ruan Mei is nothing if not knowledge-oriented, and I think maths is 100% the thing that ends up connecting the two of you. Listen, I shall paint a picture on your mindscape and say that this has insane slow burn colleague potential. The slow burn part mostly comes from the fact that she has a bit of a hard time recognizing her own emotions, but after she handles that part, she’ll rizz you up good. Considah: You trying to solve a math problem and her coming to help you, and she calmly explains everything to you in her ASMR-ass voice before dropping a “good job” at the end of it. 

She’s also someone who doesn’t like physical contact that much, so you’ll match perfectly on that part, too. Sure, there can be some tasteful touches here and there (she has unnecessarily nice hands), like a brush on your shoulder or your hair, but that’s the extent of it. Both of you also need your own time, so you won’t ever have to fear for your you-time to be invaded. 

I must say, the word wolf jumped in my eyes, but then I read the physical touch part, so Ashveil was out of the option list. I was also thinking of Ratio but then I thought that your picture looked a little bit too gentle and cute for his emotionless ass, and I settled on a bit of a kinder genius. 

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“Hello hello Riri!! Really excited for this event, and happy 1 year anniversary ahhh!! Feels like it's yesterday when I found your blog!!

Anywayyyyyyy, my entry ;)

1, Genshin! (Lowk manifesting Alhaitham, the one and only feeble scholar)

2, One Hoyoverse tailored man!

3, I like drawing, gaming and reading!! At the moment I just finished my final semester so woohoo summer holiday here I come!! I'm not much of a social butterfly so I spend my time at home doom scrolling, tending my little garden and gaming but recently I've started working out more and going jogging with my family at night as a bonding activity. I'm actually an introvert (I fear society), but well if someone press the right buttons and mentions my interest I'll do a 180 flip and become really really really hyper.. (Ehem my friends were duped by my emo persona till they found out the monster inside me >:)) I like to learn about animals (Like did you know platypuses breastfeed by oozing their milk across their skin? It's because they don't have nipples!)  sometimes history and finding more men to hyperfixate on :3. I have a hard time adjusting to changes in my routine (I don't like changes..), I also have an irrational fear of spiders eep!!(though I'll cool with cockroaches for some reason) and the darkness scares me, I still run fast whenever I turn off the lights in the hallway because what if the Boogeyman gets me.. I got a shy darling on your last survey on what type of darling we are so uhh I hope it helps with the matching!

4, My most aura farming moments has got to be when I won first place in an academic competition.. It felt so good to have my hard work pays off, all the time I've spent studying!!

5, Sorry Rina but this side quest will have to rot in the quest menu.. (I can't draw that well and I want it to be perfect for you!!) Okay that's all I have for you, sorry if it's too long ahh!! I hope I can still get a match. Happy one year anniversary and have a great day!!”

Hiii, honey!! I hope you have a phenomenal day as well ♡♡

Now, now, a lot of you seem to have chickened out on the drawing because of the fear that my drawings will somehow mog yours. I must advise all of you, it is a very soul-healing activity to let go of perfectionism once in a while and draw the most horrendous shit you have ever seen. Moreover, as you may have noticed as you scrolled down on the post, I had plenty of my own fun on the drawings. Comparison is the killer of joy, and you should never not do something because you fear that someone else might be better at it. Chase your dreams, my babies. I should’ve offered you primogems for completing the quest

I did not know that about platypuses. Why can’t I do that. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ TIGHNARI!

For the record, Alhaitham was in the possible matches, but I must not get swayed by the bias. 

Since you’re academically oriented, it should come as no surprise that Tighnari might take interest in you. While he has his job as a forest ranger, botany is very much his field, and what do you like to do? You like to garden. A match surely made by the Dendro Archon herself. 

I think he’d get anxiety if he had a partner that ran around wherever and potentially got themselves in trouble, so you being more of a homebody is more than okay with him. It’s probably something that ends up reducing his stress levels, too: He has a good reason to hang around at home and not get overworked by whatever his students and the other rangers have got going on. 

He’s also 101% a routine person, and he can’t stand things that distract him from them. When you get your habits to sync up with his, life flows so smoothly that you can hardly find any annoyances in his behaviour in that regard. Then, when it comes to your interests and such, you can be sure that he’s prepared to talk about animals and such for hours on end (literally a part of bro’s job), even though he occasionally needs his own time to recharge. 

Oh, and he draws, too, no? Considahhh: Him making notes and asking you to join him with drawing the images for them. 

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@nobloodonlycoffee asked:

“Hello!! I’m sending in a request for a matchup - if possible maybe one from each Hsr and Genshin? (But if u only want to do one that’s totally fine! In that case I’d prefers Hsr) I have a male preference, but if there’s a lady really speaking to you I’m down for that too~

Appearance wise I’m on the smaller side and have pretty serious baby face, so people tend to think I’m younger than I really am (one of my mom’s friends said she thought I was 14, I’m 21 (0_o))

Basically my whole life I’ve been interested in anything “strange” or out of the norm, which I think originated from me being a very stubborn child that didn’t like being told what to do - if something was “too scary” or not appropriate for someone my age, I was absolutely going to try and check it out 😅

I’m very chronically online (gacha gambling addiction), but I still like to touch grass (I love to hike) - my other hobbies are mostly drawing and reading. Overall I’m very introverted, but it’s less due to social anxiety and more so that I just get tired out by people very quickly. Usually I prefer to observe people rather than actually interact with them, but I hope to eventually be a bit more sociable. Im good at reading people and adjusting myself to best fit the vibe/situation - although I’m charming to others I struggle to feel any deeper interest or connection with them. 

Also, my mbti is “intp”, and when I took your “darling type” quiz I got the Helter Skelter type :)

Sorry if this ended up super long, I wasn’t sure how much to write so apologies if it’s too much!! (Also I did the mini self portrait :D) thank you for the matchings, I absolutely adore all your work (and good luck to your studies! I look forward to the announcement that you’re officially a doctor!)”

No fucking way I also got told that I look 14 the other day, and I, too, am 21. I genuinely don’t know where the guy pulled that from because I’ve always thought that I look my age. I don’t know if I should get offended or not.

Looking at the shirt, I’d argue that the helter-skelter reached the correct address. Thank you for following me for as long as you have, I’m always glad to spot you in the notifications (୨୧ᵕ̤ᴗᵕ̤) I’m afraid the doctor announcement is still five years away, but if I’m still active on this blog by then (which I very much hope to be), I pinky-promise to do another round of match-ups for the celebrations. 

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ DAN HENG!

This was actually a bit of a tricky match-up to make, and I was on the fence between him and Jing Yuan, but I ultimately chose Dan-Dan here because of the grass-touching part. Don’t ask.

It’s the calmness, especially, that he appreciates in a person, and you do have that, to a degree. In my humble defence regarding such an observation, I have found that there’s a chaotic way to be chaotic, and then there’s a very serene way to be chaotic, and I would diagnose you with the latter. I think that very quality is something he finds very endearing, because on one hand, he would have a wild ride with someone who’s all over the place, but on the other, he himself is a very muted sort of a person, so having you with him kind of makes him bloom, if that makes any sense. It’s a perfect balance. 

He’s very fond of nature, so it’s something you can bond over. Especially after the Amphoreus shenanigans, hiking (with you) is something he has grown very fond of, and he tries to make as much time for that as possible with how hectic the life on the AE is. Drawing is something he’s not personally that big on, but reading is another story completely, of course: He’s very fond of the activity, and it doesn’t even matter if the genres you’re interested in are entirely different — you can open new worlds for each other. And, if your social battery is dead-dead, you can always trust him to offer his lap for you to read and recharge in. 

Also, he’s a social observer as well, so you’ll both just be staring at the party from the sidelines like birds on a wire. Moreover, no words really need to ever be said between the two of you for an understanding to have been reached: It’s borderline a telepathic connection you have got going on with him.

I thought I’d stick to the HSR match-up for this for scheduling reasons, but I thought I’d tell you that I would’ve picked Rizzley 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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@ventiffy asked:

“Hii!! I love your content! Thank you for doing this btw💗!

1. Which fandom (Genshin or HSR)? Genshin!!

2. Would you like a lady or a gentleman or will either do? A gentlemen, please!

3. What do you like to do, what sort of a person are you? As a health science student, I love anything scientific or related to medicine. I don't have time to partake in any of my hobbies, since I'm constantly stuck studying... However, whenever I find the time, I like to watch documentaries and read! I love nature and animals and general- like I have a huge heart for strays and I automatically become happier whenever I see a cute squirrel or something (all animals are cute to me so I’m always happy)! I love anything related to herbs and learning about herbal remedies! I also like having tea or coffee in the morning! However I usually go with the latter and save tea for later.

4. Describe the moment you farmed the most aura in the past year. I was able to shelter 2 stray cats!! I was able to get them to like me and now they always run up to me whenever they see me outside. I built a small shelter for them with food and a place to sleep and hide from the cold/rain and so on! I really don’t care about awards, for me.. it’s moments like these that actually are huge wins for me!”

MEDICINE! MEDICINE! MEDICINE!!!! RRAAAAAAAAAHHHH

I diagnose you with…

ᯓ★ KAZUHA!

A gentle soul + a gentle soul is an unbreakable combo. 

He can’t say he’s that much of a science person — I suppose he never had the time or the resources to study — but it doesn’t really matter to him: It’s your essence that he’s interested in as a whole, not the knowledge you might be able to offer.

He’s obviously a big fan of nature, and he has never been one for city life. Moreover, he has an innate quality (like you probably do, too) to attract animals, meaning that you’ll be having, for the lack of a better term, a Disney princess aura wherever you go with him. He finds the huge heart you have an incredibly beautiful trait, and since he himself is also a very kind person, the connection is strong-strong. 

Slow things in life are something he vastly appreciates whenever he gets to have them. Having tea with you in the morning, whether that be in complete silence or chatting, is perhaps one of his favourites. 

And the cats. With whatever happened with his friend, you having stray cats could make him burst into tears. You’ll be the best cat parents ever. 

Anonymous asked:

"omg yes we need the ashveil profile. the lack of yandere ashveil content is killing me

love your writings <3"

I KNOWWWW there's so little content about him and for what. The profile is on its way, don't you worry ( ｰ̀εｰ́ )

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Anonymous asked:

"Your Dan Heng Sunday rivalry reminds me of a fic I saw!! It was a Phainon X Dan Heng piece but there was some X Sunday stuff at the very end!! It was tagged “Cuckday” on ao3 and it made me think of the ask you just answered because it’s so funny that Sunday would not step in for Reader getting too close to Dan Heng and might end up getting unintentionally cucked. Poor man has abducted the Reader but still cannot stop her from slamming Dan Heng."

Cuckday is actually taking me clean out.

No, but I genuinely don't think he'd have the courage to go against Dan Heng of all people. Like, Dan Heng is his elder and has been on the Express for way longer than him, you probably built a much stronger relationship with him during the time you were on the Express out of your own volition, and now that you perceive Sunday to be the main threat, who would be the best person to go to?

