thebritjay

let me be lonely

you’ll never believe me

but I love you only

id rather be lonely than happy

black label filigree

return to me

i drove by your house just to feel like I saw you you’ll probably never see me as anything but this though

an explosion inside a steel case feels confusing something once numbed from a former bruising has difficulty knowing when it’s fully using the most of its faculties or picking and choosing

until an ultimatum is placed in its crack it drips inside deep where the wound is still black and suddenly you fight cause you know for a fact that everything else in the world isn’t half

you’re forced to react but you finally feel the truth in yourself cause your starting to heal to know what you want and no longer conceal the weakness inside you, you’re melting the steel

but by then it’s too late a transference occurred the decency in you having been blurred you find yourself causing the same pain in others and they won’t allow you do it a third

to comprehend the love you have before you lose it is to be wise beyond your years this proves it