I Have Issues.

If you could read my mind, would you? Would you want to know how I think? How I feel, about you? Would you want to travel to the dark places, the coldest regions of my mind? If you could read my mind, would you want to know the lies my thoughts tell? The way I convince myself of things sometimes. The way I lie about being the person you see because I don’t want you to see me. The real me. If you could read my mind, would you even do it? Would you want to know what turns in my brain, what grinds around and won’t stop? The fears of not being what this world expects. That’s whats on my mind. Would you want to read all that?

It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget about everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away when they go.