Sunday watching you agree to play cards with Dan Heng after he has done everything in his power to try and get you to even talk to him:

܁₊ ⊹ . ܁ ⟡ ܁ . ⊹ ₊ ܁

Anonymous asked:

"HI HI HI RIINNQAA MY FAV YANDERE BLOG EVER!!! have you seen Lohen from Genshin bc I SWEAR HE HAS THE POTENTIAL TO BE ON YOUR PROFILE ❗️❗️❗️"

Lonh 🤤🤤🤤 His freakass doesn't even need to be yandere to be yandere. He very much has the potential, I swear I'll uphold the yandere part of the blog when I get the chance ( ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )

܁₊ ⊹ . ܁ ⟡ ܁ . ⊹ ₊ ܁

Anonymous asked:

"Hi! I recently found your acc and wanted to say I think your writing is v good... I really like how much care you put into the characterization since I find a lot of yan stuff can be a little samey y'know?

also ik youve said you mostly just write for guys but the Kafka crumbs in Blade's profile got me pondering...however there is no pressure I am super appreciative that you take the effort to write all this AND also share it!!

Hope you have a good day :)"

Helloo!! Thank you so much for the kind words, it means a lot ( ˘ ³˘ )♡

To answer your question, I can't actually answer your question because I'm still unsure myself. So far, I've written one (1) work for a woman (that being Arlecchino), and profiles and such are exclusively reserved for the men which I don't see changing any time soon, but shorter stuff is still on the table ( · ❛ ֊ ❛) You have a nice day as well, honey!!

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Hello, Apple, I'm rowing up your asks so you don't have to find them all over the Chat (..◜ᴗ◝..) Construction-Riri in action

Anonymous asked:

"CONGRATS ON PASSING UR EXAM!!!!!!!

-🍎"

WHY THANK YOU, APPLE, THAT'S VERY SWEET OF YOU (˶˃𐃷˂˶)

Anonymous asked:

"Goodness we are eating so good today

- 🍎"

Sunny ♫ yesterday my life was filled with rain ♫♫♫

Anonymous asked:

"It just popped up in my head but the idea of darling swinging on Aven, Sunday, Phainon perhaps, and connecting. (I’m talking at least seeing stars for a second if not a nosebleed or in Sunday’s case, a fucked up headwing)

-🍎"

What an idea Apple. Not to promote violence but this is the type of shit I would pull, especially in Aventurine's case. I firmly believe that he'd be the type to be like "omg owww" sarcastically but inside he's actually like "don't crash out don't crash out don't crash out" while holding his hand under his nose with his eyes closed. He lowkey knows he had it coming, too, so you might even evade the syringe TM

I don't know how you're planning on landing a punch on Phainon of all people, but like good luck regardless. I think he'd just be confused if anything after going back into his puppy boyfriend ass behaviour and going like "what did you do that for :----("

Sunny would probably momentarily believe in Ena's cause again if you threw hands at him. I'd personally go for a straight-up grab rather than a punch with him and take a few souvenir feathers while at it. It'd probably be straight to tuning town after that, though, and he'd sulk about it for a good few hours while trying to tidy up the wing in the mirror

Anonymous asked:

"I initially glazed over and thought you were talking about a real man; Believe me when I say that I was ready to ride at dawn for a second. TT

- 🍎"

Thank fucking god I haven't had to deal with predatory DM-sliders anywhere else than in my dreams, it is good to know that my subconscious appears to be very rational about the topic. I think I've only once had like a proper sexual harassment scare with older guys (aside from the usual that pretty much every girl has to go though): I was at a club, dancing with my friends, when this clearly older, maybe like 30ish y. guy gets behind me and starts grinding on me from behind, like hovering his hands on my waist and going for it. Fortunately, the situation was promptly ended by my guy friend who very swiftly proceeded to switch places with me, shoutout to him. Anyhow, people, if you need to ask yourself "am I being sexually harassed right now", it's very likely that you are; don't ever let it slide.

Anonymous asked:

"I got luocha!!!

- 🍎"

RARE PULL

Anonymous asked:

"This just popped up in my head but which yans (from best to worst) do you feel like physically “maintains” their darling (eg: hygiene, hair, makeup)

-🍎"

Conducted a Github priority sort on this one. Sunny obviously takes the cake on this one, I think he'd do everything from your hair to your skincare to your makeup, especially the pre-AE one. Then, on the other end of the spectrum, I don't think Blade would give a flying fuck

Sunny pre-AE Sunny AE Aventurine Luocha Argenti Moze Dan Heng Jiaoqiu Reca Ashveil Jing Yuan Welt Mydei Phai Gallagher Boothill Geppie Ratio Anaxa Sampo Blade

I welcome opinions on the matter

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(I'm bunching up all of your asks here, should be in chronological order)

soutar asked:

"RIRI DON'T ANSWER THAT DM *BANG BANG* RIRI"

@soutar Baby's first (almost) Tumblr scam 🥀🥀🥀

soutar asked:

"OH HELLO BABEEE!!!! CONGEATS ON PASSING YOUR EXAMS!!!! WHOOOOOOOO 🎉🎉🎉🎉

No but seriously, it feels amazing to see you go further and further in your studies, with each post I feel like we get to learn more about your successes! Like wow... Riri is a med student.... wow.... honestly at this point I would let you do brain surgery on me. I hope you take that break and rest really well<333. Also also even though I cursed you out earlier for putting that brain stuff in the quiz I actually love it, feels like we get a peak into that med student life (and I'm not gonna lie it is interesting too!)

Now I shall say my curiosity has been... piqued 🧐 so.

What kind of results in the quizzes you got? 🫵 The hsr yandere quiz, the genshin one, the darling one... I need to know all of them pretty please with cherry on top 🙏🙏 (maybe it's kind of cheating considering you made them, but honestly I don't care!!! Also if you didn't do them yet then I'll be waiting.....)

And did you already finish your job watching poor students suffer at the finals?? Let us know how it went if you did!

Rest well andd enjoy your holiday mwah mwah mwah 💋💋💋

I hope I'm not too late and make it into the next thoughts post ✌️"

HELLOOOOO HONEYYYYY WHAT IS UP MY BEAUTIFUL EEPYDEEPY BINKYBONKY HONEYBUNNY

1/6 a doctor, I can't believe it and somehow also don't want to believe it because the amount of responsibility I'll be having does not sit right with me with the amount of information I have now. I know it'll grow on me with time but every time I try to visualize myself in a doctor's coat, I'm like ...🧍‍♀️. They warned us about this exact thing last autumn but I really do feel like the more I learn, the less I know. But, I have faith that it'll all grow on me with time, and I'll do my best to become a good doc, thank you for the encouragement ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ Yes babe I think I could conduct a lobotomy on you if I tried really hard!!

The quizzes, quizzes-quizzes-quizzes, of course I did them myself too, naturally ( ๑‾̀◡‾́) On the HSR one, I think I first landed Phainon and then Dan Heng on another occasion, on the Genshin one I got Albedo, and what sort of a darling would I be if not the feisty one. I've always been more on the temperamental side, and while the trait is often considered negative, I've always thought of it as one of my best qualities because it came with a sense of fighting spirit and a fiercely positive outlook on life (•̀ᴗ•́ )و

I did finish the job, thank you for asking! It went very well, I got to eat free bananas and watch people put their soul into the academics, very inspiring. You enjoy your almost-holiday too, baby (˶˘ ³˘(´͈ ᵕ `͈˶)

soutar asked:

"Riri.Riri. Riri my finals are on Monday Riri what do I do I'm gonna puke eughjhhhhhhh 🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮"

What subject what subject don't panic don't panic, the mnemopnic for the Krebs cycle is Can I Keep Selling Sex For Money Officer in biology, hurricanes spin clockwise in the South and counter-clockwise in the North in geography, the word "such" needs an article if a singular form word follows it (I'm still fixing that in the earlier works) in English, the WWII started 1st of September 1939 and ended 2nd of September 1945 in history, philosophy I have no fucking clue about, remember to state that "let it be assumed the gas behaves like an ideal gas" in chemistry, the derivative function of e^x is itself in maths, when they inevitably ask for a real-life example of induction the answer is a stovetop or an electric toothbrush charger in physics, uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

soutar asked:

"Hello Riri!! Okay okay last ask for this week I swear 🥺🥺

With which yanderes do you think ignoring them is worse than answering them even in a snappy way??

And please please please I need to see how some of the characters would react to absolute brainrot humour once 🙏🙏 the reader needs to look into Blade's eyes and say 67 that would heal me 🙏

And I'm not sure if you answered that before as my current memory is that of a goldfish so I'll ask anyway, what's your opinion on Jiaoqiu and would you ever consider doing a profile for him? (You're both doctors you can flex your med knowledge wink wink) (My very not obvious attempt at manipulation ☝️)

As always have a good day and let us know how you're doing mwah! ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧"

... You're saying that like it's a bad thing that you're talking to me 🤨🤨🤨

Good luck ignoring Phainon. I think he's kinda bad either way because if you ignore him, he'll pester you more, but if you entertain him, he'll pester you as well. Though, the latter might be a bit less annoying in the long run when he calms down, so him. Then, I think with Boothill, silent treatment could eventually get him mad enough to take his gun out as a threat, so you might want to say a few words. Aventurine will ragebait you until you start talking, Gallagher too, Argenti is the pestering kind, Ashveil... (Then on the other end of the spectrum, I don't think Blade would mind if you didn't talk for a week straight. He's chill like that)

Saying the first syllable of 67 to Blade and he's just like

In my humble opinion, the serial brainrotters would include Aventurine, Sampo, Boothill and absolutely Ashveil. Ashveil would try so hard to stay on top of whatever the popular thing is at the moment, like imagine accidentally slipping out 67 in a normal context and he just interrupts you mid sentence and goes "haha 67", subsequently ending all conversation for the next 5 hours between the two of you.

I think Aventurine would watch the HSR equivalent of IG reels with you on his phone. Like, imagine being irked that he has you cuddled against his side, then the most diabolical reel comes on, you let out a very tired and half-hearted laugh, and he won't ever let that go. it's all downhill from there.

Then, imagine hitting Jiaoqiu with brainrot humour. You know he'd try to be like "oh haha" but he just looks at you like

About Jiaoqiu, yes, his profile is in the plans! Probably among, let's say the next six profiles whenever I get that far, I haven't decided yet. He has insane potential on the medical malpractice bodily side of things, in all corners of the darling life.

I am doing very well, thank you for asking! I just went to the store today and got a boxful of soon-to-expire fruit and vegetables for ridiculously cheap, and I'm making a pasta-kale-chicken-mushroom-tomato-whatever-the-fuck salad tomorrow ( ꈍ◡ꈍ) Have you been well?

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Anonymous asked:

"do you think yandere boothill would have a thing for a darling with piercings since it affirms that she's got like. flesh. and is real and not metal like him"

You know, I don't think he'd have a particular preference for any sort of a darling looks-wise. He himself has piercings even though he's metal, so I don't see the flesh and blood being a factor that would cross his mind, although he would for sure find them cool. He'd probably buy you a matching bullet earring if you have your ears pierced. Or he'd try to pierce them himself with like a clothespin

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magnificentkidclamclod asked:

"Sunday is gonna regret letting me have my phone and regret watching the absolute lowest of humor I laugh at on Tik Tok.

Also I appreciate how both iterations of Sunday are like this picture, serving and staying 'mostly' calm while we want them dead."

