The Girl Box

1. Hug Of Thunder — Broken Social Scene I don't know why I got addicted to this song. it just comforted me and kept me safe

2. Do Not Wait — Wallows IMAGINING SCENES IN MOVIES, HAVING REGRETS, WONDERING IF IT'S ALL WORTH IT

3. Out of Myself — Charli xcx finally letting someone make me insane in a good way

4. Buzzkiller — MUNA singing along with Katie, somatic

5. Hey Amanda — Broken Social Scene I love BSS

6. Nerves — ear I listened to this song on repeat when I was losing my mind having avoidant attachment

6. Life Worth Missing — Car Seat Headrest i just never skip it. it keeps me safe too

7. maple brown — Jahson Paynter i feel like music is back? yeah it's back. hot, in love

8. Dying for You — Charli xcx i'm so grateful she made this album and nobody talked about it

9. Broadway, Here I Come! (SMASH Cast Version) (feat. Jeremy Jordan) — SMASH Cast, Jeremy Jordan weirdly I am REALLY relating to this song right now even though I'm not on the precipice of jumping off of any buildings or of having meteoric success. i am 32 tho

10. Campus (Original Version) — Rostam rostam and i rostam and i. on repeat

11. Gold — Derby WON'T BE A HATEFUL BONE IN YOUR CASKET god this song is so good. i love the way the words all slot together and i love screaming it in my car driving down pico and to the beach

12. Lights Burn Dimmer — Fred again.., Jamie T my edm heart awakens.......... i want to rave

13. Even — Saburnia i fear that these white boys eat

14. Headlights — In Color new addition. ironically played after I bought a new headlight after I drove around for a week without one. nice to scream about crying in the shower with your makeup on and not being the one

15. Rearrange Us — Mt. Joy hotel room dance thoughts

16. So What — MUNA BRRRRRRMMMMMM ALKSJDHFALKSJDFHA

17. It's All Gonna Break — Broken Social Scene the tension the release

18. Heading For The Door - SiriusXM Session — Royel Otis the instrumentation the orchestration the arrangement of this is sooooooo satisfying i love how stripped down and bare and insistent and thrumming it is

19. It Gets So Hot — MUNA it's actually painful how relevant this song is and will continue to be for the rest of our god forsaken lives

20. Homewrecker — sombr still a banger, pseudoromantic slay

21. When I'm Swimming — Jens Lekman i actually don't know how this is still on here

22. Wannabeher — MUNA cu nt

23. windburn — Kinji sooooo grateful for dijon and this whole genre. this song's production goes fucking nuts it pulls me in everytime

24. who’s your boyfriend - Acoustic — Royel Otis just a little fun indie pop for my diet

25. Do The 95 — Broken Social Scene you've got workman's comp it's coming in next year oooooh HOWD YOU DO IT

26. Fake Palindromes - Orchestral Version — Andrew Bird, Nu Deco Ensemble i NEEEEEEEED to see Andrew Bird live with an orchestra

27. Fire Eye'd Boy — Broken Social Scene this song goes fuckass crazy

28. Neverending Math Equation — Sun Kil Moon something i was stuck to at the beginning of this year. gotta gotta gotta gotta move on

29. Hi My Love — Sofia and the Antoinettes so pretty and so cathartic and i smash the on repeat button

30. Call Me After Midnight — Bleachers OBSESSED MAKES ME LOSE MY MIND IN MY CAR

31. Champagne Coast — Blood Orange thematic themes ongoing themes for this year

32. Eastside Girls — MUNA me!!!! :) kind of lol

33. Ghost Under Rocks — Ra Ra Riot classic banger for safety and pleasure

34. Is it ok — Evil Adeline lovely song about knowing you're doing something kind of bad but like it's okay with me if it's ookay with you

35. cherry cola — Devon Again cute pop bop about loving a girl

36. Coming of Age — Blondes reassuring orchestral pop with an 80's memory embedded

37. Delicate - Recorded at The Tracking Room Nashville — Taylor Swift oops how the fuck did she get in here

38. Run It Back — Saburnia WHITE BOYS WIN AGAIN

39. Tristan — Virgo Rising marry me!!!! i love this pop punk indie rock bop

40. Blood — Andrew Bird andy bird i love when you drag us for our desires to get laid and have fucked up power dynamics

41. 505 — Arctic Monkeys ok i guess i was pretty sad at the beginning of the year i don't fucking know

42. Bigger Than Myself — Mila Culpa kinda MIXSY vibes <3

43. Trouble — Grace Ives another singular one hit wonder by Grace that like just hits and is sad

44. First Touch — Francis of Delirium cutie romantic song for the bittersweet end of the movie

45. Big Stick — MUNA very satisfying angry "WHEN I PUT IT ON I MAKE IT LOOK SUPER CUTE" god i'm so grateful for this album

46. It's like — Helen Sun sparkly sunny moaney whiney a little san francisco here and there

47. Almost (Sweet Music) — Hozier weird that that other hozier song didn't make it on here.... from rocio's ranked playlist. the one about the first time you called me baby

48. Why Do I Get A Good Feeling — MUNA this song fucks me up :)

49. I'm Goin' Down - Recorded at Electric Lady Studios NYC — Vampire Weekend a canon song.... a generational classic...... ezra stays wormed into my discography