dont panic!

im home in va and im alive

It's my time to go. I need to die

When I screw up I'm a piece of total filth Shit you do the same to me but it's just a mistake you fucked me up to mush and now I'm ready to fucking kill mysel Don't you dare fucking miss me

I remember hearing so much buckshot about heroin when I was young, before I did anything but weed n lsd I remember someone telling me heroin will make you addicted after the first hit. And I jus couldn't believe it, and I knew physical addiction had to develop over time. The argument I always would use for staying away from H is the same for Meth now; heroin is one of the best most blissful highs it's one of the stronger drugs and in the city's it's rather cheap. I didn't believe everyone who said h was amazing for a while. And I never thought Meth would be so damn good, I thought no uppers agreed with me.

I love frizzle frazzle

Pull the plug and register And realize you feel more alive from the drugs than when you thought you were in love with her Its all a fucking blur You say I've changed but baby you haven't been the same Guess that's the game In the end we always leave a different way than we came Its such a shame that we have to place blame When we are all at fault Tryna fix ourselves and pulling others apart And I can't show you the flash backs I have Or make you feel the pain of my heart split in half When you diss me with friends and just give it a laugh When I knew it would end so I cheated again And I think you know she wasn't really your friend But maybe you don't I won't be the one to tell ya If god is real well I'd be going to hell ya But I'm already in it so death seems Like the best way to finish This hardship I started at 15 When I first smoked that tar shit And saw it all my rise and fall Back against the wall I heard evil call Out my name and my pain came back So I had to cop that to maintain