@magnificentkidclamclod Sunny watching the HSR equivalent of reels or Tiktok with you and it's just the screaming chicken five clips in a row and he has to sit through all of them with you

I think the funniest part about his patience is that though he always behaves basically the same no matter the emotion, you never know if he's like 😌 or 🙂🔫 inside

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Hiii, Tutel, bunched up your asks so they're in one place!! Here's your background music:

Anonymous asked:

"Haloo Riina it's me 🐢. I just wanna ask if you play twisted wonderland. and if you do, who is your favorite character?👀"

I do, in fact, play TWST, albeit not very actively and I'm on JP server since I started before the EN version dropped. My favourite characters are Silver, Lilia, Malleus (oh I used to be crazy about him when I was younger), Vil and the Leech twins, and Idia has grown on me (.◜◡◝)

Anonymous asked:

"Hello, 🐢 here!

I hope you're doing well and all the best for your exam Miss Riri!

I just took your "types of darling" test and the description lowkey hit a little too close to my heart cuz like HOW did you know that?! WITCH!!(Jkjk) Ahem, especially the "things to take into account" one, I didn't expect that your words were what I needed to hear for me to open my eyes. So all I wanted to say is thank you very much for making this fun quiz! :D"

I conducted a bit of stalking and found that you got placid darling, and I would like to inform you that you are the rarest breed of the darling society according to the results. I stand with you on your journey to self-discovery and commend every small step you take towards whatever direction you're going in, no matter if the boost for that comes from real life achievements or half shitpost quizzes done by some blokette on Tumblr.

Thank you for the well-wishes, and I hope you're doing well too!! Keep your spirits up, Tutel (✿◡‿◡)

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Anonymous asked:

"reader becomes really docile after becoming sick.. which yan would purposely make her sick just so he can see her being his lil meow meow"

Well if it isn't the most Jiaoqiu-coded thing I have ever read. And Anaxa-coded. And Luocha-coded. And lowkey Gallagher-coded too. Though, I don't think any of the yanderes would purposefully make you get sick since that's like a health hazard and they don't want your ass to get like chronic bronchitis and whatnot, but they'd definitely be like oh noooo how could this beeee

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Anonymous asked:

"oh ik damn well aventurine gets that darlings bangs trimmed on a set schedule. 💇‍♀️💇‍♀️💇‍♀️"

YOU KNOW ITTTTT

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@cerebralinvader asked:

"like a few days after you posted about your mr reca dream i got a dream where phainon was stalking me like CRAZY (im talking following me in dark alleyways, creepy packages on my doorstep, repeated messages no matter how many numbers i block, breaking into my house, the whole shebang) and in my dream i was so fucking stressed dude i was like tossing and turning bro 😭😭

great to look back on but i was NOT cheesed during it"

Insane dream plot to go through. 5/5 cinema.

I find that there are two types of dreams when it comes to fictional guys: The nice ones and the absolutely fucking terrifying ones. I just recently had a dream that I was cuddling with Sunny and I felt well-rested the entire day, but then there's my all-time most jumpscare-ish yandere dream that I had ages ago where I was locked in a room with Jade leech from TWST. There was like a table in between us, and I was trying to get around it and to the door to escape him, but he managed to like half grab my arm while I was at it, I tripped on the table leg, fell to the ground, he got on top of me and like violently slid his hand under my shirt and to my bare ribs, and I genuinely woke up with spasms that looked like I was having a seizure. I was sharing a room with another girl and she woke up to it. I did not attempt to explain

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@nyxstelle asked:

"Just wanted to say that your profile looks cute especially your art (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)"

Hii, that's so nice of you to say!! I vastly enjoy drawing the banners so I'm glad to hear that people enjoy them (❀ˆᴗˆ)(•́ᴗ•̀✿)

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Anonymous asked:

"lowkey, can i ask why you have beef with kaeya (you mention it in your intro/rules in the pinned post, and i have a feeling that there's an incredibly funny reason for it lol)"

You can absolutely ask me that, Anon. You are the second person to question that, and while I wish I had a funny answer, I do not — I just can't stand his guts. The fashion irks me, the voice irks me, the slow clapping when he first walked into frame? I was ready to uninstall. Lumlum is so strong because I would've sent him into the next life on the spot when he did the wannabe betrayal thing

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Anonymous asked:

"girl i am itching for those ashveil headcanons, cannot wait to read them bc i know you'll do well by that old wolf (is it just me or is he extra neglected in the yan community??)

your writing is amazing"

AUGHHHH I'm putting my soul to the Ashveil profile because there's so little content about him, it's underway and looking good so far (I hope). You know, I don't think I can ever properly express how flattered I am when people drop by to compliment my writing, like I tend to think long and hard about how to put it into words but then it ends up looking like word vomit with me there like 🥹🥹🥹 THANK YOU for saying that, I'll do my absolute best!!

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@chryseis-lxve asked:

"hi miss rin!! XD i hope you've been doing AWESOME!! your recent lohen fic was so yum that i couldn't help but return to phainon's profile (again XD) and i was really curious about this paragraph: Moreover, you don’t feel a single ounce of sympathy coming from Mydei’s direction, and the way he looks at you is... off. Truthfully, he isn’t any better than Phainon: The two do a lot of things together, competing against each other in the most bizarre of ways, so there’s really no reason why darling-hunting wouldn’t be one of the activities. With this in mind, in such realm of things, there would be no greater feat than managing to snatch the other’s treasured one away. It’s best to stay on your guard. 

like. what does this mean?? 😭 would mydei and phainon genuinely do stuff like abducting each other's darlings?? like fr?? 😭 or is it just a fear the darling is shown to have?? 😭 i honestly can't help but imagine a scenario lmao where both their darlings just team up and deck them with the power of friendship or smth 🤭😋"

Hellooo baby, how have you been? I've been doing very well, thank you for asking (✿˶◕‿◕˶人◕ᴗ◕✿)

Thank you for sending this one in because this citation happens to have one of the aforementioned "such a" typos. No, but I like having these subtle foreshadowing types of lines in the profiles because I think of the yandereism as a disease of sorts where you find your darling and just spiral. What I thought in this one was that when Mydei meets you, he might get attached like that and then try to steal you from Phainon. Or you'll get shared. Yippeeeee

Darling association. Darlings unite

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concha-404 asked:

"I GOT VENTI, MY BOYYYY

I would like to thank my parents, my siblings, the taco stand I went to today, and the amazing and benevolent author Riri ●|￣|＿"

What taco stand did you go to. Drop the tacos

Amazing benevolent author Riri wants your tacos

concha-404 asked:

"Shit lowkey clocked me 😥, but like fire bars must be spit I'll take the timeout corner 😔🫶"

I saw someone be disappointed that they were a helter-skelter. Like the audacity, they don't understand how to appreciate the good things and fire bars

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Anonymous asked:

"Hi Riina!! Your recent update to the quizzes is such a treat since I just got back to both the hoyo games after a long while. Since you mentioned Yan!Albedo warming up to his darling's emotions after a bit, I'm curious what you think he's like before and after that happens (how often he'd spend time with them or get a little touchy with them etc). That being said, I'm also curious on Klee and Durin's reactions to Albedo's darling? Would they be aware of her situation or would they be unknowing bystanders that make it tolerable for her (assuming they can interact with her)? Thank you for taking the time to make and update the quizzes constantly, they're always fun to do :)

(My long forgotten love for Albedo was dragged to the surface, can you tell ;;;)

((Also, can I be 🫧 anon if it's not taken already?))"

Hello, honey!! Ahhh, a fellow Albedo lover, he was my first limited 5star.

I think he'd be super careful at first, translating as him not quite knowing how to console you beyond like a hand on your shoulder and a few "there there"s since he isn't necessarily the type to wear his heart on his sleeve himself. At the start, he's cautious with how he touches you: Anything past your hands and arms and hair are off-limits for a long time before he gets the gist of how to deal with you in general, and it's only after that that he dares to properly start chatting with you and hugging you and so on.

The Klee situation would be an insane enabling spree because you know for a fact that Alice is in support of whatever Albedo is doing to you. You just have Klee dropping by every once in a while and you have to pretend that everything is gucci to not shatter the illusion. Durin would also be diabolical to have around because bro was born 15 minutes ago and he ends up thinking that the yandere thing is normal. Aiyaiyai

Regarding the topic, nobody has managed to land Illuga, Lohen or Ashveil yet even though I checked that all of them are possible to get. They're still waiting for their darlings to arrive 🥺🥺🥺

Yes, you can have that emoji! You shall be my blub-blub, plop-plop Bubble-Anon, c'mere babe (っ˶ ˘ ᵕ˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶ς)

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Anonymous asked:

"yan with addict darling... 👀👀👀"

... What sort of addiction? Gacha gambling? Phone? Crack cocaine?

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Anonymous asked:

"Rereading the yandere profiles and especially Mydei's profile makes me feel funny angry cause its like 'okay so you kidnapped me cause you like me? Say it then, look me in the eyes and confess your feelings to me.' Idk if that'll even do much but the idea of calling him out and hopefully a chance of making him flustered makes it feel like a small victory"

Bold of you to assume that he wouldn't like fold his arms, take a proud stance with a straight face and just go "I love you". I don't think you could ever hope to properly fluster the man unless you say something so out-of-pocket that he has to take a good few seconds to even begin to think how to answer it. You need to start talking in brainrot

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Anonymous asked:

"Heyyy I was reading through your yandere hsr masterlist and the one thing that I can't stop thinking about is how you constantly allude to other factions and the likelihood of them turning yandere as well and I mean.....imagine a universe where MC is just really good at evading her captors at the cost of gaining more with every successful escape? Stuck with Adventurine? Ask the Family for help! Uh oh! That guy Sunday got obsessed with you! However will you get out of this one? Ask the Astral Express for help, of course! ....Uh Oh! And you get it!

Idk if you've made a post about it before but it would be so incredibly humourous (and traumatic for our Y/N) if she just kept getting into more and more and more situations like....she's never going to have a normal life ever again 😭😭 she's cooked 😭😭😭😭"

No because I do occasionally think about this exact scenario. Like, no matter where you go, there's some guy trying to snatch you away. Collecting yanderes like infinity stones. Imagine waking up in a dark room, clearly not at your own place anymore, thinking like "omg please don't be this specific guy please don't be his specific guy he was so fucking hard to escape from" and then either celebrating getting an easy one or having your fears come true. Or, imagine a one-will-protect-you-rest-will-hunt-you-down scenario. Good lord

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Anonymous asked:

"Girrr i actually need more of yr hs quotes😭🙏🏻"

Listen, there's like an anonymous forum that the students of the school still keep up and post the teacher quotes there, and every once in a while I see another straight up banger pop up. I checked the channel just today, but no more quality ones have appeared in a few days since it was exam week and such, so I unfortunately cannot give you more right this instant 😔😔

The high school I went to was a one with very study-oriented students, and I think it's a part of the reason why the teachers could let loose and mess around a little. I think back to those days with warmth

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Anonymous asked:

"greetings to my talented and glorious queen riina,

so, i was doing some research the other day for one of my classes, and it got me thinking about how the yans (from both hoyo games) approach giving their darling drugs.

for the yanderes who do drug their darlings with stuff like aphrodisiacs, muscle relaxants, hallucinogens, The Syringe™, etc., do any of them actually worry about their darling possibly getting addicted to said drug, maybe from them using it too much/too often? do they take measures to avoid a possible addiction (limiting the use, changing the dose, etc.)? or do some of them simply not care and just keep on doing it?

