among the cosmos

me when i get hit with the sudden knowledge that something is wrong and that i am not exactly human and i am probably not fully emory (host) but i have absolutely no clue who i am.... fun ? i'm definitely not one of the two cohosts either? i don't know !

"you look like you try and fail to feed the birds" - my sibling ???? wth did i do to you ??? 😭😭

apparently my AP Chem exam score counts for credit for my college even though i only got a 3??? so i don't have to take chem again if i don't want to... i'm considering it but idk i loved chem- but i also know it saves me money and room in my schedule so 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

and now i am at my doctor's appointment to hopefully finally get a diagnosis for the chronic pain condition i've been living with !!!

i have a lisp worse than oomf rn bcs my tongue is numb on the end

the only rhinf in my head rn is bweep bweep

THEY took the dollar tree out back and shot it lmaooo

my night time short break from work has been spent eating a kitkat, eating an orange tootsie pop, taking my meds, and blaring I'll Believe in Anything in my headphones over and over again

why is my stepdad lowkey courting my mom like a bird- bringing her shiny and sparkly rocks he finds on the ground??

the inexplicable power to meow "mari-nara"