The Dawn of Depression

a page from my novel ;)

Excerpt from Novel:

We are a hopeful species, its a hard road to defeat depression but the alternative is more worse.

Not a line from my book.

What does it feel when you are even past depression

Emily's :-

Emily never told Alan about what she had gone through and the prospect of being with a good friend like Alan, had given her a choice to live differently.

Alan thought he should not press her about what she didn't wanted to talk about. She was her first best friend and she didn't wanted it to end it.

All those moments you wish you could get back but its gone and there are no way to get it back.

There are no time machines, no Time Turner and no other way to Travel through time.

Life can diminish in a flicker.

Emily's tone:-

"I had lived every moment of my life just thinking everything would be fine. Trees shredded their leaves. Snow cleared out. Seasons past. Earth revolved. And with every rotation it indulged darkness over me.

Year have passed and life still seems distilled only one thing I had asked more than ever but it can't be fulfilled. 

oh You almighty power...help is what i Seek.

Actions...

Emily took all of them, even after tryouts she didn't even resisted and weeks later it was succeeding in a daily routine. As the pain didn't stopped, so why would she. 

Its really good that you are not !!

Your mom is really in an illusion...you should try to tell her that how happy you are in your life and have friends and everything and you are miles far away from depression and there is no need for psychiatrist.

There is nothing you could do except tell her or even tell your dad and tell him to make understood your mom. Parents mostly don't take their children saying seriously they always think they are not mature, ever.

You could only do to just make her understand in this case!!

World War I and II fails miserably in front of your war, that tackles inside you head.

Looking at others smiling with that same pretense.

Deep Inside you are screaming "Help Me...I need help."

Depression, those you go by it, never talk about it. 

Those who haven't just pity at those who suffer at it(happens less)

Care for that even a single day is so serene, just living pass one day is courageous, a herculean task for you.