(i did go through your rules bc i'm not entirely sure how a topic such as addiction is approached in your rules, and while i didn't see anything, i just wanna make sure that this is okay to send in. if this isn't okay to ask, feel free to disregard this and move on, and if it is okay and you want to share your thoughts, pls feel free! just maybe delete this paragraph first lol)

- ☁️"

Well hello there, my fluffy and poofy and non-rainy Cloud-Anon, welcome back (◡ ‿ ◡ ✿)

I frankly did not even consider the possibility of the drugs that the likes of, say, Jiaoqiu, Anaxa, Dottore, Baizhu and so on put in the darling being of the addictive kind — it wouldn't lead the narrative in any direction in my view. I don't think any of them would drop hallucinogens in you since it wouldn't really serve any purpose other than making you paranoid about all the wrong things, but the syringe and whatnot that put you out could end up being something that cease to function with time because you end up just not being afraid of them. Like, Aventurine threatening you with giving you the needle and you're just like "OK DO IT". With aphrodisiac, I don't think it would be the addictive sort in the yandere universe since the function is to make one horny, and your goal isn't necessarily to be that way. I'm not sure if this is a bit of a disappointing answer for you, but if anything, I thought the question was intriguing nonetheless (｡´ ‿｀♡)

I was very evil Riri today and didn't erase the last paragraph, I wanted to say that as long as it's not prohibited in my rules, it's either allowed or my mistake, and neither of those would be your fault ( ˘ᴗ˘ )

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Anonymous asked:

"pleasantly surprised by blade's yan profile, because you write her so well i'd genuinely love to see if you ever write more blade x reader (+kafka)

honestly i'd take her instead.. ..cough cough who said that :o

would this supposed fanfic even count as a blade x reader if he's just the wet cat third wheel in the corner?? alas semantics schmantics"

Anonymous asked:

"this is blade x reader (and kafka yay) anon and im a prime example of why you should finish reading before commenting

i didnt realise that was the actual point of her presence mb😭"

Ah, cuck Blade back in town. Yeah, I think Kafka would both be your ally and your worst enemy in this situation because she would absolutely go through with getting it on with you if Blade doesn't step up his game. Wow

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Anonymous asked:

"THE GENSHIN QUIZ HAVING TWST CHARACTERS HELLO?!

..does this mean there's an eeny meeny crumb of a chance we'll get twst works:3"

I'm sorry to have to bring you disappointing news, but the crumbs unfortunately aren't on the table ˙◠˙ The characters are more or less high schoolers, and I don't have interest in writing for characters so young, especially the first-years and so on. TWST is a sort of a comfort game for me that I don't really associate with whatever is going on on this blog, but that's that ദ്ദി ´⌣` )

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pranabefall asked:

"i need you to unironically know that in one of your questions for the last quiz, my neurology lessons gave me the haunting of a lifetime."

NO WAY ANOTHER BASAL GANGLIA ENJOYER

I'm more of a substantia nigra girl myself. It was the easiest to locate

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Anonymous asked:

"riina... miss riina... yandere neuvilette content please... i'm starving and dying of thirst ugh.... 😭🙏"

I KNOWWWW I miss my pressure washer 3000 too 😔😔😔 Maybe one day.

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Anonymous asked:

”... What do you even want to play? Strip poker?” you ask him in a dry tone.

”Oho, are you offering?” 

HELL YEAH IM DEFINETELY OFFERING

even as a terrified out-of-my-mind darling, as long as the winnings are good enough, i'd 100% not mind since yayy gambling!!!!! funsies"

You are NOT winning that game. I should've added a 7th darling type in the quiz, Gambler darling

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Anonymous asked:

"I read your rules and thought this would be okay to send, but i have many thoughts to share about hsr yanderes

i just picture blade's darling being very crow-like, in the sense wherever they go they just grab stuff bcs if they dont gift themselves things, who will. do you happen to be a kidnapee unable to ask their asocial teeny bit violent kidnapper for shit? no hobbies/worldly-possessions? no problem! shoplift whatever tickles your fancy, i highly doubt the literal inter-galactic criminals would care as long as you don't get caught, especially not his-nonchalant-highness blade

idk but just the idea of them having a duffel bag of random ass stuff from places all over is so funny to me

blade: standing there

darling: ooh shiny.. *LUNGES and leaps at planarcadia's consumerist stuff or the golden hour's makeup+accessories shelves*

but many thoughts indeed, just not sure if you're ok with being sent them or i'm worried i'd be spamming"

Anonymous asked:

"i sent a post a grand five seconds ago abt yan!blade and shoplifting and only just had a thought, so that's why i couldn't send it all in at the same time

but him just lifting you up to steal grab something from the top shelf while he dangles you by the armpits like a naughty cat

auughghg so many thoughts swirling in head"

*Very subtly hides the Blade profile trigger warnings behind back*

First of all, thank you for sending this in, I welcome all sorts of thoughts no matter the yandere in question, but I have to say that I'm like half unsure of how to answer this ask because in my eyes, Blade is like THE most terrifying yandere to have because of the Mara and whatnot, this is giving me mad dissonance. If anything, I think it'd be Silver Wolf stealing shit and then trying to give stuff to you but you'd be too scared to take anything because of the man looming right behind you. Like, with the stuff bro has subjected you to, I don't think you'd dare to as much as glance in any direction other than the ground when you have to move from one place to another. Though, I don't think he'd give a shit if you were to go snatch something, but having enough guts to do it would be an entirely different matter.

I can't believe I'm saying this after writing a Lohen fluff fic of all things, but this scenario is a little bit too non-yandere for me. However, all glory to you Anon, may the crow darling find all the shinies in the city.

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Oh, my darling Blossom-Anon, you have come so far. Today, you have sent enough asks to achieve your first ever Blossom ask wall. As usual, top to bottom, left to right

I do hope you didn't take the answer to that ask as a jibe, it wasn't mean tot be one: It's incredibly endearing that I know from the first sentence who's writing to me. Your asks in general have this letter-esque feel that makes them very cute (っ˶ ˘ ᵕ˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶ς)

I SAW BLADE, and good god, did you see, he's SMILING in his lightcone art. What has this world come to. I haven't played Doki Doki but I know it has the 4th wall breaking horror theme going on, I think I see what you mean!

I have heard of the Aventurine SP's existence (subtle foreshadowing to the next ask), I hope he ends up being in the Ashveil-Blade team eventually. Whatever the case, I'll be pulling for him ( っ´ `)っ

Why thank you for the compliment, it's so nice to hear that people like them because I really enjoy making them. I started drawing a fourth round of the hair thingies but didn't end up finishing it before the exams, so now it's gonna be collecting dust for a while, oops. You and me both regarding the bald self-inserts, it's such a niche thing to complain about but I couldn't ever not draw hair on them unless I'm specifically drawing a bald person, I like drawing hair way too much to skip it.

I'm glad someone picked up on the emotions of the darligs in the drawings, I really tried to make it as you describe!! The Boothill one was the funniest, in my humble opinion, as bro obviously doesn't know what he's doing and the darling very much mirrors that. Very flattered that you would take the time to give deep analysis on them, I actually really like talking about darling-yandere dynamics as you may have noticed with the recent test, so I'm taking the chance to yap 🥹🥹

Aaaand the big reveal, leakers were BULLSHITTING us. How could they. I was looking forward to Aventurine SP, though I have an inkling that he does exist. I'll never understand what could possess a person to spread fake leaks for the sake of it. Like, come on, go to Twitter to spread misinformation like the rest of us

Lygus? Got my freak going. Screwllum? Just thought about adding him to the HSR test the other day, I just need to get around to drawing him. I really wish we got to see him more, same with Reca. The Lygus face reveal was such a deyassification. Never would I have believed I get to read "Where there is a hole there is a goal" out of a Blossom-Anon ask, but here we are. Have you seen that one gif where Lygus throws it back

This year was very well for me, thank you for saying that!! You're not overstepping at all, I'd be happy to share: The med program is six years in here (I'm pretty sure it's that way for the entirety of the Nordics), and it's basically all med but it has a few mandatory courses for English and so on, I'm actually not entirely certain about everything that I'll have to do in the following years. High school, I like to think, was for the basic education, and in uni, it's all about the profession that you've chosen. After the six years in med, I'm gonna get the doctor license, and after that it's another six years if I want to specialize (which I will, just not sure which field yet).

I liked doing quizzes when I was younger, too, and that hasn't left me even now as you can probably see. I myself got feisty darling, which I think is very fitting, if I do say so myself. I don't think I could ever have enough guts to make you people take a matchmaking quiz for myself, that would've been a diabolical drop 😭😭 Imagine having me as your yandere, can't afford food for two on student budget

Butbutbut all that is nice to you, Blossom, and I hope to see you again soon. Take care, mwah (づ￣ ³￣)づ

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And last but not least, the great wall of Crown Anon asks, this time with an extra thirst post as decoration plus a singular ask that I forgot to include in the actual picture because I didn't spot the text form emoji regard

Tactical Sunny

Sunny Sunny Sunny Sunny Sunny oh what have you done to me. I originally thought that the profile would end up hanging around 25k words but here we are, oops. Why thank you for the compliment, I wanted to think that I did a good job on his character. It's funny that we had Dan heng and him back-to-back because they're so similar both in personality and the circumstances, of course, but there are still differences, I like to think. Welt out here making sure that every last one of his boys gets a darling for themselves. The Tb makes it their mission to catch Sunny in the act.

Listen, I think Sunny would be so horrified by the thought of a toy that resembles an actual dick. Like he literally can't stomach the thought or think about holding an item like that in his hand. He's about the ✨aesthetics✨ of it all. I also think that a part of whatever freakstery went down with the pre-AE version was partially due to the fact that he really wanted to prove to himself that he is dominant Christrian Grey daddy material, and you're none the wiser. His walls were up so high that a dildo couldn't get through. Yes, I have listened to Cupcakke, I'm pretty sure I still know CPR word-to-word because of a bet. Trying to pull stupid shit with Sunday, and the next time he doesn't even try to see if you're docile, it's just Harmony right away.

Why is Blade smiling in the cone. What has gotten into him. Is the canonicality of the profile about to end itself.

CLANK CLANK CLANK CLANK CLANK

Government mandated orgasm is insane. Do you think they'd just send a guy at my doorstep or

Aventurine type of stuff. Or Reca. Or Anaxa.

You never truly feel lost before your PC stops working. I would be in shambles

Med-Riri (not officially allowed) back in town, tiredness causes tinnitus for me, makes the back and neck muscles tense and that can cause it and whatnot. You need a Boothill to come massage you

Another threat for cunnilingus. Can I at least decide on the person

YOU'RE GRADUATING? MY DARLING BABY HONEY CROWN-ANON IS GRADUATING? 💥💥💥💥💥 OH I AM SO PROUD OF YOU THE EXAMS HAD NOTHING ON YOU. Girl does your friend know what you're reading on that thing. I am a huge fan of the Robin gifs, they have every emotion you could possibly think of. Crowndaddy, now that you're graduating, you can pursue a flourishing career. I have given up on meta, I'm just pulling whoever I like at this point. 4 DPS team kind of shit. What is the context behind calling The Dahlia pussy salad woman. Please.

Okay I take the mom thing back, class is braver. You are one of a kind. Listen -30 is not that bad once you have lived in here for your entire life, I have this super thick jacket for winter that I look like a worm in, but it's very warm. I've never used a hairdryer, I've just bunched the hair up to the side of the pillow and gone to sleep like that. Unicicle. Worry not, I have utilized my artistic sense yet again. I still think back to your first ask to me with the quotes. They grow up so fast.

Yea I think the Mortenax mf might be a little softer as a yandere if whatever we've seen about him is anything to go by. Not sure what I think of that yet. The lack of Ashveil content is abysmal, I am working to remedy that. How does paper taste.

Do you think Boothill actually knows how to do your hair or if he's just bullshitting around for the sake of it. The hair is easily my favourite part to draw when I draw humans, as you can maybe tell, and it was so nice to get to utilize that in those. LONH 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 I also remember waiting for Scara to drop, I still remember how I got him early and won the 50/50. No because it's so funny that Lohen is the first proper fic on the list if last October doesn't count. Oops. Do not ever apologize for the sheer art you send in my inbox, it's like among the top 3 things I look forward to when opening Tumblr.

Dan Heng sex nest. I visited that room so many times when writing the profile because I wanted it to be canon accurate. He really is banging you on that fuckass bedroll.

The pussy salad demon. Why the fuck is she called that. Please.

Anyhow, anyhow, write me back, my dear wife, now that you won't have to be stressed anymore. How was the competition? I await your response with eagerness, though I might not rush to open the door for your letter in case the government mandated guy is at my doorstep. I am not taking the risk.

Your luck is rotten. Rotten, rotten, rotten to the core, decayed and putrid like a worm-hollowed apple. 

Rain patters leisurely against the roof of the tent. The weather has been lamentable for the better part of the past week, and even now, the sky remains starless: A heavy, opaque layer of clouds blocks out the moon and any and all light that could bring even a little solace to the expedition company’s night. 

Lying down, with nothing but a terribly thin bedding separating your hip and shoulder from the cold, hard ground, you shiver and tremble as your body tries to generate even the tiniest bit of warmth. 

You consider checking the time. The pocket watch rests but a few centimetres away by your side, but without a light, you’ll have no chance of making out the pointers. It’s so dark that you could almost convince yourself that you were all alone in the woods, stranded amongst the wilderness, but alas, not even the tent you’re resting in is yours alone to have. 

Lohen. Lohen, Lohen, Lohen. He’s the one you have ended up having to split the tiny square of grass with.

At times, you’ve wondered if your attitude towards the guy could qualify as bullying, but then again, he has done nothing if warranted the aversion. None, not a single one of the company’s soldiers has expressed anything but fearful respect towards him. Despite being short in stature and relatively unassuming in looks, people — including you — know better than to get caught in a conversation with him for a second longer than necessary. There’s a joke circulating among the knights, one that you’re quite certain he himself also knows about: Lohen’s aura enters the room before he does, and should you feel a shiver running down your spine, your last chance to make yourself scarce has just passed. 

Once again, your group literally had to draw straws to determine which one of you should be the unlucky one to share their tent with the maniac. You’ve never once lost the bet yet, and trusting the streak to continue, you weren’t worried about grabbing the piece of hay out of the bunch. Only this time, the short end of the stick was finally to land on you. 

No matter how you’ve tried to listen to what might be going on on Lohen’s side of the pitifully sized shelter, you haven’t heard him make a single sound. It’s as if the guy weren’t even alive: No sighs, no sniffles, no shifting, nothing. Moreover, you couldn’t hope to make out his silhouette even if your back weren’t turned towards him, either, for the pitch black all around has wrapped around you like a thick veil, obscuring both his form and whatever else might be lying on his side of the plot.

His overcoat is laid on the narrow space between your beds, drawing the line in the middle of your assigned sides of the tent — that much you’re aware of. Moreover, you’re acutely conscious of the fact that his spear, as sharp as ever, rests beside the imaginary border, its keen edge mere inches away from your leg. Though you know you’re only scaring yourself in your half-awake state of mind, you wonder how much you would have to stir to slice your foot open on the thing. 

Sure, you’ve tried to forget about it all and just sleep — for the past few hours, to be exact — but it’s oh-so fucking freezing in the tent. You really don’t understand how he’s able to sleep with the entrance not practically nailed shut: The frigid breeze that invades the cramped space every now and then has been quite effective at keeping you from dozing off. The flimsy rug you were supplied with is nowhere near enough to keep the cold at bay, and you’re pretty sure that the clacking of your teeth could be heard in the neighbouring tent despite your best attempts at remaining as still and silent as possible. 

Furthermore, there’s no doubt that if your unfortunate sleeping partner is still awake, he has been able to partake in enjoying the sound as well. It’s impossible to tell whether Lohen is already asleep or not, and you haven’t been keen on finding out: You haven’t even dared to turn over the entire night as the threat of attracting his attention with any movement isn’t a risk you’re eager to take. 

Lying on your side, you cautiously pull your knees even closer to your chest, further away from the opening of the tent by your feet. It’s like the chill was seeping into your very bones, slowing down both your body and mind alike, making it impossible to think about anything but resting while simultaneously being entirely unable to do so. Your fingers have grown numb and sluggish, you can barely feel your toes anymore, and with each passing moment, the thought of going for a scrounge at the neighbouring tent’s blanket supply seems like a better and better idea. 

Once more, you take a deep breath, hold the air, and concentrate on listening to what’s going on behind your back. Pricking up your ears, you try to drown out the drumming of the rainfall and figure out whether the coast is clear or not. 

There’s nothing to be heard aside from the occasional gust of wind rustling the walls of your shelter. You strain your hearing, bringing your hand up to the shell of your ear, making sure not to miss a single sound, yet ultimately, you determine that there’s nothing for you to pick up on: The night is dead silent.

Without deliberating the matter any longer, you decide to commit to the plan. 

Making as little noise as you’re able to, you reluctantly peel the rug off of your trembling body, ignoring the shivers that rake your skin. Then, planting one of your hands on the bedding and pushing yourself into a more upright position, you reach for where you left the lantern earlier in the evening. 

After a moment of carefully groping around the ground beside you, the tips of your fingers make contact with the cold glass shell of the lamp. You wrap your fingers around the metal bail, and after glancing over your shoulder and into the darkness for one last time, you bring the lantern close to your body and give the thing a gentle nudge. 

The kuuvahki crystals inside the glass clink against each other, and in a split second, a warm light illuminates your side of the tent. 

Again, you stop to listen, yet you quickly find that aside from the weather, it’s just as dead silent as it was moments ago. A soundless exhale breaks past your lips. 

For a short while, you simply focus on calming your nerves, reasoning with yourself that ”even if he was awake, he wouldn’t care”, and after a while of self-soothing, you gather the courage to properly sit up. Shifting your legs to the side, careful not to touch the weapon on the ground, you prepare to crawl your way towards the exit.

Only, as you happen to glance towards the ceiling, you find that your shadow has gained height. 

You can quite literally feel your heart skip a beat before it then violently lurches back to life as your eyes connect with Lohen’s own, maroon ones right above you. In the same moment, the lantern slips out of your hand, topples over your lap and rolls across the tent floor on its side until it stops at the foot of his bedding. 

”What’s up”, Lohen speaks, popping the last syllable off of his lips like blowing a bubble. 

For a moment, you’re unable to pay attention to anything but the sudden adrenaline surge rushing its course through your body, fleetingly electrifying your limbs before then exiting via your fingertips, leaving behind an uncomfortable, jittery feeling. Then, after sucking in a deep, shaky inhale, you blink a couple of times and force yourself to breathe again. 

”... Hi”, you squeeze out in a thin voice, letting your hand fall from where you were holding it to your chest. 

”Where did you plan on going?” Lohen then asks, retreating back to his side of the tent, promptly regranting you what little personal space you had. 

You avert your gaze.

”Nowhere”, you lie through your teeth, ”I was just going to close the flaps.”

”Mm, don’t do that”, Lohen briefly shakes his head. ”I need to hear what’s going on outside.”

”But it’s freezing in here!” 

An indignant huff breaks out of your mouth before you can catch it. Propping yourself to sit on your knees, you reach for the rug by your bed and yank it towards yourself.

”Oh, you’re cold?” Lohen follows your movements with his eyes, raising his brows with the usual, indiscernible smile on his lips. 

”And you’re not?” you snap back at him as you pull the cover around your quivering shoulders. 

He lets out an airy chuckle. You only barely manage to curb the reflexive wince your body nearly conducts as he stretches his arm towards the lantern at the far end of his bed. Flipping the thing upright, he brings it to sit in between the two of you, on top of his overcoat. 

”Can’t say I am”, he shrugs. ”I’ve seen worse weather.”

”How reassuring.”

”The roof isn’t leaking, is it?” he then asks, directing his attention at the peak of the tent’s cone-shaped ceiling. 

You only shake your head in response to the question. Watching his gaze return to you after a moment, you find that the warm light of the lantern fails to quite reach his eyes. 

”So, planning on going to bed soon?” Lohen cocks his head to the side in an inquisitive manner, crossing his legs. 

”I was trying to”, you answer him. ”And you?” 

”Woke up to the shuffling.”

”... Sorry.”

”It’s alright. Just about any sound is enough to stir me.”

”Then why didn’t you request to get your own tent?”

The question slips off your tongue before you can consider the possibility of the words coming off as a little insensitive. However, judging from Lohen’s reaction, he doesn’t seem bothered by your tone. 

”I don’t mind sharing”, he responds. ”And it’d be a little unfair to the others who have to share one, you know? Plus, it’s fun to watch which one of you loses the draw each night.”

An uncomfortable feeling settles in the pit of your stomach. You duck your chin down to hide the lower half of your face behind the rug’s edge. 

”I’ve been waiting for you to get the short straw. Took you long enough”, he continues, knocking his knuckles against the lamp to prevent the crystals from dimming down. ”I don’t think I’ve ever seen you squirm like that.”

Your verbal storage promptly empties itself out. Whatever smart remark you were thinking of airing at him dissolves into thin air, and you’re left staring at the ground with sheer mortification written all over your features.

”Nervous?” 

”Lohen, what the hell!” 

You try to keep your voice quiet enough not to be heard in the other tent over, yet the exclamation doesn’t come out as hushed as you wanted it to be. Gathering all of your courage, you raise your gaze to catch his own, only to be met with the sight of a grin so devious that you consider if you should just sleep outside in the rain for the remainder of the night. 

”No, no, answer the question”, Lohen leans forward towards you, causing you to withdraw in the same direction. ”Do I make you nervous?”

“What-”

“Do I?”

”Yes-, yes, you do!” you nearly fall backwards as you scramble to keep your balance. ”Archons bless, keep a safe distance!”

A hearty laugh bursts out of Lohen’s mouth, managing to startle you yet again. Then, with a thoughtful hum, he pulls back, completely skimming over your visibly loath reaction. 

”Yeah, it’s kind of easy to see”, he sighs. ”Heh, sometimes I wonder if you’re cut out for this sort of expedition at all.”

Your brows flatten. 

”Are you fucking with me?” you ask him, shifting your weight to the front of your legs. 

”Very much so”, he stifles another chuckle, briefly sticking his tongue out from between his teeth. ”Is that why you can’t sleep? Because I make you nervous?”

”Quit repeating that”, you scoff as you pull the rug tighter around yourself. ”And no, it’s because I’m actually fucking freezing here.”

”Huh”, Lohen leans his head back. ”Alright then, come here.”

”Eh-”

”Come on”, he cuts you off before you can speak, patting his thigh insistently. ”No use ruminating on it, might as well make use of what we’ve got.”

”Wha-, what? No!?” 

You’re left to stare at the guy’s smug face in both discomfiture and sheer astonishment at the level of the audacity. Yet, as is typical for him, he isn’t fazed by the atmosphere the least bit — he merely continues to egg you on. 

”Why not?” he quirks his brow, spreading his forearms to his sides in a welcoming manner. ”Don’t tell me you think my ears are that bad. I’ve heard the way you talk about me.”

You can’t quite tell what sort of emotion it is that’s spreading across your body at the moment. It’s like you were about to pop a vein and faint from pure embarrassment at the same time. 

”’I always knew you thought he was cute’, right? That’s what Luisa said, no?” he ignores your evergrowing chagrin.

The ground could swallow you whole right where you are, and you would be the happiest person on the planet. Your legs feel like molten wax, you can’t grasp a single thought in your head, and what’s worse, the unravelling is all happening under his horribly attentive gaze.

”How the hell did you hear that?” you fizzle in a high-pitched, barely coherent voice. 

”Aw, but it’s alright”, Lohen makes a brief gesture with his wrist. ”I think you should thank her if anything. You get to have me all night.”

He looks at you with nothing but glee in his eyes, flashing you yet another one of his unnecessarily fraudulent-looking smirks. 

And it’s true. You’ve wondered what it is that’s wrong with your mind for having become interested in the vice captain. If it were your rational side speaking, you would know to stay as far away from him as possible, yet lately, you’ve found yourself stealing quick glances at the teal hair, looking for him in the armoured crowd, and wondering just what might be going through his peculiarly functioning brain. 

Furthermore, occasionally it’s Lohen himself that you’re more worried about. His thought process doesn’t appear to flow like an average knight’s — much less like an everyday person’s — and having borne witness to the kick he gets out of slaughtering just about any enemy that gets in his way, the line between attraction and horrification has grown blurry. 

You don’t even bother hiding the apparent heat on your cheeks anymore. Instead, you let your gaze rest on the sight of the once more dimming lantern between you as you listen to your own, restive heartbeat. You watch the couple of gold-hued stones in the glass globe gradually lose their glow, causing the lit area of the tent’s interior to grow smaller and smaller, until only a faint glimmer remains. 

Lohen sighs audibly, almost theatrically. He then shifts his position to nudge the lamp with the tip of his shoe, and within a second, your surroundings are lit once more. 

”Alright, alright”, he speaks, his voice a considerable amount softer than before. ”Allow me to aid you a little.”

Rolling his shoulders back, he takes hold of the lantern’s bail before moving the thing to sit at the back of the tent. You follow the line of his hand as he then proceeds to pick his overcoat off the ground, give the garment a few shakes, and toss it towards you. The piece of clothing lands halfway in your lap before falling past your thighs and piling unceremoniously at your knees. 

”You can have that for now”, Lohen says, nodding in a satisfied manner, ”and the offer is still open. Come on, two blankets are better than one.”

You wonder how sharp the daggers in your glare would have to be for them to become real. With your face warmer than it has been since you last visited Sumeru, you peek at him from behind the rug’s border, hiding like a damsel behind her opened fan. 

Yet again, Lohen spreads his arms to his sides, tilting his head and raising his brows in an expectant fashion. 

Your hold on the cover tightens. After a few more seconds of contemplation, you take in a deep, elongated breath and speak muffled words against the fabric:

”... If I hear a single word about this in the morning, I’m resigning tomorrow.”

Unadulterated triumph flashes across Lohen’s eyes. He then braces himself just in time to respond to your movements.

In a clumsy, uncoordinated manoeuvre, you close the short distance in between the two of you and quite literally fall against his body, the rug still cloaking you. He greets you with solidity, of course, catching you with a muted yet all the more complacent exhale as he wraps his arms around your back, welcoming you into his oddly comforting embrace. For good measure, one of his hands creeps up to the back of your head where he gives a few scratches to your nape as if he were petting an animal. 

”Heh, my side or your side?” he asks. 

Wearily, you shake your head against his chest. 

”Mine it is.”

With care, Lohen proceeds to recline both of you down on his side of the tent, first settling you on the bedding before reaching over your form to pick up his discarded overcoat. Once again, he shakes the piece of clothing out before gently laying it on your body. Then, finally, he grabs his own quilt lying at the foot of his bed, rests down beside you, and pulls the fabric over both of you. 

The metal embroidery of his dress shirt presses against your forehead, yet you’re not planning on moving a single inch. The icy cold unease that your guts twinged with mere moments ago has now been replaced by a distinct kind of skittishness. You don’t know whether it asks you to stay entirely still or to hysterically flail about, to stay awake for the remainder of the night or fall asleep right where you are, safely encased against his body. 

With how you’re situated, you’re unable to see the lantern’s glow fade once more. Still, you attempt to count the seconds, 10, 9, 8, 7, to when the dark is to consume your surroundings again, and judging from how Lohen eventually lets his head fall lax against his pillow, you don’t think you were too far from the correct timing. 

For a while, you focus on listening to the rhythm of his breaths, to feeling the rise and fall of his chest. You don’t know what it is you would have expected, but as you now have him so close, his presence feels strangely natural. 

”You know, Luisa also said that you could be good for me, whatever that means”, Lohen’s now hushed voice vibrates across his sternum as a light laugh slips past his lips. ”So, I think you should — be good for me, mm-mh?”

A/N

YOU KNOW IT BABEEEE @sakuramantis

Though, this is obviously not the yandere content that I usually do, but the answer is still that YES, I'll absolutely be writing for him. I recently saw his ult animation on the leaks and went like

"Anonymous asked:

hii, how are you?"

What a wholesome ask to start this chat with. I'm doing well, tahk you for asking! The studies are going alright, I have a few uni events I'm looking forward to, and I just made a huge batch of ramen. Easter was great, I spent time with my family and relatives, and then I also held a get-together for my high school friends where I organized an egg hunt for us. I have never before seen a bunch of 20-year-olds so committed to a task.

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"Btw, absolutely love, love, love your latest writings. We are very much fed now :D

Also idk if this is a weird question but ever since you mentioned noticing our usual writing styles; it made me wonder what parts of mine and others make me distinctive to other anons

- Love, 🍎"

This is an extract from a bigger ask, but I thought I'd answer this part here since the former section of it is for the Ririthoughts!

This is such a cute question FJHSVFAKLHJFV, yes, I do notice your different writing styles!! People express themselves differently in text form, and I often recognize the sender of the ask even before I see the emoji at the end of it. I think it's super endearing more than anything that I've gotten to know some of you like that, even if anonymous (⑅˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈ )

This feels like borderline stalking behaviour when I write these things down lol (yan!Riri), but yoiu, for example, capitalize your sentence starters, you write in a kinda polite language, you use commas, and every now and then, you tend to use simpler textmojis rather than emojis. Imagine sending in an ask and getting a deep analysis about your writing habits as a response

Then, out of my more active anons, Bunny-Anon I recognize because of the sort of rambliness in the asks, and they're also very endearing with their wording. Very excited, very happy energy, very fluffy and round, just like the emoji. I also happen to know the identity of this anon with relative certainty, so I have a little more instances I can compare to ( ｰ̀εｰ́ )

Then there's my ever-so-sweet and cute Blossom-Anon who articulates themselves well and is very modest and polite with their language. they also always start their asks along the lines of "hi, it's me again, how are you" which makes me like... 🥹🥹 They're the CUTEST. Hello to you Blossom, I know you might be reading this (✿´ ᵕ `)ﾉ

Oh, and a recent addition to the gang, Daisy-Anon. They ramble, they caps, they're very thoughtful and like to brainstorm from what I've gathered, and they get excited and are also very adorable. They sometimes commit crimes but it's okay because they're cute 🎀

This list would naturally not be complete without Crown-Anon. They write the prose, they shitpost in my inbox with zero remorse, they make the world go around. They don't need correct grammar, the correct grammar needs them. They also sent me a picture of Ashveil's crotch in my DMs. I think every single one of us needs at least one Crown-Anon in their life, but the problem is that there is only one Crown-Anon, so you're all gonna have to fistfight me for them. I think we might also be married, not sure

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"soutar asked:

Hello, this time I come in with a request (?), aka do you eventually plan to do a yandere anaxa profile 👀? Perhaps 👀? Maybe 👀? Perchance 👀? (Jokes aside no pressure (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡)"

@soutar AIYAIII YOU'RE BACK, HIII

So, super ultra giga secret reveal, the big names in the WIP post are profiles, so yes, he's coming sooner than you would probably expect. Not sure if he's the next one in line as Ashveil is kinda taking my attention right now, but I've already begun writing him ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀)

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"Anonymous asked:

When I saw that you haven’t uploaded in a minute I just knew something great was coming

- 🍎"

"Anonymous asked:

I THINK TUMBLR REVSERSED THE FUCKASS REBLOG UPDATE THANK DOG!!!!!

-🍎"

"Anonymous asked:

Btw love, love, love your art and especially your depiction of my baby girl Sunday :D

- 🍎"

"Anonymous asked:

WE GOON AT DAWN RAHHHH

- 🍎"

"Anonymous asked:

I was having the midnight snack of champions earlier, saw you uploaded today and just know that I nearly screamed in joy.

- 🍎"

"Anonymous asked:

Apologies if my anon asks repeat themselves, I have the memory of an 80 year old.

-🍎"

"Anonymous asked:

Please don’t overwork yourself or feel pressured to put out or else I will personally swim to the nordics to confiscate your computer at once

- 🍎"

"Anonymous asked:

I just opened ur acc and screamed in joy, I will be eating indulgently today.

- 🍎"

Hi hi hello Apple-Anon, how's life? I'm always happy to see a glimpse of red in my inbox (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

I bunched the rest of your shorter asks into one, they were almost enough to construct a wall but not quite.

I think the first one is back from the That Hurts / That Feels Good post, glad to know that it went hard because the idea made me feel all funny inside and I wanted that to get to you as well (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

TUMBLR REVERSED THE FUCKASS UPDATE, YES. And thank god it did, I'm not sure what they were thinking with that one, genuinely.

NO BECAUSE I was so nervous about sending the art in. I'm a tiny bit self-conscious about the things I put lots of effort in regarding art, and I went all EEEEEE AAAAAAA when it got such a positive reception. I like to draw whenever I study, and I've been doing that quite a lot recently, so I think I'll soon gather the courage to share more stuff with you ( っ´ `)っ

THAT WE DO. I'm pretty sure it was like 2 AM or something for me, that's when I usually end up posting, but gooning transcends time, fortunately.

What's your go-to midnight snack, mine is baby carrots

Don't worry about repeating yourself, I think dementia asks are an important part of the experience

Which direction are you arriving from? Like how much time do I have, are you in the Arctic's direction or are you crossing the Atlantic? There's not a lot in the fridge, I need to visit the store so I can like cook us dinner or some. Like do you eat salmon, I have a bitchton of that in the freezer from a sale two weeks ago. Please leave my PC alone I need to do my HSR dailies

The feeling is mutual because each time I open my inbox and see you there I start moshing and doing the Gnarly dance. I hope you had the most pleasant feast, Apple-Anon, and I hope to see you around (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

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"Anonymous asked:

my uni workload is actually making me lose my mind, it's taking my time away from tumblr 💔💔 i swear i'll catch up with your works soon... i hope you're doing well too TT

- 🦋"

Ah hi, Butterfly-Anon, long time no see!! I thought about you the other day, it's great to see you back ( ꈍ◡ꈍ)

Uni-uni-uni, I feel you, I was on the most cataclysmis stress streak a few weeks ago, too. Sending brain power and energy to you, the books got NOTHING on you 🔥🔥🔥

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"Anonymous asked:

I was missing reading your writing 😭😭 I was so happy when you made a new post of Hsr, I will always love your writing and you🙌"

OH THAT'S SO SWEET OF YOU TO SAY, HI ૮(˶╥ u ╥)ა I hope I'll get to keep delivering to you, I've enjoyed my time here immensely, and getting this sort of feedback is so beyond flattering, you don't even know ಥ◡ಥ

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"Anonymous asked:

I have reread ur wrio kinktober fic atleast 10 different times in the last 2 months. I am BEGGING you to write more Yan Wrio 😞😞😞😞

🌙"

No because that's one of my favourites among the October works, I loved writing that thing. You know, I've been thinking about diving back into Genshin for a bit, we'll see (￣∇￣人￣∇￣)

Oh, and I'm not sure if this is an emoji claim or not, but if it is, throw me another ask and I'll add you in!! Have a great day, honey (ˊ ³ ˋ)

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"Anonymous asked:

do you plan on writing profiles for fate?"

Hii!

Nope! I don't actually write for Fate at the moment, and the profiles are currently limited to HSR (◡ ‿ ◡ .)

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"yandere-romanticaa asked:

I feel like you definitely hit the nail on the head here, especially with the character picks... They're all such GENTLEMEN and I think Jing Yuan should be there too LOL"

GIRL HIIII THAT'S SO NICE OF YOU TO SAY WHAT @yandere-romanticaa

I KNOWWWW, I think especially Sunny is so gentle and careful with it, I liked drawing that so much gggahhhhhhhhh. Yeah, Jing Yuan is another strong pic, he's got years and years of experience trying to handle his own bird's nest lol

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"concha-404 asked:

I need Mydei to rake his gauntlet claw things on my scalp until the blood flow has my hair growing like rapunzel 😔🙏"

@concha-404 This is real as FUCK, and I know it'd feel so good too. He knows how to braid he knows how to braid HE KNOWS HOW TO BRAID

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"Anonymous asked:

I just SMELL something diabolical cooking"

Did the Sunny profile count 👉👈

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"d3cei1 asked:

I feel brave enough to show my identity hehe

Anyway, a little random but do you think potentially in the future you’d write how the yanderes would react to the reader with Stockholm syndrome 🧐🧐 that's all I had to ask >~<"

@d3cei1 Hello-hello, thank you for demonstrating such bravery, your courage has been noted ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀)

To answer your question, nope! As it says in my rules, it's something I'm not comfortable with, but thank you for asking rather than sending in a request, I appreciate that (◡ ‿ ◡ ✿)

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"Anonymous asked:

I apologize if someone already asked this, but when I was reading the profile you made for dan heng (absolute deliciousness btw I was very well fed 😋), I remember there being something abt ae-sunday being somewhat uncomfortable with the whole idea of dan heng keeping someone captive. obviously not uncomfortable enough to actually do something like,,,setting them free but not the most ardent supporter of dan hengs actions

my question is, how do you think that fits in with ae-sunday kidnapping his own darling? like maybe it doesn't occur in the same universe as dan heng & his darling (although the trauma bonding between the two captives would be kinda funny, lwk), but for ae-sunday I assume the same feelings that made him uncomfortable with what dan heng did would still apply to his own actions? does he just go 🤷 or like is he in deep moral conflict w his desire to keep darling vs his morality? maybe he kinda accepts it but he's like, "this is the only bad thing ill ever do in my entire life ever of all time 🌚", or like "im NOT kidnapping another person, theyre just on an extended non-consensual vacation with me of which they cannot leave 🌚"?

sorry for the rant, I just think ae-sunday having a darling has such sweet potential for cognitive dissonance i love him so much"

Greetings, hello, hi, super glad to hear that the Dan Heng profile gave you food for thought, holy fucking brickwall that was ( °ヮ° )

It's convenient that the AE Sunny profile came after Dan Heng's because they go kind of hand-in-hand regarding the setting. I think it can be either-or regarding whether or not it's in the same universe, like imagine Dan Heng getting his darling first, Sunny disapproving of that before then getting his own, and then he has to be like "ok ok sorry I get it now".

As I talked about in the profile, I think Sunday needs to perform mental gymnastics to reason the thing to himself, but he wouldn't ever get actually delusional about what he has done. Like, he acknowledges the fact that he kidnapped you but still tries to somehow reason a tiny bit of morality in there. He has always been talented at brainwashing himself to a degree, so he can handle the guilt a little better than Dan Heng, I believe. It is absolutely premium grounds for cognitive dissonance, but he handles it well because he's cool like that.

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... "also, if you dont mind me asking, I read your rules and I was wondering how exactly far you mean (or what you mean by it at all ) when you say somnophilia is something you wont write but you might cross into it? im personally a fan of the waking-up-mid-fuck scenario trope & falling asleep b4 the deed on purpose/during it out of exhaustion, etc etc...., but I know the topic is a little on the more uncomfortable side, so I was just wondering ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

on a plus note, im terribly sorry if these are topica youre uncomfortable with ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა"

Hi-hi-hi, this is also a cut part of a Ririthoughts ask but I wanted to answer your other question here!

I don't mind you asking at all, the rules are a bit all over the place due to there being so much specific stuff (〃´𓎟`〃)

What I mean by the crossing thing is that I won't accept asks about the topic because it's not something I have any interest in, but some things I write can be considered somnophilia, so it's just a warning that there might be stuff related to that in my blog. Like, passing out mid-fuck, for example, qualifies as somnophilia (I think), and we've been bordering that in a few works. A shame that I won't be entertaining this topic, but I'm glad to have you regardless! I'm sure another blog would be delighted to have a somnophilia ask in their askbox ( •◡-)-♡

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"Anonymous asked:

HELLOOOO RIRI I’M BACKKKK!! I just read the chat thing and OMG I have no idea how to even put it into words??? I swear my English vocabulary is getting worse every day anyways 😭

SO I FOUND OUT I BASICALLY COMMITTED IDENTITY THEFT and oh my god I’M SO SORRY—I genuinely didn’t realize somehow… my sincere apologies to blossom-anon for that!! (*´-`)

OKAY SOOO I suck at this I’m crineeee BUT I’LL JUST PICK THIS EMOJI I GUESS??? 🌼 it’s so cuteeee (like you *blushes*)

OKAY OKAY ANYWAY I also have something I’ve been really curious about!! 👀👀 SOOO like I know Ashveil is still a new character in HSR, but do you think you’ll ever make a yandere profile for him in the future??? If yes I’M GONNA BE SOOO EXCITED!!!

But also something that keeps me up at night is WHERE WOULD HE EVEN KEEP THE DARLING CAPTIVE??? Like… the fridge or something 😭 OKAY AHAHAH I’LL STOP NOW

I’m really looking forward to your future fics and especially Ririchat!! OKAYY RIII take care and have an amazing, fantastic day 💕 (SIDE NOTE I SOUND AWKWARD FOR SOME REASON but only because I’m fighting to stay awake…😞😞)

-🌼"

Don't worry girl, what harm is a little identity theft every now and then. I'm sure Blossom can find it in themselves to forgive you.

BUT HELLO, WELCOME BACK HONEY, HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?

No YOUUUUU

The emoji is now all yours, pow-wow! I just checked, it's actually this one that's called "blossom", and not Blossom-Anon's pink flower, that one's :cherry_blossom:. Oops. ANYWAY, you shall be my darling cutest little Daisy-Anon from this day on, I will put you in a vase on my dinner table.

Ashveil is such a premium fucking pick RRRRAHHHHHHH yes I will absolutely be writing a profile for him, probably either next or the one after it. They think that it's worst being Blade's darling but they haven't yet witnessed the horrors of the Fridge (TM).

No, YOU have a fantastic day 🫵🫵🫵 None of you have to ever feel awkward sending me anything, I've said all kinds of diabolical shit on this blog and you'd have to answer that energy tenfold to make me uncomfortable. Take care, Daisy, I hope to see you around (˶ ˘ ³˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶)

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"Anonymous asked:

I reread your request rules since you mentioned updating them and I noticed that my recent asks might cross the line, just wanted to mention that I’m so sorry for that!!!"

Hello, I'm not sure which ask this is referring to specifically, but it's very sweet of you to send an apology, you're alright! The rules are a fucking jungle at this point, it's super easy to miss a few points. You've been formally forgiven ( ˘ ³˘(◡‿◡˶)

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Anonymous asked:

"Hi, it is me again. 🌸 I hope you are well as always. Did you get Ashveil? I keep on throwing a look at the banner, I like Follow Up Attacks, I want him for my Feixiao, but I tried someone else's Ashveil and he did worse than my March. But at the same… I am not a meta player anyways. But I think I am saving for Silver Wolf (her visuals will probably make me blind), but Blade I will also definitely get. I am most excited for him. It is good you skip most of the new characters, I on the other hand want them all… Very difficult being F2P. But for Blade I have resolve to not pull the pink haired girl… but her animations are very beautiful, and my very favorite from any of the new characters, but I prefer Silver Wolfs character and I had decided to get her before 4.0 even came. And Sampo!! I want him bad too, when I saw him again I was soooo excited. I hope they give him a Mad Hatter theme like they gave Sparkle a White Rabbit theme. I think I and many other have always associated him with the Mad Hatter, anything less would be criminal. I would be livid if they didn't give him the main push treatment. I do wish they would have released Blade with Silver Wolf though, they have put a girl and a boy for every other year, but this year not. And I guess for my previous ask, regarding the reincarnation, I was thinking more when someone is transported to another world (I also dislike the death part, it is especially the horror of wanting to come back to you own world that gets me, if I had died, it is better to just suck it up and stay there). Everytime I read, they all are always satisfied, and even feel for the characters as if they were real people, which is not for me at all. I consider myself emphatetic, that is why I think I can differentiate better between real people and fake people. But even if one were to feel for them as they were real, I would want out as soon as possible. But the character in the story does not, so I can never enjoy it. I would never want to stay in a fictional world, it is scary, especially if they were to find out they are fictional, and you are real. And, also, I have things to do. Also, funny, I saw the “identity theft” thing. I was going to say it, but then I forget. But I think it is funny, so I just left it. Myself, Jing Yuan is ironically one of my least favorites. Anyways, I saw in a WIP post an Anaxa mention. So exciting. I love you professors, though i played late, so i never got that free Ratio, I must pull instead. And other than that, do you keep up with leaks? Sometimes I am inclined to mention something, but I'm not sure if you prefer leaks or avoid them."

Why hello, Blossom, it's good to see you back, how are things with you? (❀ˆᴗˆ)(•ᴗ•✿)

I did get Ashveil! I was already guaranteed and on like 50 pity, so it was but a few 10-pulls before he was home. I was also eyeing Silver Wolf, but as she's Elation, I'm probably not gonna pull since I skipped both Yao Guang and Sparxie and don't plan on investing in that meta team. I'm coping that Blade doesn't have to have the Elation people on his own. I'm so convinced that it's either Sampo 5star or Reca coming this version, I'll be so mad if it's neither. Both of them have so much potential and linkages to Planacardia themes, especially my man Shampoo. I wish you luck in your pulls, I'm gonna channel all my gambling energy to you (∩｀-´)⊃━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ

Ohhhh, isekai, I see I see!! It's a topic I have a mixed opinion on as well, precisely because of the more popular works on the genre. I'm also not a fan of the plot you describe where the main character is just like "aight ok I guess this is my life now", I would be HORRIFIED.

But, like, imagine suddenly being transported into the HSR yandereverse as a darling. Bonus points if you know that you're a darling, too. Like, you're thrown onto a random planet, have to figure out where you are, have to figure who the biggest threat is and so on. Like, if you land on Xianzhou, don't get a document transport involving job.

The identity theft thing, oh my lord. I got a follow-up from both of you, and when I tell you I was cackling at my screen while writing an answer to whom we now call Daisy-Anon, I'm crine. I do wonder if there has been a case like this before, too, like I think not, but like. You two should probably become friends.

It's good to see that there are people still excited for Anaxa, because I am too!! He differs quite a lot from your average gentle Dan heng or Sunday or Jing Yuan and so on, and we'll soon finally have another 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 profile in our hands.

And I do keep up with leaks, somewhat! As long as it's not story spoilers, I'm alright with you mentioning leaks (*ᵕᴗᵕ)⁾⁾

Goodbye for now, Blossom, and have the most pleasant rest of your day (っ˶ ˘ ᵕ˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶ς)

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"Anonymous asked:

Literally Argenti and Jing Yuan (Phianon is a half and half) so far are the ones I think i end up gaslighting myself into thinking the situation isnt as bad because of all their damn praises and affection of love hahaha I'm in danger"

No because Argenti, especially. Jing Yuan I would probably try to throw hands with at first because I can't stand the slightly condescending attitude he has got going on, but Argenti is so receptive. He's just a happy guy. A happy guy who kidnapped you but like

I think it's fun to think about a scenario about like, if you got your rent paid for a year for spending a month with a yandere, who would the yandere be and why. I'd probably pick AE Sunny: No internal damage made and he's kinda chill.

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"Anonymous asked:

Hello, Miss Riina! I hope you're having a good day! I love your works so much. Thank you for sharing your works! They're so long and well thought out too (like the yandere profiles). I just really love them is all I can say 🫶

I also tried the hsr yandere quiz you made and I got Express Sunday!

It got me curious if there are still instances of his Pre-AE self bleeding through sometimes?

AE Sunday is softer now with him going through his whole redemption arc (and also getting hit multiple times by a literal train), but is there still a trace of his controlling side that can come out?

And lets say if he does let his darling go in his redemption arc, what if he sees them again? Would he want them back and kidnap them again, bringing them in to the express, similar to what Dan Heng did in his yandere profile? That makes it look like he's doing a bit of 180 on his redemption but... 🤔

Sorry for the long ask and thank you for your time!"

WHAT IS IT WITH YOU PEOPLE CALLING ME MISS KSFJHVFOSHJFVASOULFYHVSLFUY TWIRLS HAIR KICKS FEET BITES LIP JUMPS OFF BALCONY

I'm so flattered to hear that, I'm happy I've been able to deliver!! (ㅅ´ ˘ `) This is a well-timed question because I think the AE SUnny profile came out like hours after you sent this in.

I think there are times when his former self affects his thoughts. He has enough self-control not to let it show in his actions, but sometimes, especially when you act up, he has urges to go harsher, stricter and so on. Like, he could do so much more to control you, but he won't.

I believe it's a bit on the fence whether or not Sunday would take in the same darling. Like, the yandere tendencies don't ever leave a man, but at the same time, I think his guilt regarding what he did to you could override that instinct. Now, if he got a little push from, say, Welt, he'd probably go right back to you, but it's a bit of a gamble.

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"Anonymous asked:

i was just looking at the results for the hsr yandere quiz and i realized that NO ONE GOT LUOCHA JIAOQU OR MOZE 😭"

Now now, there you would be wrong, Anon, for around 30 people have gotten each! It's just less than 1% of the takers, so it rounds it down to 0 to keep the total at 100%, I believe. So, if you got one of the three as your yandere, consider yourself a rare breed (◡ ‿ ◡ .)

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"Anonymous asked:

Danheng and Sunday rivalry is so good in their profiles. I know you answered one on how Danheng would react to you falling for Sunday, but what about vice versa? Since the profile says that Sunday might let you have time alone with Danheng, what would happen if you and Danheng became lovers?"

I like that portion of the profiles too, I think it's a fun addition. Intertwining some of the plots is also something I enjoy doing in general, so I really liked writing that in!

It's kind of hinted upon that you could fall for Dan heng because he shows up as this reliable and gentle character in the situation you've been forced into. Like, he appears reasonable and sympathetic, but in this universe, you should know that there's a good chance he's just about the same as Sunday. From one horror to another.

I think that unlike Sunday, Dan Heng wouldn't have as many qualms about getting closer to you in that way. He probably moralizes Sunday a bit for what he's doing, and the dynamic is also fed by the fact that Sunday probably wouldn't have enough balls to step in between 💀💀

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"Anonymous asked:

Hi Riina! I hope you're doing well and omg the moment I saw your new post about Yandere Sunday AE Profile I was so excited that I dropped my phone from my bed.(dw the phone's fine)

I always keep update with your works since the Mydei yandere profile and when I read it for the first time, it genuinely felt like the screen brightness is on the max in the dark because of how long, detailed, and dark it is! That's just how beautiful your writing is! Your mind really amaze me to think of all of those scenarios because it's like no other I have seen before. So all I want to say is thank you for sharing your fan contents with us as your readers. :3

Psst Riina, do you have plan on uploading your works to AO3 or do you just prefer Tumblr?

-🐢"

TUTELLLL tododdo doddodoo tododdo doddodoo

Give the phone a consolation pat from me. I'm so honoured to have returning readers on the blog, it kind of gives a special meaning to sharing my work with people, and it makes me so happy to see that it evokes feelings in people. You're so-so-SO welcome, this sort of feedback makes me feel all fuzzy inside (つ╥﹏╥)つ

Very well-timed question because I just put up an AO3 account this week! As mentioned in the intro, the account name is Riricatria there as well („ᵕᴗᵕ„)

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"Anonymous asked:

Aha, ie the one who blew up the astral express last time, deliberately making Sunday/Dan Heng darling an emanator and being like "you now have the opportunity to do the FUNNIEST thing possible ♥️""

Everybody gangsta until the darling gains a little power-up.

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And, the usual finisher, the great wall of Crown-Anon asks. I'm glad Tumblr figured itself out and you were able to send the masterpieces in, I was already missing them. As always, up-down, left-right.

The banging one-liners were just about the best thing that came out of whatever the 2h long Cyrene yap was because good god, girl I love you but please. I wonder if horniness goes under the umbrella of Elation. Omg is this a Victorian Child Anon comeback

I think this might be the first time anyone has sent me their climax in a text form, thanks. Oh thank you for the art glaze, I thought that was a really nice piece, too. Yea I think the title card probably left a few dyslexic readers seizuring but aesthetic is aesthetic.

I'm so sorry, I don't know if it's the time of day or what but like every other sentence in this ask is making me laugh. Girl what have you done to me. "ok blow up my pants why don't you" has me sobbing. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU READ SMUT NEXT TO YOUR MOM. WHAT SORT OF BRAVERY IS THAT. You know, dialogue has always been pretty much my favourite part about writing because it can be such a good addition to a scene. They should send me to Phantasmoon games so I can go show Sunny a few funny tricks

I've been having the worst ghost cramps for a few days now, like what. What do you mean they have to start before the period. What.

You're so right about the overstimulation thing in Planacardia, my sorry ass could not live there. How Ashveil does it, I do not know. Sunday should've exploded by now

You won't fucking believe what I found

Yes, I am very fond of my personal Hexenzirkel. We've had each other since we were in middleschool, and it has been nothing but an honour to watch these girls grow up with me, sorry to get sentimental.

You know, in exams, you can either pass or fail: There are only two options, and if you pass, you have gotten the better out of the two. And, because you have achieved the best result, you are naturally the best. I am wishing you the best luck in whatever shitfuckery you have to take care of in the academic realm, we will survive this together.

The winters always go subzero where I live. I think the lowest temperature we've had has been around -30 C (around -22 in freedom units) during my lifetime. I don't know how I survived that shower, like that was a lot even for my Nordic princess blood. I've thought about getting a hairdryer but my hair is like down to my upper thigh and it would take three business days to dry like that. I also lowkey read unicicle as unicycle and was very confused for a second.

I need to draw more, too, I think I'm gonna continue the hair thing with more characters. I'll give you the pick, who would you like for there to be in it (say Boothill say Boothill say Boothill)

LET RECA OUT. LET HIM OUT. NOW. Screwllum too, I've thought about adding him in the HSR test along with Ashveil whenever I get the art done

The wall of asks is so great this time that I had to do tactical cutting and glueing as you can see. We've crossed a new threshold, we've reached a new realm

... So would you believe me if I said the 67 wasn't on purpose. I swear on my soul, I swear on the Ririlings that it wasn't my intention. They have infected me, and I didn't even realize I was ill. "A bit of an extract for thee" is taking me the fuck out. You have such a way with words

The AE having three new members and it's just each of the men's darlings. The Sunny profile is another 30k brick to be dropped in the pile, good god I enjoyed writing it a little too much. Do you think the Blade SP is freakier or less freaky than the OG

Listen, for one of my next shorter works, I have the funniest fucking line of dialogue in Ashveil's section that I'm dying to get to you all but it's still in the making. Or like it's probably not even funny to you but when I thought of it last night at 3 AM I thought I had reached the pinnacle of my writing career. Stay tuned for whatever the fuck it's gonna turn out to be

Sunny makes me wanna go like KFSHJAVFKSHAJFVKAFHJS RRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PRÄRPÄRÄPRÄRPÄÄRPRÄR fucking BITCH AAAAAAAAAAA [affectionately]. Hold on I just saved this one picture with uhhh

and like. Like

Ashveil fridge torture. The things you have to go through as a darling are wild

Do you think the Ririlings eat like chicken nuggets or human flesh

I... I feel about the Ashveil trailer. If he isn't gonna be the next profile then something must have gone wrong in the next Planacardia TB mission. The ASMR was WILD, and his dialogue is even wilder like what

Ratio bath sex is every time you take a bath. Like you can't get out of it

GIVE ME SOME TIME AND I'LL FEED YOU. ASHVEIL IS COMING (AND SO ARE YOU) I wonder what sort of writing I would produce on like AAS, like would it be heat

Ashveil struggling with the motor issue of having to finger you with his non-dominant hand

Yea so the eating part won't be a problem

Girl I wish you strength and peace of mind for whatever remains of your exams, please don't perish just yet.

Aaaand, such is all for today, thank you for dropping by and I'll see you in the next episode, remember to like, subscribe and hit that b- *gunshot sound*